A/N: The only reason why I haven't updated is because I'm super lazy and had writers block. So what I did is I read a whole bunch of stories to get ideas and I finally got some! WOOOOO! So I am sorry for the long delay and for that I will write you a really long chapter to make everyone happy! :] Love you guys also for the reviews and things like that! Enjoy! Also Bella in all my stories are going to pure virgins, and if you have a problem with that then ya'll can read your dog's butt.

Rated-M-violence, language, lemons

DPOV-
We were watching TV in mid-after noon when Bella asked me "Want to go to the park?" I raised my eyebrow at her and said "No, I don't feel like going outside only to have someone piss me off and make me have a bad day." "Well then, are you PMSing Damon?" "WHAT?" I glared at her and snarled at her. All she did was laugh. I sat up from my laying position and sat at the other end of the couch.

"Aww did I make the poor baby sad?" Bella crawled over to me and got in my face blocking my view from the show we were watching, but my new view was even better because I could see down Bella's shirt. I smirked and said "Yes, you just burn down my ego because I'm PMSing."

"Good." Bella giggled. I pushed her off and turned to her and said "It was awesome the past few cooped talking to you, but I still need to feed; so after that I will come back over to talk some more. Also I'll need to talk to Stefan so I can assure him I didn't kill you." I winked at her. Bella looked at me with a straight face and then smiled and looked up at me. "Are you going to come back?" I rolled my eyes and said "Yes, I'm going to come back; we never did finish talking about that picture." "You are so nosy Damon, I swear that's all you do is poke and meddle with my life." "That is all I do." Bella sighed and looked up at me then said "Do it quickly, I'll get bored without you." I smirked and put on my leather jacket and left with my baby. I zoomed to our house quickly to get it over with. I patted my jacket packets and realized that I left my phone at Bella's. I shrugged and called out "Stefan where are you?". I heard nothing and walked into the kitchen to see a note on the counter Damon, all of us decided to go up to Elena's cabin and since we couldn't reach you, we left without you and will coming back in a week PS-Please don't destroy the house. –Stefan

Geez have no faith in me at all do you? I crumbled the note and put it in my pocket for whenever I guess; I walked downstairs to the basement to our cooler. Our cooler was filled with blood, human blood of course in bags from donations. I snagged a whole handful and walked upstairs to my room to pack an overnight bag for Bella's. Once I had my duffle in hand and my hand on the door, I quickly went back to the basement to swipe more blood because I only felt super lazy and wanted to know more about Bella's past with Klaus and wanted to find out quickly.

10 minutes later

As I drove up to the house I saw that Bella's car was missing and I made my way to the door to find it locked. "Fuck." I swore quietly, I looked around the to see if there was a hidden key anywhere plain in sight and of course there wasn't but someone had to be stupid enough to do it; like Klaus just because I hate his guts.

I ran my hands threw my hair and grabbed it like it was my life line. "Where are you key?" I muttered and started turning things over and to see if I could find a key. What seemed like forever I finally found the key inside a wind chime, which was clever because they make a clanging sound and the key fits right in. I un-locked the door and locked it again while putting Bella's key on my key ring making a mental note to make a copy to put one back inside the wind-chime. I walked inside the kitchen because that's where all notes go anyway.

I picked up a bright green note that said Damon I'm sorry I wasn't here when you got back and I went to call you and saw that you left your phone here like a dumb fuck you are; and since I couldn't call you to tell you where the key was I thought 'Oh well' and make you find the key by yourself. Even though I didn't know if you could get inside my house I left a note because I felt like being nice and telling you where I'll be; while you were gone I looked at my schedule to see if I had classes today and yes I did so I'm at my classes if you need to call me which by the way don't. Here's my number 989-242-8765 for calling- Bella I rolled my eyes and looked around to see if my phone was in here and saw that Bella put it next to the note I programmed Bella's number in and threw away the note.

I took off my jacket and laid it ona chair and opened the fridge to see what she had to eat. I poked around and saw that she had nothing; I huffed and went for my bag and grateful that I brought extra with me.

I grabbed all but 7; I think and shoved the rest in the fridge to cool. I plopped down on the couch to watch TV and wait for Bella to come home and chuckled at myself because I thought I'd never see the day where I was waiting on a woman, but here I was.

3 hours and 4 minutes later

I looked at the clock after what was like my millionth movie to see it was 10:43pm and she still wasn't home, I felt bored so I shut everything off and locked up; I brought my duffle upstairs in her room and stripped down to my boxers and looked around Bella's room. I started off with her dresser and opened to revel her underwear drawer and saw lace and silk. I picked them up to see all her bras, socks, and more underwear seeing there that most of them are Victoria Secrets.

