Chapter 4 Our First Date Ends With A Bang

Bella POV

I couldn't focus on the way home,everytime that I tried my mind drifted back to Jake amazing smile. I was going out on a date with Jacob Black, with his stunning chiseled chin,and his bad boy and ruggedly good look.I couldn't help but squeal every time that I thought about spending the night with him. The way that his shirt clung to his body today,I knew that he had abs hidden away. He was so drool-worthy that no matter how hard I tried I couldn't focus on the road or even keeping my thought organic all I knew was that tonight had to be perfect.

The strange thing is that he said that he was picking me up but how is that even possible does he have his license. I thought that he was a year younger than me does that mean that he got held back. I shrugged it off as I started to walk into to the house. I noticed that my dads cruiser was in the driveway, so he had to be home. "Bella honey is that you?" I turned back to see my father sitting on the living room couch.

When I turned to look at him, he looked all dressed up and he had this kind smile on his face that I hadn't seen since mom died. 'Where are you going". I looked at my father as he stood up, wearing a black button down and a pair of black jeans. "I am going out with an old friend, she just lost her husband Kahula Uley. So we are going out to dinner and are going to catch up. Are you going to be okay in the house alone?" I looked at my father and smiled wide, that had to be the Uley brothers mom right? "Yeah dad I will be fine I am going out on a date with a guy from school, so you don't have to worry." My father's face went from a bright cheery smile to a deep frown. "I think that I am worrying more about you now then when I thought you were going to be in the house all alone." I laughed before sitting down on the couch throw in my bag on the floor in the process.

I took my hand in his, he hadn't been the same since mom died and I get that, he was still in love with her and that was evident. "I will be fine daddy I am just going out on one date, it's not like I am buffy the vampire slayer and I am going off to fight a vampire. It will be fine." I looked at him, but he didn't seem phased and there as this deepening frown lines on his face. "Who is it, it's not one of those Cullen's if so you're not leaving this house." I looked at him and shook my head sadly. "No daddy its a boy from La push. He asked me out and I agreed it will be fine we are just going to the movies." I looked at him I don't think that it would a good idea to tell him that I am going out with Jake. I don't think that he wanted me going out with a family friend. "Alright but make sure to take you mace baby." I nodded my head and gave him a kiss on the cheek before running up the stairs at full speed. I didn't want any more question I might slip up and say Jakes name.

As I walked over to the closer, what the hell I going to wear whatever it was it had to be perfect. I should have asked him where we were going, what if it was somewhere nice and I was underdressed. I collapsed on the bad with a huff as I look up at the ceiling. What could I wear that would be appropriate for all settings. I supposed jean, but I wanted something that blew him out of the water ands my pasty skin wasn't going to do it. I sighed and shook my head before slowly making my way over to my closet and slamming the doors wide open. "What to wear, come on Bella." I shook my head sadly as I heard my voice echo agnit the emptiness of my room. I looked deep into the closet till I came across a tight long sleeve V-neck. I grabbed it pawing the fabric and feeling how soft it was. "Alright the shirt and now just the pants." I flinged the shirt over my shoulder, listing to the sound of the shirt hitting the bed.

I looked ore every inch of my closet and couldn't find anything to wear and then that was when it hit me. My mom for my birthday,right before she passed,she bought me a pair of leather jeans. I shook my head slightly at the feeling of tears welling in my eyes. I missed her, but this was no time for tears. I reached into the darkness of the bottom of my closet till I felt my hands curl around a familiar box. I pulled it out of the closet before walking over to the bed. As I slid off the dark gray bow off of the box and peered inside I could see two set of pants. One being black leather jeans. The other being compression leggings. I grabbed the leather and the smell of the fresh new leather wafted into the air. I sat there for a moment just looking down at my jeans. This was the first step to getting back to normal.

