Chapter 17 A Few Months Later

Jake POV

It had been a few months since the first game and it was coming closer to the end of the season which mean that I would be suck with having to look at Paul every day after school. It wasn't like he was in dick, if anything he seemed to be more calm, happier actually. I let out this sigh. "What's wrong Jake." I looked at Bella she had this sly smile on her face. She seemed to be a lot happier now a days to. She had this bright cheery smile on her face as we did homework on a Friday after.I have never seen anyone so happy to have homework, I was about to ask her why she was so happy. When I could hear the was slamming for the front door, I looked out the window to see Paul and Jared smiling wide as they walked into the house after Sam. I don't know if it was the fact that Jared has been over a lot and refused to talk to me, but it is starting to get on my nerves

They were getting out of practice early, but I guess with the season winding down and there already main it to championships, the school wasn't worried about losing. "Hey man do you have any food. Patrol builds up a hunger." I hear Sam or was that Paul snarled at him. "Shut Jake is in the other room." When I looked up there was Paul leaning against the doorway, his bag slung over his shoulder as he looked at me and then at Bella this small smile flickered on his face. "You look happy for someone that is grounded." Paul laughed loudly forcing Sam and Jared to walk into room. Bella looked up at me this joy plastered on her face as she turned back to Paul. "Not ground anymore I am free man."

Bella giggle at his statement, they had grown closer in the time that we had been together it almost mad be worried, but Paul was dating Kimmy and that was my only saving grace. He wasn't a cheater that was the only thing I could say about it. "Anyway, we are heading to the beach to catch some waves my cliff dive if you guys want to come." I looked at Paul he never invited us to do anything and something told me that he wasn't inviting us, he was inviting smiled wide and looked at me and then at Paul. "Sounds great be there in a few." He nodded his head and him, Jared and Sammy all left, leaving me alone with Bella. She let out this exhausted sigh out, was there something weighing on her shoulders. "I should have told you this too early Jake but I really do love you. But we need to talk about something."

I looked are her, nodding my head lightly feeling this fear build in my throat, I didn't know what she wanted to talk about but there was this pain in my chest it was almost like fear and anxiety mixed together. She looked me deep into my gaze as she started to pack up her book slipping them into her bag. She let out this worried whimpered as her hands started to shake, but that didn't stop her from taking my hands and gripping them tightly.

"I'm in love with your brother Paul. I have been since the first night I meant him. He didn't want anything to do with me, he said that he cared more what you thought of him than his own happiness. But I realized that he was being selfish, he was only thinking about you. I love your Jake I really do, but not the way that I love Paul. I don't want you to think that he is making me do this because that isn't true. I'm breaking up with you for me Jake. I love Paul and it's not fair to be with you, you might be happy but I and Paul aren't and that isn't trying to understand and you can hate me all you like I deserve everything you think of me."

I felt like my world was crashing around me, the air was stolen from my longs as I saw the sadness radiate through her body as she looked down at her lap. I took in a deep breath and steady myself ignoring the buzzing in my skull and the pain in my chest. "How long have you known that you were in love with him." I look are her she gave me this sad looked as she let out a sigh. "The day that he came up to apologize to me for what he had said." I looked are her my live shattering, she knew this hole time and just didn't break up with me before things got more intense between the two of us."I'm going to let you process this alone, but really sorry Jake, I really am and please don't blame Paul this is all me."

I hated her grip lighten as she grabbed her stuff and walk out, as she walked out the father of my sanity left with her. I felt burning hot tears fill my eyes and anger took hold of my was one sick fucked up joke she begged me not to blame Paul. How did he expect me to do that, that stupid bitch loved him and I am sure that he won but he said was real, and it Paul is one dead fuck.

I ran out of the back door and tears threatening to fall from my face as I blinked them back. There was no time for sadness only for anger and vengeance when I reach te beach Paul and Bella had their heads tippee together as she talked to him. He was running his arms down her before wrapping them around her waist. Bella's face was joyful as he rested his forehead on top of her head.I let out snarl my life came crashing down and there was a little fucking slice of heaven I don't think so.

I ran thru the sand not letting it slow me down as I tackled Paul to the sand. His body skink deep as I went to punch him.I felt my first buzzing after the hit, it seems like it hurt me more than he that dick. I went to punch him a second time with more force. But Sam grabbed my fist pulling me off him. Jared grabbed Paul who seem to be shaking was that because of me. Good. "Bella don't" I hear Sam call out to her, but she went over to Paul without far and kissed him. I watched as his body stopped quaking from anger. He let out this sigh when they broke apart, and she turned to look at me. "Dammit Jakey I told you this wasn't on Paul. He wanted to be the good brother and let us be together. This is on me, you need to get that." I look at Paul he has this sad look in his eyes and he look down at his feet. "Jakey you need to calm done." Hearing that nickname come out of Sam mouth seemed so mournful.

It forced a thought it occurs to me something that chilled me to my bones and filled me with burning hot rage. Something that I had never felt before. "Did you know." I looked up at Sam as he let out this sign as if he was so done with this conversation that just started. "No, I didn't know. But Jake you need to stay calm okay" I looked at him and or some reason I believed him telling me what to do fill me with even more rage. "Why are you on this side, is it because of what you did to Leah." He looked at me hurt and are shining in his eyes as he looked away from me but his grip didn't loosen. "I'm not taking side Jakey I'm Switzerland I'm trying to keep the two of you from killing each other." Yeah, right the dick was so on Pauls side.

