sorry this chapter took longer than the others, its longer but I also had a rough time writing it, the chapter after tis might be less smut, but there will definitely be some in the chapters after, if you have any suggestions feel free to leave them, I have never written before like this so your opinion helps. Enjoy!
I'm sitting in the airport terminal waiting for our flight to start boarding, Kitty Margot and I are flying back from Korea by ourselves so we got here super early, I was scrolling through Instagram watching baking videos when I get a snapchat from Peter, I don't know why I opened it around my sisters because if he just wanted to talk he would've texted me, but when I do I see a half naked picture of Peter in fronton the mirror, abs flexed, body wet he must have just showered , with a caption think about me on your flight home. Peter has already sent me a couple ab pics over the last month but nothing as reveal and as hot as this one, his towel is wrapped lowly around his waist revealing almost everything except for his member, he is flexing slightly and he is still wet from the shower, his muscles are more toned since I left and his skin is starting to look very tan. My eyes follow the picture from the hollow base of his throat, down his chest where there is a small amount of hair starting to show, to his stunning abs all the way down his 6-pack to his happy trail, my mouth opens as I follow the trail down to that amazing v disappearing into the low hanging towel, god I wish I could run my fingers over his body. I was staring at the picture for to long, and it didn't help that I was doing so with an open mouth, Margot leaned close to me I tried to tap the photo quickly to make it disappear but it was too late; and whispered "I saw that" I blushed so red I think I might be red for the restive my life. I try to explain my way out of it but I didn't really do anything wrong and honestly IDK what to say " Margot I... he...ugh" but she saves me by saying "don't worry about it Lara Jean you haven't seen him in a month, also you got a hot boyfriend who wouldn't want to look at that" I can't believe she just called Peter hot so I slap her arm giggling slightly "Margot!" I shriek "sorry, sorry what I mean is I like Peter I think he is perfect for you, at first when you told me you guys were dating, for real, I didn't like him, I thought he was just some dumb asshole jock who was going to break your heart, but now after meeting him and seeing how he looks at you, and the way he treats you I know that he is worthy of my little sister" and I can't help the tears that come to my eyes, what she said was so sweet and there is no way I can ever tell Peter, he will let it go to his head, I giggle "thank you, sorry for giggling I just can never tell Peter" and she responds "you better not he will never let me live this down" and we just giggle then she takes me by surprise asking "have you guys, you know, done it?" and there it is again my face is bright red, and I sheik again turning my head to see if anyone is listening "Margot!" then once I've calmed down " no we haven't, is it odd that we haven't done it yet after all this time?" I ask shyly, and she says "maybe a little but its not about what others think its about whether or not you and Peter are ready, and are you?" well I am but I still have never seen Peters, well yeah, and I, we have a few other things to experience before we do, but I respond with "yeah, I think so" and Margot's face lights up, and she start asking me all these questions and telling me all these things but all I can hear is when she says " don't try to make a big deal out of, I mean it is a big deal, but still don't wear some lace body suit, don't put rose petals everywhere, don't play music, just enjoy(wink) the experience with Peter so that you can remember you and him, not the music or any other distractions".
Later we are on the plane pulling out into the runway when I realize I never responded to Peters picture, I pull out my phone real quick and try to think of a response, hmmm, I need to respond kinda sexy but not too dirty cause I need to be able to stop myself from going all the way when I see him for the first time in a month, god I miss him, I decide on I miss you and your abs, can't wait to see you, sent over a quick selfie I just took and send it.
The flight is 17 hours total of flying and 25 hours of travel time, by the time we are on our last flight i decide to take a melatonin and sleep through it, I don't want to be tired tonight just incase Peter comes over. I rest my head on Margot's shoulder and fall asleep, thinking about Peter, imaging hugging him and smelling his sweet scent. When I wake up we are starting our decent, I get excited all of the sudden, I can't wait to be home I mean Korea was great but I miss my room, my dog, and I miss Peter being apart from him for a whole month was hard but we made it through and this gives me hope for college, and college will be easier I think because I won't be thousands of miles away in a different time zone. After we land I turn my phone back on to see I have a notification from daddy wishing me a safe flight and telling me what time he is picking us up, one from grandma saying how much she misses us already, and my favorite notification is from Peter I can't wait to see you, I know your probably tired from the flight so will you call me tonight instead, but you better believe I am spending the entire day tomorrow with you , I mean I'm sad that I won't see Peter tonight but he is right, even after sleeping through most of the last flight I am exhausted, I smile at his text, he was so assertive and dominant in the text and it makes my stomach flutter, I cannot wait to see him tomorrow.
