"Okay so we'll buy the drinks and then leave them at my place. I really need to see Cooper. I wanna start telling him stories and talking to him more. When he first got to the hospital they said that that would help him recover quicker." Blaine said
"Sounds like a plan! Oh and I also called Vogue and told them that I can't work this week because I'm gonna be helping you..." Kurt said smiling
"Oh okay, thank you for that... you didnt need to-" Blaine said
"No I did, you were there for me when Finn passed away, Not that coopers gonna pass away!! But I- damn that's came out wrong." Kurt said embarrassed
"It's okay Kurt, so um, what do you wanna drink?" Blaine asked Kurt
"Wine Coolers." Kurt said
"Wait really? Nothing fancy?"
"Wow Blaine? Is that how you think of me? Ugh" Kurt said. Obviously being sarcastic
"Um yeah, that is how I think of you actually." Blaine said
Kurt gave him a look and they both laughed
Blaine missed this. He missed being with Kurt like this. Without the awkwardness of it all.
When they would hang out with Rachel or Quinn for example, they would have to watch them be couply with eachother. They'd have to watch the infamous "faberry" cuddle, kiss, flirt, whatnot. But the minute that Blaine or Kurt would say something that even remotely was a compliment, they'd get looks from the both Rachel and Quinn. Looks that said "you can't do that anymore"
Which was weird. Not the fact that they couldn't do that anymore, but that they were even showing signs of interest.
There were broken up, they were supposed to be over eachother. But that was obviously a lie.
At least for Blaine that was a lie. Because he was most definitely not over Kurt. Not now, or ever.
"Okay, I think that's good, I got 3 different flavors so that should be good" Kurt said
"Okay perfect, I'll um, I'll buy them. I have my fake ID with me right now sooo" Blaine said
"Right, your not 21 yet, okay cool, but next time I'll buy" Kurt said
"Next time?" Blaine said without even thinking about it
"Maybe..." Kurt said turning around and walking to the register.
They successfully bought the drinks, drove home, and went inside, left the drinks, and got back into the car.
"Do you think Cooper will wake up soon?" Blaine asked, getting a little nervous
"Honestly I really do. Coopers not the type of guy to just let something like this happen. He's gonna pull through." Kurt said
"Yeah it's just, Ive really been trying to pretend like it's not happening, but I can't do that when he's right in front of me. I- oh god evrything about this sucks." Blaine says
"I promise you he's gonna be okay. And also, does your family know about Cooper?" Kurt asked
"N-no, they wouldn't answer last night." Blaine said
"Okay, well I'm gonna call my dad down and maybe bring him to see Cooper... he really liked you ya know." Kurt said
Blaine looked down and himself, grinning and said:
"Yeah... I know."
"Well I mean he does like you, he still does... he doesn't know why I broke up with you yet, but I might tell him." Kurt said, nervously
"Are you sure? I mean isn't your dad gonna get mad at me about it?" Blaine said
"What?! No he's not going to be mad at you... it's not your fault that it happened to me-"
"Isn't it though? I mean I was dating you at the time... I was your boyfriend and when I noticed something wasn't right with you I didn't say anything and-" Blaine said
"Listen to me. I can assure you that this wasn't your fault okay? He um, I mean I guess it wasn't mines either. But just- "
"It's alright, when your ready to talk, you can talk to me. You don't have to right now."
"Thank you, I want to tell you more detail later on okay? I really do... I'm just not ready to talk to you right now about it..." Kurt said
"Okay..." Blaine said
They drove back to the house and by that time it was already 8 a.m. So they left the drinks for later and went to go see Cooper, he was more important than the drinks anyways.
They drove to the hospital in comfortable silence and made there way to the correct Hospital room
And there layed Cooper, in the same spot as the night before.
"Oh god..." Blaine said
"Does he have any cuts or anything?" Kurt asked the Nurse
"He has a broken wrist and two broken ribs and some cuts on his chest, other than that and the coma he seems to be fine." The nurse replied
"Okay, thank you." Blaine said with watery eyes
The nurse left and Blaine sat down on one of the chairs next to cooper, now on the verge of crying again.
