I don't own Grey's anatomy.

"Tampons."

"is this a game?" April asked looking at the phone strangely

"No it's not a game I'm telling you that me and Izzy told George to buy tampons because it's his turn to buy the grocery's."

"He's a man, a man you barley know of course he's not going to get you tampons."

"It's his turn to buy Grocery's."

"I don't care." April shook her head. "This is why I like living on my own."

"You're no help." Meredith hung up the phone.

"If I asked you to go and buy me tampons what would you do?" April asked turning towards Jackson.

"I'd run away screaming never ask me to buy you tampons."

"Duly noted." April chuckled.

Xxxxxxxxx

"Guy with Nails in his head."

"Wow cool case. All we have here is a boy who stuck a marble up his nose."

"Seven Nails in his head and he's still talking all that is compromised is his sight. We're going in."

"Have fun with that." April chuckled as she hung the phone up.

Xxxxxxxxxx

"Guy got ran over by a deer."

"Wait don't you mean he ran over a dear. Meredith asked.

"No I mean he actually was ran over by a dear he was walking on a path and got ran over by a dear."

"And I thought the guy with the nails in his head was an amazing case. Did the guy survive?"

"Yep three broken rips and a punctured lung but he survived."

"ohh going into surgery for the nail guy talk to you later.

Xxxxx

"I know the guy has a tumor but Shepard won't listen to me."

"Why not?"

"He wants to get the guy through one surgery before another one."

"Makes sense so the deer guy had to have a blood transfusion but he did live."

"Indestructible that one how did Seattle Grace miss out on that one?"

"Hey you can't get all the cool surgery's you know."

"Why not?"

"Now I know you never were good at sharing but you must learn."

"Hey I used to share my toys with you." Meredith said indigently."

"You did not you would steal my toys and then give those back to me and you called it sharing."

"One second April I have to look at this. "What is it?"

"You're right he has a tumor we're going to go in and fix it after we talk to the wife."

"Ohh was that Mcdreamy?"

"Yes."

"He sounds sexy."

"Who's on the other line she sounds nice you should listen to her." Derek smirked.

"No one to concern yourself with." She turned her attention back to the phone. " I'll talk to you later."

"Yep later."

Xxxxxxx

"Mommy's past is haunting me."

"Excuse me?"

"Mom's old scrub nurse is in the hospital. And talking of mom I'm going there tonight and I paid the nursing home today."

"Ok well I'll try and make it I'm have to go in now."

Xxxxxxxxxx

"Hey Mer what are we doing?" April sat down next to Meredith

"looking through some old Photo albums." Meredith passed the pictures over to her sister.

"We were such cute kids. And that's another toy you didn't share with me." April pointed to the red wagon.

"Hey you didn't share your tricycle." Meredith said pointing to the other article in the picture.

"Touché dear sister touché."

Xxxxxxxx

"Do you ever Miss him?" April asked as they walked outside of the nursing home.

"Who?"

"Dad do you ever miss him?"

Meredith sighed. "Honestly I try not to think of him. He left when we were three Aps I really could care less about the man."

April hugged her sister without saying a word she knew Meredith was lying Thatcher Grey and Meredith used to have a strong bond and even at five it had hit her hard when their father had walked out of the door.

Xxxxxxxxx

Today is crazy first of all George didn't buy any tampons so I had to stop on the way to work."

"Told you not to ask him." April cut in.

"Anyway and then Alex put up pictures of Izzy all over the hospital in her last modeling gig Izzy went slightly crazy and stripped down so that was kind of funny.

"We don't' have any model like people in our program unless you count Jackson and I don't." she looked over at the man who was trying to read the chart over her should.

"Jackson back off it's my surgery got it mine."

"We were put on it together you have to share. "

"Now who isn't sharing?" Meredith joked.

"Oh shut it."

"Oh I told the scrub nurse about mom." April moved away from Jackson so that he couldn't hear her.

"Why?"

"She guessed she's very astute."

"Are you ok?"

"Yeah it actually felt good to talk about it with someone beside you."

"I can understand that." April's eyes lingered on Jackson who had snatched the chart.

Xxxxxxxx

"I lost it I tried to convince a patient's wife not to go through with brain surgery so that he wouldn't loss his memory I totally lost it. Then Mcdreamy yelled at me."

"Are you ok Mer?"

"I will be I just needed to hear your voice I'll talk to you later sis.

"Are you ok?" April looked up to see Jackson standing beside her.

"Yeah I will be." She gave him a weak smile wanting to tell him about Ellis but not wanting to at the same time.

Xxxxxxxx

The scrub nurse died." Meredith sighed.

"Sorry Mer."

"I was going to go and see Mom tonight but I just don't think I can."

"I'll go." April offered.

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah get some sleep."

"Thanks." Meredith sighed.

Xxxxxxxx

"Hey mom." April sat down beside her mother looking at this woman who wasn't much of a mother but who was her mother she had a complicated history with this woman and with the twin sister who was only miles away."

"Hand me that Clamp." Ellis said.

April handed her a pen and watched her sadly.

Xxxxxxxxxxxx

She used her key to get into the house she snuck up the stairs and past the rooms she knew were being used by the other interns.

"Mer."

"April what are you doing here?" Meredith sat up yawning.

April crawled into bed with her. "I saw mom."

"How is she?"

"Same, Mer."

"Yeah?"

"What would you say if I told Jackson about Mom."

"April." Meredith turned towards her. "That's your call I know he's a friend a very annoying friend but if you want to tell him you can."

"I may we'll see." April hugged her sister. "I have work soon. I should get going."

She went to get up but Meredith stopped her. "I had breakfast with Mcdreamy he's wearing me down Aps."

"Mer let yourself fall its not bad to fall." April squeezed her sister's hand. Her fragile sister. She hoped sometime her sister would find love. She hoped that for herself also but she really hoped it for her sister.

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