When I get home I say my hellos to daddy and Trina but tell them I am really tired so I head up to my room, change into peters sweat shirt and call him. He picks up after the first ring "hey Covey, I've missed you, did you know that" "I missed you to, and I love you did you know that?" and we spend the next 2 hour just talking about anything and everything, eventually I fall asleep just listening to Peters voice, I faintly hear him say "I love you Lara Jean, sweet dreams".
I'm asleep in my bed when I wake up because I have a feeling that someone is staring at me, before I roll over I am already guessing that Kitty wants breakfast, but when I roll over I am startled to see that Peter is standing at the side of bed, smiling at me. I immediately get up from my bed and jump into his arms, wrapping myself around him arms flung around his neck, legs wrapped around his waist, he wraps his strong arms around my waist and pulls me in tight, I don't know how long we stay like this but I enjoy every second of hugging him, feeling his heart beating, feeling the warmth of his skin, smelling his wonderful scent, god I don't think I could ever get enough of him. I pull away slightly to look in his eyes, he smiles at me and says "good morning" before leaning in to kiss me, but I pull away and cover my mouth with my hand "morning breath" I say as an explanation but he just smiles and moves my hand out of the way and kisses me, its a sweet I've missed you kiss and it doesn't last long, I kiss him one more time before I slide back down his body so I am standing on the ground, I hug him close again burying my face into his chest and happily sigh as he kisses the top of my head. Peter interrupts me by saying "you should get dressed, we have a lot of catching up to do today, and I don't think your dad would be to happy if he saw me holding you like this when your not wearing any pants" I look down to see that I am indeed not wearing any pants, only Peters sweatshirt and undies, I blush and let go of him to pull the sweatshirt down in an effort to cover myself "you can see this later, but for now can you wait for me downstairs I'll be 15 minutes tops" I say smiling up at him, he smiles back kisses me chastely then leaves my room.
When I walk down stairs I find Peter and Kitty sitting on the couch arguing about what pizza place is best kitty thinks its Bortalamis while Peter believes Blind Onion is superior, I sneak into the kitchen to say hello to daddy but we are soon interrupted by Peter "good morning, are your ready to go?" I look up at daddy and he just nods, Peter has probably already talked to him so I look at Peter and nod. Walking to his car, with his hand in mine, I could just be like this, with peter for the rest of my life, I can't even imagine myself with any other boy, its only ever going to be him. Peter opens the car door for me, grabs something inside real quick before stepping to the side to let me climb in, he smiles down at me "these are for you" he says as he pulls a bouquet of flowers out from behind his back, I lean forward and grab a fistful of his shirt to pull him down to kiss me, and I kiss him, but he pulls away from me I pout slightly and shakes his head, smirking as he walks around the front of his car and climbs in. He grabs my hand and holds it tight, giving his hand a slight squeeze I say "thank you for the flowers" and I lift them up to my nose to smell them they smell really good. "So what are we doing today?" I ask excited to be able to spend time with Peter, I ask only because I'm curios but honestly I don't care what we do as long as I get to spend time with him, he says "well I thought we could go to breakfast at the corner cafe, then we could drive around and stop at any bakeries or little shop that we want, then we can go back to your house or mine cuddle up together and watch a movie, there is a lacrosse party tonight at UVA that we can go to if you want or we can just hang out" I smile up at him and say "that sounds wonderful, we should go to the party too, it would be nice to meet some of your new teammates". After breakfast we start to drive around, we drive into multiple little towns around the area, I find a unique looking shop and ask Peter if we can go in, inside the shop there is little nicknacks set neatly all over the store along with numerous indoor plants, some even hanging from the ceiling, I start to imagine what my dorm room might look like and if I have room to put a few plants like these, as I look around I notice Peter all of the sudden get really tense what just happened? I tell him I'm ready to go but when we get into the car I can definitely feel that he is upset "what's wrong?" I ask and he just shakes his head, "ok, can we go back to your house and watch a movie then?" I ask and he finally looks at me squeezes my hand and says "yeah that sounds nice". We drive back in silence, I squeeze Peters hand periodically, as I stare out the window watching the busy streets, Its summer so all the shops are open and children are running around with ice-cream and happiness all over there faces, sometimes I miss being a kid not having a care in the world, but then again I love myself now, my body, the things it can make me feel a chill runs through me as I begin to remember the way Peters hands feel against me, the way his tongue tortured me... I feel my stomach start to tighten at the thought I need to think about something else. I start to stare back out the window and think about how I'm going to decorate my dorm, should I go with a pink palette or a blue palette, my thoughts are interrupted by the car stopping, we are at peters house.