I walked back over to my deep brown dresser and opened the top drawer, I was met with the sight of many different colored bra and underwear. Whatever I wore had to be perfect for this date if I wanted to get past first base. Wait what am I saying this is Jake we are talking about, he is a freshman and he has probably never been with a girl. At least I hope so. I shook my head and grabbed my black lace bra and my matching black lace boy shorts. I has everything that I needed there were the shoes but that was a easy designs, I grabbed a pair of navy blue converse. Everything had to be perfect, this was the first step at getting back to normal. Going on a date with a smoking hot guy was the closest I could get to normal.

I ran to into the bathroom turning the shower water on and letting the hot steam fill up the bathroom. There was a steady pitter patter of the water drops hitting the bottom of the shower. I could feel the steam opening up my sense as I heard this knock at the door, the shock of it caused me to jump."Are you decent." I giggled at his actions as I opened the door to see him standing there with a pale hand over his eyes. "Yeah dad I am fine wants up." I looked at him for a moment and he smiled lightly at me. "I'm heading out, just wanted to make sure,that you were sure, that you were okay." I smiled wide he had been worried about me since mom died.

I didn't take her death to well, I kinda went numb for a couple of months over the summer. Due to that he ended up having to take time off of work to be with me the whole summer in Phoenix. I wasn't ready to fly for a while, when I could it had been just in time for school. I shook my head trying to get the memory out of my mind. "Yeah dad I am fine go enjoy yourself." He nodded his head uneasy before smiling."You too but not too much I would hate to have to shoot that boy." I heard him chuckled as he ran off.

I close the door and let out a sighed before slowly stripping off my sweat-drenched closed there must have been something wrong with the heat again. As I stripped down my I couldn't help but feel this wave of examiner wash over me. Everytime I thought about this date, my chest felt like it was going to explode. I didn't think that I could be this happy after my mom died. I stepped into the shower letting the hot water wake up my body form a very long day. I hoped that Jake liked me and he wanted to go out and it wasn't just some kind of pity date. As the harsh but warm water drops hit my skin I could feel my mind clearing.

I ended up staying in the shower for about an hour by the time that I got out i was 7, I only had an hour before Jake showed up and I wanted to be ready. I ran into my room which was not the best. Considering that I was a total ditz when it came to coordination. I was soaking wet and all it took was one wrong move By the time that I got dressed and was about to do my hair Jake rung the bell.I sighed and ran my brush through my her. Hearing the sound of ripping hair as my brushed made easy work of the notes that were plaguing my hair. High ponytail was the only way to go with wet I hear the bell rang for a second time I ran down the stairs at my top speed. I was in such a hurry I forgot my keys and phone.

I opened the door wide to see Jake standing there in all of his glory, this dazzling smile on his face. It force my knees to go weak and my heart to melt, as I ran my eyes over his face In note that his perfect tan skin had some altercation to it. There was a cut that went from his temple to his eyebrow and another car that looked like a mirror image on his lip.

"What happened." I look at him as he tried to laugh it off but I could see that upset look in his eyes as he began to rub the back of his head but stopped when he winced. "No big deal but I kind of got into a fight with a senior and I lost. But anyway, are you ready to go." I cocked my head to the side in confession what did he mean he got into a fight with a senior. Why would he do that. "I will be bright back I got to get my keys but then we can go." I looked at him and nodded my head as I ran up the stairs a fast a possible without falling.

When I got back to the door I was really able to take Jakes form in, his hair was clipped short in a crop like style, which is weird I thought that his tribe kept their hair long. But he looks delicious none the less.I felt my eyes drift to the red long sleeve shri he was wearing, it hugged his abs tightly and I could help but smiled wide at him. I still can't believe that after the first day of school I ended up having a date with the hottest guy in the school. The other could keep the cullen and the Ugly brothers I got the only man I I walked out of the house I felt the breath stolen from my lungs. His car was my old diesel car for high school.

