Chapter 8 What A Dick

Bella POV

I couldn't believe he, would say such a rude thing to me what was wrong with him I don't care what was going on with his life there was no reason for him to say such a thing to me like that. "Bella dear are you okay." I looked up to see Miss. Uley looking intently at me I don't know why but she kept her first husband name. I smiled at her but she it was tense. Avoid the awkwardness I shifted my vision to Jake. The only problem was that he was gone.

He must have gone into the kitchen when I was staring off into space consumed by my thoughts. I smiled openly at her, but the more her hazel brown eyes held me the easier it was for her to see something was wrong. "Is something bugging you, dear." I sigh and shook my head no for a moment. No matter how mad I was at Paul I would betray him by ratting him out. Right? Jake walked in and kissed my temple before taking the decision away from me. "Paul is being a dick like usually." I looked at Jake his sweet and caring smile on his face made my heart flutter as it turned into a frown at the thought of his older brother.

He was holding a hot chocolate gently in front of me, I curled my finger around the cup taking in the warmth for a moment. While he went back to finish his bio homework. Which I should be doing but I was so busy with thinking about Paul that dick. "What do you mean by that. Oh, and Jacob don't curse again."I could hear Kahlua chastising him before she gave me a curious look. I could see this warm light in her eyes that told me that I should be open with her. If I didn't say anything and she got it out of jake then his life will be hell.

I look up and pulled my feet up to my chest while drinking my hot chocolate. "Paul said, and I quote "Funny coming from you, you barely knew me nave you're already acting like a mega cunt, don't think that because you dating my brother that I'm going to be nice to a pitfall girl who lacks self-esteem. Your nothing more them some dumb bitch my brother is fucking at the time. Don't think you are anything more to me than a nuisance." I have just been a little caught up in that." My voice sounded broken and so small, it sounds nothing like me. I didn't even think that she hear me until I looked up.

Her eyebrows were shot up high as she looked at me, the corner of her hazel eyes widen as headlight from a jeep hit my face.I look out the window expecting and hoping to see Paul but all I got was Sam. Sam was getting out of the car and he didn't even see me, and his mother was so shocked that she stared blankly ahead at me. Not knowing that the boys were even home. I turn to look at Jake and he had this worried frown on his face. He starts to twitch in his seat till he got up the nerve to ask her if she was alright. "Mom is our oaky."

I headed the concern and love that was in his voice it was so sweet that he cares for his mother. Most teenagers wouldn't bat eyes they would just go about their business like she wasn't freaking out. She shook her head slightly and look at me this sadness in her eyes. "I'm so sorry for my son's behavior I will deal with him when he gets home." I nodded my head I knew that she meant it her voice was as cold and stern as steel.

Then there was a slamming sound of the door. "Paul!" I looked at Jake mom and she was shaking with anger. I watched her take in deep steady breaths and her chest heaved in and out. Till she stopped shaking which was just in time to see that Sam had rounded around the corner and made it into the living room. Sam had this look of fear in his eyes as he looked over his mother's angry frame. "Hey, mom." She sighed and smiled gently at him but you could tell that the whole thing was tense. "Where is your brother." Sam walked around the couch and collapse on the recliner chairs as his mother sat on the ottoman and looked at him. Sam looked over at me this angry look in his eyes, but I could tell that the look was for Paul.

His deep brown eyes seemed miles away, "Paul and I got into an argument nan he took off with Kimmy." Who the fuck was Kimmy and why did he ditch with that sank. Wait why do I even give a damn who he is dating he is just piece of shit. A very bad joke in my life and that was all, I don't care about him or who he date."What fight." I look at Jake who looked very interested in this conversation all of the sudden. "I made him late for practice and he had to run suicides all day today, the morning and afternoon. Then I flipped on him when I found out what he said to Bella."

He smirked as he looks at me before closing his eyes for a listening to the sounds of his own breath to calm himself. "I'm going to take a shower and nap. Mom are you working tonight." Did that mean that I and Jake would be able to finish what we started? I look at her as she sighed "yes I am supposed to leave at any moment which was why I wanted Paul to come home so I could talk to him. But I guess that I am going to do it after shift."

