Chapter 21 I can Watch Them
Danny Uley
I was laying in bed with Kahula she said she hated me but after the sex that we just had, I find that hard to believe. I could hear her mumbling in her sleep, as she tossed and turned, I'm sure that it had something to do with the boys. They were stressing her out, that plus the stuff that she has to see at the hospital couldn't have been helping her either. I sighed and held her close, I could feel my wolf pacing back and for in my mind. "We shouldn't have let her leave in the first place." I loved my Kahula but the wolf I could live without, her being away from me for so long has been killing me. I'm not saying that I am glad that Billy is dead, but I can't tell you that it helped me out in the long run. She moved and wiggled in my grasp as she let out a sigh and rested her head on my heart. "Stop staring Daniel or I will leave."
I chuckled lightly and kissed her temple before lifting one of my arms up and tucking it firmly behind my head so that I could stairs the ceiling. Some much as changed in the 4 years, I lost Kahula for good when she took the boys away from me. I'm just glad she didn't rat me out to the council, I would have been kicked off the rez thank god she didn't tell her husband. I and the blacks didn't have a good relationship after their ancestor stole my ancestors right to be alphas for themselves.
But the move did help in some way, thanks to the move, Paul's grades improve a lot and Sam is leaving new leadership skills with beginning on the football I don't like it any of it, they should have stayed on the rez, both don't have the best temper control which was why I wanted to keep an eye on them. "You would know, hitting your own pups. Shameful" I could her Kahula own wolf clawing into my thought. I never like that stupid hive mind but being mates with another wolf made it even worse. I shook my head and looked down to see Kahula amber's eyes staring at me.
This frown on her face as she kissed my lips gently stealing my breath away as she bit my bottom lips, I felt a spike of pain was over me as she ran her tongue over the bite. "What are you thinking about Daniel." I looked at her for a moment feeling my heart swell as she gave me a look of love. "How your wolf entered my mind again I hate that." She laughed harshly and kissed my neck before snuggling up to me. "We don't tell the boys about this, they would never forgive me." I frown and growled, as she slapped my chest to tell me to stop. "Then why sleep with me."
I look down at her as a spike of pain shot through my heart, as she shook her head sadly gripping my chin tightly as she forced me to look at her. As she placed both her hands on my chest it steady herself as I stood up. Her sloppy curls slipping down her shoulders as it started to hit my chest. "I am tired of fighting this stupid ass imprint. No matter how mad and angry we were and are at you. It was all so exhausting to fight some stupid mystical bond."
"But that being said I didn't want to see you, there was this nagging feeling that I missed you. So I deiced to stop denying myself." I smiled wide at her maybe this was my chance to get back into her good graces. "Ka you know that I feel bad for what I did to the boy's something in me just snapped." I looked at her and she let out this disappointed sigh. The deep front line took over her perfect caramel skin.
"I know that I do baby, but the boys they are haunted, traumatized, I have to be there for them till they accept it. But when and if the boys forgive you, I can fully embrace this imprint until then this all I can do." I look down from her amber eyes I found it hard to look at her this sadness rippled through my body as I sighed. "So, sex you can do but a relationship where we are honest with ourselves is a being no.I can live with that for now." She let out a dark chuckled as she collapsed on my chest. Did she laugh at how my voice sounded hopeless? "Babe it's not the end of the world, have you tied to apologize to the boy. Try to explain to them why you did what you did." I looked at her, the mocha skin glinting with sweat from our wild afternoon. We were just supposed to have lunch hand talk for a little while.
"No, you know how they react when I am around too scared to speak to me, I figure that I would, just let them handle it the way that they wanted to. I'm not going to get involved, they would only think that I am trying to confuse them that the whole thing was their fault." "Even if it was" I willed my wolf to shut up before looking at Ka for a moment. 'Well, you should come to the game this Friday. If they win this will go into states with a flawless season. If they don't win they will still make it to states, but their record wouldn't be perfect." I nodded my head and let out a sigh "Alright if you think it best."