"You like." I looked at him and saw this amused grin on his face. "I love jeeps they are one of my favorite types of cars other than trucks of course. What is that a 2008 Jeep Wrangler and I am going to guessing X." I laughed at his look of total shock and disbelief."Yup you know your cars." I shook my head and sighed dreamily, "Not really but I am from Phoenix and there were quite a few jepes like this one. I just ended up learning some stuff from one of my old guy friends. I like trucks a lot better if I am being honest." Jake laughed at the statement like it was funny to hear but I shook my head and started to walk slowly across the dark green grass to the car. I nearly tripped on one of the tangle root but Jake grabbed me right in time, his hand snaked around my waist as he held me up. As I stare into his eyes I felt like the whole world had just stood still.

"You okay." I looked at him and nodded my had before looking at me as he pulled open the door to the jeep letting me slide in before closing it. When he was sure that I was completely in I watched him slam the red door he pulled off down the road I realized that there was something bugging me."How did you afford this car." I watched Jake's face contort as his smile melts away and his nose scrunch up like he was thinking about something that he hated. "It's not mine, a family member let me borrow it."

It was weird the way that he said family member, like he didn't want me to know which family lended him the car. I shook off the weird feeling and content int watch the tree blur in fast bloobs of green. Ad the sun dropped out of the sk and the bright blue went to a bright purple then ot a pitch black I noticed that the tree started to get thinner and thinner, so we weren't going to La Push that was good to know. "Jake where are we going." He laughed and shook his head. "It a surprise I can't tell you that." When he turned to looked at me I saw that dazzling smile again it wa like he had diamonds for teeth. It was so breathtaking and it shines brighter than the sun. It stole the breath from my lung why was he so breathtaking cute.

I averted my eyes from his gaze long enough to notice that we were in front of some kind of restaurant. I didn't know the name because it was written in italian and I want even sure how it pronounce it. "You do still like Italians food right. I mean, as a kid you love it." I smiled wide at him and nodded my head. It was so amazing that he even still remember when I told him that. So far, he seems like boyfriend material and the fact he is super sexy doesnt hurt etheri. As we got out of the car the date went off with a hitch. Over dinner we talked about our lives since we were separated, he told me about how his dad was killed, and the guy was never found. I shared my experience with my mother death and after we depressed each other he paid the check.

When we walked out of the Restuarant the moon was high in the sky and it lit up the beach that laid in front of us. I waited for a moment and then the next thing that I know Jake is pulling me across the street towards the beach. As we walk through the sand I felt this cold shiver go down my spine almost like someone was watching me. Jake looked down from the moon and smile at me. "Here take this."

I watched him shrugg of his sweatshirt,and hand it to me, but I couldn't take his sweater it wouldn't be fair to him. I could see the goosebumps that were starting to form on his skin. "Take it I have more muscle then you do. I will be fine. If you are really that worried, you could just warm me up." He chuckled lightly as this giant red blush covered every inch of my face. I gently put the sweater on being careful about my hair. I felt my hand hit Jakes and there was this current that rippled through my smiled to himself before interlacing our finger and that current went form ripples to waves of excitement. HIs tough hand felt right in mine. His tan skin really stood out against my pale hand. But I couldn't ask for anything more.I am on a date with a cute boy there was nothing that could run this.

Then hi phone started to go off. I hear him grumbled under my breath as he looks at the illuminated screen. I tried to see his scene I hope that we didn't have to cut our date short. I wanted his left hand type pretty fast before he look at at the waves as he placed his phone back in his pocket. When he tried to look at me it was like he was looking into my soul. as he there his pheon backing hose pocket before staring at me. I felt the blush on my face getting worse which I didn't even think was possible.

"What?" I looked him and he smiled wide at me as we made it back to the portion of the beach were we had started at. "Nothing it's just that I can't help but looking at the most gorgeous girl on the planet." I giggled at his coming and he this small grin formed on his face. "Do you want to head back to my house, it's still early we could just watch a movie and chill. Unless your raher that I take you back to your house." I shook my head no there was no way that I wanted this night to end. "Sounds good." I watched Jakes face light up with a huge smile as we made it back to the car. I wonder if there was a reason he wanted back to the house. Did something happen, maybe he had to return the car.

