Bella's POV
Annabelle was a smooth runner. I could hardly feel any bumps. I prayed to god that My Jasper was going to be alright.
"Annabelle?" I whispered quietly
"Yes DollFace?" she replied, her expression blank.
"Do you think they will walk away alive?" I bit my lip to stop my voice wavering.
"I hope so…but I don't think you realise how dangerous Maria actually is. She could cause physical, and Mental pain…I saw what that bitch done to Charlotte and Peter." she snarled loudly "no mind Jasper…Rosalie and Charlotte have the easiest job"
"Do you know what happened to Jasper back when he was with Maria?" I asked after a minute.
"Not much" she admitted "But I do know she took the human part of Jasper away. She tortured him every night, Violated and Raped him, Starved him to the point of insanity…He has no Humanity left. What Peter and Charlotte felt must have been less than a fraction of what he's feeling, and ill be blunt…they both wanted to die" Annabelle's voice clogged with emotion.
"Shit" I breathed before tears fell from my eyes.
After an hour I was exhausted, and no more tears to cry.
"Sleep Isabella" Annabelle told me, and I instantly fell into darkness.
"Bella wake up!" Someone told me, and I groggily opened my eyes.
I came face to face with Esme.
"Esme!" I cried, jumping up from the couch and hugging her hard.
I started to cry.
"shhh my dear, its okay, your safe" she rubbed circles into my back.
"Jasper?" I whimpered looking around the room,
Esme shook her head sadly and I closed my eyes in agony.
"Bella" Carlisle said my name, and my eyes opened
"Can you tell us what happened?"
"Jasper, Rosalie and Charlotte went to fight, I think Jasper went for Maria whilst Charlotte and Rose went for the newborns" I heard Emmett whimper.
"S…Something happened in Mexico Carlisle" I sobbed out as I curled in a ball.
"What Happened Bella?" Esme asked.
"I….I was raped" I whispered ashamed, as I sobbed hard.
Cried of outrage were heard around the living room.
"My sweet daughter" Esme hugged me tightly as I cried more.
"But…now is not about me" I sighed deeply and wiped my tears away.
"where is Alice and…Edward?" I finished lamely.
"They vanished two nights ago" Carlisle informed me and I nodded.
"I'm…gonna go get food" I announced getting up, and started making a fancy salad.
Rosalies POV
As we ran in, I noted Jasper's eyes trained on the dancing form of a female at the back. My lip curled back over my teeth…Maria
I ripped endless heads from Newborn bodies, their screams soothing my 'Panther' inside me. I yelped as I felt teeth connect with my shoulder, before I ripped the males arms off, and disposed of his head. I noticed Charlotte flip over newborns and rip 3 heads in one movement.
After 30 minutes of head ripping. I sank my teeth into my last newborn and I saw Charlotte do the same. As the body dropped, I heard the sound of a vampire running and looked up. Maria ran into the forest area, but that wasn't what scared me. What shook me to the core, was Jasper. He was…Crying. His whole form shook with sobs, and he was curled into a ball. He was staring into nothing. Charlotte cried out loudly, before we both ran towards him.
I saw his form go limp, but his sobs never stopped.
"Jasper!" Charlotte screamed dropping to her knees, I followed.
Charlotte held Jasper close to her.
"That little Bitch!" I had never heard Charlotte curse with so much venom in her voice.
"We need to get him out of here" I told Charlotte. She nodded and swiftly picked Jasper up.
Then we were running…a faster speed than I have ever experienced.
We ran in silence, our concern for Jasper flowing between us both.
Half way back to forks, we switched, so I was carrying Jasper. There was no response.
Bella's POV
It had been a whole day and a half, and we still had not heard from Jasper, Rosalie or Charlotte.
I was cooking Pasta, whilst molding dough in a glass bowl. Emmett joked I was the only one in the household who could multitask. I laughed without Humour.
Suddenly the door was flung from its hinges and I jumped backwards. When I saw Charlotte coming in I dropped the glass bowl. Shards going everywhere. I covered my mouth with my hands in a silent gasp.
"CHARLOTTE! " I screamed, running towards the living room, trying to catch up. When I arrived I saw Charlotte on the couch, Esme had her arms around her, and her head was in her hands.
"Charlotte….where are they?" I asked panicked.
No answer.
"CHARLOTTE!" I cried "I NEED to know!"
They…she…coming" Charlotte gasped out. I noticed she looked weak, her clothes were almost unrecognisable, and she had a wild look upon her face.
"She?…my Rosie?" Emmett jumped from the couch.
"Where's My Jasper?" I sobbed loudly.
Rosalie ran in, carrying Jasper.
"Jasper!" I screamed, running towards Rosalie, trying to prise him from her arms, which she easily dodged.
"Get Carlisle on the phone!" Rosalie yelled at Esme as She lay Jasper on the carpet rug.
Esme was instantly talking to fast for me to hear into her tiny phone.
"5 minutes" she informed us.
"to damn long" Charlotte growled loudly as she spread Jasper from his ball shape.
Silent tears ran down my cheeks, and my head felt like it was full of wool.
"Don't faint now Bella!, Jasper needs you!" Esme told me, as she held me. I got my breathing under control. But I was full of terror. My eyes were super glued to my mates form.
Carlisle sped into the house, a panicked look on his face.
He ran into the living room and dropped to his knees.
"Jasper" he mumbled shaking him a little.
Only sobbing came from my Jasper.
"Jasper, son…Come back" he whispered. His voice pleading.
"What happened?!" Carlisle roared, making me jump sky high. I had never heard Carlisle raise his voice.
