Not posted in ages! Sorryyyy!. Im a bad bad bad person!. Anyway, a long one for you all! Love you all!.
Bella's pov.
I was struggling. Mentally and Physically. Again. Im still pretty shaken up since being...raped. I shuddered as i wiped the worktop. Im really scared for Jasper. He looks so...fragile.
I heard dads car pull up and i finished plating pasta up. I just finished putting it on the table as he walked in.
"hey kiddo!" he hollered happily hanging his belt up.
"Hey dad" i said back, taking my seat.
"How was your day?" he asked, grabbing a bear and sitting down. I thought back to Jasper, how happy he was when he was with me. I beamed at dad.
"Perfect" i said before tucking in. My mind kept replaying over what Esme had told me, and the grin vanished. I swallowed my pasta quickly before jumping up to do the dishes.
"Any plans tonight Bells?" dad asked.
"uh...i wanted to go over to...the cullens?" i asked him quickly. I heard him sigh.
"i dont want you going there tonight bella" Charlie said firmly. I spun round, my hands covered in soap.
"What?" i hissed at him, my fists clenched. He took a step back, his eyes looking worried.
"Bells...you spend to much time with that Cullen boy..." i cut him off.
"Me and Edward" i spat his name " have broken up...i am going over there for Jasper" i growled out and Charlies eyebrows went up.
"Bells..." i caught onto what he was thinking and i cried out in anger.
"You think im a whore to?, sleeping around with all the cullen guys?. What...am i going for Carlisle too?, or emmett!?. As if i dont get enough of that at school!. " i dried my hands and yanked my trainers on whilst putting my jacket on.
"wait..no, bella...i was just saying...Where do you think your going young lady?" his voice was firm. I rolled my eyes.
" the only reason i came back to stay with you was because of all the drama...i wanted comfort. I see all im going to get called is a common whore. I will be away for a few nights" i yelled at him before slamming the front door. Charlie quickly opened it after me.
"DONT BOTHER COMING BACK!" Charlie shouted at me before slamming the door. I quickly got into my truck and began to drive. Tears forming in my eyes. My truck swerved violently and i struggled to get the weel. There was a tap at the window and i screamed before i saw it was jaspers brother peter.
He opened the door and took the weel from me. I sobbed into his shoulder.
"what happened Isabella?" Peter asked, one hand on the weel, one rubbing my shoulder.
"Charlie...dad...he called me...a common whore" i wailed into his shoulder loudly.
"Ignore him, you are nothing of the sort. You are Jaspers mate." he wipped a tear aeay and i sniffiled. We were soon 'home'. I ran upto the door. Throwing it open. Tears straming from my face.
"Bella?" Esme was next to me hugging me "what happened?!" "Charlie called me a common whore...peter helped me drive home" i sobbed out. I was picked up from esmes embrace to rosalies.
"shh...you have us. Its ok" she patted my back.
"Thank you Peter"i hiccuped.
"no problem lil' bit." i smiled a little "Wheres Jasper" i asked. Everyone looked at eachother worriedly.
"hello?" i asked nervously. They snapped out of it.
"in his room..." Charlotte trailed off. I set off up the stairs. Carlisle got a hold of my arm.
"hey may be different from this morning Bella..." carlislr warned. I shrugged and ran the last 6 stairs. I knocked on Jaspers door before walking on. "Jazz?" i whispered switching on the light. He lay on his back. His hands behind his head. His eyes closed. He snapped them open before he was next to me.
"Darlin'"? Jasper whispered gathering me in his arms. I cried on his shoulder. Tears flowing freely.
"What happened Isabella?" he asked me.
"Charlie called me a common whore" i whispered. Jasper growled lowly.
"That unhonourable, disgusting excuse of a man" Jasper hissed out. He composed himself when he realised he was projecting. He sat me on the bed as he paced.
After five minutes he stopped and smiled at me "i am going to take you out to dinner" he told me grinning. I blushed.
"ive already eatten though" i told him. His grin fell.
"but im sure i can eat some more" his grin was back.
"Rosalie,Esme" Jasper said normally and they were instantly by his side.
"Y...yes Jasper?" Rosalie stuttered out.
"I am planning to take My mate out for dinner" he told them smoothly "Would you help her get ready?" "Of course" Esme beamed, and jasper ran out.
I heard Jasper call for Emmett and Carlisle outside our door, before leaving.
Rosalie turned on the curlers and Esme laid out some make up.
"what should you wearrrr." Rosalie sang out as she raked her wardrobe, my wardrobe and Esmes. She was in and out. She kept mumbling to herself and i couldnt help but laugh.
Esme was gently curling my hair.
"Is he getting better?" i asked Esme quietly. She smiled at me through the mirror.
"With you he is...you make his life whole. He still hasnt faced Peter, Charlotte or Annabelle though. He avoids them at all costs" i frowned at that.
"why though?, isnt he...happy?"
