Author note: Hey guys, Thanks for the reviews. I know you're quite pissed by Nathan's behavior in my story and….well I've got to say I WAS too lol but after last time episode?! And Nathan staring at Carrie?! GRRRR I don't know anymore. He is a moron (but I still love him: Naley 4ever)

What did you guy think about Carrie?! She was totally out of line!! I think we should get a hit man or something lmao.

The Leyton scene was really emotional and even if I'm not a Peyton fan I've got to say……She brought tears in my eyes. Great job!!

Anyway…Let get back to the story…I hope you're going to enjoy this chapter. Don't forget to review!! Take care :-)

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Three weeks later:

Haley was in the kitchen cooking dinner while humming a random song. She was lost in her thoughts. Her relationship with Nathan was really strange; it had its ups and downs.

He was nice and caring but he could turn cold and distant a minute later.

Some days, when they were together playing and joking around as a family, Haley sincerely thought that they had their chance to be a family again.

However, sometimes Nathan was so cold and distant with her that she thought he never loved her.

I love you so much. She thought sadly.

She burned her hand on a pan. "Ouch!" She shouted.

"You okay?" Said Nathan worried running to her.

He put her hand under cold water.

Her heart melt as she kept her eyes on him, she couldn't even feel the pain anymore.

How long has he been there? She asked herself. "Thanks" she said softly.

Nathan just smiled.

"It feels good." Said Haley going back to her cooking.

"What does?" Asked Nathan curiously.

"You smiling at me." She said sincerely not looking at him. She was embarrassed to admit it out loud.

She didn't see the joy passing through Nathan's eyes.

"Well…it's ready." She added still blushing. "Can you get Natey?"

"Yeah." Said Nathan. "Just one thing why were you humming that song?" He asked with a strange voice.

"Excuse me? I…I didn't even know what I was humming." She said nicely.

"Fine…" Said Nathan a little bit disappointed.

He was about to get Natey but Haley stopped him.

"What was I humming Nate?" She asked him her eyes full of hope.

"More Than anyone." He simply stated before leaving the kitchen.

Our song…I had to hum our song! She thought surprised. Maybe it's a sign…maybe always and forever didn't die after all. She added to herself smiling.

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"Come on buddy. It's time to hit the bed." Said Haley to her son smiling.

"I'm not tired yet." Said Natey with his famous puppy eyes.

Both Nathan and Haley burst into laugher.

"You're gifted kid!!" Said Nathan still laughing. And you're my kid! He added to himself.

"I know!!" Said Haley putting her hand on Nathan's without even thinking about it.

Something surprising happened though; Nathan started to rub Haley's hand with his thumb. It was the first really nice physical contact they had since they moved in together.

Haley tried to fight back her tears. It feels so good. She thought.

"Who taught you that?" Asked Nathan smiling at Natey but in his eyes there was something else…. He wanted to be with his wife again.

"Uncle Eugene taught me!" Said Natey. "He told me that puppy eyes always works on mommy." He added smiling proudly.

Haley could see Nathan's face harden as he removed his hand.

Fuck! What's wrong with him thought Haley. We really need to talk. She added to herself.

"Well…I'm sorry angel but it's not working tonight." Said Haley forcing a smile on her face. "Okay give Nathan a kiss and lets go." She added standing up from the sofa.

Natey gave a very noisy kiss to Nathan and hugged him tight.

"Sweet dream buddy." Said Nathan hugging him back.

Haley put Natey to bed and read him his favorite story: Peter Pan.

When she came back in the living room Nathan wasn't there anymore.

"Nate?" She called out.

She looked all around the house.

"Nathan you there?" She asked opening his bedroom door, he wasn't.

She decided to check outside, Nathan's car was missing.

He left! She thought both sad and surprised. Where the Hell is he?

Haley shook her head and went to wash the dishes. She decided to wait for him and watched TV in the living room.

They needed to discuss things, they couldn't continue living like that.

Haley fell asleep on the sofa, and when she woke up and looked at her watch it was 2am.

Haley looked outside; Nathan's car was still missing.

