Bella's POV

`Chapter 4`

I ran snarling through the forest blood was the only thing on my mind. I hadn't fed near enough since Jasper had given me only a little blood. I licked my lips smirking. Where should I feed first? I thought to myself...houses were too easy. Public was fun though...the high school my brain told me and i ran in that direction. Mhhh teenage blood was so pure and sweet, unless you took drugs. I arrived in a matter of minutes and i hid in the woods. I saw it was break time and the bell was just about to go. PERFECT! I came out of the woods just as the bell went. All the good guys waited to the end. I walked up to a brown haired guy who had glasses. All his friends blinked a few times before going in. The speccy guy started to breath heavy and I saw his pants get tight. I smiled a seductive smile and he smiled back. I took his glasses of and tutted at him.

"Tut tut you've been a very naughty boy" i said in my most seductive voice. I was pleased my voice had returned. The boy licked his lips.

"your going to get punished...come with me" and i pulled him by the tie inside the school. I hated this, but i would do anything for blood right now. No students were around so i broke into the toilets (they were locked) and pulled the boy inside. I pushed him against the floor and layed down ontop of him. I smelled him. He was a virgin. So pure. I felt his erection hit my g spot and i licked his lips.

"mhhh naughty, you shall be punished badly!" and i ripped his clothes off as well as my own, i didn't rip mine too much but i couldn't wear them again. His eyes wandered my body and he touched me. Before he could do anything more i bit him in his neck. He gurgled for a bit but he settled down. His blood was so sweet. So amazing. I heard footsteps outside after i finished of the geek. I went out as fast as i could, grabbed the boy and pulled him in.

"what the fuck?" was his last words before i bit him. His blood wasn't so pure but it was better than animal blood. I drank 8 more human males before someone found me...

It was lunch and a girl ignored the sign at the door saying `broken toilets, do not enter!`. She walked in to see me drinking my 9th boy. A jock. She screamed and launched at me. I snarled and threw her against the wall, smashing her skull. I drank from her then. Her friends came in and they screamed, the other pupils came in and they screamed, the teachers came in and they screamed. I bit as many as i could before the cullens came. I had drank from 21, bitten 15 and they were transforming into vampires and the others were wounded or running like hell.

Emmett found me. He found me drinking from a teacher. He roared and threw me away. He then put me in a head lock. I complied until he tried to bite me to calm me down. I screamed and threw him away. Jasper came in next. His nostrels flaring because of all the blood. He let out a roar that probably scared the people of his time before he charged. I did a back flip but he caught me in mid air. I bit him a few times before he let me go. I kicked him in the groin and he doubled over in pain. Carlisle joined the party and he fell by a kick in the chest

"what is this? Pick on Isabella day? Mhh is your lady friends not entertaining you enough? Sorry boys i'm taken...Edward oh EDWARD?" i said smiling. No answer from Edward.

"I'm hurt Edward...not coming to see your wife?" i laughed.

"Edward's not here bitch...he's to disgusted with you to come. He doesn't want to see you in this...state." i turned around to see Alice standing there.

"you little cow..." i snarled i crouched into a hunting pose and she did the same

"what you going to kill me with your glare? Oh im so scared by the little pixie!" i laughed again.

"no but i am going to kill you...now you whore!" Alice voice rang in my ears and i was to shocked to move as she pounced on me and her teeth made contact with my neck, i heard the sound of ripping flesh and the sound of my screams. Alice was ment to be my sister! I mean yeah, i hurt her husband a little! (my brother in law) and i called her a cow...and i took down her brother (my brother too!) and our father...but they would heal, yet suddenly she wants to kill me? What had i done to her? Apart from the things above. Because i was an idiot and killed lots of people i have exposed us to the world, put my family in danger of the volturri and hurt my own family. Maybe i deserve to die after all...

"you do NOT deserve to die Isabella! I have lost you too many times and I Shall not lost you forever!" Edward roared before launching at Alice. The pain in my neck was literally killing me. Edward tackled Alice to the cold ground and she fell snarling. I whimpered as i pressed my fingers to my neck to try stop the venom leaking out...my vision was getting really blurry now. Jasper (very suddenly) got up and pinned his wife to the ground. Edward ran past and knelt over me. I was breathing heavy now at the loss of venom. Damn two bad things happen in the same day...great!

I whimpered and Edward lay me down on the blood stained floor. He knelt by my head and kissed my tangled hair. He whispered soothing words to me before saying

"this might hurt a little love but be brave please" and then his tongue made contact with my broken neck.

His venom and mine collided and I screamed in pain. It was like the transformation all over again! I clawed at Edwards arm begging him to stop but he didn't. I was panting and my face was twisted in pain. I screamed some more and more. It felt like forever but it was only a few minutes before he stopped. No venom leaked anymore. I hugged him close and cried with no tears.

The others had healed and they stood. Carlisle held Esme, Emmett held Rosalie and he had a sheepish expression on his face and Jasper had Alice by the neck on the floor whilst she screamed curses out. I pulled away from Edward and hugged myself. I bit my lip before speaking

"I am so sorry...for sneaking out, for exposing us, for drinking human blood, for killing the innocent, for hurting you all...I should be dead right now." And i broke into silent broken sobs.

Esme spoke before anyone else; "Oh my dear Bella! We don't blame you even I would have gone crazy with thirst. We will always love you no matter what" and she hugged me

Oh well...who needs human blood and a fashionable sister when you have a husband, daughter, a family and golden eyes...talking about Renesmee where is she?