"he will be, but one of the reasons is that he is scared and confused. Another reason is that he is terrified that if he sees them, that it will trigger one of his 'mental fits' and he cant put you through that, or you will leave him." she told me honestly. Tears formed in my eyes.
"i could never leave him" i whispered.
There was silence as Esme finished my hair, then she put on some white eyeshadow, black feather earings, Mascara and a diamond necklace. I touched it in wonder.
"i bought you it a few months ago...i hope you dont mind" i smiled, got up, and hugged her.
Rosalie coughed loudly "if you two are DONE now...i have your outfit. Close your eyes" i closed them smiling. I felt fabric get pulled from my head downwards.
"open" they commanded and i gasped.
I was wearing a knee length black dress, that clung to me at the top, and floated out downwars. It was diamond embroidery around the bust area, and it showed a little cleavage. Rosalie passed me some black Diamond heels.
I carefully put them on before hugging them both hard "thank you, thank you, thank you!" i cried out. Esme giggled.
"no problem" Rosalie sang before leading us downstairs. Everyone was crowded at the bottom, but my eyes were drawn to Jasper. He looked amazing in a crisp white shirt, black clingly trousers, and black polished shoes. He beamed and i smiled huge. My eyes flickered to Peter, Charlotte and Annabelle at the back of everyone. Charlotte was smiling sadly at jasper. Annabelle was staring at me, and peter was looking down, his face crumpled up in angush. I felt a pang of guilt as i left the last step. It was gone as jasper took my arm.
"You look Stunning" Jasper breathed in my ear. I giggled like a school girl and blushed. I pretended to step back and look at him. I made a show of saying 'hmmmm' before lanching myself into his arms.
"You look yummy" i told him and every one laughed.
"shall we?" he lead me to the door and i waved at everyone. Jasper helped me into a dark blue, convertable. I raised my eyebrows.
"my car" he purred helping me in. I was glad the roof was still on.
He shot round the other side, and started the car. We were driving at a normal speed.
"Are you going to be okay tonight?, your eyes are black" i took his hand and he relaxed.
"ill be fine...and trust me, my eyes are not black because of bloodlust" he winked and i blushed even more.
We got to know eachother throughout the whole ride. His human life, his favourite colour 'Blue', his favourite animal (fox), my childhood, my many trips to the hospital...Renee, Charlie, Jacob...my friends...we were suddenly at the restaurant "Where are we?" i asked in wonder, the building was covered in fairy lights and it was so clean!
"Seattle...the new restaurant that just opened. I thought we should try it, together." he gave my waist a quick squeeze before helping me out. The lady at the front was a young girl, a year older than me. She kept staring at Jasper.
"How many tables for you and your sister?" the girl asked.
"wife" jasper corrected her "excuse me?!" the girl said "This Beautiful creature next to me is my wife. Not my sister. And if you do not stop staring at me, i shall have you fired" Jasper told her sternly. She huffed and led us to a booth in the back. The seats were leather. Real leather. I sighed happily as i sank into them. Jasper chuckled girl huffed and stamped away. We both burst out laughing.
"wife?" i chuckled after a moment.
"Do you have any problems with that?." he raised an eyebrow and i shook me head smiling. He took my hand from across the table. Drawing lazy patterns on my hand. Shivers came from my skin everytime he touched me.
"Your a beautiful creature Isabella Swan" he told he quietly.
"and your a handsom, gentleman Jasper Whitlock" i told him back. His eyes met mine and the world just vanished. I was lost in his dark back eyes. They were so deep, and i could almost see his soul. Someone cleared their throat and i pulled back, gasping and blushing. It was the waiter. A middle aged man. He was just staring at Jasper. I think he was gay.
"what will you have?" the man asked jasper. Jasper looked at me.
"um...Chicken Salad with a coke?"i said, it came out as a question.
"2 Chicken Salads, 2 cokes" he waiter nodded and walked away. I raised an eyebrow.
"I will eat with you" Jasper winked "no way!" i burst out laughing.
"i swear!, im gonna try!.i may need to get rid of it later though" he wrinkled up his face. Ten minutes later the food and drinks came. The look on jaspers face was terrified.
"its okayy jazz...the chicken wont hurt you" i soothed to him, before laughing.
I took a bite of mine as he stared at his. I pushed my plate over to where he was sitting and sat next to him. He raised his eyebrows.
"i got an ideaa!, you feed me, i feed you"! He chuckled before gathering some chicken on the end of the fork. I opened my mouth and he placed it in it. I quickly chewed then swallowed. "mmmmmh..." i moaned "that good huh?" jasper asked i nodded, i got some chicken for him next, he opened his mouth and bit down, breaking the fork in half.i giggled as he swallowed the metal AND the chicken, he gagged.
"that good huh?" i quoted him. He glared playfully.
We finished off our drinks and food, before jasper paid and we got back into the car.
"i got you these" Jasper handed me a bunch of white roses and i gasped. In the center of every one had a little diamond jewl. I kissed him on the cheek as i held them.
