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Chapter 11
Naya watches Heather leave the bus. The girls stand there in silence watching Naya and what she is going to do. She just stands there for about one second and runs out after Heather.
"Thank God she went I was about to throw her off the bus if she didn't." Lea, remarks.
"I would have too but not because of Hemo but for her language, seriously guys we have to remember people are watching. I don't want to be like that those terrible reality TV shows on VH1." Amber says while the others roll their eyes at her and jump to the window and look out to see if they can catch any of the action outside with Heather and Naya.
Heather storms off between their and the boys' bus. She sits down on the ground Naya runs behind her with a camera behind her. She turns the corner of the bus and see's Heather on the ground.
"Okay Hemo I'm really trying here, please tell me what is going on?" Naya says calming. Heather says nothing frustrating Naya even more. The camera person zooms in our there conversation. Naya sits down on the ground and moves in closer to her and touches her arm.
Heather notices the cameras on the two of them and Heather pushes it off her. "Don't."
Naya is shocked by this and looks at Heather showing her how hurt that made her. "Heather what is wrong? Did I do something? I'm sorry please don't."
Heather gets further frustrated at Naya. "Stop saying that Naya! I'm not doing anything. Can you please leave me alone damn it!"
Naya says nothing she just looks deep into Heather's blue eyes and sees there is something missing in her. She isn't worried she is going to leave her she is just worried she can't fix her. She has to figure out what happened. She gets up because she knows Heather won't listen to anything she says to her right now. Heather watches Naya leave and laughs in misery.
The camera person follows Naya up to the bus until she gets on. All the girls are there waiting for Naya and Heather.
"Where is Hemo?" Lea asks as Naya opens up the fridge and grabs a mini Vodka bottle and downs it in one gulp.
"She is sitting on her fucking ass outside." Naya says tapping into some bottled up anger. "She is a fuckin' hot mess. I have no idea what is going on with her. I love they girl but oh my god Lea please talk some sense into her and get her back in here." Naya looks at Amber who is about to scold her for swearing in front of the camera. "Amber I swear if you saying anything about my fucking language…" Amber says nothing and knows that it's not the time to say anything. She just watches her friend grab for another vodka Dianna walks up and takes it away from her.
"Di, please I got this…I can't cope any other way. This is becoming too much for me too." Naya walks away and goes in her bunk. Lea goes out looking for Heather who is still sitting out behind the bus with a camera person near her. Lea pushes the camera away wanting to talk to Hemo alone. Hemo is looking through her pictures on her phone of her and Naya and smiling. She sees Lea sit down next to her. Lea doesn't say anything she just watches Hemo look at the pictures. Hemo then looks through some pictures she has with her family on her phone too. She starts to cry and puts her head on Lea's shoulder.
"When did you realize it?" Lea says and Heather looks up at her.
"Realize what?" Heather says nervously to Lea.
"That you can't live without your Mom in your life?" Lea smiles at Heather knowing she figured out what was wrong with Heather.
"Naya shouldn't have made me call her. I was so mad at my Mom but when I heard her voice, I just missed her in my life. I don't know how she does it. After everything she has done, said and how she can't accept me…"
Lea puts her arm around Heather. "I know… she's your mom. Please don't push Naya away though Heather she loves you so much and just wants to help you."
"I don't know how to deal with it Lea, when I'm with her I'm constantly reminded about how I can't have both of them in my life. I pretend she doesn't exist with my Mother just so she will talk civil to me and it kills me inside so I take it out on her because I know she won't leave me."
"Be careful Heather, that's all I'm going to have to say about that. I love you both and all I know is you and Naya deserve to be happy."
"I just wish I could change my Mother and it would be perfect. Please don't tell anyone what we talked about I'm embarrassed that she has so much influence on me. Everyone wants me to be happy with Naya and it's so hard for me to be right now. I see how much she loves me especially when I got hurt today. All I could think about the whole time was I wish I could love you like that. But because of my Mom I can't. I'm sorry if that is stupid."
