Chapter nine: knowing everything

Oh my gosh! I seriously couldn't believe two people just walked into my house without my permission! Who would honestly do that. The house was fully dark, as Jacob and I knocked over the lamp and broke it on accident, my mom wouldn't care. But this was just insane.

First I didn't want them to ruin a perfectly amazing moment! Secondly they just walked into my house. Thirdly, I was scared for life. This was so embarrassing. Why does stuff like this happen to me all the time? I mean come on, I haven't done anything yet!

Scurrying around in the dark room I pulled my sweatshirt back on. Jacob couldn't even find his. I rushed to the light switch and squinted as the light was too bright.

"Don't mind us," Edward joked, throwing his hands up in protest.

Bella was holding in a laugh and didn't even need to say anything. Jacob smiled proudly but when his eyes met with Edwards, I swear to god he growled. Who the hell growls anyway? A dog does, but not Jacob. I'll just get used to...maybe.

Edward smiled again, this time chuckling. "Put your shirt back on, dog,"

Okay that was it. Not only did Edward just basically know exactly what I thought but now he was making fun of my man. There is no way he is going to get away with this. Bella even looked frightened at my change of expression.

"Edward!" I screamed. He glanced at me. "Why do you always know what the hell I am thinking? Do you got some weird power or something? Cause you better tell me now! I hate thinking you know my thoughts! And don't call Jacob a dog! He isn't a dog at all! Just get over your lame fighting and fucking put up with each other! You two fight like cats and dogs!"

Edward laughed at my statement. Here he goes again.

"Stop!" I screamed again. Bella rushed to my side and placed a hand on my shoulder.

"Jacob, its time to tell her. You already got her in too deep," Bella said.

Jacob shook his head. "No, she isn't ready yet,"

I looked between them. "Are you kidding? I just walked in on you two making out on the couch. I think you got her already. I'm surprised you two aren't dating," I loved Bella when she is angry.

"Plus, she might like little dogs running around her," Edward added. He was really pushing both mine and Jacob's buttons.

I glanced at Jacob and his whole body was shaking vigorously. What the hell was happening to him? Was this what happened when he was really pissed off? Bella tired calming him down but it wasn't working.

I ran to his side and put my arms around his body, resting my head on his chest. His heart beat was really racing. Jacob continued to shake.

"Jacob, what's wrong?" I asked, fear jolting down my spine.

"Get away," he demanded through gritted teeth.

"No, I'm not letting go," I squeezed him harder.

Bella placed her hand on my shoulder. Edward just watched with amusing eyes. "Just listen to him Avril,"

"No!" I shook my head, trying to hide the tears springing in my eyes.

Why did I have to like Jacob so much? There was just something in him that I was so attracted to. I didn't understand what, but for some reason I do. He made me feel wanted and loved, not like any of the other guys I've been with.

"Don't attack her now," Edward commented.

The shaking continued. Edward wasn't helping.

"Edward please stop," Bella begged.

"Let go of me," Jacob hissed.

I squeezed harder, my presence had to help him some how. "No, I'm not letting you go Jacob. Please just calm down," my voice started to crack.

Looking up, I noticed him glaring at me. He never looked so evil before. His eyes slightly softened as the tears came pouring out now.

Jacob grabbed my shoulders and pushed me aside. He ran out the door and I went straight after him.

I heard Bella scream at Edward. "Go get her before she is hurt!"

Next thing I knew I saw Jacob explode into some animal, Edward's arms grabbing me as I fought against him, trying as hard as I could to run after Jacob, and then I blacked out.


My eyes adjusted to the dark in the room. I looked around frantically and tried to remember as much as I could from earlier.

Looking around I noticed my clock flashing midnight in my vision. So earlier did happen and I was not dreaming.

All of a sudden I just started screaming. I witnessed Jacob explode into a huge furry animal! Edward tackled me to the floor, which I don't know how he was able to run so fast to get me and Jacob possibly hated me!

Bella and Edward rushed into my room at lightening speed. The light was turned on and I glared at the light bulb. I liked the dark.

"Avril are you okay?" Bella asked sitting on the side of my bed.

"I-I-I think so," I stammered. "What happened to Jacob? Why did he explode?"

Bella looked at Edward who nodded. "I think its time you understand that not everything is a fairy tale,"

His words confused me. "What?"

"What do you know about vampires and werewolf's?" he used his half crooked smile on me. I swear I noticed Bella fall in love with it.

"Alot, I used to be crazily obsessed with them,"

He smiled fully. "Good, this shall go over well,"

I was still very confused when he talked to me. All I knew was after he spoke, I was forced into the Volvo. We were going to Jacob's.

Since Edward pissed Jake off before, he wasn't going inside. Actually neither was Bella. They were staying close, but out of Jacob's eyes. I was still afraid of what was going to happen.

Ever since Edward asked me about vampires and werewolf's, I had a nagging feeling that maybe it was actually real. Sure I was obsessed before but if one came up to me I would probably scream in terror.

I swallowed my spit, feeling the lump in my throat as they dropped me off at Jacob's. Bella wished me luck and they drove away.

Billy's shadow casted out of the window. I trudged up to the door, knocking quickly. I prayed Jacob would answer the door, but no one did.

