Chapter ten: 24 hours together

Ever since Jacob and Edward confessed to me about their secrets, its been a little hard to live a normal life. Bella has helped me through it all. As much as I wanted to see Jacob as a wolf, he knew I would be too scared still. I handled everything else pretty good, but he was right. If I did see him transform, closer up, into a wolf, I would scream and run away.

My mother calls once a day to check up on me. I didn't miss a day of school and did my work like a good girl. She was impressed and wanted to be gone longer, but I missed her too much so she was coming home in three days.

Jacob and I have been inseparable lately. I spent a day away from him to hang out with Bella and Edward, but the whole time I was missing Jacob too much. He was seriously doing something to me and I liked it.

Today we planned to have our first ever sleep over! Since my mother was gone, he was coming to my house. I cleaned the entire house spotless. There was no way I was going to have a dirty house.

I opened up my closet and picked out the sexiest outfit I could find. My closet was stuffed with clothing. It was like I had my own personal store in my closet.

First I picked out a black lace bra with a matching thong, had to look sexy if the clothes came off! Next I pulled on a purple and black lace corset, and a matching black and purple pleaded mini skirt. I slipped on clear stiletto heels, perfecting the sexy look I was going for.

My hair was the last thing I decided to touch up after my make up of course. I didn't really know what to do so I just braided eight tiny braids through out my hair, leaving alot of my hair out of it. It looked pretty hot!

The door bell rang and I quickly answered it. Jacob's jaw dropped at my appearance. Apparently I looked very good. He swooped me up into a kiss before following me into the kitchen.

"You look so sexy," Jacob said, checking me out.

I blushed. "I tried, its our first sleepover! I had to do something," I grabbed two sodas from the fridge.

"You could have worn sweats and I would have thought you were hot,"

He was so sweet. "Okay, your a sweetheart!" I kissed him on the lips.

"Sure, sure," he smiled.

"What you wanna do?"

"I may have something in mind," Jacob wiggled his eyebrows.

"Oh really?" I giggled.

Jacob pulled me into his arms and escorted me to the couch. I kicked off my heels before anyone could get hurt. Also I dimmed the lights, so it looked more romantic in the room.

His lips claimed mine, starting a heated make out session. I tangled my fingers in his hair as his fingers traced my body.

A buzzer went off, breaking the short moment. I groaned and realized dinner was finished. Jacob growled as I stood up.

"I made us dinner, we can eat and finish what we started," I said walking back into the kitchen.

Jacob followed. "I can hold off on dinner any time,"

"Stop it, your eating whether you like it or not," I pulled out two pans of meatloaf. "Bella gave me a heads up and warned me how much you eat. So I made plenty of meatloaf and made lots of potatoes with a side of corn,"

I set the dinning room table with plates, cups, silverware, and the food. Jacob sat in the seat I directed him towards and he started away at the food.

"This is so good," Jacob gushed as he shoved food in his mouth.

I took tiny bites compared to him. "Good, my mother taught me how to cook a few things,"

"Emily will love you. She sometimes hates cooking for us, too much work you know,"

"I could imagine,"

We sat in silence the rest of dinner. I guess we were too hungry for words, at least Jacob was. He ate all the potatoes, and left maybe one or two slices of meatloaf left. There wasn't much left overs now.

Just like I promised, we headed back to the living room. Even on a full stomach, I didn't mind that we were going to kiss heavily. Our mouths probably still tasted like dinner. Yummy.

Jacob pulled me on his lap. I rested my head against his chest as he traced his fingers down my arms, leaving goosebumps. His skin was so warm, I could take off my clothes and still feel very warm against his skin. If we had sex, I bet it would get hot and sweaty for easily.

I reached for the controller but Jacob knocked it out of my hands. He switched positions so I was facing him and he cupped my cheek, pecking me on the lips. My lower lip pouted for more but he shook his head no

"There's something I was meaning to ask, about what you told me before," Jacob started. I could tell he was afraid of what I might say.

"Okay, ask away," I encouraged.

"The guys you had one night stands with before, did you feel anything towards them? I don't want to fight off any of your ex boyfriends or anything if they visit you,"

Why did it have to be about my ex boyfriends. That had to be the darkest secret of my life! Not only did I date one guy, but he brought back up the one night stands. Did I forget to mention I was completely intoxicated at the time? I really hope he doesn't think I'm a whore.

On another note, he really didn't have to worry about my only ex boyfriend. He didn't mean anything to me. Well I thought I loved him but once he stole my virginity from me I couldn't ever love him again. He knew what the word no meant, but he refused to listen.

I thought closely on how to explain my past. Jacob had nothing to worry about. He is the only man that will ever be in my life. Couldn't really help it though, he imprinted on me. We must be meant for each other.