I sighed so that met that this dick was going to get away with it, "Anyway I have to go, Sam, you're in charge like always and if he comes by the house you know what to tell him." I watched this understanding glance between Sam and his mother.

When we heard her car pull off Sam sighed. "I'm going to take a shower if I come back down and you are having sex on the couch I'm eating you out to mom." He looked at Jake for a minute while my face lit up like a Christmas tree. He chuckled at me before running up the me and Jake alone. When the water started to run, Jake got off the floor after he slammed all his books close and came over to me.

I kissed him hard letting our warmth mold together, I took in his woodsy scent and moaned into his mouth as I started to take his sweatshirt off. "So, your moms gone are we going to..." I pulled away from Jake when I hear the sound of someone's voice. I look at him and he shrugged his shoulders getting ready to get up when Paul walked into the room with a dumb blond bitch.

He smiled smugly until he looks at Jake and he frowned. "Great you two are here. Where is Sam?" I hear him growl out Sam like he was an angry mutt. "Shower and mom is furious just to let you know." I looked at him for a minute and sighed before he turned to me a hateful glare in his eyes. "Annoying bitch and I ain't talking about mom. Come on Kimmy, let head to my room before I will skin the annoying twerp and bitch alive."

Before I could even say a word about him calling me an annoying bitch, he and that girl were gone. The moment they left I was reduced to a crying mess. I shouldn't care what he thought of me it should make no difference. But there was something in the back of my skull that told me that I need to cry. So, I did I could feel the wet hot tears streaming down my face as Jake pulled me into his lap.

I could feel myself being pulled into his lap as I cried for what felt like hours. "What happened Jake." I looked up to see Sam looking down at me with a gentle look in his eyes, but there was this anger on his face that I have never seen before. Jake frown like he didn't want Sam to be upset with him. But he also was too scared of Paul to say a thing. I was frozen in shock, I didn't think that Sam like me. Yet here he was furious. "Jacob" I rubbed my eyes and look the clock I had been crying for 2 hours is that even possible. "Paul happened."

Just as he was saying that there was this sneer that formed on hi face as footsteps echoed through the house. I turned to see Paul walking down the stairs with no shirt on. Kimmy was behind him wearing that shirt that Paul had come home in. When I look out the window there was a black car waiting for her. "So, I will see you tomorrow." I watched this huge toothy grin form on his face. "You can count on it, babe." She kissed him, and I could hear her moan into his mouth as she walked out of the house. I don't know why but eve time that he touches her made me feel worse. For two hours I was crying, and he was getting laid. "What is your damage Paul I thought that we had an understanding." I looked Paul whose amazing grin turned into a deep but cute frown. What was wrong with me he makes me feel like hot shit and I just thought that he was cute.

"What are you talking about, did they rat me out for something else." I looked at the two of the arguing. "Dammit Paul you knew what I am talking about, you can't treat her like a subspecies." I heard him let out a growl before he shoved Paul. "She is a subspecies and you know it. It was complying unfair at least with Emily she is a Quileute, just like the rest of us but that , don't make me laugh." I looked at him for a meant and then at Jake. Who seems equally confused. "Dammit Paul that shouldn't matter to you." He scoffed

"Funny, you keep telling me how I should feel and I am getting so tired of it." I was getting ready to tell them to stop arguing then there was a slamming and the door opened wide. I was met with the sigh of a boy in cut off jeans and no shirt, he looked at me and then at the guys and sighed. "We have a problem, a very cold and lifeless problem," Sam growl angrily and look at Paul. "We are not done having this conversion Paul." I rolled his eyes before glaring right back at Sam. "I can't wait to finish this Samuel. Let go. Dork stays in the house." I watched them, run off and I don't know but I felt this twinge of worry in my chest. But if they're going I might as well enjoy it. "Come one Jake." I grabbed Jake by his arm and pulled him up to his room. It was about time that momma got laid.