The Monsterhood Friend chapter 42
"The pain love brings"
Days have past I can only guess about three, because the suns rays did a rotation on my curtains around three times, I've been crying all the time sitting in a corner darken in shadows and repairing my walls making them stronger, then a knock at the door. "hey!? Buddy it's me tsukune are you there? I haven't seen you at class" I stood up from my corner, and walked slowly "everyone is worried about you! if your there can you open up and let me talk to you?" I got to the door raising my hand to the lock, "I heard you had a fight with kurumu, she's here with me and everyone else too" I stopped my hand from unlocking the door, hearing her name brought me to tears but I could speak. I heard little shuffles and 'go, go' "o-oh..kay, ummmm Shiva!" it was Kurumu's voice, it sounded scratchy and broken, "i-I've been thinking about you everyday" it got worse with ever word, like a record being scratched with nails, "a-an-d i-I'm sorry i-I never ment to hurt you… i-I w-want to be with you f-for-ever" this was destroying my heart string because I just released what's wrong with her voice, she's been crying tears to fill a river. "s-so p-plea-se c-can I l-look at you-r fa-ce on-ce more?" I didn't responded ripping those heart strings, "wah-WHY! Won't you answer me- wahhhhhhh!~" she broke pushing a knife into my heart, I blocked my ears hoping to avoid the pain, but it ringed like bells on a church, "come, come kurumu" a soft comforting voice dragged kurumu away from my door, it was moka "we must of missed him, he could just be out?"
"I… wish… you… were… right…. Moka….dear" oh no, "oh jem what are you doing here" moka replied "i've…. been…. Here…. Since… he…. Came…. Back…. He…. Hasn't…. left… his…. Room… and…. Has…. Beem… crying… has….much…. has… kurumu…" I was too deep in sadness to find it creepy, "he…. Stands… at… the… door…. Listening…." Oh no, "w-wah? Real…ly…?" kurumu questioned "s-s-shiva! Please o-open!" I crouched down and clutched my ears harder, "OPEN! THE DOOR! SHHHHIIIIVVVAA!" kurumu banged on the door destroying her voice "NOOOOOOOO! RRRRAAAAWWWWRRRR!" demonic aura just spewed out in an explosion, "I DON'T WANT TO BE SEEN OR SEE ANYONE! I'VE BEEN BROKEN BY THE ONE I LOVED!" after they were terrified they looked towards kurumu, who seemed shocked to hear "THE MOMENT I LET DOWN MY WALL SHE HURLED INSULTS! I WAS WEAK AND SHE TOOK ADVANTAGE OF IT!" kurumu was in the worst condition known in existence. Her face was destroyed with guilt, dread, hopelessness and fear, she said nothing, she couldn't think, the only thing that came out of her is gulps and sniffs and horrible sounds of tears just swarming her face, she then ran off, "Oh no, kurumu! tsukune we need to go after her!" moka called for tsukune "but what about shiva?" he questioned "forget him, he's locked himself in his room like a child we need to go after kurumu, yukari stay with him just in case he shows himself" yukari looked at moka still a little scared "and if he shows himself wack him with a anvil he deserves it" the last harsh words of moka, the painful truth is what I deserve.
'He hates me, he hates me, he hates me.' It was a chant rambling inside kurumu's mind destroying her heart and her mind. She never stopped running until she was deep in the woods coming a stop at a tree. Tired, depressed, angry, guilt these were the emotions that never left her mind and was stopping her from talking, sounds sniffs and hics only made things worse, but her heart wasn't blocked. She held her hands to her heart and dreamed, dreamed of the moments shared at this tree, the hugs, the kisses, the warmth, she dreamed of shiva appearing behind her hugging her close and forgiving her for being a terrible wife, a terrible girlfriend… a terrible friend, then the fallen twigs snapped. Kurumu spun around, hoping she was answered but "hey, hey, hey what are you doing at our tree?!" but it was a brutish figure, and three smaller people next to him, "yeah.. this is our tree, get lost!" the runts yelled "hey she looks kind of hot maybe she can stay?" a lustive grin from one of the other runts "yeah boss what do you think maybe with can 'chat' with her?" the last one spoke with a sinister grin, "alright~ she can stay and we'll have a long 'chat' with her, hehehe" the brutish fellow answered moving closer, kurumu backed up, against the tree "say you got a name, doll?" kurumu couldn't responded having a broken voice from screaming and crying "it's not nice! To ignore someone talking to you!?" the big guy slammed his palm enclosing kurumu, she should there scared unable to move "hey, hey, hey isn't this that succubus kurumu? I heard she quite the slut during first year?" the little runt spoke aloud "oh yeah it is her, she can 'chat' really long hours~" the other runt nudged his fellow runts "hey? But isn't she with that scary fella? Shiva I think he's name is?" the named brought a little shock to everyone "yeah? But where is he? I heard you don't really leave his side?" this is getting worse, "I guess it's our lucky day, we can 'chat' for the time then ditch you before shiva finds out, hehehe"
"heheheh" the runts repeated "pero~ why ought we wet acquainted?" he spoke letting out a long tongue going down his body, "heheheh, slurp~" the sound of grimy ooze going across kurumu's face tortured her heart, "hehehehe~" the big guy continued to laugh has his tongue went beyond safe borders, "mmmmm~" kurumu jumped from his disgusting tongue going down her shirt, she tried to grab it, "what are you doing pero~" the guy grabbed both her arms and raised it up still folding her body, "I'm going to have fun messing your body up pero~"
"wow the boss really doesn't hold back?" the small grunt repeated "yeah it's kind of scary but for as long has he's on our side I cool"
"yeah, what about you?" the smaller runt looked behind to hope to see the tallest runt but to no avail, "what? Where did big bro go?"