"Well," I began. Come on brain, spit it out already! "I was drunk when I had my two one night stands. Please don't think I'm a slut because I am fully not! And you don't have to worry about old boyfriends. I give you permission to kill him if you want," Maybe he would take that offer.

My eyes betrayed me and he knew I left out a missing link. "Why would I want to kill him? Did something happen?" He pulled my closer as my eyes began to tear.

"Well let's say he didn't understand what the word no meant," It took so much for me to hold the tears back, one even fell from my eye.

Jacob kissed me on the lips. It was a reassuring kiss with love, it was very nice. "I'll never hurt you okay? I won't let anyone or anything hurt you. You understand baby? I promise,"

He was so amazing. I just let the tears fall now. "Jacob, you are incredible," I kissed him hard.

"I love you so much Avril,"

No not the L word yet! Of course he loved me, that's what imprinting made the wolfs do. But I was not ready to return the love yet. Yes I liked him so much, but love wasn't the exact word I was looking for. How could I tell him that without hurting his feelings.

"Don't worry, I know you don't love me yet, but soon I know you will," Jacob read my mind.

I let out awaited breath. "Okay, but I do like you a lot,"

"I know," he grinned.

Finally our make out session continued. I wrapped my legs around his waist and retangled my fingers in his hair. Jacob pulled me closer, his tongue entering my mouth.

Jacob picked me up, bringing us to my room, not once breaking the kiss. I felt my head touch my pillow as he laid me down softly. My legs unwrapped themselves around his waist.

His hands roamed my body, finding the clasps to my corset. Very skillfully, he unclipped the corset, throwing it to the floor. I took his shirt off, making it even.

I could feel his hands cup around my breast and play with them like toys he's never had. It felt amazing to have his hands on me, and his lips against mine.

Now Jacob urged the skirt to come off. Not that I didn't mind but it was funny how he couldn't find the zipper, which was on the side. I moved his hand to it, and just like the corset the skirt came off, along with his pants.

This was the perfect night ever. The heated moment was soon to get out of hands. I know for a fact Jacob would love to make love, but was I ready for it? Sure I've had sex a few times without being in love but he means so much to me and I feel like a damn virgin again. Maybe he wasn't ready either?

My mind was wrong, Jacob pulled on my thong. I grabbed his hand and shook my head no. He nodded his head, understanding, and continued to kiss me roughly.

Again, my legs wrapped around his waist and I could feel my short air supply run out as we kissed harder. I unlocked ur lips and my breath was hard. I quickly caught my breath and continued to kiss.

"Jacob," I breathed.

"Hmm?" he trailed kisses down my neck.

"We should stop," It was so hard to resist his kisses.

He looked up, stopping completely. "What's wrong?"

"Nothings wrong, I just don't want to go too far tonight,"

He nodded, understanding. "Okay baby girl, we can stop,"

Jacob unlocked my leg hold and laid down next to me. I sighed, why did he have to move from his position?

"You didn't have to move. I liked where you were," I pouted.

Jacob chuckled. "But didn't you want to stop? I'll be tempted,"

"So will I," I pulled on his arm. He laid back between my legs. I locked them around his waist just to make sure he wouldn't leave. "But we can be tempted together,"

He yawned. "Yeah, plus I have to run tomorrow after we hang out. Sam is getting angry that I keep skipping my run,"

"Okay, then get your sleep,"

"I love you,"

"I like you a lot,"

Jacob smiled, kissing me goodnight. I passed out the moment our lips disconnected.

Waking up next to Jacob was one of the best things that happened. I smiled as he was still in dream land. He looked so much more peaceful when he slept. Jacob still looked amazing sleeping.

Last nights memories floated through my mind as I turned the water on for a shower. I couldn't even think anymore because my thoughts distracted me towards a half naked Jacob sleeping in my bed.

I pulled on pink sweat pants and a pink tank top as soon as I got out of the shower. Jacob was still sleeping, and yet again I thought of how cute he looked. It was just so tempting to place a kiss on his lips.

After one last glance at Jacob I headed into the kitchen, my stomach was yelling at me. I poured myself a bowl of Coco puffs while watching morning cartoons.

I felt two big arms wrap around my neck ten minutes later. Jacob was up. He took a seat beside me and kissed my lips softly.

"Have a good sleep?" I asked, placing my head on his chest as he pulled me into his lap.

"Yes, until I woke up," He replied.

"What?" I didn't quite understand what he meant.

"When I woke up you weren't there. I thought you left," Jacob nuzzled his head into the crook of my neck.

He was so cute! I kissed his forehead, bringing his chin up with my hand. "I would never leave you. I'll always be here for you whenever you need me," Again, I kissed his lips. They were so amazing.

"I love you so much Avril. Your seriously the most amazing woman ever,"

I smiled. "So are you Jacob,"

We kissed one more time. I wonder how any times we could kiss before getting sick of it? Probably never? But for the time being I had to feed my man, his stomach was hissing at us both.