Sam's POV

After making sure Dean and Cas were okay I walked with Gabriel to our room and part of me was in shock, I had always heard that Nephilim were abominations but now Gabe was saying they weren't. When we got back to our room Gabe looked at me, "So Sammy… What do you think?"

I narrowed my eyes at him, "What do I think about what Gabe?"

Gabe frowned a little, "Kids… I mean Dad said I could carry a child too."

I scoffed and shook my head, "No Gabe."

When I looked up at Gabe again his face held anger and confusion. "What do you mean No Sam?"

I shook my head, "I mean no Gabe. We aren't having kids."

Gabe scoffed angrily, "Oh you just say no and that's it, end of discussion?"

I stood up and got in his face, "Yes Gabriel Yes. I don't want kids."

Gabe rolled his eyes and ran his hand through his hair, "That is bullshit, Sam. Why? Why don't you want kids?"

I shook my head, I didn't know how to explain to him that I had given up on the idea years ago. Gabe stared at me and I could see the raw emotion in his eyes, "Fine. You know what screw off Sam. You can call me when you get over whatever bullshit this is." Gabe turned around and walked out before I could say anything else. I bit my lip and sat at the end of my bed, putting my face in my hands and I let myself cry. I had gotten so close to having a family with Jess, and then Amelia, but each time it was ripped out from under me. I sobbed a little before I heard Dean telling Cas to go find Gabe before he came over to me and laid his hand on my shoulder, "Talk to me Sammy, why were you and Gabe screaming at each other?"

I looked up at Dean with tears still in my eyes and choked out, "He wants kids Dean. And I told him no without a second thought and when Gabe asked me why… I didn't know how to explain and he stormed off, I don't know where he went but… I mean how do I tell him that I gave up on that dream the moment Jess died. I mean I let myself hope with Amelia but… it got ripped away from me too… Every time I have gotten close to that something happens Dean. I just can't…"

Dean sighed a little and rubbed my back a bit, "Sammy you deserve to have a family, and I know you gave up after Jess and Amelia but I never imagined I'd get any of it. I didn't imagine having a husband let alone the idea of having kids. I mean raising you was the closest I thought I'd get Sam. But do you have any idea how excited I am to get the chance to have kids of my own with Cas? Gabe is offering you that opportunity because he loves you and wants that with you. And he can't go back to Heaven for a little anyways cause apparently Chuck is calling the rest of the angels except for Gabe and Cas back to heaven and shutting the gates for a bit. So I am pretty sure it'll be okay Sammy."

I bit my lip and I could feel hope bubbling up in my chest as I choked out, "This is actually happening?"

Dean smiled and nodded, "As long as Gabe isn't too pissed at you? Yeah, Sammy. Now if I were you I'd talk to your angel."

I scrubbed my hands over my face and nodded, "Thanks, Jerk"

Dean laughed a bit and retorted, "You're welcome Bitch."

Dean looked as if he was going to say more till he looked up, making me look as well to see Gabriel standing in the door with his arms folded over his chest, all emotion was gone from his face and I knew he was pissed. Dean got up and nodded to Gabriel as he left, once Dean was gone Gabe stepped in and shut the door, for a minute he just stared at the door before finally he turned to me and said, "You don't get to just say no without thinking about how I feel." When I went to apologize he shook his head, "No you are going to listen to Sam. I was there when humans were first created when Adam and Eve first had sex, and when Eve got pregnant with Cain, and then Able. I was there and all I thought was I want that. I want to be able to have a child of my own, other angels were disgusted and didn't understand but I saw the beauty. I have lived for eons, Sam! And since those two tiny humans were born I wanted that! So you don't get to just say no!"

Without saying anything I stood up and hugged Gabriel, the moment my arms were around him he started to cry. I hugged him tighter in my arms and nodded, "I know Gabe, I know. I'm going to tell you why I said no, but only because you deserve to know. I know you know about Jess when she died I was getting ready to ask her to marry me, and she was it for me. It took me a long time to get over her and then we met you. And I fell in love with you, and I figured no kids but I thought I would love you til the day I died and then you just had to sacrifice yourself to Lucifer. I gave up, I was broken and damaged, but then I found someone else. And I fought so hard not to love her I didn't realize I had already fallen, and then her husband came back. Gabriel the day you died by Lucifer's hands is the day I truly gave up on having anything close to a family, and then you just suddenly tell me that we can have kids. I freaked out, I know I shouldn't have just said no but it scared the hell out of me Gabe… The idea of letting myself hope that things could be okay and I could have a family with you… it scared me."

Gabe wiped at his eyes before looking at me, "I'm sorry Sammy…"

I smiled and kissed him gently, "I'm sorry to Gabe. Ask me again?"

Gabe's eyes brightened a little and he nodded, "Sammy… what do you think about us having kids?"

I decided to tease him just a little and bit my lip pretending to think before smiling at him, "You truly want this?"

Gabe nodded, "More than candy"

I laughed a little and kissed him, "Well then the answer is I couldn't imagine having kids with anyone else."

