The Monsterhood Friend chapter 32
Morning rose and it felt strange, like the past has come to hunt us for what we did. I was thinking on what it got be, this horrid feeling, when a man walking in loosen pants and light shirt walked by, he felt movey like constantly active and his clothes back it up, maybe he was the gym teacher or something I never cared for gym I could just do exercise when I get home, and waste energy there. A while later and I meet kurumu "good morning darling~!"
"hey I have a name where is this wedding couple nicknames coming from?" I pinched her cheek "I thought you'll like seeing we're a couple and you've already accepted my love!" she had a fair point "well shit, fair point but please use my name in public areas" she just smiled at me, which was sweet to see "hey guys! How are you!" tsukune and moka finally appeared, they told us to appear here for a sec because they need to tell us something "so what's this 'important' thing you mentioned?" I air quoted "well you remember shirayuki, there was an incident where she brutally harmed two members of the soccer team and is planning of being expelled" I was shocked, shocked that the little girl had enough strength to physically harm people, I thought she just froze people and fucked off, "are you sure shirayuki was the one to blame for 'physically!' harming people and 'hospitalising!' them through it?" I over exaggerated their evidences "it must be because of lack of love? Shirayuki-san got dumped by tsukune and now she's pissed!" yukari blurted out "oh.. so it my fault…"
"idiot don't say something you don't know is true yet!" I pinched her cheeks "Wahhhhahhhh!"
"oh, but tsukune why are you worring about it? Weren't you the one who was nearly frozen to an icicle pop because of her?"
"kurumu you should know by now tsukune is too forgiving for his safety, then moment someone is a little hurt he falls to the floor and shows his stomach!" I spoke having yukari pinching my cheeks in return "That! not true!" tsukune replied "no I meant you show every weakness you have towards them!"
"I knew what you meant originally I'm just saying it's not true" he continued to lie having three reason in front off me. "to be honest her track record doesn't sit well an expulsion is mandatory"
"but I don't think she is the girl capable of doing something like this" tsukune questioned "then you must ask her" I responded "Even if you don't believe it or not, shirayuki did all of that" that gym looking teach appeared "oh Kotsubo-sensei why are you here?" so that's his name "hey tsukune who's this "oh this is Kotsubo okuto the gym teacher" tsukune introduced, and I was bang on for my buck "I just came to show you proof that shirayuki is behind those attacks, we found this notebook at the scene of the crime I believe it's hers" tsukune looked shock to see it "forgive me but I've read though this tsukune-kun, you must have been troubled, this time she's bothering you right?" he seemed to understand what tsukune went through? "you've heard I've believed, she first fell for a teacher and when she found it wasn't going to stick she froze him solid, and then she was suspended. Don't you think a girl like that is better off never existing? She carries no heavy impact on this world so disappearing won't change anything" he really didn't like her "seriously, she's annoying even if you don't like her she sticks to you like mud, I know how you feel"
"Wait?! Are you, the teacher she originally fell for?" that makes since and her proved it "that's right it was me, don't worry I'm doing everything to release her from this school!" his arm had holes in them from where I believe ice punctured, but his words don't sound like a victim for like he's angry about her, "I see somewhere agrees with your theory witch?"
"I have a name!" she pouted in annoyance.
Later that day tsukune told me he was going to her room and said it was best if I didn't go, fair I guess I get to relax, but where? "oh I know, lets go live some memories in a tree!" I remembered the tree I sat in a while ago and remember it being a perfect sleepy dent. "Ahhh! Here it is, good old tree!" I flew into the tree and sat in comfort by resting my head against a branch heading outward, and so created a nest prefect for sitting "this really does bring back peace" I closed my eyes and relaxed, memories of easy life, fun and love flicked through, times when I saved tsukune, adventure back to the human world and kurumu smiles brightening my way, but something was off. Every flick through good memories brought pain, lost and doubt. Anger rushed to my eyes, fear filled my ears and hate filled my voice, "Shiva-kun!" my acking hours have past when a voice came around, I opened my eyes looking down and saw the one and only beautiful kurumu looking up "hello there! Did you need something?" I responded "nope I just came here to think and saw you were here too" she answered "oh am I intruding on your thinking place did you want to be alone?"