I smirked and looked under to see nothing and opened all the other drawers and more disappointment when I couldn't find anything; I moved on to her other dresser and still found nothing and I looked all over her shelves and finally made my way to the bathroom. I roughly pulled open the drawer and saw that it was makeup things and lifted them all up to reveal a hole in the bottom to see that was where Bella kept the big stuff. I brought it all out in front of me and I rifled through it to see money, jewels, documents and finally pictures.

I picked them up to see the same picture as downstairs with Klaus and the black thing; I put that one down and saw the others that looked like the boy she fell in love with. I also saw some with a other boy that looked like he took steroids and a man that looked like Bella so I assumed it was her father. I put everything away when I was done looking through the pictures and was more confused than ever because I really want to know what the hell is that black thing doing with Klaus and why didn't it kill him when it had the chance? I scrubbed my hands over my face and pulled my hair. I got up off the floor and passed by the clock to see it was 12:09am and Bella still wasn't home.

I was worried but brushed it off and checked my phone to see if recently she called me and didn't but I had a shit load of other shit from Stefan and the others. I ignored them until morning and climbed into bed confused and fell into an unfit sleep.

I groaned as I stretched and felt movement by me. I flipped over and saw that it was Bella and was still sleeping; I decided to be lazy and lay with her until she woke up.

I leaned up from the bed to see that it was only 2:56am and guessed she came home after I fell asleep and went directly to sleep. I snuggled back into Bella and pulled her close to warm me up again because she was a blanket hog. I fell into a better sleep this time only to be awoken what felt like 5 minutes later.

I groaned and asked "Why are you up this early?" "Because I had a bad dream." "What about?" I asked as I peeked at her. "I'll tell you as soon as you get up and downstairs." I groaned out loud at her and dragged myself into a shower to wake myself up a bit. I came down after what was like an hour; I sat down at the island to have a plate shoved under my nose. "Eat." Bella commanded. I mumbled under my breath and got hit on the head and looked up at her and said "Bitch." "Yup and proud of it." Bella sat next to me and we ate in quiet. After breakfast we moved to the couch and an awkward silence past before I asked again "What does Klaus have to do with your past?" "Still stuck on that one?"

"No I just haven't been fighting for my life these past few months for my life from him, of course I am!" "Clam down, dear god I thought you were having a baby." I stuck my middle finger up. "Anyways I forgot where I was so I'm going to start where Edward left me; did I tell you that yet?" "No and yes, yes you told me about Sparkle boy left you but not those after months.

"Okay, well when he left I was so in ruins, I went completely numb and shut everyone off. I thought I had everyone fooled by 'functioning' and I didn't and my dad tried to send me to my mom in Florida but I didn't want to go so I promised him that I would get better and I started hanging out with my 'friends' again and meet up with and old family friend." "We started hanging out and I realized that when I brought over some bikes I to hang out with him that he made the pain go away. Anyway his name is Jacob and we soon became bestfriends and found out that when me and Jake did dangerous stuff I saw and heard Edward." "Are you sure you're not fucking crazy?" I asked as I raised and eyebrow at her and leaned away.

She rolled her eyes and said "Yes completely insane, anyways after that I tried to do everything dangerous to see him again and one night Jake, me and one of my friends-Mike went to see a movie and Mike got sick and while Mike got sick Jake and me sat down on some stairs and Jake promised me that he would never hurt me like Edward did and he also wanted to be more then friends but I didn't because I still 'loved' him and when Mike came out and said he was ready to go home Jake got all mad and claimed he didn't feel good and went home."

"After that I tried to speak to him and all I got was that he was sick and couldn't talk to me because of it, eventually I got sick of it and went straight to his house and tried to reason with him, but he kept telling me that he wasn't a good friend for me and all this other shit so I tried to tell him that I could love him like he wanted me to and he said 'Bella I don't want to be your friend anymore' I of course immediately backed off and quit talking to him and he didn't try talking to me."

"Then I got my head out my ass and focused on my school work to graduate early and I did and when I did I left Forks and never looked back, I mean I still talk to my dad and all but I haven't gone back because I don't know what to do if I ever do go back." Bella sighed and looked at me. I looked at her and said "Well me and you could go so I can kick some asses."

Bella laughed at that an smiled at me and in that moment I knew Bella was going to be okay once she got everything off her chest and sorted out. Of course she also has to face her demons to make sure when she dealt with it all to get it all over with and done. But I swore to make sure she did deal with them to make her happy again and I dealt with mine so I could be happy with her because me and her were broken, but together we made a whole piece again and I didn't want us to stay broken, because it's time for our happiness.

A/H-Review and some fluff because Damon and Bella deserve it!