Chapter 9 Why Me?

Sam POV

What was wrong with him really, I and no clue, he must have got his refusal of mate's from dad, I know that I asked him to stay away from Bella and he has been doing that, but she ain't been making that easy. I can accept that fact but what I can't accept was his behavior really there was something wrong with him. He knows what it means to imprint and he knows who that feels for the imprintee. If you reject them it's like rejecting a part of yourself and you feel their hurt as well as your own. I was getting read to lose it wen Jared barged into the house. Whatever he had to say better be life for death. "There is a cold, lifeless problem that needs to be dealt with."

Dammit to hell we had a treaty with the Cullens, so it could have been them could it have been. I shook my head sadly and started to turn out of the house with Paul to my right. I started to run when I hear the shredding of fabric that I knew was my favorite pair of short. Those blood suckers were dead. I dropped to all fours and I could hear and see Paul's thought. I really hated this hived mine. "

You think you hate the hive mien tries being me, my whole life is on display for your dicks.-Paul" I could hear Paul scoffing in my head as I was flooded with images and memories of Kimmy. I shook my hand slightly to get them out of my mind when Jared spoke up with this enthusiasm"Dude you imprinted on Jakes girlified not cool.-Jared" I heard Paul snarled at Jared remark he obviously didn't like the idea of something accusing him of stealing some else girlfriend even if he already did that. "shut up Sam you're such a jerk,you just like judging till you the one in the wrong then it's forgive and forget.-Paul" I snarled savagely at Paul I didn't bring day into this so why should he.

I growled and stooped in my tracks I looked at Paul's silver hair glinting in the moonlight as he, wild snarl, he lip curls over his muscle. Exposing his pertly white fangs that were barred against me. "Both of you knock it off." I snarled, I knew that voice and I hated it. "Deal with it Samuel we need to deal with this vampire, they attacking our reservation, right now they are just across the river we need to kill them before they get here. Let's go.-Dad" I look at Paul who looked like he was cowering from our father's voice, he got it a lot worse than I ever did. I took off pulling Paul along with me.

We had made it across the river and were getting close to the blood suckers, I could tell from the smell of death and decay, it was the most notable smell on the planet.I looked over to Jared who was thinking the same thing, his dark gray fire started to rise. He was getting angry you would tell by the way that his tail swished as we ran. We were right on top of them and the sight was something to behold. It was Edward, the kid from our school, he was fighting against some of the other vampires. Praying for our people.

They didn't look familiar but that did matter. The Cullen wasn't supposed to be on our land. "Kill all of them.-Me" I head Paul snarl "With pleasure he was at Bella house last night while she was sleeping he is mine.-Paul" I watched Paul run after Edward while I went after the other male leach, he had bright red hair, and this disgusting grin on his face, his eyes bright red and spoilers eyes like the blood on his face before looking at me. This smug and convincing smile forming on his face. I shook my head and tackle him, putting all my weight behind my right shoulder. When he crumpled to the ground in shock, I clamped my jaws over his neck. Feeling his marble-like skin cracking against the force of my jaw.

When his head fell to the side I turned to see that Jared howe took his vamp down and dad had handled his blood suckers. That just left Paul and Edward. "We have a deal with your elders." I turned to look at Edward. "Like that shit matter, I am going to rip his head off.-Paul" I didn't think that I had ever heard so much fury in Paul's voice. "Paul stand down, don't make me tell you twice.-Dad" I each a whimper escape Paul mind as he back down and Edward nodded his head at our father. I shook my each and walked over to Paul being careful not to startle him.

I knew he was terrified of our father even now it was still fresh in his mind. I could see dad beating us flash across our mind. He was starting to shake but it was from fear not anger. "Paul you want to see Bella?-Me" I knew that would calm him down even if she was stilled angry with nodded his blocky head and I sighed heavily as the memories slipped form our hive mind. But I already knew that Jared at saw theme. He knew what kind of a wolf our father was long before now but he had never really send out memories. That part out our brain was always guard until now when he was around. "Jared head home. Dad stay away from Paul got me.-Me"

I made sure to was in my alpha voice so that there was no room for argument, he might have been an alpha, but I was the one with the pack and he was going to respect my authority. After I looked him long enough me and Paul trotted back to the house. He was quite the whole back he didn't try to argue once with me. Or yell about me telling him what to do when it came to bells it as like the augment that we had from a while ago was gone. "Not gone, just too afraid of dad to say a word. I hate him so much after mom divorced him I thought that would have been the last that we had to see him. But then there was the joint custody and the beating they were so much. I just can' I won't go through that again Sammy." I could hear the sadness in my mind as his mention washed over me and I was once again hunted by image of me and Paul in the hospital.