The rest of the drive back to La Push was peaceful, I could tell we were back by the sight of the red oak tree. Then the sound of crashing waves started to ring in my ears. I looked at the house that was coming out into view. It was a 3-story cottage and it was the house seemed a little bit too big for just Jen and his mom. Especially since Billy had passes on a while ago, it would have made sense to move to a smaller house. I watched Jake as he pulled the car to a stop. He let out this long breathy sigh before saying looking at all the window. He let another sigh but this one was different. It was a happy sigh like i was glad that there was no one there. "Ready." I look a him and nodded my head before jumping out of the car and waited for Jake to be at my side before I started to walk. I could smell lilies there must have been a garden in the backyard.

As I walk into the house I was blinded by the hallway Florence light that Jake had just turned on, and I was faced with a long hallway. But there were two turns,one that could be taken to the kitchen. I could see down the hallway and I could just barely make out the shape of a stove. But the turn to the right I couldn't see anything but more hallway.

Before I could ask Jake we were going he pulled my hand, as our fingers interlaced he started to walk. I smiled as I feel his warmth and mine meld together. But as I made it to the living room I could feel my face expand to a expression of shock. On either side of the walls there were two brown couches they were both three seaters. Then at the standing right in front of me was another 3-seater couch that was deep chocolate like the other two and there was even a recliner chair. In the middle of the room between the couches was a long black coffee table. The floor was cover in a rug for the most part. But the hallway leading up to the stairs was hardwood.

The wall in front of us house the flat screen that was sitting on an entertainment center,there was even a Xbox and that tv had to be at least 62 inches. "Wow" It was the only word that would leave my lips. I looked at Jake who was an amused look on his face as he pulled me down to the I rag doll bauce I was too stunned to move on my own. "My mom got a lot of money from her first husband that she divorced him. Mom and dad built this house with the money. Anything that as leftover they used to furnish the house, the Xbox was what money she had save up. But from what she told me, there is still a lot more money from the settlement, but she keeps that for bills so unless we really need it she tries not to buy it." I nodded my head now that made more sense. "Any way here" He took the remote off of the coffee table and handed it to me. The tv was already on. "Go head you're the guest pick anything you want." I looked at him he was so sweet and kind.

"That is very nice of you, you are a very gracious host and kind I didn't think that you have it in you." When I looked at Jake I let out this laugh as a huge frown started to form on his face. He looked like he wanted to object but I cooed at me. "I'm just kidding Jake." I kissed his cheek before tying back to the tv. After a while, I picked a classic zombie movie, Dawn of the Dead. I love horror, there was just something about it, the way that you can escape your crappy reality and into something that is considered impossible any other way. It was awesome. But after a while I was could stop staring at Jake.

Of course as I started to stare at him he acted and looked intently at me for a moment, but I had already snapped my head down so I couldn't read the expression on his face. I wasn't going to look at him I was planning on playing it off like I was watching the movie but he lifted my chin up. His index finger curling around my chin as our brown gazes met. I could swim in those chocolate pools forever.I started to squirm under his stare that was until he kissed me. I felt all the heat leave my face and center in my pants.

At first, I was too shocked to do anything but after a moment to coolest my thought I accepted his kiss.I felt his tough hit the bottom of my lip and I let out a moan while parting my lips to let his tongue in. I felt the warm of his mouth as I wrapped my hand aboard his neck. Griping his nape as I yanked it gently. I could heart this laugher leaving his lips as he started to lay me down. Just making out with him was intense, I could feel my head spinning as I felt his hand drift down my pant. "Someone's wet." I let out a embras moan as he looked at me. His eyes has a mixture of lust and love in them. I let out a gpas as he slid his index finger in me, I let out a even louder moan that was studied by his lips.

