Sam's POV

I was helping Charlie with the computers when I suddenly heard Cas yelling for me. I locked eyes with Charlie before I was going to find Cas, Cas was naked and wet but trying to talk to Dean who was curled up on the floor with his eyes screwed shut and his hands over his ears. I ignored Cas nudity and knelt down next to Dean who immediately flinched away from my touch and Cas spoke with obvious panic, "I tried that, he fought me, I had to let him go because of Logan… I think he is hallucinating"

I nodded slightly, "Okay,anything that triggered It or what?"

Cas shook his head and I could tell he wanted to hold Dean and comfort him, "No… we were discussing what Logan would call me albeit mother or father, i said since I was carrying him he…"

I nodded and cut Cas off, he was starting to breathe to fast, "Okay Cas, why don't you get some pants on, I will try to help Dean."

Cas looked down and blushed deeply before carefully getting up and grabbing the flannel pajama pants that were definitely Dean's. I moved closer to Dean again and spoke softly, "Dean hey… De come on man, whatever Is going on in your head it's not real."

Dean tried to move away from my touch again but now there was no where to go, he was mumbling incoherently and shaking hard. It hurt to see Dean like this, he wasn't even this bad after he got out of Hell, but then again he also never let Sam see his suffering. Cas was kneeling next to Dean again and attempted to run his fingers through Dean's hair and at first Dean flinched violently but his body relaxed some and his words started to become more clear. "Please Alistair, I can't do this, I will do anything, I will torture I just can't take it again. NO PLEASE STOP!" Then Dean was screaming his eyes opened and he shot up practically knocking Cas to the floor and Sam was by Cas' side making sure he was okay before helping him stand and let Cas move in front of Dean who was panting harshly as If he had just ran a marathon.

Cas was slow In his movements as he carefully cupped Dean's cheeks, "It's okay Dean, you are safe now. I pulled you from there 9 years ago, 9 years ago Dean. You are safe, I am right here. Do you remember,"

Dean's eyes finally connected with Cas' and his eyes went watery and he suddenly wrapped his arms tightly around Cas and sobbed. I took a deep breath and softly whispered to Cas, "I will go get him some water."

Cas nodded soflty and held Dean close, rubbing his back gently, softly whispering soothing words into his ear, "It's okay Dean, it's ok Honey, I've got you."

I sighed and then went to the kitchen to get Dean a glass of water, when I came back Dean was back on the floor with his head in Cas lap still shaking and Cas running his fingers through Dean's hair ever so softly. I could see Dean was still wary so I made sure I moved slowly and carefully sat on the floor not to close to crowd Dean, "Here Dean, I got some water for you…"

Dean's eyes opened and he swallowed thickly before sitting up some and taking a few large gulps of the water before laying back down, his head cradled inbetween Cas' thighs and lightly against the slight bulge of his abdomen. Cas hand gently fell back to Dean's head as he ran his finger's through Dean's hair. Even though Dean's eyes were open I could tell he wasn't actually seeing anything. I sighed heavily, I wanted to ask him about it but right now he was to far in his head. I took a deep breath and then looked at Cas, "Do you want my help gettingg him to bed, this floor is only comfortable for so long Cas."

Cas hesitated but his back was already severely protesting the hardness of the concrete he was sitting on. "Okay," Cas rubbed Dean's lower back gently, garnering Dean's attention. "Hey sweetie, you think you can get up so we can lay in bed, I won't make you get out of bed the rest of the day."

Dean nodded a bit and slowly sat up before forcing himself up, then turning back to Cas and held out his hand. I made sure Dean and Cas were okay before I went back to the computer room to find Charlie still working on the computers. "Hey Charlie."

Charlie looked up and nodded, "Everything okay Sam?"

I sighed heavily then shrugged. "I guess. I don't know. An angel fucked with Dean's head and Chuck fixed it but it isn't perfect. I don't know what triggered It but he was helping Cas in the bath and all of a sudden started hallucinating."

Charlie frowned, "That's scary…"

I hummed a little and nodded, "Yeah that's an understatement. How's the computers coming along?"

Charlie smiled and hit enter and then the main system whirred to life,"Done. You can control everything, well mostly everything from your laptop now."

I smiled and then hugged her, "Well why don't we make something to eat hmm?"

Charlie nodded, "Sounds amazing."

After Charlie and I had dinner I went back to my room, and looked at up my ceiling before closing my eyes and praying to Gabe, "Hey Gabe… I hope things are going okay up there. I miss you… like… so much Gabe. Dean had an episode… I…I don't think I have ever seen Dean that freaked out, not even after he came back from Hell. I think he was hallucinating about Hell, he was begging Alistair to stop… Fuck Gabe, why can't Dean just have a normal life, I mean after everything Dean's the one who deserves it more than anything."

I opened my eyes and stared at the ceiling some more before shifting to my side and sighing as I started to fall asleep.

((Ayyy two updates within 2 days. Im trying guys. Im sorry))