"It's not stupid Heather. I won't say anything."
Back in the bus Dianna is sitting on Naya's bunk talking with her thru text on their cell phones so the camera's don't hear them.
Dianna: I say try to play hard to get. Ohh kiss someone else that would defiantly shake some sense into her.
Naya: What are you talking about Di I can't even look at anyone else I'm so in love with her.
Dianna: Well then maybe you should do what she wants…give her space. I mean maybe that will make her realize what she wants. I won't allow you to kiss her butt anymore. I love you guys but come on Naya you can't let her keep doing this to you.
Naya: I know, I'm so scared to lose her again.
Dianna: I know it won't happen just trust Hemo.
Naya: It's just hard.
Naya gets up and hugs Dianna.
"Thanks."
-Later that evening during the show Naya has giving Heather her space not talking with her. It is absolutely gut wrenching for the both of them. Naya is getting ready for her Valerie number backstage and Heather walks up to her.
"I'm not going on tonight. It's going to be too hard on my hand." Heather says to Naya and starts to walk away.
"I understand, I'll miss you out there." The music starts to Valerie, Naya looks at Heather one last time and runs out stage. Heather is left there watching Naya perform the number for the first time not beside her dancing but backstage. She notices the dancer that is taking her place is dancing a little too close for her comfort to Naya. That is her place but she can't do anything about it. She feels it wouldn't be fair to Naya because she has to be honest with all her feelings before she can be what Naya needs. Heather can't watch anymore so she goes into one of the dressing rooms she has a few minutes before she has to perform again. The camera person is films as she digs through her bag and grabs a pair of her ear phones and sits down in a chair and listens to songs on her iPhone. The scrolls through her voicemails and listens to an old one from Naya.
Naya: Hey Baby, Happy anniversary! Today is three years since I met you. It truly was the best thing that ever happened to me. You are my miracle and I can't wait to keep telling you that every year. I was lost before I found you, and now the only time I feel that way is when you are not with me….
She gets cut off. Heather laughs while tearing up. She goes to the next one.
Naya: K so yea, I'm so lame. I'll just say I love you before your phone cuts me off again. See you tonight love you Hemo.
Then she clicks on a message left from her Mom a few months ago.
Mom: Good morning Heather, it's your Mother. I just wanted to say that I love you. Grandma and Grandpa say hi and they miss you. I hope you will be coming home to visit soon we love you so much.
The message stops and she starts to sob.
-The rest of the show goes good. Naya and Heather don't talk except during their staged scenes. After the show Naya walks into the dressing room to get her things together. She sees Heather putting her things in her bag. She notices Heather's bandage and there is blood coming through it. She walks over to her and lifts her hand showing her.
"Baby, your hand is bleeding." Their eyes meet as they share a close moment together. Heather looks at her hand.
"Yeah I think I pushed it a little too far. Don't worry it will be fine I'll clean it on the bus…thanks though." Heather takes Naya's hand off her arm. They continue to look at each other as they stand close to one another. "I miss you." Heather says, and Naya sighs in relief.
"I haven't gone anywhere." Naya says moving closer to kiss Heather. Heather forgets where she is for a moment and moves even closer to Naya rubbing her body up against her's then she suddenly feels the camera on them. She moves back away from Naya.
"I have to go…" Heather walks out and Naya is left their alone again shaking her head at her girlfriend.
-Tour bus.
Naya walks and see's Lea on the couch and they smile at one another. She then walks towards her bunk and opens the curtain and she sees Heather's things are gone. She looks confused and walks back out to Lea.
"What is going on? Where is Heather?" Naya says to Lea.
Lea bites her bottom lip nervously. "In her bed I thought."
Naya walks back to her bunk and stands on top of it opening Heather's curtain above her bed and see's Heather sitting there on her new bed mattress listening the music on her phone. They make eye contact. Naya's bottom lip quivers in realizes now there is nothing keeping Heather from not sleeping with her. Nothing is said between the girls Naya closes the curtain.
