Author Note: Good Morning from Switzerland. Eh yeah :D. However welcome to Chapter 4 of Deep Inside and right now I have nothing to say so let's continue with Chapter 4

And today's playlist is:

Outlast 2: Soundtrack - Syphilitics Investigate 1 (Part 1)

XXXTentacion - Jocelyn Flores (Part 2)

Enjoy the read.

Lincoln is sitting on his Table and looks down to his bandaged Hand. He didn't pay attention to the Lesson and can't stop thinking of yesterday what he has done to his family and that Chandler. "I have to stop myself." he mutters to himself which caused attention of some of the other Students. Clyde, Rusty, Liam and Zach heard it as well and shot a glance towards the Loud Boy. Without noticing everyone he lifted his head and started to look around with troubled eyes.

The other looked at him with curiosity and shared some looks to each other. Mrs. Johnson notice it and turns towards her Class. "Excuse me children but what's the problem ?" she sternly asked her Class and two students pointed towards the white-haired Boy. She looks at him and realizes his strange behavior.

Lincoln's sitting on his Table with a disturbed but also satisfied look on his face. He claims his injured Hand into a fist and then stretched out. After that he noticed that everyone is now looking at him and he stared to everyone and let a simply but dirty "What ?" out.

At this point all even Agnes were surprised by that responding. "Lincoln you gonna behave yourself and excuse at your Classmates!" Johnson said towards the Loud Boy which he then turned to her. Lincoln looked at her with his dead eyes and Agnes felt uncomfortable to him. Clyde and the others were extremely worried about him Lincoln was always a nice guy who carried to help everyone and even tried to cheer someone up when someone was sad. All liked him even when sometimes he acts like a weirdo but that's what they also liked about him. But right now sits a totally opposite Lincoln with something deep inside of him has waked up or something.

Lincoln still looks to his Teacher. But then he starts smiling and starts talking. "You know what's funny ?" he asks and then turns to look at everyone in this room. "That moment when Teachers said there also here to help." he said and starts to chuckle. The whole room was now filled with fear and silence. All where staring at Lincoln and he's staring back to them. "But where were the Teachers yesterday ? In the Cafeteria where I beat the Hell out of that pile of Jerks ?" Lincoln asked and begins to laughing which caused the other's to feel more uncomfortable around him. Mrs. Johnson opens her mouth troy to say something but she also could feel she's frightened to him. Lincoln continues.

"Where were they when I punched that piece of shit straight to hell ?" he said and Clyde dares to say something. "Lincoln. calm down please." Now everyone where looking at the Afro-American which stood up from his chair and slowly walks up to his friend. Lincoln notice it but he didn't responded and starts to cry.

Clyde walks up to the white-haired Boy and tries to comfort him. "Let it all out Buddy. I'm here to help you." he said and glances back to the Class and sees that Liam, Zach and Rusty were also walking towards the duo and comforted Lincoln. Then later other Classmates like girl Jordan, Zoe, Cookie, Andrew and even Mrs. Johnson were coming to the Loud Boy to comfort him. "Where all here to help you Lincoln. As a class we have to work together and were helping each other." Agnes gently says while stroke the crying Loud Boy his back.

Later it was Lunchtime and all Students were entering the Cafeteria well not all. Some students were eating outside cause of the happening from yesterday. As Lincoln entered the Cafeteria with Clyde and the Trio by his side, it became quiet in the Hall and a wave of fear filled the Cafeteria again. Some of the Students left others were trying to ignore him but he could feel everyone where scared of him.

Minutes later Lincoln walks up with the Tray around and searched for a place to sit. He looks around and sees the few glance of the students. He tried to ignore it and still looks around until he stops at one Table where all of his friends and sisters were sitting together and talking to each other. Lincoln looked at them and realizes how many friends he had. He started to counting and came up 16 people including his Sisters Lisa,Lola,Lana and Lucy. He smiles but then he frowns. "They don't like me anymore, they fear me and tried to avoid me." he thought to himself and walked to a empty Table which was the Table from the action yesterday.

