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Bella's Pov;

Peter Hotwired a car, and we were soon flying along the road. The others were at the airport, where our private jet awaited. I could hear peter on the phone to them, but I was numb to everything around me. I watched the trees, usually unique and beautiful, wilt around me. They became a blur as peter sped up. Jasper tried sending me calming waves, he tried holding me. But I stayed curled up in a ball. Ever since he set me down, I inched as far away as I could. I shut my eyes as the horrors of the room washed over me.

That room…the room where hundreds of humans were held. Did aro know I was coming?, was he prepaired?. It wouldn't surprise me. The part I don't regret though, is killing aro. Watching the fear in his eyes, made me blissfully happy. But the horror of jasper and peter finding me..in that state…I cant even think about it. It proves the monster I am.

"Bella"Jasper whispered, searching for my hand. I quickly withdrew it, guild pouring out of me. I heard the pain in his voice. But I couldn't…I couldn't do this.

"I need out" I heard myself say emotionlessly. Peter stopped the car, and I quickly left and ran into the woodland. I was breathing heavily. And I have no idea why.

"Bella, come back please.." Jasper whispered from beside the car.

"I cant…I cant stand the pity! The looks!, what will the family think? Do they even know?!" I cried out, throwing my arms around. Peter and jasper shared a look.

"Bella…you need to calm down" peter said causiously.

"or what? Ill slaughter hundreds of humans?"I laughed like a maniac. "Give me a break"

"Bella..please. we love you. We wont hurt you. Just come back into the car." He pleaded again.

I bit my lip. I was acting childish. Very childish. Im just hurting the people I love further..

I took a deep breath, and stepped back inside. But this time, I curled into jaspers side. His arm around me.i whimpered when the memories assaulted me. But jasper was there. With me.

We parked. And I could already smell the faint traces of human. Iblocked off all air together, and rushed through the cargo area, straight onto the plane. Where everyone else was. I hid behind jasper the entire time.

We entered the plane, and everyone stopped talking. I closed my eyes and took jaspers hand, letting him guide me to the back of the plane. The plane started, and I curled up onto jaspers lap, squeezing my eyes shut. Conversation gradually flowed to the subject of me, and questions were thrown around.

"Whats wrong with HER?" Irina obviously

"Cant handle a little blood" Tanya giggled to kate, who joined in.

"Bells?..."

"SHUT UP" I screamed, shooting up. "You want to see what happened? Fine!" I opened my eyes, and everyone stared in silence. "YES THIS IS WHAT ARO DID!I SLAUGHTERED HUNDREDS WITH NO REMORSE!, and I killed you want to know the sickest part of that all?" my voice got dangerously low

"I enjoyed killing them, I enjoyed toying with my food. Lapping up the blood. And the part that gave me the most pleasure, was watching aro'sface, as I killed him..So laugh it up bitches. I hope you find it funny that ill spend the rest of my existence in emotional agony" and I finished, and didn't sit back on jasper. I sat in a different row, all to myself.i didn't look up, didn't speak to anyone. Till we were off the plane. When I came face to face with Alice. We just looked at eachother, not speaking. Searching eachothers eyes. Then she hugged me. Hard.

"I thought id loose you!" she cried

"Not this time Ali" I hugged her firmly.

"Come ladies, lets go home" Carlisle sighed, pushing us towards our cars. I rode with Esme&Carlisle.

"Isabella" Esme's eyes filled with tears "Please..never do anything like that again, I cant loose you, WE cant loose you..just.."Esme cut off to sob. I felt horrible. I patted her shoulder from the back seat.

"Im so sorry Mom..it was a moment of weakness. I promise, I promise with all my heart" I cried.

"Dad..im sorry. Honest. I never wanted this to happen. Ever. I have no idea why I trusted Tanya…please"

"Its Okay my daughter..just..think before you act next time. Esme's right. We cant loose you. Ever"

I curled into a ball the rest of the journey.

We arrived at the Cullen house. And once again I absorbed the beauty of it. We all pild out,mentally exhausted from the drama. I was last in. and I slowly walked up the stairs. My feet dragging. My hand dragging along the bannister. With only my memories to follow.

I entered my room, touching every object inside. And climbed into my overhanger. I stared at the ceiling. And let it all out.

All the memories...all the pain of my past…everything.

I sobbed, thrashed, screamed…as grief consumed me.

I heard jasper begging to be let up, but the family wouldn't let him. They said I needed to let it out. So they send him hunting, with Carlisle to join him. Just far enough that my emotions wouldn't bother him.

After hours of screaming. I stobbed. I sagged against my feeling this tired in over 200 years.

A movement in jasper's room,alerts me. It isn't jasper,hes not back, and its too light. one name springs to mind.

TANYA.

Once again, the beast rattles her cage.

I quietly jump down,and stalk through to his room. Her sickly scent overpowers my nose. And she's there. On my mates bed. I growl and her head whips round. Smiling.

"Hello Isabella" she uses my name like a child.i hiss at her.

"Get OUT of my mates room!" I screetched at her.

She jumped up and started touching his things. Everything. his clothes,boots, aftershave..

"GET OUT!"I screamed, my rage almost at its climax.

"no"she smiled sweetly. And that's when,I tackled her through the wall, and out of the house.

"You're a dead bitch!" I seathed.