We have been sitting on Peters couch watching some movie but I'm not paying attention,his mom left about 15 minutes ago and Owen isn't here but I'm not thinking about the fact that we are alone, instead I am trying to figure out whats got Peter so messed up, he is tense and not himself, like I'm lying here on his couch next to him but its not the same, he's not holding me the same as he usually does, finally I've had enough, sitting up I grab his face and force him to look me in the eyes "Peter whats wrong, and don't tell me nothing because I know something is bothering you, so can you just tell me?" I look into his eyes searching for any clues, His brown eyes pool suddenly. I feel like Ive been shot, Peters eyes are starting to water, and I caused it, making him think about it more. Reaching up I use my thumbs to wipe the stray tear that falls down his cheek and kiss him, just a peck before saying "it's ok you don't have to tell, I'm sorry I brought it back up" I smile my sincerest I'm sorry smile and lay back down resting my head back on his chest. I rub my fingers across his arm, drawing little designs when I am interrupted by his shaky voice "sorry, my dad has been trying to contact me lately and I found out my mom has been seeing him again" he starts to sob as the last words squeeze out. Shifting my self I sit up and pull him close to me wrapping my arms around his shoulders, pressing him to me tightly and he finally lets go sobbing uncontrollably into my neck. I focus all of my energy into not crying, this is about Peter not me, I rub his back in small circles trying to sooth him, he slowly starts to calm down resting his head on my chest. I stat to think about what Peter had just said his dad is cheating on his current wife with Peters mom, he is abandoning another family. I have one hand on Peters back while the other massages his head playing with his dark curls. I can tell Peter is feeling better when I feel him start to nuzzle my breasts with his face, I smile before pulling his face away from me, looking into his eyes "are you ok? you don't have to talk about it but I want to make sure you are ok" he looks me in the eyes and nods, then he reaches up and traces my lips with his finger smiling mischievously, I place my hand on his chest and push him back until he is laying back against the arm of the couch, leaning against him I press my lips to his softly at first, letting him control the pace, he kisses me back, its a slow romantic kiss, his hands move up and down my back as we kiss. I sit up suddenly startling him I want to do something but we have never done this and he has never let me see him... "you okay? What happened?" he asks I look around the room, can i do this on his couch out in the open yeah that might actually be fun "when does your mom or brother get home?" he looks at his watch before telling me "Owen won't be home tonight and I'm pretty sure my mom is out for the night also" he says rather sadly, grasping his face I kiss him again not wanting him to dwell on his sad thoughts. I move one of my hands down his rigid muscles, feeling my way down until I feel the cool metal of his belt, sitting back I look into his beautifully dark brown eyes losing myself in there abyss, I am very nervous all of the sudden, I don't know if its because I haven't been with Peter in a month or if its because I've never seen a mans erect penis before but I can feel myself begin tremble "so I want to do something for you..." my voice trails off as I look away from him, he lifts my chin slightly so I have to look into his big brown eyes "you don't have to do anything for me, you just being here is enough" he says as he kisses, I open my mouth to him inviting him in and he takes it, exploring my mouth with his tongue. I move my other hand down to the top of his jeans and slowly undo his belt, I feel his lips pause against mine as my hand accidentally brushes against him, I smile against his lips kissing him harder, it doesn't take long for his lips to respond. After pulling his jeans down as far as I can, I reach for the band of his boxers pausing to ask permission he says "we don't, you don't have too" as he looks from me to my hands.
He is just too sweet but I don't back down, "I want to do this" I say looking him straight in his eyes, so he can see that I do, he just nods and watches me with wide eyes as I slowly slip off his black boxers.
I watch as he springs free, this is the first penis I have ever seen I expected to feel disgust or some sort of reluctance, but as I look at his manhood all I see is how hot he is, this man, my man is the sexiest thing I've ever seen and I can't believe he is mine. Reaching forward I grab it and watch as it hardens and grows in my hands I rub my thumb over the tip before saying "wow, I mean...wow...your so... I mean... just wow" as I still look and play with his member. Peter grabs my chin lightly so I look up "you don't have to" he says "no its not that, I've just never seen one before and your...well...big I think" I really wouldn't know because I have no frame of reference but Peters dick is impressive it's pretty long, and thick there is an impressive vein that runs underneath him and I can't help but stare. He pulls my chin backup to look at him, I smile shyly as I just got caught staring at him, cupping my face he pulls me close to him and kisses me. I lean into his kiss feeling his abdomen as he holds my face to his, my other hand starts to move up and down his shaft, I feel Peters abdomen tense and his lips start to become distracted so I move my lips down his chilled jaw, and onto his neck sucking and licking; theres something else I want to lick and suck; I move my lips to the spot right behind behind his ear grazing my teeth along his earlobe, I am rewarded by a low growl from Peter. He moves his hands to firmly grasp my ass, moaning to show my appreciation.