He suddenly stops and looked down at the floor. There was still traces of the fight yesterday. Blood, Vomit even a small Teeth lies on the ground. Lincoln sighed heavily and sits and eats his Meal alone until a group with familiar faces joined him at the Table. He shaped himself out of his daydream and looked around and sees his younger Siblings and the others with a small smile on their faces looking at him. "Why ?" he asked them and all of them were looking to each other until Ronalda spoke up. "Because first we saw you avoiding us and second you're our friend and my babe Lame-O" the others agreed with her and Lincoln shook his head. "But you don't deserve a Friend or Brother..." he said that as he looked towards his Sisters. "...who can be such a... Maniac." he said in a sad voice and starts tearing.

"You're not a Monster Lincoln." Giggles said while she and Ronnie Anne stroke his back cause they were sitting next to him."Yeah you just protect yourself and took vengeance against them for us... in a brutal way." Flat said and his girlfriend Paige looked at him with a the-last-part-wasn't-worth-it look. "And also thanks to you Lincoln were becoming good friends to each other." Papa said and Flat agreed with him.

"Or do you remember the Sadie Hawkins Dance ?" Polly said and Lincoln remembered the night and nodded with a slide smile on his face. "Thanks to you Tabby,Giggles,Haiku and myself wouldn't first found our true love and second our friendship." And now everyone agreed and Lincoln blushed a bit.

"And even back home you're always there for us Big Brother. Even after the everything." The twins said and while hugging him.

"Yeah every time you were there for my Chemistry Studies or for our goth Sister's poetry." Lisa agreed and puts on her usually smile.

Lincoln then lifted his Head still tearing and tried to smile. "But you all definitely heard what I did to my family yesterday." he sobbed and the groups starts nodding.

Lincoln frowns again and starts talking. "All the stuff may be came out good but If you remember what happened before." he said and now all where looking in curiosity and even shared some expressions to each other.

"Look for example the Sadie Hawkins Dance. You all five thought I would cheat on you and also wanted to beat me and leave. " He pointed to Ronnie, Haiku, Tabby, Polly and Giggles.

"Or the awkward Video of me flirting to a picture of Christina." he stops for a moment to breath. "I did post the Video because I helped my Sisters out for filming their awkward Moments for a fucking Award. Just because I also wanted to win a goddamn trophy."

"Or you three." he pointed towards Paige, Flat and Papa. "Remember I wrote a fucking creepy Love Letter for you Paige or the Moment I stole my Sister Bike just because I was selfish to be a cool guy and join the Cycle Gang. OR ALL THE OTHER FUCKING THING I DID TO MY FAMILY AND YOU. FOR EXAMPLE THE FUCKING GIRL GURU INCIDENT." he now yells to everyone and the all others in got his attention and stared at him.

The Group looked at him and were shocked of his behavior. Lincoln turns back to them and his Insanity comes back again. "N-no not again." he sobs and the other's heard it and asked him if he's ok. "I-I-I'm good just do me a favor and leave me alone." He commands them and left the Group and exits the Hall through the Doors. His friends and siblings were shocked and also hurt by his words and shared again some sad expressions to each other.

Outside Lincoln's running to the Toilets and hides in of the Stalls and cried as hard as he could. "What the fuck is wrong with me ?" He asked in a loud voice and he was so nervous that he has to puke and he vomits inside the Toilet and he passed out.

Sorry that this Chapter was short but I have to use the next parts for Chapter five. So I'm apologizing for that. I'm really sorry.

As far as you guys could read you notice that Lincoln is mentally not okay. But he even tries to save everyone around him not to hurt them like Chandler or in Lynn in her case.

What I can say is in the next Chapter we will hear about the other Sisters and a bit more about that Bully Chandler.

So stay tuned guys and yeah see ya in the next Chapter or Story. :D