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As I scrambled off the subway I let out a deep sigh and carried on my way trotting down the streets until I noticed a drug deal taking place in an secluded alley. Perfect! This was just what I was looking for a drug dealer. I walked up to the dealer and as I got closer I felt more and more nervous as the dude was like 6 ft 3 at a guess. He had a deep practically russet coloured skin along with short jet black hair. I couldn't see his eyed tilted down. When he looked at me it felt like the world had stopped his eyes were filled with pain but he had such lovely brown hazelnut eyes.

"What is you're here for? I have roofies, coke, pain meds, meth?" The guy rambled on, but I was frozen the minute he mentioned roofies. This may sound sick and twisted but for a split second I wished Phil had roofied me that night, because at least then I wouldn't have to suffer by constantly remembering what he had done to me. I wish I could forget but as of yet I haven't been able to.

"I want to forget" I said aloud. I hadn't realised I'd said it until the Indian looking dealer answered.

"So roofies it is. They can make you forget".

"Hang on! Did I say that out loud?" I asked hoping that I hadn't let someone see my vulnerable side.

"I don't want roofies sorry. I'll take Coke and…. Are the pain meds Oxycontin?" I asked hoping they were.

"Yeah" He replied sounding slightly annoyed that I was questioning him. I handed him the $500 which I had stolen earlier from Edward's wallet when he wasn't looking. That will teach the prick a lesson in how not to be an arsehole and not to piss me off because it will cost him greatly.

"I'm Jacob by the way, here's my contact details if you need anything else" he said and handed me a business card with a mobile number under the name Jacob Black.

"Thanks. Bella my name's Bella" I answered before shaking his hand. I was about to leave when he asked me something.

"Want to grab a couple beers?"

"Sure" we left together and walked a couple blocks until we reached some dive bar. We chatted and laughed for a few hours or more. This was the first in a long time that I had felt alive and happy.

After a while we decided to call it a night. "Bye Jakey" I slurred.

"Bye Bells" Jacob slurred back he was as drunk as I was. I gave him a hug. With promises to stay in touch.

"Come on. I'll drive you home. " Jacob said.

"Bbbbbuuuuuttttt yoouuurrrr ddruuuunnnk. I'll drive if you just gimme the keys" I slurred.

"Ok your right." Jacob responded as he shuffled around in his pocket trying to grasp his keys.

"Duh and friends don't let friends drive drunk" I said attempting to sound superior and stern. Jacob just laughed at the fake sincerity in my voice. He handed over the keys. When we werehad finally gotten in the vehicle I checked the dashboard for the time. It was nearly 3 in the morning. Oops.

I drove us home, well back to Emmett's anyway. On the way we were both singing "sweet home Alabama" at the tops of our voices. We walked up the driveway, well it was more like we stumbled in the house.

"SHHHHH we don't want to wake them" I shushed Jake loudly, as Jacob was still singing Sweet home Alabama as loud as he could. A moment later all the lights flicked on. Fuck there was Emmett standing in front of me with Rosalie hiding behind him, behind them were Alice who was stood beside Jasper whilst Tanya was cowering behind Edward. Ha fucking hilarious they thought I was an intruder in the house. Jake stopped singing and started laughing along with me. My god their faces looked so confused. So fucking funny.

"Isabella are you drunk? Your 19! Your underage! How the fuck can you be drunk?" Emmett shouted. "Tell me you didn't drive home in this state?"

" I'm not drunk, watch me I can prove it. I'll say the alphabet backwards zyxwvutsrqponmlkjihgfedcba" I said attempting to prove to my idiot of a brother that I wasn't drunk. Surprisingly I didn't slur once.

"That's awesome! I've gotta learn to do that. " Jasper said sounding impressed with my talent.

"Besides if I was drunk I wouldn't have been able to drive home. Jake here was gonna drive us home but me being such a good friend and all wouldn't let him. As friends don't let friends drive drunk. " I said matter of factly trying to make the last part sound like an officer would. It was ruined because me and Jake burst out laughing.

"You drove home. Bella what the fuck? What in the name of hell were you thinking? You could have been killed Bella! Are you insane? You could have crashed and died!" Emmett screamed at me.

"You make it sound like you care about me. What a fucking joke. I know that you don't. How do I know that to be true you may well ask? Well you didn't visit me in the hospital last year. Havent been in contact with me at all. You are so much like Charlie. You're a fucking replica." I yelled back. I knew I had struck a nerve with saying he was like Charlie. Because Charlie, our dad, loved his work more than he did us.

"Emm, you're really, I mean like really tall" I slurred. I was surprised when I commented on his height. I was surprised that I had even said it.

"Come here Bellsy" Emmett said before picking me up and carrying me upstairs to my bed.

"Emmy I missed you. You used to call me that all the time. Why don't you anymore? I wish we were close again" I said.

"Bells, you're drunk, you don't know what you're saying. You don't mean it. It's the drink talking" Emmett sighed.

"If I told you I was a whore and cheated on Edward. Would you say that it was the drink? That I didn't know what I was saying?" I asked him quietly.

"Good night Bella" Emmett said almost reluctantly. I frowned once Emmett left. So I took out my journal and wrote.

Dear Diary,

SWET HME ALBMA! Lol! Ematt called me Bellsy! I miss hen he used to call me tat all the time. He's weally tall now when did that happen?! Anyways… YAY I met a new end, it's a gay named Jacob Black. I call him Jake. His my new dg dler. I found out that I'm such a good friend because he was drunk and all. So I sid in my supieory voice that friends don't let friends drive drunk. I drove us all the way home. I flet so alive for the frist time in a while.

Sgined from, the not durnk Blla.

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