She sighed. He's probably with his new skank! She thought sadly.

She finally decided to go to bed.

Kelly was coming to pick up Natey later because she wanted to pass the day with her godson. Haley knew that Kelly was doing that to leave her some alone time to process everything and Haley really appreciated it.

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Haley woke up at 7 after a restless night. She kept dreaming about Nathan, they were terrible dreams. In each of them, he said he was leaving and she was begging him to stay but it never worked.

She ran to the window. Nathan's car wasn't there. I can't believe he slept somewhere else!! She thought angry with jealousy.

Kelly came at 10 and saw straight away that Haley wasn't at her best.

"I won't ask you how things are with Scott." Said Kelly nicely. "I just need to look at your face to know it sucks. "

Haley sighed. "Yeah…" She said shrugging. "Life sucks anyway."

"Awww. Do you want me to keep Natey tonight? I can bring him back to you tomorrow before practice." Proposed Kelly hugging her friend.

"You would do that?" Asked Haley the voice full of hope. "I….I really need to clear things up with Nate and I can predict a lot of shouting." Said Haley grimacing. "I just need to know where to stand. I can't wait anymore." She added seriously.

"I think it's the best thing you could do." Said Kelly trying to smile. "There's something I need to tell you. I…I promised Natey to keep the secret but I think you should know." Said Kelly a little bit uncomfortable.

"Yeah… You can talk he's in his bedroom playing with his pirate ship and believe me he's not ready to stop." She said with a smile. "He doesn't even know you're here."

"Well…you know last week we went to the park just the two of us and…and he started talking about Eugene…I mean Lucas." Said Kelly shaking her head." He said he was missing him and…"

"I know he does," said Haley with tears in her eyes. "It breaks my heart everyday."

"Yeah…But that's not the revelation." Said Kelly mysteriously.

Haley frowned.

"He told me that he loved his uncle Eugene very much and he asked me if he was a bad kid for wanting Nathan to be his dad." Added Kelly with sad eyes.

"What?!" Said Haley putting her hand on the wall.

"He said he wished Nathan Scott was his dad." Repeated Kelly. "But when I asked him why…." Kelly shook her head. "He didn't answer to me and changed the subject. I…I wasn't sure if I should tell you or not but I think you need to know that before the big confrontation with Scott."

"I…. Thanks" Said Haley not really knowing how to process the information.

"Okay… I think we should get going. You know that the guys don't have practice this afternoon right?" Asked Kelly. "Greg wants to have lunch with Natey and me and after maybe visit the zoo." She added with a wink.

"Natey is going so happy to spend the day and sleep over with auntie Kelly and Uncle Greg." Said Haley trying to sound cheerful.

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It was 4 pm when Nathan parked his car in the driveway and took a deep breath. Hearing about Lucas teaching things to his son just brought out an irrational anger last night. He decided to go and sleep at the Marriot because he was scared to fight with Haley and say things that he would regret.

He couldn't stop imagining Lucas, Haley and Natey together. The perfect little family… Full of love. He thought bitterly.

Just the thought of Haley and Lucas having sex made him sick. He wanted to kill his brother for stealing his family, stealing his happiness. His brother who took his place in Haley's life…in Haley's bed.

Nathan came in and went directly to his room. He started undressing to take his shower when Haley came in without even knocking.

She was a bit surprised to see him there standing naked. Gosh he is even hotter than I remember!! She thought.

"Why did you disappear?" Asked Haley with anger trying to hide her trouble.

"Would you mind knocking?" Asked Nathan grinning. Even if she was trying to hide it, he could see her troubled. "And I didn't disappeared" he added trying to sound calm. "I just had to go."

"Yeah?" Said Haley crossing her arms on her chest. "You had to meet your whore?" She shouted.

Nathan walked to her keeping his eyes on hers. "Is that jealousy I hear in your voice?" He asked close to her now. "I'm not sure Lucas will be pleased to know that his girlfriend is jealous for another man…." He added trying to sound detached.

"Get over yourself!" Said Haley blushing. He was dangerously close to her. She could feel his body heat radiating on her. "I'm not jealous!!"

