Chapter 28: It's only good for so long

The past three weeks have been nothing but bliss. Besides having to do school work, Jacob and I felt like we were living life for the first time. No parents to tell us what to do and no drama. Sure we had a few fights here and there on what we should eat or do for the day but it wasn't anything that would break us apart. For the first time since moving to Forks, I felt free. Jacob loved how deep in the woods we were, he could turn into a werewolf and run laps around the trees without anyone seeing him.

The cabin was adorable in itself. On the outside the green painted wood blended in with the forest. The large front patio adorned a few chairs and a couch to relax while listening to mother nature. The back patio was just as big, a large black metal and glass table sitting in the middle with six matching chairs around it, as well as a metal fireplace in the corner of the patio. It was perfect for those late nights outside, getting cozy by the fire. It was almost like one of those cabins you see in magazines but much smaller.

Inside it was a woodcarvers dream. From the walls to the furniture it was designed with different shades of brown wood with a glossy finish. It was like the architect carved this cabin inside a tree. It had two bedrooms, the master had an on suite bathroom and large closet. The second bedroom was big enough for a full sized bed and a dresser. The open concept theme tied the whole cabin together. Once you walked in the front door you were in the living room which flowed into the dining room and kitchen with a beautiful wooden island. I felt like I was on an episode of HGTV and someone just renovated our house. Billy really out did himself with the cabin.

Jacob and I sat cuddled up on the wooden couch, the dark green cushions matching the green rug under the coffee table. It was Saturday and we had nothing to do, no homework, no responsibilities, just the two of us enjoying each other's company. I leaned my head against his shoulder, pulling my legs close to me. He smiled and kissed the top of my head.

"Why can't we just stay here forever?" I asked. The cartoons on the television played softly in the background.

Jacob chuckled. "Because we have our families back in Forks and La Push."

I let out a sigh. He's right. We can't just abandon the people we love. "I know. But when you're eighteen and can leave the nest, I want to get away from everyone again. Get married, have a few little wolves and live in the forest like Billy's cabin."

Jacob almost choked on the spit in his mouth. He looked at me with wide brown eyes. "A few little wolves?"

I sat up so we could look eye to eye. "Well yeah. Do you not want kids?"

He swallowed the lump in his throat. "I haven't thought about it. How many kids do you want?"

I smiled wide. "At least five."

"Five!?" He exclaimed. It look like he wanted to pass out.

"Oh Jacob." I laughed and straddled his lap, running my hands through his long hair. "We can have our own little pack running around. Wouldn't that be amazing?"

Jacob didn't look amused or excited. "When did you want to start having this big family?"

Again I laughed. I could tell he wasn't too thrilled on the idea of a lot of kids. "Not until we are much older. We gotta have some fun first." I kissed him on the lips as he let out a sigh of relief.

"Mmm, I like the idea of fun." He grabbed my legs and threw me down on the couch, putting himself on top of me. His hands traced the curves of my body, stopping at the top of my grey sweatpants.

"Oh? Are we starting our family early?" I raised my eyebrow at him, stifling a laugh.

Jacob sat up on his knees and frowned. "You ruined it." He pouted.

The imprint in his white sweatpants told a different story. I grabbed his hard on gently, smirking at Jacob. He let out a little moan as I twirled my hand around, teasing him ever so slightly. I smiled, pulling out my favorite part of him from his pants. He readjusted himself, leaning his back against the arm of the couch as I slithered between his legs, pulling his sweatpants off completely.

I tied by hair back with a ponytail from around my wrist and took his manhood fully into my mouth. Jacob moaned much louder, his hips moving with my mouth as I bobbed my head up and down to lather him up with my spit. He grabbed my tank top, ripping it off, his hunger for more getting the best of him. I giggled, letting him take all my clothes off, my hand still playing with his penis. It was so hard, it could knock someone out. Jacob crashed our lips together, his free hand diving straight into my wet cunny. I gasped as his fingers moved quickly inside, feeling myself about to cum already.

"Jacob." I breathed, grabbing a fistful of his hair as my body start to tremble. I leaned against him as I came quickly, my juices filling his hand and drenching the couch, leaving a wet spot. He smiled, quite proud of himself for getting me off so quickly. I kissed him on the lips before getting up, off the couch.

"Where are you going?" He asked, looking sad.

I kissed him again. "I need to grab something quick. I want to try something."

"Try what?" He called as I disappeared into the bedroom. I came back out with a bottle of lube in my hand. I tossed it in his lap as he looked confused. "What do we need this for? You get plenty wet for me."

"I wanna do something we haven't tried yet." I smiled, grabbing the lube back and opening the bottle.

It took him a second to catch on to what I was saying. "Are you sure?"

"Yes, I love you and it's something I've always wanted to try. And why not here?"

"I've never done it before but I'll be very careful and if you say stop I'll stop." He kissed me again for reassurance.

"It's new to us both. I trust you."

I grabbed his penis again, stroking him to get it back to standing position. Jacob trailed kisses from my neck to my chest, stopping at my breasts. His tongue teased my nipples, his other hand playing with my clit, getting me wet again. I pushed him to the side, making myself more comfortable on the couch. I leaned over the armrest, placing my hands on the floor to steady myself. Jacob lubed up his penis first then very gently my ass.

"Are you ready?" He asked positioning himself behind me.

"Yes." I let out a breath as I felt the tip of him between my cheeks.