Gabe smiled and wrapped his arms around me tightly, "I love you so much, Sammy"

I smiled and kissed his head, "I love you too Gabriel, I mean it. So you can't just disappear on me or go sacrificing yourself okay?"

Gabe rested his forehead against mine and nodded, "I promise Sammy. Just me and you and any kids we may have"

I closed my eyes and imagined what our kids may look like, I was so in my head I didn't notice Gabe was taking off my shirt until he started playing with my nipples. I gasped a little and narrowed my eyes at him, "Really?"

Gabe smirked, "We could have some great makeup sex?"

I grinned a bit and pulled him closer to me, "Sounds like a plan to me."

Gabe kissed me and slowly walked me back to the bed and making me sit down before he climbed into my lap straddling my legs softly and kissing lightly against my neck.

Gabe's POV

After we double checked on Dean and Cas Sam and I walked back to his room, I noticed there was a tenseness to Sam but I hoped it didn't have to do with the idea of Cas and Dean getting to have kids. Once we were back in our room I shut the door and looked at Sam, "So Sammy… What do you think?"

Sam narrowed his eyes at me and tilted his head a bit, "What do I think about what Gabe?"

I frowned and bit my lip, "Kids… I mean… Dad said I could carry a child too."

Sam scoffed and shook his head, "No Gabe"

Sam's words cut into me like a knife and it took me a second to ask, "What do you mean no Sam?"

Sam shook his head and turned away from me, "I mean no Gabe. We aren't having kids"

I scoffed as anger bubbled up in my chest, "Oh you just say no and that's it? End of discussion"

Sam stood up and got in my face, "Yes Gabriel! Yes. I don't want kids"

I rolled my eyes and ran my hand through my hair to keep myself from snapping at him or lashing out too much. "That is bullshit, Sam. Why? Why don't you want kids?"

Sam shook his head and said nothing. I knew I could keep my emotions under check better but right now all I could think about was the fact that the person I loved wasn't even considering how I felt. I shook my head and looked away from Sam's eyes, "Fine. You know what screw off Sam. You can call me when you get over whatever bullshit this is!" I turned around and stormed out of his room slamming the door harshly. I went to the library and started to break down before I decided to go outside and take in the fresh air. I was seconds away from exploding when I felt Cas' energy next to me when I looked at Cas I could see he was concerned but he was staying quiet for now. I bit my lip and choked out, "He thinks that he can just say no to having kids and that is all there is! I have wanted children since the fucking creation of humanity and now the love of my fucking life tells me no! It's bullshit Castiel!"

Cas stayed quiet for a moment before he replied, "Did Sam explain why brother?"

I scoffed and shook my head, "No! He just said no and said that was it! He didn't even ask what I thought."

Cas stepped closer to me and laid his hand on my shoulder, "Brother do you know anything about Jessica or Amelia?"

I looked at Cas, I knew of Jess but I had no idea who Amelia was. "I mean I know Jessica but… whose Amelia?"

Cas led me to the bench and sat me down, "After your death, Samuel was crushed. He had a few one night stands, mostly when he was soulless but when Dean and I went to purgatory he ran over a dog and met a woman who was a veterinarian. He took in the dog, they started a relationship and I believe he had started to love her. Then her husband who had supposedly been dead came back because he was apparently taken in action. After that Sam had truly given up. I had never seen him show any interest in anyone again until you showed up as Luka. Brother Samuel has had his chances at family taken away from him. You offering it now? When you are a fully functioning angel, and not to mention you have already left him once at fault or not. I understand why you are hurt brother but I believe Sam is scared and you need to tell him and explain to him."

I closed my eyes and burying my face in my hands, letting myself cry a bit. "I just… he didn't even think Cassie… he just…it wasn't fair."

Cas nodded gently, "I know brother, however, you did not give him much chance to explain. You do need to explain to him how you feel however you should allow him to explain as well. You two need to discuss things rather than yell at each other."

I ran my hand through my hair and looked at Cas who had just a hint of a smile on his face, and I smiled and pushed him gently, "When'd you get all grown up Cassie?"

Cas looked confused for a moment before rolling his eyes and standing, "Anyways, I came out to inform you that Father is calling everyone back to heaven, however, he wants you and I to stay on Earth with Sam and Dean. He will be shutting the gates for a little while to fix the issues he has realized happened after he left."

I sighed softly and stood as well, "It's going to take him a while to fix those issues, but at least he is trying to fix things."

Cas nodded softly and we both walked back inside the bunker, Cas walked with me back to Sam's but before I went in he paused, "Brother, with Father wants us to pray to him and inform him when we feel a child within our grace so that he can protect us."