"no, no I'll gladly have you in my life all the time if I wish" I felt her flirtiest nature responded "well then come and join me?!" I responded which she gladly accepted, "hehehe, okay!" she flew up and landed on me the same way and curled up as well, "mmm doesn't this bring memories?"
"yeah of rape I do believe?" I joked "shut up and beside you would of enjoyed yourself" she taunted "true, but this time consent is less important now his is it?" she blushed "shiva, you naughty boy, trying to make a woman fall for you over again" she stared seductively "and is it working?"
"you tell me" she leaned down and creased her lips against mine, eyes closed for more satisfaction, oh so it should be. When I closed my eyes, my mouth became soft, my chest warm and my soul opened to love, but darkness engulphed my sweetness plague my mind with destruction and dissatisfaction, this burning plague stopped me from enjoying the sweetness in my life as my mind wondered why I hurt so much on something I can't remember. In this pain I pulled away from the tender kiss and sat up rocking kurumu off, she was confused to why pain wrote my face "Shiva? Why are you so concerned? Is something wrong? Is it me?" kurumu began questioned the sudden movement "no, nothing is wrong with what you do, it was still the beautiful moment I remembered back then but something plagues my mind refusing any relaxment for my heart" I gripped my chest "I've had troubles remembering certain events and fighting ones at best, you remember don't you? First it was Kuyou then just days ago I managed to find out the old witch too was defeated but I don't remember this fight at least not a lot of it?" fear stripped across kurumu's eyes has I told my problems "so now I wonder and I ask you to help me? I ask you to tell me what I've forgotten so this pain can disappear and my soul can rest?" she looked terrified but understood why I must know "are you sure? The things that you have forgotten might need to stay like that because they are too great too deal with?"
"I must know if the truth is hold from me any longer real pain will take over" I mentioned "okay, because you really want to know, I love you too say" kurumu took a deep breath and started to explain "during both fights, Kuyou and the old witch you changed. Changed into a being of destruction, a being of hate, a being of nightmares" my heart raced just hearing this first up "it was you but at the same time not, your monster form is different but similar. You had your wings but they were bigger, you had your claws but they were sharper, you had your armour but it was coated in blood red like a warning to your opponents that they only have one ending to the fight and your teeth were like gates to the abyss that was your mouth and your eyes crimson like every ounce of hate you felt filled them up" she described details only mothers will tell their children that they must fear it "I don't know much about this person but they proclaimed to not be you but they are you, like a different soul in a shared vessel" I memory snapped back to a conversation I had with an empty abyss 'we are the same yet we are different, our body is the connection while how souls speak different words' "AARRGG!" my head became a centre of an earthquake "Shiva! Are you alright?"
"yeah, yeah just a little- AHHH!" the pain grew larger but memories grew brighter "you're not okay we need to go to medical bay!"
"No! I seeing something!?"
"if it's light turn away! Turn away shiva!" kurumu cried "I see pain on peoples faces, and not just my enemies, they're scared they look at me and become dead, they can't move! Rrrr!"
"just stop shiva you're in too much pain!" kurumu tried getting me to stop but to no avail "AHhhh I remember the fight with the witch I see in her eyes terror but not regular terror like she can't understand what is in front of her" kurumu was confused by this but mostly scared "Wait! Grrrr! I flying now? I see… the dorms? My room why am I AHHHHH!" I endured it's horrific pain "Stop this now shiva I'm scared!"
"I see a mirror, oh god he's looking at me! Reddern armour, deathly glare just like you said! But.. he's saying something?"
"What! What does he say!" I couldn't understand nothing was coming out but I read his lips, they moved up and down as the memory got stronger "he… he said rrrRRAAAAHHHHHH!" I screamed with every bit off voice I had left then stopped "umm shiva?" kurumu feared for the worst "ku-u" I pasted out, and fell out the tree, with the screams of horror from kurumu blanking out.