-Around Midnight. There is no show the following night so the girls have dipped into the alcohol. Everyone but Heather is out in the main room talking while drinking. They are all pretty much drunk. Amber gets up and stands in front of everyone with her cell phone.
"Oh my god I have the best idea for a game!" She says as she giggles.
Lea makes another drink, "What? What is your idea?"
"How about each of us stands up and looks straight into the camera one at a time and counts down from 5 to the fans. Then tells them to ask any question or request they want and we have to answer the first 3 three that our sent to our twitter. That would be so cool we could call it Question Countdown." Amber giggles again for her great drunk idea.
The girls get all excited at this point anything would be awesome to them. Lea jumps up and runs the middle of the room.
"I wanna go first please please!" She grabs her phone and looks into the camera. "5, 4, 3, 2, 1,"
She looks at her twitter and refreshes the screen. There are no questions. The girls laugh.
"I guess the boys must be having sex with some strippers on their bus and they must have the live feed." Dianna says laughing at her friend.
Then Lea sits down pouting. They sit there for a few moments. There is a man's voice that comes over the speaker of the bus.
"Excuse me girls." The girls get scared from the man's voice and they assume they are going to be in trouble for being so drinking. "The fans have requested Naya to take her turn at Question Countdown."
The girls look at Naya and laugh. Naya grabs her drink and phone walking to the middle of the room and the girls all countdown together. "5, 4, 3, 2, 1"
Naya does her best to read her questions having already had way too much to drink. She stands there in silence gathering her composure. The girls look at her and make fun of her because she taking forever to answer the questions.
"Do you need help reading Naya?" Lea blurts out.
Naya then yells, "Hemo come out here. These pertain to you too." Heather jumps out of her bunk and walks towards the girls.
"What? What's going on?" Heather sees the girls are all quite intoxicated and she laughs at them and sits on the couch.
"We are playing a game were we have to answer the first 3 questions fans as us on twitter. I wanted you to hear mine this is going to be fun." Naya says as she downs her drink fast before she begins.
"Okay question 1, it's from HeyaFan1; Naya I saw you tonight in Salt Lake you were awesome but how did you feel Heather wasn't out there during Valerie?" Naya looks straight into the camera as Heather watches on. "Well HeyaFan1, I know that Heather would have probably hurt her hand further so I understood BUT I'll be honest I FUCKING HATED IT!" Naya and the girls laugh as Heather sits there trying not to laugh trying to keep her distance from Naya.
"Question 2, it's from Gleek4ever; oh this is a good one. Naya, would you marry Heather right now if you could?"
All the girls look at Heather and Naya and all laugh and get excited for Naya's response.
Naya looks directly in the camera again. "I don't know I mean the girl hates me right now ask me tomorrow."
The girls laugh again and Heather starts to get up upset from Naya's response. Naya runs after Heather taking her hand and sits her down on the couch.
"You can't leave this last one is necessary for you to be here…please." A bloodshot eyed Naya begs Heather to stay for just one second longer.
Naya goes back to the middle of the room. "Okay Question 3, from LovinNaya33; what is stopping you right now from kissing Heather? Her mom is probably sleeping." Heather stands up to walk away.
All the girls go "Wooo" and watch a drunken Naya stumble up to Heather she grabs her close and starts to kiss Heather hard on her lips. Heather resists at first and then she falls into Naya's arms and kisses her hard back. Heather moans with enjoyment and Naya pulls back.
"There you go LovinNaya33, sorry Heather I had to do that it was a request and it's the rules of the game. Blame Amber." Naya walks back to the couch grabbing another drink and laughs. She was so drunk that she didn't really get much out of the kiss. Heather stands there touching her lips and realizes she has to fix herself cause who is she kidding she loves Naya so much.
What will happen next?