"I…I don't know!, one minute he is Fighting Maria, me and Charlotte were taking care of the newborns. The next…he's sobbing on the ground and maria is running away!" Rosalie sobbed as Emmett held her.
"His eyes" Charlotte whispered and we all crouched over him.
His eyes were fully black, no gold…not even red. Not even white. Just black orbs, staring into nothingness.
"Jasper!" I screamed before I collapsed.
Jaspers POV
I was floating. No emotions, not even my own.
Relief spread to every part of my body.
I was away from everything, my past, the bloodlust, the emotions…
My Bella…
I snapped open my eyes, but all I could see was white.
"Hello?" I asked. My voice echoed all around me.
"Where the fuck am I?" I mumbled to myself, before memories assaulted my mind.
Maria…Newborns…Rape…Bella…Danger…Unloved…Lonely…Al l Alone…No one.
I hoped this was death.
I fell to the floor sobbing hard. I clawed at my face, begging them to stop.
Every human I have ever killed were laid out in my mind, for me to see…a sea of bodies. "GO AWAY!" I roared loudly.
Major…Deep breaths…
Great, now im hearing peter's voice…is he gonna blame me to?
I don't Blame my death on you Major, you were my only friend..
"Peter?" I cried, as I stood.
His form was in front of me…And he was…smiling.
"Peter?" I asked in shock, as tears fell from my eyes.
"Im…crying? What the fuck?" I sob/chuckled.
Your Human Major…wherever we are right now…you are human. He smiled at me, his Red eyes dancing with happiness.
"Human?"…I was stunned for a second.
Major…you need to understand…I don't blame you, WE don't blame you. It wasn't your fault. Peters eyes filled with venom tears.
"I miss you Peter" I sobbed loudly.
Shhhh…do not waste these precious Human tears he held his arms open for me., and I collapsed into his embrace sobbing.
"you were the only one I trusted fulley…the only one who understood me, My second in command…my real brother" I laid out the truth for us both to bear.
You need to go back
"No!" I cried, clutching Peter harder "Im sick of the fighting, of the pain, I want to stay here…I cant loose you once again" I sobbed harder, my body shaking.
You never have lost me, but time is nearly up. God has given you a gift Jasper he whispered, his voice showing emotion.
You…you can see me. Me in my Vampire ghost form Peter chuckled as stupid as it sounds, we all have souls.
"will you return to the land of the living?"I whispered into his shoulder.
Eventually…in time. But my place is here. You will be able to see me though, only you.
"Charlotte?" I whimpered
Only you Peters voice was fading.
"PETER!" I cried loudly.
Just call…and I will be there. and peter whitlock…vanished.
A mirror…a mirror was at the far end of this while, square room. I slowly walked towards it.
I peaked at my human form.
My eyes were bloodshot…the gold had been replaced with Blue, and my pale skin had a natural glow to it. I could hear my heartbeat in my ears.
Stubble was visible on my chin, and my once bright blonde hair, was now dirty blonde. Tears formed in my eyes as I fell next to the mirror.
It was not my apperance that was upsetting.
I was wearing my Civil War Uniform, with a medal attached that read *Major*.
I cried harder into the mirror. And suddenly, as if a light had been switched off…it was dark…and I was falling.
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Jaspers pov (still)
I took in lung full air, and opened my eyes. Carlisle, Rosalie, Charlotte, and Emmett were crowded around me. I whimpered loudly and they all took a step back. I stood slowly, feeling my muscles bend freely. I then walked slowly, one foot in front of the other, over to the mirror.
I glanced at my reflection. Black eyes, Pale skin, Full lips, Dark shaddows, and blonde hair stared back, and that's when I lost it.
I cried out, tears clouding my vision as I fell to the floor. I clawed at my chest, where my heart should be. Sobbing and clawing.
"Jasper stop it!" Charlotte sobbed, but I knocked her hands away.
My nails dug deeper into my skin, venom oozed from my wound that kept re-healing.
I Rocked back and forth.
"Son…please" Carlisle chocked out.
"Peter" I whispered
"did you just say…" Charlotte trailed off.
"Peter!" I sobbed louder.
"PETER!" I roared.
"You bastard! You promised me you would be here when I needed you! You promised!, I was HUMAN! I had a LIFE! I could CRY!" I roared out, my breaths coming fast and strong.
"Stop it!" Charlotte sobbed "your CRAZY!"
"I SAW HIM CHARLOTTE!" I clutched her hands in my own shaking ones "I SAW HIM!, HE SAID HE DIDN'T BLAME ME!…HE SAID HE WOULD COME BACK!" she pulled hers away.
"Jasper…Peter Whitlock is dead" she showed no emotion and I howled
"NO! HE PROMISED HE WOULD COME!" I sobbed, clawing at my face this time.
"Carlisle, Emmett, do something!" Esme cried, coming downstairs.
Emmett grabbed my arms and held me to the floor, whilst Carlisle held my legs.
"KILL ME! KILL ME PLEASE!" I sobbed.
"I WANT TO DIE!" I roared loudly, thrashing in their grip.
I looked up, into Bella's eyes.
"Jasper?" she whispered. Relief, Terror, Shock, and so many emotions came from her. I gave her a sad smile.
"Bella….would you please kill me?…please let the last face I see, be yours" I said slowly.
She started to cry, and Esme hugged her tightly.
"Please Jasper" Bella sobbed "Please don't kill yourself"
I started thrashing as the emotions got to much
"KILL ME!" I repeated over and over.
I tried to bite myself, harm myself in anyway…
They didn't want to let go…
And peter was nowhere in sight.
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