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Chapter 21…

2022

Naya is sitting on their bed and she is filling out birthday invitations for Lily's birthday while Heather is checking herself out in a full length mirror on the closet door.

Naya looks up from the invitations and notices Heather looking at herself. "What are you doing?" Naya laughs at Heather.

Heather turns to her side and keeps looking at her body. "I was just thinking when I would stand in front of this mirror every night when I was pregnant with Lil. It was so surreal. I loved being pregnant."

Naya looks sad without Heather seeing her and then walks up behind Heather putting her arms around her waist. They look in the mirror at each other. "You did it so perfectly too. Thank you for giving me Lily Hemo." Naya kisses the back of Heather's neck.

"Hey no prob, it was easy." Heather gloats.

Naya smiles past the pain in her eyes. "Are you just thinking about this because of Lily's birthday coming up? Or is there something else on your mind."

Heather smiles, "Oh I was just thinking, a couple people were asking about if we would do a video about when I got pregnant with Lily. It just got me thinking about it all. We should talk about it."

Naya smiles at Heather thinking she would love to talk about Lily, just Lily though. "Sure, I thought you were going to say something else…that would be an awesome idea."

Heather shocked Naya was okay with that idea. "Are you serious?"

Naya nods, "Yeah sure, I'd love to talk about Lily as lame as it is I always miss her when she is at mom's."

"Yeah me too but she will have fun at Disneyland tomorrow." Heather kisses Naya and runs out of the room.

-Moments later Naya is sitting on the bed finishing up the invitations. She puts them on the ground and Heather brings one of her better cameras in and sets it up at the end of the bed.

"Wow, we are going all professional now?" Naya comments on Heather's camera.

"Yeah I brought it home the other day from work I thought it would be nice to capture some things with Lily and it's so much easier." Heather then jumps on the bed with the remote control for the camera. She kisses Naya on the cheek. "I really want to thank you for telling this story I know it may.." Heather starts the camera without finishing what she was going to say. Naya looks confused at Heather but then smiles for the camera. "Hi everyone we are back for our next edition of your vlog. I'm Heather Morris-Rivera."

Naya smiles, "And I'm Naya Rivera." The girls laugh awkwardly at their introductions. "So I'm going to start this one out tonight. Heather mentioned that some of you guys were requesting we tell the story of when Heather got pregnant with Lily…."

"And..sorry honey, I just wanted to say that we aren't going to keep you hanging from what happened in the guest room that will be addressed in this video as well." Heather says interrupting Naya. "Okay go ahead Naya."

"Ok so as I was saying before Heather rudely interrupted me." Naya laughs. "So it was about 5 years 9 months ago…"

Heather then butts in again, "I'm so sorry Naya I don't think we should start there."

Naya looks at Heather strangely. "What are you talking about Hemo?" Naya says nervously biting her bottom lip.

Heather grabs Naya 's hand looking at her deep into her brown eyes. She nods at Naya, "Naya we need to talk about this…" Naya shakes her head side to side at Heather knowing exactly what she is talking about. "This is supposed to be real it's been long enough."

Naya says nothing her face turns white as a ghost. She just sits there in silence frozen from pain. Heather continues to hold her hand tight.

"Okay, so it was actually more like almost 6 and half years ago…"

"It was 6 years and 2 ½ months ago…" Naya speaks up quietly now look down at her hands.

Heather watches a hurt Naya but knows she has to share this story. It's an important one and she truly believes it will help her. "Yeah it started like any other morning.."

2016…

Heather and Naya are sitting at the kitchen table eating breakfast. Heather stands up to put her dish in the dishwasher. "You have to promise me you will tell Tim that you don't feel right about doing that scene today. I just don't think it's safe for the baby."

Naya rolls her eyes at Heather. "Hemo, I'm only 6 weeks pregnant. I think it's pretty safe in there."

"I don't know, if you think that it won't be safe can you please say something?" Heather asks Naya.

Naya stands up from the table and walks over putting her dish in the dishwasher. "Deal, I won't jeopardize anything, I promise."

Heather smiles at Naya and rubs her stomach. "I love you and our baby so much. I can't wait to see him or her. I love that we got a donor that looks like me he or she will look like both us it will be so awesome." They kiss and get ready for the day.

-A few hours later...Cedar Sinai Hospital.

Heather is running through the door of the emergency room running up the front desk. "Naya Rivera. Where is she?" The nurse looks at her computer screen. Heather gets a text on her phone she looks at it. "She says she is room C. Where is that?" Heather says panicking. The nurse comes around the desk and walks Heather down the hall. She reaches the door stops takes and deep breath and runs into the room.

Heather sees Naya is hooked up to an ultrasound crying. The doctor is moving the ultrasound on her stomach. "Naya!" Heather runs up to Naya kissing her forehead and grabbing her hand. "What happened? Is the baby okay?"

Naya is silent in fear. Then they hear a heart beating on the machine. Heather and Naya smile overcome with happiness. "I wasn't sure if I was going to be able to get a heartbeat this early on but I did see everything is fine Naya. I promise." The doctor says. "The baby is safe in there. You need to settle down you both are just fine."

"Are you sure?" Naya says through her tears.

The doctor nods, "Yes. Just promise me you will take it easy."

Heather nods, "She will, thank you."

The doctor leaves the room. "What happened?" Heather asks Naya.

"I fell on set, I didn't mean to I don't know how it happened. Please don't be upset. I'm so sorry." Naya says still crying.