"thank youuu!" i sang. He chuckled as we drove home. We got there to wuickly for my liking. Jasper helped me out the car.
"i need to...hunt" he told me. I nodded as we stepped on the porch.
"ill be back soon" i wrapped my arms around his shoulders, and reached up. He bent his head down a bit, and we were kissing. My body felt like electricity. He pulled back WAY to soon and opened the door for me, before running into the forest.
"thank you!" i called before walking into the cullen house with my roses.
Everyone was in the living room. I beamed at them all.
"That good huh?" Emmett asked, and i began laughing really hard.
"tell us?" rosalie begged.
I sat next to her and began.
"he explained lots about himself, his favourite animal, memories, his favourite colour...i shared some stuff to!. He took me to that new restaurant in Seattle!. Stunnnniiinnggg!, the girl kept checking him out and jasper told her to quit staring, and that i was his WIFE!, we sat at a booth and held hands. I felt like i was on fire!. Then a GAY waiter kept checking Jasper out, we got this chicken salad thing right?, and jasper got his own!. I fed him and he fed me!. Then he paid, we got in the car, he gave me the roses, he kept telling me i looked stunning, then outside he kissed me!" i blushed red as everyone cooed. "How do you feel about Jasper Isabella?" Annabelle asked me, staring.
"Annabelle!" Peter growled. I shook my head.
"no no, its ok...I love him. I love him with every fibre of my existance. He is my world" i told her. She began sobbing and quickly left. I frowned as Charlotte left after her.
"did i say anything?" i asked then, sad.
"no its okay... Annabelle was created by Jasper, she woke up, and demanded he was her mate. He refused. Then she found her mate, he was killed after 2 years of his immortal life. Annabelle still has feelings for them both" peter told me. I glared at the floor.
"let me take those" Esme said, taking my roses to put into water. I quickly took my shoes off and announced i was going to bed. After everyone saying goodnight, i ran upto jaspers room. I noticed it was back to normal. All the white gone. The forest green walls back, with the leaf patterns, the lightshade back, his civil was flag up, the brown wooden floorboard back, the floor length windows put back in...pretty!. I stripped down to my underwear, and rummaged in my drawer. No pj's. I laughed quietly as i looked down. I only had my red satin bra, and my tiny, ribbon sized pants on i shrugged and got into the bed, curling into the sheets. .
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I woke up with the sun shining through the window. I stretched and quickly realised i was lying on something cold and hard. I looked up into a pair of black onyx eyes. Jasper smirked and i lay back onto his chest.
"are you actually awake now?" jasper asked laughing.
"was i awake before?" i asked, trying to get some memory of waking up.
"you kept calling my name, " he chuckled "i heard you from the forest. I thought you woke up 4 times"
"Breakfast for the human?" he asked. I shook my head no.
"whyy?" he whispered into my ear.
"to cozy" i mumbled into his chest. That was bare.
I pointed at his chest and raised an eyebrow.
"you ripped my shirt, demanding i took it off during the night" i blushed hard and he groaned. I looked up, my eyes wide.
"Isabella..." he breathed in slowly. I frowned confused.
"Underwear" he told me and i looked down in horror. I was still in my satin bra and teenie tiny panties. I jumped off Jasper quickly and wrapped the quilt round me. I may have brushed against his...umm...manhood.
His eyes got even darker, if thats possible. he bit his lip and ran down the hall, calling he was going to get breakfast.
Jaspers Pov.
(after he went to hunt after the dinner)
my Isabella looked stunning today, perfection, how could she still love a monster like me?. I quickly hunted for a few hours before running towards the house. I heard my bella call my name. Worried she was still awake, i ran up the stairs and into my room. She was still asleep. I smiled and kicked off my shoes, and put on some loose trousers, whilst keeping my shirt on. I climbed into bed with her and breathed happily. I was content in her feelings, so i jamp when she crawled ontop of me, mumbling about bunnies. I chuckled and held her close till i froze. Oh dear lord. My darlin was in her underwear. After a hour Isabella ripped my shirt off moaning. My erection was hard. Everytime she moved i had a perfect view of her chest and i was panting. She wrapped her hot little legs around my waist at a point and i almost creamed then. She pressed hard against me the whole night.
When my bella woke up, claiming she didnt remember doing any of that, i was a little disapointed. But then i realised she will have, oh so much fun, later on. I smirked. When she blushed hard i watched the blush trail down from her face, down past her chest, and down her stomach. I couldnt help but groan!. When she leaped up though, holy hell. She touched...oh god. I had to run. I yelled that i was getting her breakfast, and i heard the family laugh before i ran into the forest. I was quick and spilled my seed quickly, before going to make my bella breakfast. The whole family smirked at us both after she came down. I made her breakfast, pancakes and orange juice, before peter, annabelle and charlotte walked in. Oh no.
Hope you liked my long chapter! Sorry not been posting in a while, lots to do! Remember i love you all! Sweet little chapter there with a tint of lemon?!
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