Blaine waited till Kurt got out of the shower to ask him.

Kurt had walked out and sat down on the couch and started laughing before Blaine was able to say anything

"What?" Blaine asked, grinning

"Nothing it's just... I wish we could go back to our, my senior year. Everything was perfect then. Now our lives are just one big ball of fuck ups." Kurt said still giggling.

"Why do you wish we would go back to senior year?" Blaine asked

If Blaine was hearing Kurt correctly, Kurt wished that he could go back to a time when they were just, them. When they were still in love and happy.

"Because, uh-, b-because we were fine and Finn was there still and Rachel wasn't always busy. Things were better, happier." Kurt said

"Oh." Blaine said, and Kurt already knew what he was thinking.

"Blaine I didn't break up with you because I didn't want you anymore okay? I know I said that. And I know you take everything I say very, p-personally, but I didn't mean that. I was just scared and insecure and I just couldn't. But I didn't break up with you because of anything that happened between us" Kurt explained

Blaine didn't understand why they were still talking about this, they should be sleeping so they could go see cooper in a few hours. But they were talking about it, and Blaine wasn't complaining. He wanted to know

"Are you sure you didn't break up with me because of me cheating? Or did you t-think I would cheat again?" Blaine said

"What? No!! I trusted you Blaine. I wasn't afraid you were going to cheat on m-. I can't believe this right now." Kurt said

Blaine thought to himself "oh no", this is what Kurt did when he was about to yell or get mad, he'd start explaining every little thing Blaine had done wrong. Blaine hated it.

"I-I I help you when nobody was there for you and coop. I fucking told you that Sebastian raped me!! And your making it about yo-"

"What?!" Blaine said

"What? What'd I say now Blaine!!" Kurt said waving his arms around

"Oh my god just sit the fuck down. I'm not fighting with you right now." Blaine said

Kurt rolled his eyes and say down. Blaine scooted closer.

"Say what you said again? At first?" Blaine said

"T-that I was there for you?" Kurt said, obviously confused

"No!! About Sebastian!! Sebastian fucking- he-, oh my god I'm gonna fucking kill him!!" Blaine said ,screaming, waving his hands up

"I- I-" Kurt said, beginning to talk and not being able to.

Blaine practically attacked Kurt onto the couch. Hugging him and crying and rubbing his back and rocking him

"I'm so sorry Kurt. I'm so sorry that happened to you. I'm so sorry. I'm-" Blaine said, again, and again, and again

Kurt was holding back onto Blaine, crying also. But for a different reason

Kurt hadn't cried about it since the day it happened. And it had been 2 years since that.

"I um. I'm sorry"

Blaine pulled back and sat next to Kurt. Why the fuck was he apologizing? The hell?

"The fuck? Why are you sorry?" Blaine said

"Why are you? I'm sorry because I ruined the relationship we had over something as stupid as this an-"

"This is not a stupid reason to break up with me. I mean, you should have talked to me. But still, I'm not mad. And you shouldn't be sorry. I'm sorry. This happened while I was um, while I was with you."

"And I did notice that you were different after that day... like you would flinch and stuff when I would go to touch you anywhere below your waist and stuff. But Kurt if we didn't do anything for the next 6 years I would have been fine. I didn't care."

"And if you also broke up with me because you weren't okay with being with me like that, and you wanted me to be able to get that somewhere else then, listen I'm not a sex monster okay? I don't need that to live. I need- needed you to live. But I'm glad you told me. Don't be sorry" Blaine said

"Okay... thank you" Kurt said, and hugged Blaine.

They stayed quiet for a few minutes when Blaine broke the silence.

"Well, im gonna go get drunk. Your welcome to come if you want."

"What?" Said Kurt.

"I, Blaine Devon Anderson, and going to get super super duper drunk, and I am inviting Kurt Elizabeth Hummel to accompany me to buy the drinks." Blaine said. And then he noticed how much of a couple thing to say that sounded like.

"As a friend of course..." Blaine said

"Yeah, as a friend... okay, sure why the hell not. I'm stressed and sad and so are you so ya know what? I feel like alcohols the right answer right now" Kurt said

"Perfect. Well, your chariot awaits..." Blaine said, holding his hand out for Kurt immediately thinking he shouldn't have said that.

"Oh my god" Kurt said smiling, and without even wanting to fix his hair, and just took Kurt's hand and walked out the door with his ex-boyfriend, Blaine Anderson.