I was about to kiss her when I hear her phone going off, I look at her expecting her to take it, but she pulled me into a deep kiss our tongue our tongues curling and twisting in a fight for dominance. After a few minutes, she melted in my mouth giving me complete control of her. I lifted her right leg up thrusting into her as she let out a wild moan.
When I pulled away she was gasping for breath when I trusted her. She let out another moan as a beeping sound went off. "It's your phone again Ka." I looked at her and he snarled "Forget it. Fuck me now." I chuckled darkly and thrust harder into her as I lowered my mouth to her mark and bit it once more. She screams out in pleasure as my phone started to go off. I knew the ringtone it was Paul. Paul never called." I let out a sigh and lifted my mouth up and she whimper.
I could tell that she was in a haze of lust and everything has background noise to her."Baby, I got to get this its Paul." I grabbed the phone on my nightstand but I didn't pull out of Ka. This call wasn't going to take long, I place the phone to my ear but held my gaze with Kahula who hadn't said amber eyes pitch black from the lust and waves of plateaus that raked over her body. The smell of her arousal hung in the air and filled my nose causing my it get light headed from my own desire.
"What is it Paul I and your mother are busy." I heard him suck in a breath like he was worried out what I had to say. I had to work on my tone with him, that boy was still scared after the comma 4 years ago. Ka slapped me seeing the hearing and thinking the same thing that I was.I bent down a kissed her mark before smiling as she withers under me. I mouthed an "I'm sorry" to her and she frowned at me.
When I head Paul talking I could tell that he was trying hard not to sound fearful of me. "Dad, Jake flushed my and Sam allergy medications, and I am pretty sure he is pumping nuts into the air system." I let out a low growl and looked at Kahula, I knew that she was mad at me, but that shit pissed me off. They got their allergies from me and I always felt bad for it, it made their lives harder than they already were. I took in a steady breath before exhaling the breath I was holding in. It hit Ka causing her to shiver and moan as goosebumps formed on her skin.
"Paul…" I stifle a moan as Ka shiver causing her to buck her hips onto my dick, I growl at her pulling the phone away from my mouth, so Paul wouldn't hear us. "Yeah, dad." His voice sounds so small but strong at the same time, his imprint must have been in the room. I looked at Ka who was looking at me longly. I put the phone on speakers so that she could hear the conversation. "Did you start to get you hives yet." Ka cocked her head to the side before having me pull out of her. She started to get dress as I whimpered at her. "No, bloodshot eyes and sneezings like Sammy and a headache." This is bullshit Sammy too. What was wrong with this kid it wasn't their fault imprints can't be controlled.
But that didn't make sense the Black's line of warriors was always cordial when it came to the Uleys. This had to be about the imprint but I was going to ask him anyway. "Is this because your mate was dating him but dumped him for you." I looked at Ka who punched me as I pulled her into my lap as she slipped her shoes on. "I…I" I hate it when he stirred it made me think of a child afraid to ask a question. But that steering also meant that I was right. I let out a growl. That little prick.
"Yes, sir." Ka matched my growl with one of her own, but hers was out of frustration while mine was laced with anger. I looked at her and she nodded her head, there was no way that I wasn't heading to that house. But I could tell that Ka wanted me to go with her which was fine with me. "I'll pick up a new prescription for you and Sammy and then me, and your mother is going to be home. No one leaves the house till I get there. Hear that Sammy. See the two of you soon." When the phone was hung up I let out a fierce roar and looked at Ka she was giving me this sad look as I started to get dress. I couldn't help it I was bubbling up with rage. I don't care how my sons felt about my they were were just that my sons and this aren't going down.
I was stomping out the house with Kahula behind me. "Baby you need to calm down." I let out a fried roar as I got into my red pickup truck. She hoped in as we made our way to the pharmacy in Forks. "Danny let me know what we are thinking." I turned my head to look at her for a moment before shifting back to the road. "I don't care what happened to him and Paul he is putting my boys in danger with that stupid stunt." I heard Kahula heart speed up at the sound of my voice.I knew that it was low and filled with venom.