I smiled a little and nodded and then went into Sam's room, crossing my arms over my chest looking at Dean and Sam who looked calmer, Dean looked up at me first before Sam did. Dean stood and nodded to me as he left the room, I stepped in the door and shut the door, staring at the door for a minute before I turned around to Sam and said, "You don't get to just say no without thinking about how I feel." Sam opened his mouth to say something before I shook my head cutting him off, "No you are going to listen to Sam. I was there when humans were first created, when Adam and Eve first had sex, and trust me that was weird to us angels. When Eve first got pregnant with Cain, and then Able I was there and all I thought was I want that. I want to be able to have a child of my own. Other angels were disgusted and didn't understand but I saw the beauty. I have lived for Eons Sam! And since those two tiny humans were born I wanted that! So you don't get to just say no!" I felt the anger in me rise as I talked. Without saying a word Sam stood up and wrapped his arms around me. I started crying the moment his arms were around me, and he hugged me tighter and nodded, "I know Gave, I know. I am going to tell you why I said no but only because you deserve to know. I know you know about Jess when she died I was getting ready to ask her to marry me, and she was it for me. It took me a long time to get over her and then we met you and I fell in love with you, and I figured no kids but I thought I could love you til the day I died and then you just had to sacrifice yourself to Lucifer. I gave up. I was broken and damaged, but then I found someone else. I fought so hard not to love her I didn't realize I had already fallen, and then her husband came back. Gabriel the day you died by Lucifer's hands is the day I truly gave up on having anything close to a family and then you just suddenly tell me that we can have kids. I freaked out, I know I shouldn't have just said no but it scared the hell out of me Gabe… The idea of letting myself hope that things could be okay and I could have a family with you… it scared me."

I wiped my eyes before I looked into Sam's eyes, "I'm sorry Sammy"

Sam smiled and kissed me softly, "I'm sorry to Gabe, Ask me again?"

I looked at him and smiled a bit, "Sammy… what do you think about us having kids"

Sam bit his lip and it made me nervous, before he smiled at me, "You truly want this?"

I smiled and nodded, "More than candy"

Sam laughed and kissed me again, "Well then the answer is I couldn't imagine having kids with anyone else."

I smiled and wrapped my arms around him tightly, "I love you so much, Sammy"

Sam smiled and kissed my head, "I love you to Gabriel, I mean it. So you can just disappear on me or go sacrificing yourself okay?"

I rested my forehead against Sam's head and nodded, "I promise Sammy, Just me and you and any kids we may have"

Sam closed his eyes and I could tell he was in his head so I unbuttoned his shirt and then started playing with one of his nipples, he gasped and narrowed his eyes at me, "Really?"

I smirked, "We could have some great make-up sex?"

Sam grinned and pulled me close to his chest again, "Sounds like a plan to me"

I kissed him and slowly pushed him back to the bed before making him sit down, I straddled his lap wrapped my legs around him before I began kissing gently along his neck. I smirked and bit gently just below his ear making Sam moan a bit. I smiled and started kissing him again before using my grace to make our clothes disappear. Sam pulled away and smirked, "You are so lazy"

I nodded a bit and smiled, "Yep. Now do you wanna have sex or not?"

Sam smiled and before I could say anything else he suddenly flipped us over and rubbed his cock against mine moaning out gently. I groaned gently and arched into him a bit, "Fuck Sammy don't tease me you asshole."

Sam smirked and leaned down and pressed his lips to mine before he put his hand between us to position his cock against my hole but suddenly I stopped him, "Sammy wait."

Sam paused and looked at me a little worried, "What's wrong babe?'

I bit my lip and second-guessed bringing up the possibility of me getting pregnant now. I felt Sam cup my cheek and smiled down at me, I took a deep breath and softly said, "What if I uh… I could get pregnant now you know… If you wanted to."

Sam studied my face for a minute before he said, "I'd love that Gabe but… I mean how would it work."

I relaxed a little before replying, "Well I have to let some of my grace out, it'd be easiest to show you my wings."

Sam looked at me, "I didn't think I could see your wings?"

I smirked, "I can make them fully manifest. Get off me for a second I'll show you, hun."

Sam pulled away and moved so he was just sitting on the bed. I stood up and closed my eyes before letting my wings manifest, I heard a soft gasp from Sam and smiled as opened my eyes. Sam was staring in awe at my three sets of golden wings. Sam stood up and reached his hand out to touch one of them before he paused and looked at me, I softly nodded and he gently ran his fingers through a few of the feathers in my upper set of wings. I shivered a little but smiled at Sam. He looked at me, "Your wings are just… I… why do you have three sets… I mean Cas just has one right?"

I smirked and folded my wings against my back, "Cas is just a seraph. You're dating an archangel babe"

He rolled his eyes at me and smiled before he kissed me again. Sam and I had mind-blowing wonderful make-up sex and after we both orgasmed we laid there panting and holding each other shaking. I ran my hand through Sam's sweat-soaked hair gently. Sam nuzzled his nose into my neck softly and looked up at me, "I love you, Gabriel."

I smiled a little and rubbed a hand down his back softly, "I love you to Sam"

((Okay guys! Long chapter cause I wanted this all to be in one so you guys could get both Sam and Gabes pov in one rather than separating it. Hope you guys enjoyed this! Sorry if it was too repetitive to do their different POVs but I felt like it was important to get that in this chapter. Please follow and favorite! And if you guys did like this chapter please leave me a review and let me know what you think because the reviews mean the world to me!))