Percy' pov ( after flashback)

Later that day I woke up from a nightmare to find myself surrounded by primordials but their eyes were full of worried. Chaos asked me if I wanted to become the commander of his army and his son. So of course, I said yes. Being the commander of his army I needed some other commanders and I can choose anyone even those that had died. So I chose...

Luke Castellan

Bianca Di Angelo

Zoe Nightshade

Charles Beckendorf

Silena Beauregard

Micheal Yew.

Lee Fletcher

Castor

I had also gotten very close to the Primordial, even Gaea, Tartarus, and Nyx.

But when has my life been good?

History repeated itself. The council found out that there was a spy in the army. And they found "evidence" to prove that I was the spy.

They showed it to my commanders and they all didn't believe it, but they didn't have the power to do anything against the primordials and Chaos. The council vote for me to have an eternity of torture. So here I am. And it still hurts even after so long...

Yes, the tortures hurt but I am not talking about that!

I am talking about emotionally wise.

It hurts thinking about how I was not wanted.

How I was thrown away like thrash after everything I did for them.

It hurts seeing him with her.

It hurts to see them vote for my death.

It hurts seeing them happy without me.

It hurts seeing the faces of my ex-fathers disgusted faces directed to me.

It hurts seeing my ex-family members torture me every day.

It hurts so much...

"Perseus, it has been a thousand years of torture, the council and I have agreed to send you to the Void, where there will be more torture." Chaos said as he, the primordials and my commanders all come into my cell. All of the primordials with a look of disgust on their face. While the others gave me looks of pity.

It hurts to see them with those face.

"All of them wanted to say their...goodbyes before you go."

"Hope you get more torture after this."

I am always being torture. My fatal flaw is killing me.

"Rotten bastard"

"Unloyal sea scum"

I know that.

More and more of those words were said by them. Every word they said felt like I was being stabbed in the heart and it hurts a lot.

It hurts hearing them say that.

"I never knew why you were even my brother in the first place, Perseus."

"You're a mistake."

"You should never have been born."

They were so many other things they said but I couldn't pay attention, it hurts too much.

Why did it have to happen?

Why can't they all stop?

Why can't they just kill me already?

I want it all to end.

I don't want to deal with it anymore.

I don't want to deal with the pain anymore.

Just stop already.

I am already dying every day.

They can just kill me already I don't want to deal with them or anyone else anymore.

All I ask for is peace.

Just stop already

I have enough of everything.

No more hopes or dreams

I am done hoping.

I am done dreaming.

I am done hoping they will realize their mistakes soon and let me go.

I am done dreaming that these are not my family and are just my enemies messing with me.

But no they were my family and they are the ones torturing me.

"And that is the end of your goodbyes, Perseus. Have fun in the Void. Say hello to my brother okay?" and with that said. Chaos slit my throat with a cursed knife. That will send me to the void.

Now I will never have my peace and it was all their fault

They broke me.

They saved me

I was healing.

But now they completely

Shattered me