"Yeah…"Said Nathan walking closer.

Haley started to walk backward this was a bad idea… She thought. Her back touched the wall but Nathan continued to walked and stopped against her body.

"Look into my eyes and tell me you don't want me." He whispered against her lips.

"I…I…" She looked in his eyes where she could see both lust and desire. Who Am I kidding? I need him!! She thought. She put her hands around his neck and started kissing him with passion.

Nathan was pleased to oblige and deepened the kiss. He lifted her from the floor and laid her on the bed.

Nathan started to unbutton her shirt. His hands were shaking; he had wanted her for so long.

Haley moaned, her skin was burning, the desire and want flowing between the two.

"I…I want you" she whispered.

Nathan crashed his lips on hers. He finally succeeded to get rid of her blouse.

He started to kiss her breast. I missed her so much. He thought.

He unzipped her skirt and removed her panties.

"I want you now." She said kissing his jaw line. "I need you" she added her voice full of desire.

Nathan wanted to wait longer but he knew he couldn't. He waited too long to finally be with her again.

He smiled at her and his eyes stayed glued to hers as he placed himself at her entry.

"I need you…I missed you." She said huskily.

Nathan pushed himself deep inside of her. It felt so good to be inside his wife again. It was like coming home.

Haley screamed of pleasure. She couldn't believe how she survived without Nathan by her side for the last five years.

She tightened her legs around his hips. She wanted to feel him better…She wanted him to go deeper inside of her.

Nathan started to move faster as they both started to breath heavily.

Haley was sucking his ear lobe. She didn't forget my soft spots. He thought.

Nathan groaned. He was about to come but he wanted to keep going.

He wanted to make love to her forever.

Haley finally screamed his name in pleasure, showing him that she climaxed. He finally let himself go too.

Nathan collapse on top of her and Haley ran her hands in his hair.

"I love you Nathan." She whispered to him.

Nathan knew it was just satisfaction talking. He learned over the years that girls were not able to control what they said after sex.

"No you don't." He said calmly rolling over.

"What?" Said Haley who didn't expect such an answer.

She didn't deny being with Lucas before! He thought sadly. I knew they were an item! He added to himself angry now.

"It's satisfaction talking." Said Nathan coldly. " You screamed…we're lucky the kid isn't here! I guess the guys in your life didn't really satisfy you over the years." He said with cockiness.

"What?" Repeated Haley her voice shivering with anger. He didn't just say that! She thought in disbelief.

"I guess once you got Nathan Scott it's hard to be satisfied by the others... I get that." He added with a laugh." I'm here for as long as you need… I liked it too."

Haley sat and looked at him in disbelief. Her eyes started to fill up with tears.

"Why do you keep hurting me?" She asked angry.

"I don't think I hurt you babe. Your screams meant something else." He said winking. "Don't worry Lucas won't find out. I mean…it wouldn't be good for his ego to find out that he didn't satisfy you to the fullest for the past 5 years."

"I can't believe it!" She said like she was talking to herself. She jumped out of the bed. And started to look for her clothes. He thinks I'm having an affair with Lucas?! How sick is that!! She thought disgusted. "I…. I…Screw you!!" She said starting to cry. Where are those damn panties?!! She thought.

"Nah…I just screwed you." He said harshly.

"I can't believe you are the man I once loved " she said finally finding her panties. "You're such an evil man."

"Well…Thanks to you." He said looking straight into her eyes.

Haley ran in her bedroom and fell into her bed. She started to sob uncontrollably.

She needed to talk to someone and the first face that came to her mind was Lucas.

"Screw the fucking agreement!" She shouted out of pain and anger.

She took her phone and dialed Lucas number. Hearing his voice made her feel better.

She explained everything that happened to her. Lucas was furious against his brother for hurting Haley.

He promised her that everything would be fine soon.

She asked him why he said that.

« You'll find out soon. » He said mysteriously. « I'll always be there for you » said Lucas before hanging up.

Haley felt some hope. Lucas was her best friend…the only person in the world who would never hurt her she thought sobbing even harder.

She finally cried herself to sleep.