Chapter twelve: The wolf

My eyes shot open as I heard my front door open. I waited patiently for my visitor to come storming into my bedroom. He did but he didn't storm, no he was more like sleep walking.

Jacob plopped on my bed and took in a breath. I crawled from my end of the bed to his and placed his head in my lap. He kissed my knee and wrapped one arm around my body, trying to give me a hug.

"Welcome home Jacob," I greeted, playing with his hair.

He groaned. "I am so tired,"

"Sleep then. I'll give you my famous massage while you do. Looks like you need it,"

"Awe please don't do that. You need your sleep to," Jacob pulled off his shorts and shirt, wearing only his boxers.

I looked like an idiot wearing a long, baggy T shirt. It would have been nice if I wore one of my cute bedroom sets since I knew he was coming here. But no I looked gross.

"Its fine Jacob. I want to give you one. Now lay on your chest," I patted a spot on the bed.

He pulled himself up and I sat on his butt. "Thanks baby,"

"No problem,"

Reaching over to my bedside table, I grabbed the massage oil. Jacobs back was so warm, it felt like I was massaging an iron.

I could feel his body relax as I moved my fingers around on his back. Jacob let out a satisfied moan as I worked out the knots in his back.

"This is not letting me sleep. I know what will," Jacob said.

"Huh?" I asked confused.

He didn't reply. His hand grabbed my thigh and he pulled me under him, kissing my lips hungrily. Who knew a short back massage could turn Jacob on. It was nice.

His lips moved with mine as we continued our make out session at three in the morning.

I pulled away from Jacob, stopping his hungry lips from touching mine again. He whimpered begging to continue but I shook my head no. All we seemed to do lately is eat and make out. We could do other things than that!

"Jake, all we do is make out. Can't we do other things?" For some reason this was really getting to me.

He kissed my forehead. "Yeah, I'm sorry. You must think I'm a huge horn ball. I promise I'm not! But that massage felt so good, it was too irresistible not to kiss you,"

I smiled. "That's cute. But after tonight, we have to do more than just make out all the time. Even though its pretty nice,"

Jacob smiled and kissed me on more time. It wasn't like his normal kisses, it was very addicting and he really made me want more.

"I hate you," I said, as he nipped at my neck.

His laughter sent a chill of excitement down my spine. I crashed our lips together one more time, enjoying our make out session.

"You make me so hot, make me wanna drop, your so ridiculous, I can barely stop," My cell phone went off waking me from my dreams. I groaned, moving to get my phone, feeling Jacob's arms around my body. He grumbled something in his sleep as I reached for my phone.

Of course Bella would call this early in the morning.

"Hello?" I sounded horrible and half asleep on the phone.

"Avril! Did I wake you? I'm sorry!" Bella went into hysterics.

I rubbed my eyes. "No, its fine. What's up?"

"Well," she began. "Edward told me what he said to you yesterday. Don't listen to him. He is trying to scare you. I'm sorry about him,"

"Oh, its okay. I tried not to let it get to me too much," Great, I lied.

In fact it did get to me. I'm now afraid to see Jacob change. What if he attacks? Sam has so much faith in him that he won't attack but look at his Emily. That could be me. I really can't let anyone know I feel this way but then again Bella has been around him loads of times as a wolf and she wasn't attacked. Maybe I'm just overreacting still.

"Good, don't let it. But I'll talk to you later,"

"Bye,"

Jacob tightened his grip around my waist as I tried to get out of bed. He grunted as I tried one more time. I laid back down in bed, cuddling close to his chest. His body heat radiated on me and I immediately felt warm. The beat of his heart calmed me down from my scare earlier.

He kissed my forehead again before nuzzling in my hair.

"I have an idea for today," Jacob said breaking the silence.

I stopped listening to his heartbeat to hear him. "What's that?"

"Come with me to the woods, I want you to see me as a wolf. I think you waited long enough,"

A large lump appeared in my throat. Are you kidding me? Did he not understand the conversation me and Bella just had? Of course he did, he thinks I'm not afraid. Maybe I should tell him, how angry would he get? Jacob could understand, I'm new to all of this.

"Will I get hurt?"

His smile faded. He looked so worried but angry at the same time. "No of course you won't! Who told you would? Was it Emily's scars that scared you? I promise never to do that to you!" Jacob grabbed my face and kissed my lips.

