Dean's POV

After kissing Cas' head I went to Sam's room, my heart pounding in my chest as I thought about the fact that Logan was ready to come and I wasn't sure if I was. I pounded on Sam's door, "Gabriel get your feathery ass out here! I think Cas Is in labor."

It was barely a minute later that Gabriel opened the door, his hair was a mess and his shirt also wrinkled but he spoke, "Where is he?"

I ran my fingers through my hair, "He is in Logan's nursery, he was up all night getting all Logan's stuff ready, when I helped him up off the floor he cried out and then he said his back really hurt and it felt like he was being squeezed and I… I don't know if it's different for angels and…"

Gabriel cut me off, "Okay stop babbling." Gabriel turned to Sam and looked at him, "You need to come with me, like we talked about earlier."

Sam gave me a look then nodded, "Alright…"

I raised my eyebrows at them but shook my head, "Come on can we go please."

Gabriel nodded, "Lead the way,"

I quickly went back to Logan's nursery which was the room directly across from ours and Cas was still sitting In the rocking chair, that looked like a regular arm chair but spun around and was very comfy. Cas was paler than usual and his entire body was tense, I also noticed his hands were slightly glowing and it made me worried, i went to his side and softly whispered, "Hey babe, Gabriel's here."

Cas opened his eyes and he looked at me then Gabriel, he choked out, "I…its to early…"

Gabriel moved to Cas' other side and touched Cas stomach and closed his eyes, a second later he opened his eyes, "It's a little early but your fledgling will be okay kiddo. I need to get him out though, he is starting to damage your grace."

I looked at Gabriel, "Wait what?"

Gabriel ignored my question, "We need to get him to your room, so you need to help me."

I swallowed thickly and nodded, "Okay…" I carefully helped Cas up, Gabriel put a hand on him but it didn't look like he wasn't doing anything until I noticed his hand was glowing to and it made me worry about Cas, thankfully our room was across the hall becausee I could tell Cas was in pain, after Cas was laid down Gabriel was giving Sam orders while I was trying to keep Cas calm.

Once everything was ready Gabriel took a breath and looked at me, "Dean you can't be in here for this…"

My already frayed nerves flared, "What the hell do you mean I can't be in here! Cas is my husband and this is my child!"

Sam spoke and stepped closer to me, "Dean he has to cut Into Cas' grace… it's the only way Logan can be born. We are human, we can't be here for it."

I growled, "Why didn't anyone fucking tell me?"

Gabriel opened his mouth to speak but Cas' meek voice cut him off, "I didn't want to scare you Dean… I trust Gabriel, I will be okay. You need to go, Logan Is ready to come out."

I chewed my lip hard enough to draw blood and leaned down and carefully kissed his head and closed my eyes trying not to cry, then put a hand on his stomach and softly spoke, "Neither of you are allowed to leave me damn it…"

Cas gave me a smile then kissed my cheek and then winced, "You need to go."

I wanted to stay, I wanted desperately to argue but Sam pulled me out of the room and I heard the door locking. A second later Sam handed me ear plugs, "Put them in."

I stared at them, the implications of why I would need them obvious and I shook my head, "No,"

Sam opened his mouth to say something just as Cas started screaming, I flinched and closed my eyes tightly, balling my hands into tight fists and taking a deep breath, after a minute Sam softly spoke, "Why don't we go make sure everything is ready for Logan,"

I shook my head and looked at him, "I… I can't Sam… I need to be here."

Sam gently pulled me Into Logan's nursery, "Gabriel warned me it will take at least an hour maybe more, lets pick something out for Logan to wear, and a blanket to wrap him up In okay?"

I closed my eyes and forced myself to take a deep breath before nodding, "Yeah… okay…"

Cas had organised everything from newborn to 12 months, and color coded it. We apparently had every color In the rainbow for the newborn clothes, I grabbed a blue onesie and stared at it, then looked at Sam, "D…do you think this is okay?"

Sam nodded, "It looks good Dean, what about diaper?"

I looked at the small changing table, "Cas wanted cloth diapers…. I… I don't know why I mean that means we have to wash them and…"

Sam cut me off, "Yeah but its better for the environment, disposable diapers create a lot of waste."

I looked at Sam, "You talked him into it."

Sam held his hands up, "I was just trying to be helpful, he had asked me one day what I thought I just told him what I thought."

I shook my head then moved to the changing table and grabbed the smallest cloth diaper Cas had, then the small grey swaddling blanket Cas had set on the changing table and then went back to the hallway, I could still hear Cas screaming and it made my heart squeeze and I desperately wanted to be with him, but Sam stood in front of the door and watched me. I started pacing up and down the hallway impatiently waiting for the door to open.

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