I felt my hands moving as I swim under his attention, I could barely continent myself as I started it pulled off his hand moved recently as I started it take my hands across his arms and he started to pick up speed with his finger till I felt his ring finger enter me. Both finger working as a fast pace. I felt Jakes hand working around taking off my shirt, let out a silent party,thank god I wore that bra. When the cold air hit my body I shiver as his finger picked up his pace till I cam with a large moan.

He let you a dark chuckle as he gave me a smile that said we were down yet, I felt his hand slip under my bar he unclipped. I whimpered as his other hand pulled out of my pants. "Don't stop." I moaned out his name but he just kissed me behind the ear until he started trailing down my chest until his his was back up to my lips. Thia as torture I was losing my mind."Hey dork are you here." I thought I heard someone say something , but Jake didn't stop so I must be hallucinating.

I moaned again as I pushed him down on the couch and straddle him before tarling sloppy kiss down his neck while racking my hands against his abs once more. Causing a low growl to escape his lips as I buked my hips and he let out a mona. I bent my head down kissing his lips as he started to work off my pants next. "Hi, yeah can you two not have sex on the couch.I take naps on that couch." I felt my eyes widen and Jake let out this grown as out mouth parted. "What are the two of you doing here." I watched him sit up and hand me his sweatshirt to put on. "We live here you idiot." I turned back to see a guy walking into the room he was looking down at his phone. He has that tribal tattoo on his arm and delicious biceps. I snapped my head up to see that the other guy was Sam. His deep brown eyes and cropped hair was looking exactly like Jakes and his brown eyes were staring daggers at me.

"You don't waste time do you, Jake, you only went one date." I heard the other guy let out a laugh as he hit Jake in the head. "You could have at least texted us not to come back."

I headed Jake growl as he looks at two of them, I felt this bright pink blush spread across my face as Sam looked at me. His tan bicep contrastive against his shirt. His tribal tattoo was peaking just underneath the Jake's last name was black and there was Uley what was going on. "Hey Bella, I'm Sam the oldest and that is Paul…" "Second oldest but by far the coolest." I could hear his voice as I turned back to look at him. When our gaze met it was like the world stop.

Everything faded away and it was like we were the only two people in the woodl, my boy heated up just looking at him. He was the only thing I need in my life as we made eye contact I couldn't help it stop breathing. His amazing hazel eyes were something that I could stare in for decade and never get bored. He was the only man that I ever wanted to be with. But I liked Jake didn't I, I mean I thought I live Jake. But I really loved Paul. He tan skin and that dopey grin he had on his face. He was just so dreamy. "Shut up and you're not funny. Go away the both of you." I broke our eye contact and I heard him let out a whimper, I felt so bad I wanted meet his eyes and tell him that I didn't mean to look away. It was just that Jake looked behind pissed. "Well shit that is not good." I turned to look at Sam who was muttering under his breath as he looked at Jake. "Not to interrupt your date but mom is coming home soon and she still wants to talk to you about the accident at gym."

What was he talking about I had gym with Jake and nothing happened in fact we spent the whole day together. Wait could they have been talking about the football player. Could that douche older brother Paul have hit him. I turned back to look at Paul and whatever anger I was starting to feel was gone. I let out this sigh he was so dreamy. He gave me a sly smirk and I rolled my eyes at him, but he looked hurt. "Sorry" I blurted it out before I could stop myself. He smiled gently at me "Its all got babe." I sighed, what was wrong with me he was a tool and a tool that hit jake. Jake was a nice guy and he deserved to have my undivided attention. "Yeah fine whatever. Come on Bella." I nodded my head absently before grabbing my shirt off the floor boeger walking out. "Nice meeting the both of you." I watched them both nod their heads before I was out of the house and in the car on the way home. Great I was horny and he didn't even get to fuck me, why is this my life right now