Just thinking about it whipped my wolf in a frenzy, my wolf might not like the boys but pack ice kid is going to pay. "You are not placing a hand on Jacob you will let me handle him understood." I snored but nodded my head, whatever it took to get her and the kids back. "Whatever you say, dear." I watched her smile at my sarcastic tone, she didn't even seem pashes by it. "I'm glad that there is still a fierce side of you that cares about our boys there not just yours, you know that." I let out an angry sigh as I leaned my head back against the cold clothes headrest. "Why didn't you take the bike." I looked at her and sighed "I just didn't why."
She shrugged her shoulders as she looked out the window the pharmacy was fast approving. "I have a 12-hour shift tonight, I don't want the boys home alone, they would kill each other." I look at her as we pulled to a stop in the parking lot. Why the hell was she telling me that, the boys would never want me in the house with them for 1 hour let only 12 of them? She laughed at me like I have some idiot look on my face.
"Oh no you are doing it and you are going to love it." I let out a groan as she jumped out the truck and glare. "The boys will behave with you around, Sam will lose his temper now that Jake started to take this out on him to. He is hurting he lost a girl he loved to his brother of all people. Someone that he thought that he could trust. No one will stop him from getting back at his brother but you. Please." She gave me a sweet smile and I let out a sigh. "Fine."
She giggled and ran off to the store that women had me wrapped around her fingers. After about 10 minutes and all I could think about was there allergy getting worse. Then again, I'm not better if I breathe that shit in I will be in the same position as them. "What are you thinking about now. Your dwelling." I look at her for being one and let out his aggrieved sigh. "Just about how I'm going to be stuck in a house full of nuts and garlic and I will have to breathe that in." I looked at her as she rolled her eyes.
"I'm sure that the boys are overacting Jake could have done this, there was no way to get to the stuff anyway. I have the garlic and nuts locked up in a separate part of the pantry." I didn't get why she had them in the first place. "Don't guilt me, sometimes I bake pies, and dished for the shut-in elderly members on the anything I don't get how your family can have allergies as wolves anyways" I sighed and smiled "Don't know I don't have a medical degree and I don't know how this magic works so your guess is as good as mine." She laughed at me but nodded her head satisfied with my answer. "Good. So how do I smell, do I smell like sex." I watch her looking at me, she was breathtaking even in her tight blue scrubs.
She rolled her eyes when she noticed my eyes lingering on her legs "Come one lover boy." I hopped out of the car as I pulled the key out of the ignition. I shook my head as I saw Jake curled up on the couch watching tv through the window. Anger filled my chest as I looked at the orange truck that was on the front lawn. That was Paul's mates, wasn't it? I sighed and walked in the front door after Ka only to start sneezing after taking in a large amount of air.
I felt my lungs expand as I took in another breath only making things worse. But I could smell the subtle hints of both garlic and nuts, great he went for the double allergy kill if he could find wolves bane I am sure he would have used it. "Ka." My voice was stern and cold. She growled at me "Just give the pills to the boys and I will be up after I talk to Jake." I let out a low growl and took the bags before running up the stairs. I stopped short when I took two pills chasing them down with thick warm spit. I didn't want my allergies acting up all day.
I could hear voices filling in the hallway as I made my way to Paul's room, Sammy must have been in there with him because his room was empty. I listened to hearing 4 hearts beats."Jake, we need to talk." I looked over the railing to see that Jake and was standing up as Ka tired to talk to him, but he wasn't having any of it. He walked away from us and started to make his way up the stairs.
I shook me has and walked into the room. I don't bother to knock I paid for this house. When I opened the door Paul was sitting cross-legged up on the bed with Sam they were looking over their math notes with the girls were sitting at the edge of the bed watching a movie. I remembered Emily she was Sam's mate I think that I meet her once. The other one was a pale face. Bella, she was then that growled at me the other night. I watched Sam and Paul closely as he struggles to donate some math problem, Paul had this cocky grin on his face as the smell of arrogance wafted into the room. He was making sure that Sam didn't fail I test which is a good thing. "You sound beat them."