Heather climbs in the hospital bed and holds Naya. "Shh, I'm not mad the baby is okay." Heather tries to calm Naya down.

-The next two weeks Naya has gone into the hospital a couple times still nervous there is something wrong with the baby. The doctor reassures her every time everything is perfect.

One morning Naya's alarm goes off. She reaches to turn it off. She grabs her glasses on the nightstand and sees a small present on the nightstand. She sits up and picks the present up. Heather walks in the room. "Open it."

Heather walks over and sits on the bed with Naya. "What is it?" Naya opens it. It's a white baby onesie that says "My mommies love me" Naya smiles and kisses Heather.

"I love it. Thank you much." Naya just stares at it loving it so much. Heather smiles.

"I thought it would make your mood at little happier. You really shouldn't worry anymore. I have to get going to work Ashley and I are going to be working late. Call me later okay?"

Naya nods, "I love you Hemo."

Heather smiles and kisses Naya's stomach then Naya. "I love you guys too."

Heather leaves. Naya smiles, looks at the clock and goes back to sleep.

About an hour later Naya wakes up again and gets into the shower. As she starts to wash her legs she notices dark red in the corner of her eye. She looks down and sees that its blood…

2022.

"I can't do this Heather." Naya says sobbing. "Turn the camera off!" She yells.

Heather turns the camera off. Naya wipes her tears off her face and gets off the bed and stares at Heather. "How could you force me to talk about this? What do you just enjoying making me remember how I killed our baby?"

Heather gets up off the bed and puts her arms around Naya. Naya pushes her off. "Naya you didn't do anything wrong. You didn't miscarry because of the fall. The doctor even said so."

Naya starts trembling with anger. "Bullshit, you know it was my fault! You blame me." Naya screams at Heather.

Heather reaches out for Naya again and Naya once again pushes her away. "Naya talk to me, I didn't want to talk about this because I wanted to fight. I wanted to talk about it to help you."

"I don't need your help Heather; I'm fine when I don't think about it. How could talking about how I killed our baby help me?"

Heather stands back watching her wife have so much anger still from what happened years before. "Naya you did nothing wrong. Come on come back to bed with me. I will fix this."

Naya laughs, "You can't fix this Hemo! You getting pregnant may have given us Lily who I love with all my heart but it never fixed this." Naya leaves the room slamming the door.

Heather sighs and is left there standing alone. She gets back on the bed and starts the vlog. "This is obviously still a sensitive subject for Naya. She was told up and down the fall did not cause the miscarriage but she never believed it. I will go get her and finish our story about telling you how Lily came about…" Heather turns the camera off. She knows Naya just needs sometime alone so she takes a shower and gets ready for bed. She lies down and rests thinking Naya will be back in anytime.

A next morning, Heather looks at the clock seeing it's 6:00 she must of passed out. Then she sees Naya never came back to bed. She leaves the bedroom looking for Naya. "Naya?" She looks around the house. She finds a note on the kitchen counter.

Hemo,

I just need some time to think. You really had no right making me talk about that. It wasn't fair dredging all those feelings up.

Naya.

Heather sighs and walks into the bedroom grabbing her phone. She dials Naya and goes straight to voicemail. She then calls Lea. "Lea, hey is Naya there?"

"Nooo, she said she was coming over last night but she never showed. I figured she decided not to. What time is it?" Lea asks.

Heather holds her stomach with a sick feeling. "It's a little after six, Lea can you have her call me if she shows up…Thanks." Heather ends the call and calls Naya's mother. "Yolanda? I'm sorry to have woken you."

"Hemo? "

Heather then realizes Naya can't be there by the tone in Yolanda's voice, "Yes sorry again I was just seeing if Lily was doing okay."

"Yes, she had a great night. I was just going to get up and get her ready for Disney shortly, she is very excited. Is Naya okay?"

Heather not knowing that honest answers lies, "Yes of course she is still sleeping I'll have her call you later." Heather ends the call.

She then calls Naya again and it goes straight to voicemail. "Naya will you please call me. I love you."

Heather then gets in her car and starts to drive around to all of Naya's favorite coffee shops looking for her. She calls some of her other friends and her sister and no success. She then decides to go over to Lea's. She pulls up to her house and up to the front door and knocks. Lea walks up to the door in her pajama's and looks out seeing Heather. Lea opens the door.

"Hemo? What are you doing here?" Heather pushes her way in panicked.

"Lea I don't know where she is…we had a fight last night…I should have never made her talk about the baby…I'm so stupid you gotta help me find her…I'm scared to call the hospitals will you? I don't know what happened to Naya." Heather freaks out to Lea standing in the doorway.

Then a little boy with blonde hair and fair skin a little older than Lily walks up listening to Heather. Lea puts her arm around the little boy. "Hey little man, say hi to Hemo."

The little boy smiles at Heather, "Hi Hemo, are you okay?"

Heather shakes her head fighting back tears from the little boy. "Hi Devon, no I'm not doing so good."

Lea bends down to Devon, "Dev, why don't you go wake up your mom so she can make you some breakfast. Devon turns around to walk out of the doorway.

"Seriously I'm so scared I don't know where Naya is Lea. Please help me." Lea hugs a Heather, who is now crying in fear. She knows there is something wrong with Naya she has never done this before.

Devon stops and turns back to Lea and Heather. "Hemo…"

Lea turns her head to Devon, "Honey, go wake up your mom. This is adult stuff."

Devon shakes his head and quietly walks away.

To be continued….

WELL?