Very gently Jacob pushed himself, slowly inside. I tensed up feeling the pain shoot through my body followed by pleasure as he entered fully. He moved slowly, grabbing my hips to control his movements. I let out a moan, the pain disappearing all together as my body got used to this new sensation. It felt almost better than having him inside my vagina. I started to move with him, picking up the pace a bit more. Jacob got the hint and moved faster, our bodies slapping together rhythmically.

I stated to feel myself come again, my body getting weak as my leg shook with anticipation to release. Jacob picked up speed, his own release coming soon. As if on cue, we both came at the same time, our bodies weak from the new experience.

I cuddled up next to Jacob, our sweaty bodies sticking to the couch. He wrapped his arms around me, pulling me close.

"That was amazing." He said catching his breath.

I kissed his shoulder, too exhausted to reach for his lips. "Oh my gosh, I know. I mean it hurt at first but then it felt amazing."

He chuckled. "You're not sore?"

Now that he mentions it, I am definitely sore, but not to the point where it's going to bother me. It feels more like someone just punched me in the butt. "I am, but it was worth it."

"I'll give you a full body massage later if you like."

"I would love that." I snuggled up close to him feeling my eyes get heavy from exhaustion.

"Get some rest. I'm going to make some dinner." He grabbed a pillow from the ground and placed it under my head as I got comfy on the couch. He placed a white blanket over me before heading into the kitchen to make some food. The last thing I heard was pots and pans moving around as I drifted into sleep.

When I woke up I didn't smell dinner. I grabbed my phone on the coffee table to check the time. It was ten at night, I slept for five hours! I looked around for Jacob and couldn't see him anywhere. A fresh pair of clothes was set out on the recliner for me, Jacob must have set them there while I was sleeping. I grabbed the jeans and black t shirt, throwing them on quickly.

I searched the house looking for my love and couldn't find him anywhere. Our suitcases were sitting on the bed half packed. This was very odd. We weren't planning to go back home for at least a few more weeks. Why would he start packing all of a sudden? I continued to look around, hoping to find him in the bathroom at least. The door was shut and the light was on, he had to be in there.

I knocked softly. "Jacob?" I asked, hoping to get a reply. I turned the knob slowly. "Jacob, what's going on?" I peeked through the door and let out a scream. That was not Jacob. I closed the door quickly. "I am so sorry! I didn't know you were here."

"It's okay Avril, you were knocked out." Sam's reply came. I put my face in my hands. I can't believe I almost saw Sam naked. He opened the door less embarrassed than I. "Did you just wake up?"

"Yes." He followed me back into the living room. "I don't know where Jacob is though. Last thing he told me was he was going to make dinner and I don't see dinner."

Sam laughed softly leaning against the counter island. "He made dinner. It's in the fridge."

"Oh, well where is he then?" I took a good look at Sam and noticed his eyes were puffy and red. He didn't seem like the Sam I knew back in La Push. My gut was telling me something was wrong.

He cleared his throat. "On a run. He needed it after I told him why I'm here." I could see the tears welling up in his eyes again as he crossed his arms over his chest trying to remain calm.

I put my hand on his shoulder to soothe him. "What happened Sam?"

"It-it's Seth." He stuttered. He put his hands in his face and turned around so I couldn't see him cry.

"What about Seth?" I urged.

He didn't say anything. Jacob came through the door naked and sweaty. It looked like he was crying too. I ran over to him to try and get information out of him.

"What is going on!?" I exclaimed. Jacob wrapped his lower half in a blanket.

"Those goddamn vampires is what's going on." Jacob said aggressively. "We have to go back tonight. Pack up your things." He pushed passed me heading straight into the bedroom. I stumbled back in disbelief at the way he was acting. I followed him into the bedroom slamming the door behind me.

"Jacob Black!" I yelled in anger. He turned to look at me so fast. I've never yelled at him like that before. "You will not treat me like this. Tell me what's going on now!" I crossed my arms over my chest, tapping my foot in annoyance.

He took a deep breath. "Those filthy goddamn blood suckers killed Seth!" As he yelled he started to cry. His whole body dropped to the bed giving up completely as he cried into the sheets.

My heart dropped. Seth was one of Jacob's best friends. I can't imagine what he's going through right now. I started to tear up, Seth was always so nice to me. "Jacob, I am so sorry. How did it happen?"

He popped his head up. "Sam says one of the stranger vampires that came to town to anticipate the fight couldn't wait any longer and killed Seth to start the war."

I rubbed his back as he put his face back into the covers. I honestly didn't know what to say. The fact that the vampires are now attacking wolves because we left made me think this was all my fault again. It was my idea to leave. My idea that this whole mess would go away if it was just dropped. I was wrong. Jacob was right, vampires as a whole are the enemy. They cannot be trusted.

"Jacob-" I started but he cut me off.

"This would have never happened if we just stayed. I don't know why I listened to you." He pushed my hand away from him. I could feel the hatred in the air. I tried to say something again but he spoke before I could. "None of this would have happened if you didn't move here."

The words cut me deep. I started to ball. "How dare you Jacob! You chose to come with me. You just had to fight Edward all those months ago!"

He sat up and pushed our suitcases off the bed with all his strength. They made a loud thump against the wall, all our clothes falling out of them. His body started to shake rapidly. "You- you need to leave. Leave me alone!" He pushed me again and burst into a wolf.

I tried to stop him, grabbing his paw to make him stay. He growled and next thing I knew I was out cold, his other paw hitting me hard in the face.