"Bellas Pov

I stumbled Through paris streets, My eyes black as night. It was the early hours of the day, And my throat was flaring.

Im a vampire that doesnt hunt..jeeze..Im such a failure...In life, In love, In luck...

i hopefully wont have to deal with this guilt for much longer.

i slouched against the street wall,My eyes closed, trying to get my head clear. But the only thing that filled my senses was the sweet, rich smell of the human blood, and the drumming of their hearts...oh how i would kill for a drop of that heaven, just to savour the texture...like water to a dry man. To be able to have that warmth sliding down the inside of my body, to digest something in a hundred years...

"Issa" Someone whispered in my ear.

Great..now im dreaming. hillusionations..Leave me be angel, i shall see your light soon enough, but i need to get back to my dream...the blood...

"Issa"

A shaking of the shoulder...the heartbeat...

"Isabella!"

What is one sin after another? i shall be dead soon

"ISABELLA SWAN"

My eyes snapped open, and a growl set in my throat, i pinned the male to the ground, ready to snsp his neck in two. My teeth were set.

"Isabella, deep breaths..This isnt you, this is the lioness. please isabella..come back.." The male whispered. His red eyes looked me straight in the eye, and the red haze slowly left.

"Peter?...PETER! ohmygod im so sorry!" i garbled as i helped him up. he chuckled and slowly hugged me warily. He brushed himself off before putting his hand on my shoulder

"Issa" He sighed as we walked slowly down the street "What are you doing...why are you here..."

"I have no purpous here anymore peter...i cant hunt...i have no luck...im sick of running...i have no love. Im not cut out for this life style" i sighed.

"You have a family Issa...You have me and Charlotte obviously, but you also have the cullens" he stopped and spun me round to face him.

"You are mistaken" i pulled away "They made that quite clear" I set my icy glare to the ground.

"They want you back Issa, they are confused, and worried...especially Jasper. Just come with me, and we will be able to sort this out in half an hour!"he pleaded. my eyes snapped up to meet his face, i was...shocked.

"They...THEY are hear?, Jaspers here? all of them?" i barely got the words out before i started sprinting. I heard peter yelling behind me, and the rip of my shirt as he tried to grasp me.

I ran into the night, towards the airport.

Peters POV

shitt!, why did i have to be such a fool? i had better get back and report! i started sprinting ten miles out of town, to the small hotel everyone had taken resident in.

I barged through the door, and everyone instantly stood.

"Is she okay?" Jasper pleaded first, he saw the strain in my face and his shoulders sagged. I sighed and looked down, noticing i had a strip of issas shirt still clenched in my fist. i shook it in my hand and before it could hit he ground, i watched jasper lean forward, and scoop it up into his hands, before returning to the corner of the room with it. Emmett came forward next, clasping my hand in his in a brotherly way. he looked numb, and he gave me a weak watery smile, before sitting with rosalie. everyone else looked at me confused. i ran my hands through my hair before speaking.

"I saw her..i saw her on the street. she was on the edge of a blood lust frenzy. she didnt respond the several times i called her name, so i added her second name to my yelling and she...woke pinned me, before coming to her senses, we spoke...she feels...she feels like she has no purpous here, no hope,no meaning, no luck...no love..I meantioned you all were here, and she freaked out...FREAKED especially got shaky when i meantioned jasper..she ran, i called and chased...hence the shirt..." i finished and sat on the floor. there was silence for a few seconds, and before anyone could say anything, i noticed alice shaking. her eyes glazed and half shut. edward followed my eye sight and noticed his wifes state, he ran to comfort her, and we all waited patiently for her to come out her vision. she came out gasping, her yes filled with moisture.

"Isabella.." she whispered and jasper ran to her side.

"what alice...what did you see?" he grasped her hand in his.

"I..i saw Isabella die" Alice whispered. and everyone was silent. Jasper rocked backwords, letting go of alices hand. Charlotte sprang forward, to catch him before he head rocked back into her hands. my eyes scanned the room, and i noticed Emmett leaning against the wall, his eyes murky. Edward was as still as stone, no emotion, no breathing, just emotionally dead. the girls were sobbing or still. the only ones who seemed remotly happy were the denali sisters. i cast a glare to them, before returning back.

"Alice" Carlisle croaked "Alice what did you exactly see?"

"Isabella" she gulped " She Ran to the airport in shock, got a plane to italy...Alec and jane were on watch, she was taken inside the castle. she was in trial, they read out her crimes, she was also connected to the southern wars through maria, and they confronted her about being jaspers mate. she was in trial for six hours, as they started slagging jasper off, she got angry, and attacked aro. She was sentanced to death for attack on a king, Death of a senior guard member, Confrontation with the Leader of the southern wars, and intamance with the god of war, who is her mate and vicious criminal. She was burnt to the brink of death before her head was ripped off. It was sent to Jasper in the next two months. On her birthday" Alice chocked on her sobs before cuddling into edwards ridgid body.

"No" Jasper whispered, sitting upright. "No no no no NO" he roared, throwing the table into the wall. growels vibrated through his body.

"YOU" he pointed at Tanya " You shall pay for the death of my mate!" He swiftly picked her up and threw her through the window. Tanyas screamd fell from her lips as she fell down the three stories. Human screams followed shortly after her fall. Jaspers body heaved with sobs, as he held issas cloth to his face.

"Jazz" Emmett whispered. Jasper growled loudly in warning. His eyes tightly shut.

"Jasper...Honey..."Esme slowly made her way towards him. Jasper knows better than to growel at a woman who means so much to him..so he let her.

"Jasper...darling...Isabella...She isnt dead yet" esme rubbed his back as it sank in.

"My mate...Isabella...Ok?" he looked up, his lip trembling, his eyes wide, with big black lashes framing his black looked like a little child. hope circled around him. he stank of hope, love, snd desperation..

"Isabella is fine...for now. but jasper, darling, we need to hurry. and get her. before jane and alec do" she tried to hurry him.

IM SORRY ive not been posting as much, real sorry, but i have been busy...ill try update ASAP! hope u likeddd