I growled the sound of my wolves voice I don't know why but he hated them, and it took all my will powered to keep him at bay. "Sammy, Paul." They both looked up hate and pain in their eyes, but something else maybe hope. I didn't, even know it has been a while since I had seen that in their eyes. The imprints didn't even look up they just kept watching the movie. "Here" I handed them the prescription bag and they both smiled wide at me. "Thanks, dad." Paul had been the one that said with while Sammy took his pills before staring daggers at me.
"You're not going to go postal on Jake are you." I looked at him and then at Sam who has this worried but dangerous look in his eyes. "Your cant, he already hates me enough, sicking you on him would only make my life worse." Paul sneezed as this hurt looks for in his eyes. "I'm not doing anything Paul, your mother said she would handle him now please take your pills."
They both looked at me confused, but Paul did as he was told, I shook my head when I hear Kahula yelling again. "Jacob you will talk to me now unlock this indoor before I have to break it down." I let out a sigh and shook my head "Stay here boys." I stalked out of the room and down the hallway but I could har surfing behind me. Of course, the two of them didn't listen to me. Were they worried that I was going to hit Jake? It wasn't worth my time not even my wolf said a thing. "Dad don't" I felt Paul's rough hand curl around my wrist and worry came off of him in waves
When I turned back to look at paul's deep hazel eyes were wide from worry, he was staring into the very depths of my soul trying to figure out if I was going to listen to it him over not. I managed to tare my gaze away from Paul to look at Sam. Sammy was leaning against the wall glaring but it wasn't directed at me. This ferrous angry bring through him and just smelling it was whipping my wolf up in a frenzy. They were not making it easy for me to stay calm or try and be a good guy.
I shook my head a gently place a hand on Paul's head ignoring the worry lines that were deepening on her forehead. The frow lines in the corner of his mouth started to form. I was just shocked that I could still look down on him. He might be 6 feet but I'm still taller than him. I looked into his brown gaze and sighed "Paul I won't lay a hand on Jake. Now please stop getting all worked up it's not good for your allergies, you might break out into hives and you have a game on Friday remember."
He let to a sighed in relief, but I could feel my wolf egging me on to crush his skull under my grasp, I love my sons very much so why didn't my wolf feel the same. I was a losing battle with that stupid thing. "Okay. "I looked up at Sam and sighed "Go you need to study for that test, you fail I'm calling the coach and telling him you're off the team." He snarled at me and I stared right back feeling Paul stiffen beneath me. "Paul go help, your brother." He nodded his head and walked back into the room with Sam glared at me.
"You can't do that." I laughed at him, actually I was laughing at the outrage in his tone. "Yes I can boy, now go study." I didn't give him a chance to respond I walk back down the hallway to where I saw Ka standing there. She frowned at me and snarled "He won't open the door." I shook my head and gripping the doorknob and turning back to look at the aggravated look on his face."Sorry I will fix it later." With a little extra strength, I snapped the doorknob off and push the door open.
Jake was huddled up on his bed with his headphones in and was watching something on his laptop Ka stomped into the room and ripped them out of his ear which causes him to snarl at her. To her dismay, she snarled right back but it was more of a wild beast's snarl than that of a human. She looked at Jake as he stared past her shoulder to glare at me. "what the hell is he doing here, did he come to beat Paul and Sam back into comas.
I hope so they begin dicks." I let out a sigh and ignored the jab but I turned up my hearing, both Sam and Paul were snarling. "I am going to kill him when they leave, moms got night shifts till Friday, so he is going to pay for that" It was Sammy of all people the kid had the best temper control in the family. Kahula was so busy with Jake she didn't even hear the comment. "Where it is, how did you get peanuts and garlic in the air.