I heard voices off in the distance and hid behind a tree. Jacob and his friends were coming over, great.

"So I should tell her tonight?" Jacob asked Sam.

"Yes, if she gets scared and runs, let her go. She will come back," Sam advised.

I couldn't believe they were talking about me. My foot stepped on a stick as I backed away from the tree. Everyone froze in their steps. I started to panic.

All five of the boys looked around, frozen in their steps. Feeling a little guilty, I stepped from behind the tree.

Jacob's eyes grew wide and he pulled me into his arms. I was surprised at how fast he walked but relaxed as I was in his arms. Even if I might get scared later, this felt nice.

Sam smiled and waved himself off. His friends followed. Jacob took me back by the garage, probably so Billy doesn't catch us.

I took my usual seat in the rabbit, Jacob kneeled in front of me. His lips crashed to mine. This kiss wasn't the usual kiss. It was more urgent and felt like one of the kisses you get if you never see the person again. This scared me.

"Avril, I have something to tell you," Jacob started.

"I'm listening," I said rubbing his cheek, letting him know I cared.

He took in one big breath. "I'm sorta what you call a-a werewolf and we do this thing called imprinting and I'm in love with you. Also I kill vampires for a living," Jacob gushed. Why did he have to tell me all of it?

At first I didn't know how to react to the news. After talking with Edward and Bella I knew something weird was going to happen but not this weird. If he is a werewolf then he must want to bite me or something. Or was that just in the movies.

Now I was scared. If there were werewolf's then vampires would exists to. Oh my gosh! That means Edward could possibly be a vampire since vampires and werewolf's hate each other! What the hell is wrong with me!? I'm friends with a blood sucking vampire and making out with a werewolf!

Am I going to die? Do they plan to kill me and have me for dinner? Bella's friends with them too, is she like them? No, she would have told me. She isn't scared at all. I'm just overreacting. Jacob and Bella are best friends, no matter what Jacob is. So why am I overreacting?

This imprinting Jacob said I think means love at first sight. So now he is completely in love with me. I can't return the love yet! Was he going to hate me if I didn't love him back? No because I could actually fall in love with him and he knows that. We must be meant for each other.

I took a very big breath, clearing my mind. Jacob stared at me, hoping I wasn't going to run. Maybe a walk is what I needed to relax a little more.

"Jake," I breathed. His head perked up. "Take me for a walk,"

He didn't even talk. Jacob took my hand and led me out near the woods next to his house. I tried to walk, I really did, but this was all just so overwhelming already. Jake had to carry me, bridal style, around the woods as the fresh air filled my lungs.

I wiggled out of his arms and sat on a near by dead tree which fell over. Jacob took a seat next to me, his eyes never leaving my face.

"How did Bella react when she found all this out?" I had to know what my best friend did before I go into extreme freak out mode.

"She took it well, but was a little frightened at first," Jacob replied, some stress straining in his voice.

This made me better. "How do you become a werewolf?" I looked up in his face.

He smiled. "My ancestors were before and its passed down from generation to generation. Whenever a vampire is present, the werewolf inside comes out when I'm angry and.."

Jacob Black explained in full detail all about the werewolf history. He even told me what I thought, Edward and his family were vampires. They were soon to know that I knew everything after this little adventure.

Just like Bella was I was scared but there was no way I was going to show it around Jacob or anyone else. Bella could help me out with this whole thing.

He also told me how Sam was the leader of the pack when he decided not to be. Everyone he hung out with in La Push were werewolf's. To top it all off he could read mines to, except only werewolf minds. That made me feel better. Edward was the only man to get inside my head.

He finished off explaining the term imprinting. Just like I suspected, it was exactly like love at first sight. It was the sweetest thing ever! Call me weird, but I was happy to know Jacob was in love with me for forever and I didn't have to worry about getting hurt. I'm seriously going to fall in love with him.

"All I can say right now is wow. I'm scared but yet I'm happy. It will take some time to getting used to but trust me I'll understand," I said. My answer was pretty good.

Jacob smiled wide. "You are seriously amazing!" his lips claimed mine again.

"So does this mean were dating?" I smiled, biting my lip.

"If you want it to,"

I lunged towards him, kissing him hard. "Duh!"

Everything was starting to feel so much better when I kissed Jacob. There was seriously something about him that always made me feel safe and loved.

Bella shifted into the garage, clearing her throat for attention. Again she caught us kissing, maybe this was starting out to become a habit. Edward stood outside the garage, afraid Jacob would explode again.

"Edward," I glared as he smirked. "If you ever tell anyone what goes on in my thoughts I personally will kill you," I pointed a finger at him.

Edward smiled. "You can't kill a vampire. You are physically impossible,"

"Smart ass," I murmured.

Bella took a step closer to me. "So you have no problem with Edward and Jacob for being a vampire and werewolf?"

"It scares me, but you can help me through it. I mean you were in my position once,"

"Right, but now since you and Jacob are dating, it will be hard to double date,"

I laughed at her joke. "They can get along for our sakes,"

"Right," Edward commented.

"Ha," Jacob added.

These two were so difficult but who cares? I'm falling for a werewolf, my best friends boyfriend is a vampire, and I would be known as the next wolf girl. Who knew Forks could turn out so great.