"I don't know? Hey?! Where are you?" it seems the middle child was left "h-hey! Boss!"
"What! Do you want?!" the big guy looked annoyed being interrupted is a common annoyance "did you know where my bros went?"
"You interrupted me for that, I should eat you now before you disappear" the runt was scared "ah hahaha, sorry I didn't mean to be so rude I'll look for them you-?" he backed away from his fear but was meet with a worst comparison, "ah! Is that you… you?! Bo-AH!" the boss turned around hearing the screams and saw no one, "what? Is this? Where are you runts!? I won't let you live when I find you!" he shouted into the forest, only letting the wind carry is rants but not far enough "grrr, I'll eat those bastards after I finished my best dish" he was cocky, but when he turned around fear took charge, "uh, ah yah! S-s-s-shiva! what are you doing here?!" the creature fell to the floor with his tongue still out dropping on the floor, shiva said nothing but eyed the tongue and where it went, "w-w-w-what a-a-a-are y-y-y-you g-g-g-going t-t-to do with m-m-m-me?" shiva ignored him, but the dead creature followed where he was looking, and just release what he was looking at and where it lead. Shiva saw it in logged in kurumu's breast wiggling about, angering him to a new limit "ahhhhhh! AhhhhhhH! I'm sorry!" he retracted his tongue whiplashing him in the mouth, "Ah! Shit~" he moaned in pain, "what did you do?-" the anger in his tone was imprinting in his mind, "i-i-i-I did nothing I swear!" shiva stepped closer, "ahhhh shiva what are you doing stay away!" the maggot was feeling fear and only fear "what did you do to kurumu?-" the anger filled his eyes, taking a red colour "i-i-i-i-I d-d-d-did nn-nothing!" he continued to lie, shiva got closer standing atop the disguising creature. He grabbed his collar lifting him up "what did you do to my kurumu, shit bag-"
"i-i-i-i-I" he could speak, fear was taking control "d-d-d-d-did…. No-arg!" he didn't even finish his choice already receiving the death punishment, "rot in the grimiest hole, shit face" shiva pulled his arm out of the big guys chest leaving a massive hole and a pair of dead white eyes.
Sounds of dripping blood, leaking tears and dead silence was the only thing carried across the winds, "she….. va?" but someone doesn't like silence, I turned around to see the most horrifying image, tears leaking buckets, rugged clothes with tearing around the midsection, "my dear kurumu, I'm sorry for keeping you waiting" I responded causing her to break into tears, "AHHHHHH! SHIVA!" she tackled me into a hug closing her grip, "I'M SORRY, I'M SORRY, I'M SORRY, I'M SORRY, I'M SORRY, I'LL NEVER HURT YOU AGAIN I NEVER WANT YOU TO HATE ME I'LL DO ANYTHING JUST DON'T HATE ME!" she cried with all her passion, strength and heart tearing me into tears, "no! no, no, no, I'm sorry I shouldn't have locked you out, I was stupid to lock my emotions away in a tighter prison, I love you too much to hate you" shiva offered his hug to her caressing her head, "b-b-but i-I call you mean things, they weren't true either so I never should of said it" she buried her head into my chest guilty holding her down, "well we could go around in a depressed circle, saying it's my fault no it's my fault, or we can squeeze all those negative emotions a love each other more?" she slowly lifted her head tears not stopping, "i-i-I d-don't know~"
"but I do" kurumu was taken by surprised has I leaned in stealing the moment for a sweet kiss. She was surprised but fell into it immediately closing her eyes and letting shiva play his cards, he pulled her has close has possible not letting her go fading deep into the abyss known has love. Eventually I pulled away leaving kurumu stunned but she noticed, opening her eyes and mouth speaking simple words, "shi..va?"
"kurumu?" I spoke sweetly and then got a flick on the nose, "ow~ your so mean~"
"that was for giving me such a heart attack on multiple occasion most in the same day" fair game "should I give you my heart would that make you better?" I joked "no I'll rather have you take responsibility for tonight" she joked "yeah not going to happen"
"now look who's being mean" he both laughed enjoying the quick talk, "so am I still your destined one?"
"I don't know are you still my husband" she poked, no longer on fair game, maybe "welp I guess were broken up if you don't love me" I detached and turned around, just to be tackled "Noooo~ I was joking don't go!"
"hehehe, I'm sorry I love you" I rested my head against hers, embraces her warm touch once more, I was in bliss "gyak!" was… "Shiva want you doing here!? Weren't you in your room sulking away!?" when did moka become so mean, "yeah but a dread filled voice dreamed for me to appear and I couldn't ignore this one" moka didn't quite understand just rushing over to kurumu "well you still haven't apologised to kurumu for being a horrible person making her cry till her eyes bleed!" oh shit she was that deep in pain, "oh god, she was that bad I'm sorry kurumu, I thought I was suffering but you worse" I pleaded "oh please forgive me" I bowed my head "hehehe, your so weird shiva, I've already forgiven you and you said it yourself we should be prancing around an endless circle of self-blame" she used my own power against me, dam my poetic injustice "yes, so moka is this okay I've apologised to her, she's forgiven me so squares roots?" I joked "no! I'm still mad but I couldn't care"
"oh hey where's the rest of-Ow!, gyak!" I was slapped then dropped by an anvil "man why did you scare us you are so mean shiva!" the some how caring words of tsukune "yeah you were so terrifying desu I couldn't move!" and the childish rant of yukari, "I missed you guys"
"yeah we've missed you."
for the love of everything chaos this one is long, I normally keep mine short reads but emotions couldn't be stopped I hope you feel what I was trying to make here because this is my best work or at least great effort I would love to hear your responses even if it's in the future message me when ever you desire