I look at Jake and he let out this irritated sigh and went back to his movie until Kahlua slammed it shut and started to shake with anger. "Ka calm did you are going to hurt the boy." I looked at her and she let out a sigh. "Your one to talk didn't you beat Paul and Sam since they were 3 and 4." He said it loud enough that the others could hear him. I even heard Emily gasp. I guess Sam has never told her. "That's not what I meant boy."
I looked at him for the amount before Ka calmed down. "Watch how you speak to him regardless of what he did, he has helped this tribe more than you'll ever know. Now I understand that you are hurting but Bella made her choice on her own. Your brothers didn't make her do a thing. She loved Paul before she even agreed to be your girlfriend. I hate to put it this way but she only dated you because Paul asked her to. He told her to continue to go out with though she wanted to be with him. He was being selfless Jake, and this is how you act."
I heard the amount of hurt that was in her voice it must have been breaking her heart to see how the boys were acting towards each other. I sighed but don't say a word nothing I could say or do that would change the way he feels. But his face formed into a sneer he didn't seem the least bit moved by her word and that could be seen from this pitch black eye and pinpoint pupils. HIs and are drinking his eye and making him look almost feel like a wild animal
"Did you know about this." His voices were accusatory and I could see it written all over his face, but she didn't want to meet his gaze."I saw the way that she looked at Paul when you weren't that didn't mean a thing. At least not at the moment but I didn't think anything of it till Paul confirmed it for me." Her voice was so small and soft I didn't think that he would be able to hear her. But as I looked at his cold star and the way that she shrunk under it. Anger came out of him in intent hot waves."I wished that it was you…." I looked up to see Jake looking at his lap "What did you say."
Kahula was genuinely confused she didn't hear what he said, she must have been too consumed with guilt that she was to busy to even hear what he had to say. This life was all consuming for her, she was never good at keeping secret. I knew that it might have been easier just to tell him the truth but the council voted against that. Ka walked over to the bed letting her eyes rack over her predatory gaze over every inch of his body.
"I said I wish that you were the one that died instead of dad." I looked at him in shock even if he was hurting that one thing that you should never say is that. I could smell the sorrow coming from him in waves. Not just for being betrayed but for everything that he lost. Ka looked on the verge of breaking done and crying. I walked another room and grabbed her shoulder gently bringing her back to the real world. "Come on."
She shook her shoulders from anger a red aura admitting form her body, every pore skewed this intense anger. But the thing that really grabbed my attention was the howls of anger from the other has been focusing on Jake this whole time."Do not leave this room unless you have to go to the bathroom. If I come back and find that you left I will send you to military school." Her voice was ragged and cold as she stormed out of the room tugging me along with her. She slammed the door and cried into my chest.
I just cooed at her rubbing smooth circles on her back as I kiss her forehead gently, I tried loving kiss down and up her face. When I looked down the Sam and Paul were there shaking with rage as they walked down the hallway to where we were standing. "Sorry" Paul sound both a broken heart and filled with rage. But the most presence emotion was guilt, the smelled made me nasocisou.
"Why dear?" I looked at Sam who was shaking I let go their mother long enough it grip Sam should, he stops shaking isn't easy, for once the fear I instilled in him was a good thing. "Samuel you will not hurt your brother, there has been enough of that today. Study go." Sam shrugged my grip on his scowled and stared at Paul. "Paul didn't choose to fall in love with Bella just like mom didn't have a choice when it came out marrying you or telling Jake the truth. This is bullshit he is being a brat."
I looked at Kahula who smiled gently "Let him deal in the way that he feels best, dears I have to head to work, but I also trust don't trust the two of you not to go after your brother. So your father is going to stay till I get back from work. Listen to him and behave. Oh, and Paul none of this is your fault, you were willing to put your happiness aside for your brother should be the be apologizing for being so selfishly." She kissed both the boys before rubbing her eyes and kissing me on the cheek. "Thank you for looking after boys while I am gone. I watched her walk off while we heard her sniffle as she began to cry