When we go back to the house we came up o the te back we had always left clothes out in the back shed just in case there was a need for a share on the fly. I throw my shorts on and a tee-shirt that I kept just in case mom had company over and I walked into the house with Paul at my side. He was pouting, and I wished at times like this that we had the hive mind thing when we are human. "Sammy stop staring." I shook my head and look down at the black grass as we walk into the backdoor. I could see that Bella was just about to leave. "Where you are going? Does Jake know that you are leaving?" I looked at Paul who start to frown at the way that I put it. But it was Jake girlfriend not Paul no matter how he feels, it is a fact. Bella gave me a polite smile, "I kind of wore Jake out so I was planning on leaving before Paul could come back and insult me some more."

I let out a sighed and look at Paul who didn't look like he was in the mood to say anything. "Sorry for saying the things that I said and did. I don't have a good handle on my temper and I say stupid shit when I am angry" Before she could say a thing I watch Paul run up to his room. I shook my head and look at her. "I'll walk you to your car."

Bella smiled wide nodded her head "That is kind of you." I shrugged my shoulder as we walked out on te front of the house. I could see her shoulder slump as she looked back at the house. I knew that her thoughts were with Paul. I can remember the last time that I didn't think about Emily and feel bad for what happened with made me feel like I should explain Pauls behavior. But I knew that would only make things worse.

I watched Bella start to get in her car but stopped short. "I just don't understand why he has to be such a dick all the time. I mean sure I get it that his temper is bad, but he can't treat people like they are beneath him because he has a bad day." I sigh how was this my problem to deal with his mate. I smiled politely at her "I mean really how hard could his lifer possibly be, his mother and father are both still alive. I could understand if Jake is mad at the world. But what is his excuse." I felt a twinge of guilt in my heart, I was the same way as Paul I just had better control and what she said really did hit home. This was the same kind of crap that Leah said to me.

"Bella it's not that simple sure our father is alive that doesn't mean that our relationship is good. In fact, our dad is better off dead." I regretted the word the moment then they slipped out of my mouth. Her mother had just die a few months ago and I was the idiot saying stupid shit like that. "I'm sorry bells I didn't mean it like that." It was too late she's crying her eyes out, I knew that she was fragile after her mother died. Mom told us we had to be careful about what we say but I completely forgot.

"Samuel what did you do." I sighed of course this is when she decides to come home when I am making an ass out of myself. "Nothing mom I said something stupid about dad that didn't sit well with Bella." She glared at me and walk over to Bella cooing and telling her that everything would be alright. After a few minutes she calmed down. "Sweetheart are you sure that you are good to drive. I can have Paul or Sam drive you home." I looked at mom I wanted to tell her it wasn't a good idea to send Paul. But I know that she wasn't going to listen to me unless I gave her reason why. "Paul if you not mind." I watched her sniffle as my mother glare at me. "Go get your brother." I looked at my mom and shook my head no. "Why not?" I looked at her before sighing heavily. "Dad. We ran into dad was work and uh thing didn't go to well with Paul, he is wrecked, I'm sure that he is in his bed right now."

My mother shook her head sadly as she walked into the house and jabbed my finger "Your drive that poor girl home and you better watch what you say next or you and Paul will both be grounded together." I groan but nodded my head there was no point in arguing. I walked over to Bella and took her key gently from her hand before helping her into the passenger we were driving home I felt bad, more than anything I felt the need to explain to her.

"Bella the way that I phrase that sentence early was rude and inconsiderate of me and I first wanted to start off by apologizing and I also want to explain myself if that is okay for you." I looked at her and she nodded her head as she pulled her knees up to her chest and rested her head on them. She was perfect for Paul she outweighed his impulsive temper and self-absorbent personality. "Our dad was not father material, so much so that our mother couldn't standing to begin married to him. So, she divorced him, but he still has rights.

That was until he did something unspeakable to me and Paul that changed the way that we all saw him. Sine then things have remained tense with our dad and whenever something reminds Paul or our father. He tends to act and do things that is perceived as heartless or rude." That wasn't a total lie it just wasn't why he was being a dick to her. "Anyway when you were flipping out on him and yelling and threatening him, he felt like he was getting yelled at by our dad. So, he tends to lose his cool. I'm sorry for his rudeness."

She nodded her head and shrugged her shoulder. "I get that, family is complicated, tell him I am sorry for bringing up uncomfortable memories." I nodded my head and got out of the trucks when we pulled up to her house. I opened her door for her and ounce she was out I handed her, her keys and started to walk home. "Are you sure that you don't want me to call you a cab."

I laughed "No the walk with buy me some time to think about my test tomorrow. Later Bells." She smiles at the nickname that Jacob gave her a long time ago before walking away. But I could smell corpse. It cling to the air like it belongs there. "Edward stay away from her, my brothers have an attachment to her and if you hurt her in anyway, the treaty will end." I looked over to see his pale form sticking out against the darkness. His golden eyes staring at me from across the road. "I think I love her. I won't do a thing to hurt her." I shook my head I have hear that shit before. My father love me and Paul he said it every time he hit us. "Stay away that is your only warning." I walked back to the house it was going to be a long and hard night.