Jaspers POV
how long have i sat like this? With my own father and brother holding me down?. How many times have i cried out for death?, to many to count.
"Jasper..." Charlotte whispered, her voice clogged with emotion.
"Please charlotte...if you cared about me, you would end me right now!" i tried to reason with her, but she shook her head no.
"You should want me dead...i killed your mate" i let myself smirk, but charlotte just went out hunting.
"DONT YOU FUCKING CULLENS GET IT?!" I roared at them all "I WANT TO DIE!"
I could feel Emmett and Carlisle get weaker as days passed on. I was strong, driven with insanity.
"Carlisle...you need to hunt" Esme told her husband gently "you too em" rosalie added.
They both declined, and i chuckled loudly to myself.
"Care to share what has you entertained?" Bellas sweet voice came from the stairs. She had been restless, barely eating, and spending days and even some nights by the floor, next to me. It was sweet, but nothing could change my mind.
"Nothing Darlin'" i smirked as her heart speed up, and i felt lots of relief come from everyone...they thought i was getting better!, oh how wrong they could be...
I would play their little game, until i could get someone to rip my head off...or i may just do it myself. I made myself relax and i closed my eyes.
"Jasper?" Bella panicked, running down the stairs.
"Yes Darlin'"? I asked sweetly.
"what are you doing?"
"passing the time" i told her honestly.
Two fucking weeks...thats how long i have been caged!, my plan backfired when Esme brought the boys blood, and my patience was wavering.
Bella on the other hand, was being very patient. She was hopeful all day and night, and never gave up hope. Im sorry im going to dissapoint you my mate, i told her in my mind.
It was Friday, and i was still on this floor, when i snapped.
"LET ME FUCKING GO!" I roard at them thrashing around, banging my head against the wood, leaving a dent "shit" emmett gasped trying to get a proper hold of me. I had my chance when they both only grabbed the material of my clothes. I was glad bella was at school.
I shot up and into the corner, snarling at them "if you will not respect my wishes, then i shall go to the Volturri" i hissed at them.
"Jasper...please...think of bella" Esme cried.
"i am saving bella from a monster, i am giving her a chance of a normal life!" i hissed, venom leaking from my mouth.
"Think of peter Jasper, he would be so dissapointed " Charlotte sobbed Sobs wracked my body as i clawed at my arms "shutupshutupshutupshutUP!" I cried at her, rocking in the corner "if he were here..." i cut her off.
"BUT HE ISNT! HE PROMISED HE WOULD HELP! I WANT MY BROTHER! I WANT MY COVEN! I WANT TO BE HUMAN! I WANT MY MATE!" i sobbed loudly, falling forward. Charlotte caught me.
"but he isnt Jasper, and neither is the rest of them" she whispered "FUCK YOU PETER WHITLOCK!" I roared into the sky.
I stood and slowly made my way to my room. Step by step. I closed the door behind me and sat crossed legged on my bed. Staring into nothing.
I made deep gashes into my wrists, and venom ran from my cuts. I prayed i found a new way to die, but i doubted it.
Bella wasnt aloud back into the house until i had fed, which i refused to. I saw bella scream at them to let her in, but they shook their heads no. She always left a letter, every day before school, she would leave a letter at the door. I would take geat pleasure in reading them every morning. They mostly included how much she loved me, and what she had done that day. She also told me she couldnt wait to kiss me again, after i was better. I hate to dissapoint you baby, but that is not happening.
My black eyes must be terrifying. My cuts were down to the muscles now, and i would laugh as venom ran onto the sheets. My face was in a perminant smirk now a days, and no one visited me. Only charlotte and esme...and that was to hunt, or in charlottes case, try get my ass out of insanity. I just smiled sweetly till she left. Not uttering a word.
A whole month after the fight and i was still not talking. Carlisle said i was mute. I hissed at that. I could talk if i wanted, i chose not to. Simple as.
It was 11 pm...when he came to me.
His face was a mixture between pain and anger.
"your a little late fucker" i told him laughing. Even my laughter was off, it was too high pitched.
"what?" peters voice was confused.
I took my hands and wrapped them around my neck, peters eyes widened as he realised what was happening.
"No jasper!" peter cried loudly, and the family burst in.
They were frozen. Whilst i laughed like a maniac.
"goodbye cullens!"i cried out before giving a sharp tug upwards on my neck.
Just as peter held both my arms down. I looked up in shock and his face was pained " dont do it Major" he whispered before pulling me in for a hug, i leaned onto him for support.
"Peter?" Charlotte whispered, looking straight at him. She looked shaken.
"Your...your here?" Annabelle replied, eyes huge.
"they can see you?"i whispered and peter nodded.
"i am back" he told us, and i sobbed harder.
I sobbed all over peter. Charlotte and Annabelle joined in and we were one big mess.
"My coven" i sobbed out. "my coven"
"Yes Major yours...always yours" peter replied, trying not to cry.
I pulled back sharply as realisation hit me. I ran into the corner snarling.
"you said you would help me" i hissed at him slowly "YOU promised you would be here when I needed help!...YOU were to fucking late" i roared at him.
"i...im so sorry Jasper. I saw everything." i cut him off "you saw me become mute, you SAW ME HURT MYSELF? YOU SAW ME GO CRAZY! YOU SAW ME GET CAGED! AND YOU DIDNT TRY TO STOP ME!?" It was all to much, and i jumped out the window, landing gracefully on, my feet and i ran towards my comfort i ran to get my mate.
My very human mate.
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