"He um, he gave me such a h-hard time when we broke up... he really liked you and he didnt think that I'd be able to be with anyone else after you, so he thought I had done something. I had too i guess in some way." Blaine said
"Are you able to?" To be with anyone else?" Kurt asked.
"I- I mean, I don't know." Blaine said looking at Coopers eyes. There had been a hookup with a guy a few weeks before, but Blaine wouldn't dare tell Kurt about that. Especially who it was with.
"He's so perfect. He's so perfect at his job and at being a brother and a supportive friend. H-he's so amazing... I-, I feel like he's dead already, is that weird? Like if he's not talking or boosting up his ego he's dead." Blaine said
Kurt came over and sat next to Blaine.
"No, thats not weird at all actually. Remember when my dad was in the hospital?" Blaine nodded "well, I felt that since he wasn't working at the tire shop or telling me I mattered, then he wasn't alive." Kurt said
"But Blaine coopers going to make it, a lot of w-worse things could have happened. He's so strong and he has really good chances of waking up... he's going to be perfectly fine." Kurt said looking at Blaine
Blaine was looking at Kurt with the same eyes that said that he was about to cry, and leaned over into Kurt's shoulder and started to cry.
"I-I i just... h-he. This isn't fair, this isn't fair. Cooper- he-" Blaine said
"Shhhh, it's okay. It's okay Blaine. Let it out." Kurt said, holding him again
Blaine and Kurt stayed like that for a few minutes, until Blaine pulled back and began to talk
"I um, I've been trying to- to pretend that he isn't in this bed and he's just, like at a big movie set or something." Blaine said
"And god, it's kinda making me feel like an asshole. But that's my way of dealing with this ya know? It's not a good way, but it's working... you've been helping me with that."
"Oh really? How so" Kurt said
"Well, when I'm around you, all my focus and attention is on you, so that's what i think about instead of cooper being here." Blaine said
"Oh, okay... I'm glad I'm helping you then." Kurt said
"Yeah..." Blaine said
Blaine was leaning in. Kurt was leaning in. But right when lip was about to touch, the nurse walked in.
"Um, so he have to run him some tests, and you both need to leave. He have your cell so we will leave you a message and a call when your able to come back again." The woman said
"Oh- okay... thank you, Mrs...?"
"Nancy. I'm Mrs. Nancy." She said
"Okay, well thank you, Mrs. Nancy." Blaine said, smiling
She blushed and walked away
"Oh my god!!" Kurt said
"What? What'd I say?" Blaine answerd
"She totally has a crush on you!! She's having one of those hot Nurse and patients brother fantasies!!" Kurt said
"What?! Ew!! No!!"
"Plus thats a problem for her, because you like guys." Kurt said
"How can you not though!! They're strong, tough but soft, tall, sweet, blue eyes, perfect hair, perfect lips, fashion sense, amazing singing voice, perfect-"
"Blaine your describing me." Kurt said, smiling
"I am? Oh... um-"
"Well, im ready to go back to your place and get drunk. How about you?" Kurt said
"I mean from what I'm saying I might already be drunk. But yes, I'm totally ready for that."
"Well then, lets get outta here." Kurt said
Blaine nodded and stood up, walked over to Cooper, gave him a hug, whispered something to him, and left outside of the hospital, to Kurt's car, to Blaine's house.
They walked upstairs and Kurt immediately opened the door and pulled out a wine cooler from the fridge, and sat on the couch, Blaine did the same
"Who knew it was so easy to go out and just buy alcohol" Blaine said
"Yeah, which is really unsafe..." Kurt said
"I turn 21 in like 2 months Kurt." Blaine said
"Still, its not safe." Kurt said
"Oh god your such a fricking mom." Blaine said,
They both started laughing and about 11 wine coolers later, they were both crazy drunk and talking gibberish.
"A-and then the monkey told the rabbit, 'how c-can you say that I took your banana? All I have is a carrot!!' " Blaine said, slurring his words.