"Already dead" she smirked in my face. I grabbed her in a chock hold and threw her into one of the nearby trees. The family, realizing something was wrong, rushed outside. But nothing would get in my way. Today Tanya would die. For everything she put us through.

"Bella!" I heard someone cry. Edward maybe?...no…it was too informal. And it was had no southern twang to it…so not peter.

It was Emmett.

He grabbed me from behind, grabbing my arms and holding me firmly. I didn't thrash, or squirm. I was calm.i could take my time with Tanya. If she ran, it would make the hunt even more enjoyable.

"Emmett…I don't want to hurt you, so please, let me go" I told him.

"Bells…You will regret it. Even if it takes years. Eventually you Bells. Leave her. She isn't worth a second of your time!" he pleaded. He let go of me, and spun me around to face him.

"Nothing can change my mind" I told him, not daring to look into his eyes.

Rosalie came behind him, casting me a sad smile. Before she lightly tugged on her husbands arm,pulling him away from me.

"no, NO! you know the consenquences! No, please… bells. Don't do this. You Cant" Emmett was easily stronger than his wife. But she continued to lightly tug. And he let himself be pulled away.

"The consenquences don't matter anymore. The volturri is dead. Who will hold me responsible?" I told them bleakly. Before turning back on Tanya. Who was still smirking.

"I'm terrified.." she moaked me as we circled eachother. I grinned, before running left. Which she wasn't expecting. I high jumped onto a nearby tree, and flipped onto the other tree. Too fast, even for her. She dropped into a crouch. Looking. Being an idiot. I internally grinned. This would be far too easy.

I pounced and landed on her back, which surprised her. She screamed and instantly threw all her weight down onto her back, squishing me. I rolled away quickly, and regained my balance.

"You want a fight" she spat "so fight me"

"I don't want a fight" I laughed without humour. "I want you dead". We once again started circling. The family, far away. Some chose not to look, some couldn't look away.

"we all want something Isabella…You want me dead, I want you dead, Kate wants next seasons wardrobe…Phillipe wanted you.." she trailed off. Sensing a heart string strung.

Phillipe…why was that name so distinctive? Where did I know it?. It made my skin crawl, trying to search into my human memories.

"Oh, you don't remember?" she had her hands around my throat. When did she get so close? Did I honestly black out?..

"Phillipe Swan" she breathed into my ear. Then my human memories flooded me. The raping, the beating,the ordering. Phillip Swan wasn't a human, he was a monster. He was my father.

"NOO" someone roared from the distance. But I was too caught up in the moment. I felt a tug at my neck, before the person's weight left.

Father feeding the horses…

Father and Mother…Embraced..

Father and mother looking at me with distaste and hate…

The love in their eyes with Emmett.

I was the mistake.

I ruined their lifes. Maybe it was right in my day? Maybe I deserved it? Maybe it wasn't wrong. Did other girls, my age, have that sort of treatment?.

But if it wasn't bad…

Then why was I sinking into my emotions? In front of the enemy? In front of my front of Emmett.

I was brought back to the present. And was met by a sight.

Tanya was dead. Her head meters from her body. And flush from rage and anger, was jasper. In between the two body parts.

"what…what?" I garbled confused. Jasper turned, his body stiff from shock. He slowly moved to where I was standing..

I was standing?...i don't remember getting up..

He hugged me tightly, against his chest. He breathed deeply, calming the beast inside. He nuzzled the top of my head as he calmed, his eyes, most likely closed.

"Im sorry. sorry" he whispered to me.

I shrugged "we all make mistakes. This was a good one"

He shook his head "that wasn't a mistake…didn't you see what she was about to do?"

I furrowed my brows confused. I was too out of it to remember…

"I was thinking…deeply. I spaced out."

"After Tanya mentioned his name, your eyes went black. And you just stood there. She laughed loudly, and said `I now pronounce Isabella swan, dead..and deader` and she grabbed your neck. Just as me and Carlisle returned. Alice told everyone I was the only one who could do it, otherwise they would have all intervened. You would have went spare at them, ran away. And in claiming your revenge. You would have ticked off the wrong vampire, and be dead in a few short months.." he brushed a stray piece of hair from my face whilst smiling sadly.

"oh" I said,my mouth open with an O. I pursed my lips in thought.

"And Irina? Kate?"

"They ran off" Charlotte stepped forward. Her wavy blonde hair bouncing as she walked. Her eyes dark. "as soon as they heard you and Tanya outside, they bolted like a cow in slaughter."she laughed, her voice was rich, it wasn't bell mine, alice's, Rosalie's, or esme's. it had a tough underlayer. It suited her. "cowards"

"This has been…a very interesting...week, can we PLEASE go inside, and get some TLC?" Alice moaned from the steps. Everyone laughed, the weight lifting off their shoulders.

We entered, and I was heading upstairs, when I felt a tug on my arm…

"Isabella?" Edward asked, his gold eyes searching mine. "Are you okay? Where are you going?"

"Im fine Edward.i promise…and im changing." I wrinkled my nose at the torn shreads of clothes I was wearing. He gave a crooked smile, and I shot up to my room.

"Take a shower too!, you stink!" Edward called jokingly from the stairs.

"Douche!, still smell better than you!" I stuck my tongue out at the top of the stairs. He chuckled, before heading downstairs.

My family. Was once again. Whole.