Slowly I pull my lips away from his neck, and scoot back, leaning down I lick the tip of his erection before pulling his length into my mouth swirling my tongue as I go. I realize that he is too big for me to be able to take his full length into my mouth so I add my hand, moving my mouth and hand in unison up and down his massive cock. Peters hands are gripping my hair rather tightly but I don't care it just shows me how aroused he is. I slide my mouth off of him continuing to pump him with my hand, I notice a small amount of liquid seep out of the tip that must be his precum so I lick the tip again tasting his saltiness. I consume him with my mouth, shielding my teeth with my lips, pressing down a little harder than before, moving up and down faster and faster as I feel his cock twitch in my mouth, he grunts and try's to speak "Cov..ey..I...I..Im going...to" but I just wave him off continuing to suck and lick him. I move up and down his shaft a few more times before I unshield my teeth, grazing the underside of his shaft, and he cums loudly into my mouth, I pull my mouth up slightly so his cum is not shooting straight down the back of my throat, opening my mouth I stick out my tongue allowing for Peter to shoot his orgasm into my mouth, once he has fished I smile up and him and swallow, it doesn't taste that bad, I've tasted him before, that night I gave him hand job but now is different because the amount is way larger. I'm wiping the edges of my mouth when I feel peters strong hands pull me up and he kisses me, like really kisses me, taking advantage of my shock he shoves his tongue into my mouth tasting himself, responding to his fervent tongue with my own. Peter pulls away from me and stands up pulling up his boxers then his pants, I pout because he jus covered himself up, but also because we were kissing and he just pulled away. He must have seen me pouting because he held his hand out to me, asking me to stand, and as I do he scoops down and picks me up throwing me over his shoulder, I squeal then wrap my arms around his waist not wanting to fall, he strides out of the living room and towards the stairs "I'm not done with you yet" he says, his voice low and sexy. When we reach his room he takes no time to pull off my tank top and jean shorts leaving me standing in front of him only in my underwear, taking a step back he looks greedily up and down my body, his eyes full of lust "god your hot" he says growling before he steps towards me with purpose. He picks me up again grabbing my thighs, I wrap my arms and legs around him just before his lips clash to mine, I feel him walk me back, I thought he was going to lay me on his bed, but instead I feel my back press against the cold walls of his room. I kiss him back sweeping my tongue across his lips asking for more, he happily opens his mouth to my tongue, gliding his into my mouth caressing my tongue with his. I hear him grunt before I hear a bunch of objects crash to the floor, I open my eyes to see peter clearing off his dresser I pull away "what are you.." I ask but I am cut off by Peter sitting me up on top of his dresser, pulling me to the edge and spreading my legs. I lean back and brace myself against my hands, Peter brings his hands up to my face and kisses me again, but his hands don't stay in my hair for long, they trail down my neck and briefly caress my breasts, I moan as they dance there way across my bare skin, I feel his smile in our kiss as his hands reach there destination, he presses down slightly, pushing my underwear into me I can feel them wet ten. Peter groans in response breaking his lips away from mine to say "your so wet already, it's amazing" and his lips attack mine biting me, the kiss is rough. It amazes me that I enjoy it but I do, I push my lips into his pushing further as his hands move my panties to the side, he rubs my slit with his fingers before pushing them into my wet center, I moan into his mouth before leaning back overcome with ecstasy peters fingers pick up pace while his thumb begins to rub hard circles against my swollen clit, his mouth moves to my neck sucking and kissing, I'm about to tell him to stop, no visible hickeys, but its as if he reads my mind his mouth moves down to the tops of my cleavage sucking and biting my skin. I can't help the load moaning that escapes my mouth, my breathing stops when I feel his lips leave my breasts and his fingers pull out of me, looking forward at him I glare slightly why the fuck did he stop? but my question is soon met by his actions, he hooks his thumbs into my panties and rips them in his hands that was hot I think as I watch him kneel before me, head level with the apex of my thighs, I blush as I know what he is about to do next. He looks up at me with a mischievous smile on his face before his head dips down, I gasp as his tongue make contact with my vagina, his tongue licks me at first before he pushes down harder, he bites my clit and I almost scream from the pleasure I think it can't get any better but he proves me wrong as his slips his two fingers back into me, pushing them in and out as they rub against the front wall of my vagina, it only takes a few more seconds and I am pushed over the edge moaning "Peter!" as I cum hard onto his face and hands. When I come down from the high I lean forward and grab his face pulling his face back up to mine and kiss him, I can taste myself on his lips and its arousing I think Im ready, we should just fuck now, but my thoughts are interrupted by the sound of the front door open. Peter jerks away from me at the noise, he looks angry, when he looks back at me I just shrug hopping off the dresser to put my clothes back on. Peter looks at me again before heading back down stairs, I decide to pick up some of the things he threw on the floor, his cologne, a dirty shirt, his watch, then I notice that he very carefully set down a framed picture of us he is so sweet, man I love him.