If Life Were Different

A Vampire Knight story, I don't own the characters, but I do own the plot.

~NekoAyane: Sorry to keep you guys for a very long time, but here it is. Chapter 2 of If Life were Different. Hope you guys enjoy!

Chapter 2

We arrived at The Kuran mansion and I coukd feel my bloodlust start to grow. I could smell Kaname's heavenly scent coming from his neck and my canines started to itch badly. I wanted to bite him so bad and taste that heavenly sweet, but I kept myself from doing that by hiding my face on his shirt. I was panting hard;I could feel my primal insticts telling me to let go of my rational side, telling me to kill, but I could'nt. I would'nt let myself hurt anybody...especially Kaname.

We arrived at his room, and he put me down gently on his bed. "Zero? How do you feel?" He asks me, concern etched into his voice. My throat dry I respond to him hoarsely, "My throat is b-burning...and I can feel m-myself becoming..." I paused looking for the right word, "like an a-animal..." Tears started rushing down my face, "I don't know what to Kaname...I-I feel so lost! I'm losing myself and I can't do anything about it!"

I was shaking with fear, knowing that at any moment I could turn into a Level E. A bloodthirsty monster with no hint of reasoning, no hint of the person they were before, and most of all no hint of anything. Just the desire to kill.

I feel Kaname start to get close to me. I tried to back away, but he stopped my advances of escaping. He embraced with those long, strong, thin arms pf his and held me close.

"Im so sorry Zero...Im sorry for my kind doing this to you.." I could hear him start to sob, "If you hadn't met my kind...you wouldn't have to be in this situation...You wouldn't have to suffer...If you hadn't met m-"

I stopped him there, I didn't want to hear anymore, so I just sat up a little and I kissed him, silencing him from what he was going to say. "don't say it...don't say that if I hadn't met you, the situation wouldn't be like this..." I was crying more, "I love you Kana...never forget that...It hurts me when you say that I would be better off If I hadn't met you...bullshit! If I wouldn't have met you, I wouldn't have fallen in love with you! I wouldn't have been happy in my life for once! So don't you dare say that, don't you dare!"

I saw Kaname's eyes widen, I embraced him tightly, "You're the best thing that has happened in my life..." I say, whispering in his shirt. He returns the hug, and lifts my face to give me a peck on my forehead. He smiles, "You are also the best thing that has happened in my life...Zero Kiriyu.." He then goes on to capture my lips in a passionate kiss, while rubbing my tears away with his thumb, gently.

After I had calmed down, Kaname was sitting with me in his arms, while I layed my head against his chest.

"So...how do we stop my 'transformation'?" I ask softly. "I don't know...I'll have to look into it, and see what I can find.." Kaname says.

I sigh, another itch atacked my canines, "Thirsty?" Kanames says while chuckling. I roll my eyes, "Well of course, turning into a bloodthirsty monster here, of course I'm thirsty.."

He chuckles once more and opens up the collar of his neck, revealing more of that delicious neck that I wanted to bite into.

"Go ahead, take what you need.." He says in a whisper. I gulp while I get closer to him, my vampiric senses started to take over, but I was still hesitant, so I looked over to Kaname again.

He softly smiles, "It's alright...just let it take over for now okay? Im going to be fine...and remember!-" He winks, "Im the king of Vampires, I don't go down that easily.." I roll my eyes once more and I get closer to his neck, my breath quicking. I could feel Kanames blood going through his veins.

I licked the spot where I was to bite, and after I heard some of Kanames quiet moans I bit down. His blood was more heavenly than I thought, through my dazed moment of feelling Kaname's blood ooze out and into my mouth. Swallowing every sweet drop of his blood.

Kaname was moaning softly, and panting which made me start to get a little bit excited down there, but I held myself back. I had to concentrate to not take too much, 'don't let that side take over'.

After a while of moans and drinking, I pulled back, licked the wound I had made and sat next to Kaname who was still a bit red, and a panting mess from the drinking session.

"Are you f-feeling better now Z-Zero?" He looks up at me, and I nod. He composes himself and smiles, "Good.." Kaname yawns, "Well I'm a bit sleepy...care to sleep with me Zero?"

I chuckle softly and I snuggle next to him, which he then pulls the blanket on top of us and hugs me once more, "I will find out how to stop you from becoming a Level E...thats a promise..." He yawns, and kisses my lips once last time before he falls asleep. I looked at his serene, regal sleeping face and I smile. Closing my eyes, I also fall to the slumber, wondering what challeneges tomorrow would give me...

~NekoAyane: Here it is! Hope it was to your expectatives! Sorry I was so kate to upload another chapter, It's just I've been really busy with school and whatnot and I didnt have any ideas on hos to continue this story, so Thank you for reading!