The joke could've have been less funny, but with the mix of alcohol and sleepiness, they were both leaning on the couch laughing there eyes out.
They had decidied to put in a movie, a romantic one as ironic as that sounded. And one part of the movie came up, were the couple said I love you to eachother for the first time.
"Kurt?" Blaine said
"Y-yeah!!" Kurt said, practically screaming
"Y-you remember the first time that we said I- 'I, loveeeeee you'?" Blaine asked
"Of course!" Kurt said, laughing again
"W-well, we shou- should totally pretend like it's happening again!! Like we're saying I love you again!!"
"B-but were not together??!" Kurt said, looking at Blaine like he was crazy and taking another swing of his drink
"So??! Who cares!! Boyfriend is just a label people use to make sure the other doesn't cheat. But were made for eachother, we don't need a label to make sure one will run away, because that's never going to happen. It never did happen." Blaine said
Kurt smiled and nodded to Blaine "Yeah, I guess."
"Really?? Oh yay!! Okay, so look at me, I'm going to be here and you start talking about nationals or sectionals or whatever it was, I honestly don't r-remember what you were talking about." Blaine said
"Okay... so Santana lost it!! She started screaming and Rachel and Finn in Spanish and-"
Kurt went on, and Blaine was going along with what he thought was a funny joke, but then he really got into it, felt the same feelings that he was feeling that day. He was looking at Kurt and thinking the same things he was thinking that day. "He's so beautiful" "how did I get so lucky", and the last thought, which he'd thought out loud that day, so many years ago:
"I love you." Blaine said
Kurt stopped talking to him, and just looked at him. He tried to find any signs of this being a joke, but there were none. Blaine was really telling Kurt that he loved him, just like the first time, so many years ago.
Then, at the same exact time, they surged forward. They kissed one of those kisses that felt like it was really the first time. That took them back to the first time they had ever kissed. And immediately a million quotes ran through there mind. Mainly three.
You move me Kurt, and this duet would just be, an excuse to spend, more time with you...
I love you,
I love you too.
Fearlessly and forever.
They were kissing everywhere they possible could, eachothers mouth, neck, chin, cheek, ear, forehead, colar bone, everywhere they could reach. They eventually got out of there pants and shirts, just left in boxers, and kept kissing one of those kisses that said that they needed one another, but not just for now, forever. They kept kissing until Blaine moved his hand to the front of pants towards his dick, and then Kurt bolted back. Shaking.
"N-no!!" Kurt said
"Oh, I'm sorry- I- I forgot for a minute. Kurt Im sorry." Blaine said
"No its, it's not because of that. Your the only guy that I'll ever trust with my body. It's just, we're moving too fast. We need to um, lets just slow down for a minute." Kurt said
"Okay." Blaine said leaning back onto the couch, letting Kurt get a perfect view of that tan beautiful skin and body that he'd missed so much.
"Your very pretty Blaine." Kurt said, still drunk
"So are you." Blaine said
"Can we lay down? I'm really tired." Kurt asked
"Sure" Blaine said, grinning.
Kurt loved him, he really did. And Blaine didn't know exactly what this meant for them, but all he did know was that it meant something good, very, very good.
They went into Blaine's room and layed down. They layed facing eachother with there hand and arms and body's in general intertwined. The tips of there lips touching, and them breathing into one another, looking and eachother.
"I miss you." Kurt said. Obviously the both of them had to be extremely drunk to be saying things like this.
"Hmm, i miss you too." Blaine said
"Does this mean we're back together? Because I don't think I can give you-" Kurt started but was shut up by Blaine's lips covering his in a sweet, comforting kiss.
"You don't have to give me that. And we don't have to be together..."
"But i would like to say that I hope that there's no kissing anyone else, or anything like that from now on, if your okay with that." Blaine said
"Not that there was any kissing before, but yes. That sounds good." Kurt said, snuggling closer so they were chest to chest.
"Good night Kurt, I love you." Blaine said
"I love you too, Blaine." Kurt said
They both knew they'd be confused and regretting things in the morning, but right now, happy and together, they could care less.