Hi all,

well chapter 9 is written and off to my wonderful betas.

I just want to say that from chapter 9 for the next three chapters might be hard for some of you to read, there maybe triggers for some.

IN chpater 9 without giving to much away it talks about religion and faith and why Bella turned her back on Christanity and chose paganism. I understand if I loose readers because of this and some of you feel the need not to continue to read the story but this is an important part of Bella's life and how she will manage furture events.

This chapter also talkes about Disossitive identiy disorder again it maybe hard for some of you to read and may cause triggers in others, again I understand if you chose not to read this chapter.

at least chpater 10, 11 there will probably be triggers for some and there is a loss including at least one character death not a major one though., these will be hard for me to write and I will try my hardest not to make them too tragic but they are a major key points in this story.

If you have any questions pm me I am happy to answer without giving away the story. afte