I shook myself out of his grasp and snarled sat Paul "I don't care if you didn't want this Paul, you should have come to me and told me that Bella was in love with you. I could have ended this the way that I wanted. Not looking like a chump. For all your talk your worst than Sam. He might have left Leah for Emily, but he wouldn't betray one of his brothers. That was all you." As I stormed off of the beach I saw the amount of pain in Paul face it was almost like I could smell it, it was so tangible. But I don't care I hope he feels the hunt for the rest of his life.

I ran and I just keep running I need to think this house work off the excessive anger from those dicks. Why would she do this to me, why didn't she just tell me that she didn't love me, that she didn't want to be with me? Why stay with me, to have close access to Paul. As that thought occurred to me I groaned under my breath and looked up to see that I made it to

I walked up to the door and knocked gently trying to keep my anger in check as Embry opened the door when I looked past my soul Quil was in the house to. But to of them had this stupid look on their face like they didn't expect me to hand out with them."Hey man we didn't know that you were coming over today." As Quil spoke Embry let me into the house, they both gave me worried glance as there brown almost black eyes raked over my angry frame. I crumbled on the couch and look at Embry and then Quil. Both let out worried sighs as they looked at me . When I got a good look at Embry I was shocked, he was shudder and grew at least 3 more inches since I saw him last weeks there was this fear in his eyes as he spoke to me "Dude we need to talk."

I could feel the room filled with tensions and they both shift like they were uncuttable with what they had to tell me. Embry gave me a cautious glare before he spoke slowly to me, making sure that I aborted all the information."What's up man it is about me just randomly stopping by." I looked at him and he shook her head no. "It about your brothers and there friend Jared." I let out a sigh that was the last thing that I wanted to talk about know. "What happened, did they steal you're grilled too. I looked at them but they both look at me confused so it wasn't that. "No, your brother Sam and Jared are glaring at us. Everytime that we run into them on the rez they watch us with this look in their eyes. Like they are sizing me up and dude it's starting to creep me out. Do you know what I did to set them off?"

I let out a dangerous growl as I looked at them, Embry and Quil both had these pisted yet terrified look on their faces. Almost like they had never seen me angry before, so this was a new look for them. "Those dick I will have a little talk with them. I just found out that my brother and my girlfriend were in love with each this whole time. They have been since the first week we started dating and that was 3 months ago." I let tour this howl of anger as they looked at me with pity and anger in their Quil spoke I thought that it was going to be some dumbass comment. But to my surprise that he wasn't making jokes. "Hey man screw Paul we are your brother for life and we wouldn't let some girl come between us." I smiled at home but it wasn't enough to fill the hole in my chest. "Thank guys I'm going into head back to the house and deal with my idiot brother. Embry I'll come over probably tomorrow and tell you and I know about them."

Before either of time could say a word I jump off cloth couch and started to walker to the house until I made it into the forest. I decide that the only way to work off this anger and pain was physical exercise I'm going to tire myself out and pass out and pretend that this was one big dream. Or in my case, it would be a nightmare. What the hell did they want with Embry it was bad enough that they took my girl now they are tying it take Embry. What was going on they haven't been the same in the few past years. I took my heart nd ran out of te brush till I was on the side of the road, I was going to make them regret this action that was the only thing that I knew for sure.

I was slowly making my way back to the house when I bike pulled up behind me, I mean looking Harley with a pin-up girl on his engine cover expect that it was a wolf pin-up girls. She has black ears with black tali and glowing blue eyes. I hadn't done the bike before but they didn't hesitate to pull up right next to me. "Hey, kid you're Jake right. Kahlua youngest right?" I recognized his sparkling green eyes and tan face, he looked just like Paul And Sam. "Yeah, you're Danny right my mom's ex-husband." He nodded his head but flinched at the word ex, but it was the truth. "You need a ride back to hothouse your mother had been calling everyone on the rez looking for you." I nodded my head and looked at him for a minute, he was probably shut like Paul a dick in the disguise of a good guy, but I could use the ride. I nodded my head and hoped on the back of the bike as he gave me a spared hamlet before he pulled off.

By the time that we got back to the house, mom along with my so-called brothers was standing out in front of the house. Sam and Paul were both too afraid to look up from their feet that moms geez wouldn't move from Danny's face. "Boys" I watched Pauls gaze flicker as he snapped his head up at the sound of his father's face. He shifted his vision to me and pain started to consume him. Did I give a fuck, let me answer my own question, no I was out of fucks to give. "Jake I really didn't want any of this." I looked at him, he had some fucking nerve."So, then you aren't going to start dating my girlfriend who just dumped me for you." I hear Paul's dad mouth out a wow as he looks at mom to see that today was not the right time.

"Honey where have you been I have been worried sick." I got off of the bike nodding thanks in Danny direction before glaring at my brothers. "Jake it's not that simple, I love her but I didn't tell her to dump you for me, I told her to stay with you, I don't want to be the reason that the two of you broke up.I didn't want to be the one to cause you pain" I don't believe him every word that he was a lie. "Whatever so were you going to tell me why you and Paul are after my fried Embry. Huh, Sammy?" I look at Sam and he let out his long sigh but shook his head no. "That's, great I'm so glad that my dad dies and everyone starts lying to me. Really way to make me feel better." I knew that dead dad card was low, but they were being pricks fuck them. "I'm going to bed no body bug me." I started to run up the stairs and made it to my room in record time, before passing out on the bed, Tear in my eyes.