I half smiled. "But Edward said-"

Jacob put his hand up, cutting me up. "Don't listen to that blood sucker. He hates anything that is a wolf. Were enemy's you know that Avril. I bet he'll say anything to make you hate me. Well I'm not going to let him. I'm going to punch him in his face,"

"Jake don't, he was just worried. I mean I'm new to all of this I don't know what to suspect and when I saw Emily, I just didn't know how to react,"

A tear slid down my cheek. I don't even know why I was starting to cry. This was non sense. Jacob was going to make sure I was safe no matter what. Why was I overestimating him?

I could feel Jake's dark eyes on me. He looked so sad to see me like this. Maybe I hurt his feelings. No, I didn't want to do that. It would kill me inside knowing I hurt the only man who loved me with all his heart and I could do the same in the end.

"Avril, you okay?" Jacob asked, bringing me out of my thoughts.

"Yeah, sorry. I happen to think too much which gets me into trouble. But I would love to see you as a wolf,"

"Really? I promise you won't get hurt. Were just having a meeting is all. We have to be in wolf form so Sam can hear our thoughts,"

"Cool, lets get ready and we can go,"

Jacob lifted me up out of bed, throwing me over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes. I screamed in protest as he carried me to the shower. He turned the water on, kissed me on the lips, and pushed me out of my own bathroom!

Are you kidding me? Jacob totally just tricked me. I really thought he was going to let me shower first, but no he was greedy and fooled me. Well I wasn't going to let him get in first.

I opened the door back up just in time as he jumped in. His head stuck around the curtain, a confused expression on his face. Smirking, I slipped my clothes off and jumped in with him.

Nothing happened in the shower. We just made out for a few minutes, feeling each others bodies. Even though it would have been nice to fool around a little bit but I still wasn't ready. I was just more comfortable to be naked around him now.

I picked out my clothing for the day, low rise jeans, and my tight pink, off the shoulder long sleeve shirt with a black tank top underneath. Jacob wore his usual jeans and a long sleeve black shirt. He was never cold like normal humans would be.

We jumped into my car, going straight to the woods. Sam instructed all the wolf's to be in the woods before noon. Thank god we woke up earlier than later because we were almost late.

Before going into the woods, I grabbed my pink zip up hoodie from the back of my car. Jacob grabbed my hand and led me into the woods.

Everyone was already there, some in wolf form and some still human. It was very frightening to see these huge wolfs, but they all looked so friendly.

Jacob squeezed my hand and I looked up to him.

"You scared?" he asked.

"A little," there was no use in lying to him. He already seemed to know.

"Don't be, everything is fine," He kissed me on the lips, lingering there for a moment. "Ready?"

I swallowed the lump in my throat. "Mhmm,"

With one last kiss on the lips I watched his whole body shake. I heard a very loud pop and Jacob exploded into a reddish brown wolf.

The Jacob wolf stared at me. It looked like he was smiling. I reached my shaking hand out and touched his nose. He licked my hand and nuzzled his head into my chest.

I felt the terror I had before leave as I realized Jacob was not going to hurt me. Just like he said. A sandy color wolf joined me and Jake. He licked my hand and I knew right away it was Seth.

The black wolf, seemed to be the leader, howled loudly. Both Jake and Seth looked at me one last time and went over towards him. It must have been Sam.

It felt like an hour before Jacob could come back to me. He was like a puppy I could cuddle with all the time. Seeing him as a wolf helped me feel more connected to him.

He stood on his back two legs and I watched him turn back into a human. I was shocked when no one noticed he was naked, his clothes next to him. Most of the boys decided to change back to human in front of me. All of them naked as well.

I turned around closing my eyes. How can they all be comfortable being naked around each other? It was nice to see Jake naked again but not Seth, Quil, Embry, or any of the other boys!

Jacob's clothed arm rest on my shoulders.

"How was that?" He smiled as we walked back towards my car.

"Not as scary as I thought. You are so cute as a wolf! I just wanted to cuddle with you all night long," I replied.

"We can do that tonight if you like,"

I thought for a moment. "No, I have something better in mind,"

"Really? What's that?" his eyebrow raised.

"You'll see, but lets get something to eat. I'm hungry,"

"Sounds good,"

His stomach rumbled with the engine as I started the car. I turned the radio on as I drove to the nearest restaurant around. Speeding a little beat. Hey I was hungry. Edward speeded all the time, it wouldn't hurt if I did for once.