sorry this chapter took so long, I was very stuck as this is the chapter they well yeah, and I hope its good, i spent a lot of time on it but also am still unsure about it so I hope you enjoy
I am sitting in my dorm room talking to my roommate about our classes, her name is Cassidy she is blonde and just taller than me, she is from San Fransisco and is studying psychology. She is an amazing roommate, sweet, understanding, outgoing which is great for me, she pushes me to go out and meet new people. Somehow we got onto the topic of parties and she says "hey so there is this frat party later this week that is supposed to be crazy, we should go!" I don't know about a party on Friday, Peter is coming up to visit for the first time this weekend and he will be here on Saturday morning, I don't to be hungover or tired when he gets here, but the hopeful look on her face changes my mind "I will go, if we leave early ish, my boyfriend is visiting this weekend so I want to get a good nights sleep" I say "oh that hot is coming" she says as she points to the picture of Peter I have sitting on my desk, I blush at her comment of his hotness "yes, we haven't seen each other in 3 weeks so I'm super excited" I start to think about how I probably should have told her earlier "is it okay if he sleeps in here?" I ask "oh god yeah, you know what after the party I'll leave for the weekend, I have some family friends in the area so I'll stay with them" her eyes wander to the photo again before a mischievous grin erupts on her face "have fun with that" she says and I blush bright red knowing all to well what she means "we haven't... well yeah" I stammer, she looks a little shocked "oh well, can I ask why? I mean he is well godly and you guys seem so in love, I can hear it in his voice when you guys are on the phone" she has a good point and I do love Peter and I truly believe he loves me, at least I think he does... "well I had never had a boyfriend before him and I was nervous, we have almost done it a couple times but the last time he didn't have a condom soon, yeah... now I'm at college over 2 hours away so we haven't had the time" my face red through my entire explanation but Cassidy doesn't seem to care "even better reason for me to leave this weekend, just don't do it in my bed okay" she says as she packs up her backpack "I got to head to class so I'll see you later, bye!" she sings as she walks out of the door. I look at the time and see Peter will be out of class soon so I can call him in about 15 minutes, I start to think back to the night of the meteor shower, the way his hands felt on my skin, on my breasts, on my stomach, on my... but then I start to get angry again, why did he have to forget a condom, why did I not think to get a condom, Fuck I think, I don't usually curse but Fuck if I am going to let that happen again. I grab all of my things and head for the bus, I've decided to head to the target down the street, when I get there I grab a new nail polish color then head to the condom aisle, I am overwhelmed with the different types and sizes of condoms I look at the time and see that Peters class ended about 5 minutes ago so I FaceTime him "hey baby" he says, and seeing his handsome face I forget the whole reason I called him "hey Kavinsky" I say flirtatiously, he starts to talk about his day as he walks around his dorm room, but when he goes to ask me he pauses "how was your d...where are you?" he asks as he sees my surroundings, and I blush "oh I'm at Target, thats actually why I called you..." I turn the camera around so he can see what I am looking at (condoms) "so I was going to buy some condoms but there are so many options, and I mean like I know your pretty big, I know I've never seen anoth..." but I am interrupted by a voice in the background of Peters room "bro you hung aint you, hahahahaha, show me show me" the voice says, when I look at Peter his face is bright red and full of rage "I'm so sorry I didn't know your roommate was with you" I say but he shakes his head and says "It's fine just give me a couple of seconds to either beat his ass or walk to the stairwell" I see he decided the later as he moves to leave his dorm but I can still hear his roommate hollering "bro, you about to get lucky, you have to show me sometime, you huge aint you, aint you.." finally the noise disappears and Peters face starts to fade from anger to happiness, I watch him sit down in what I'm guessing is the stair well "so, what should I get?" I ask he looks at me for what seems like forever before saying "Lara Jean you don't have to I can do that" he says sternly but hell if I am going to risk not having sex because he forgot a condom again "Peter I am going to get some because I do not, and I mean I do not want to miss an opportunity to have sex with you again so can you please tell me what to get?" I say back, trying to sound as star as possible he sighs before responding "well I don't fit into the regular ones, they will break if you buy those, I don't either of us wants that, so buy the magnums they have multiple kinds, but I don't really care" I look at the magnum sections and see 4 different kinds; Regular, thin, ribbed, and Ecstasy oooh that sounds interesting but I still don't know to do, I turn the camera back to my face and say "Peter I still don't know, you need to help me" he rolls his eyes and says "fine, IDK why this make me uncomfortable but I'll do it, ok show me the options" I do as he says as I turn the camera again and state the types for him "well thin is always better because well yeah, ribbed is for you but I don't think you are ready for those they add extra stimulation and we can try those later if you want, now Ecstasy I have no idea what those do" he says, I grab the box and see that it is a thinner condom, with tingly lubricant, and is partially ribbed, it's like a mix of all of the other condoms I tell Peter and he looks at me questionably "are you sure you want those, it's up to you" but I do they describe it so well that I tingle just thinking about what sensations they could bring, and what sensations Peter could bring oh god I stop that line of thinking as I am in the middle of a Target and I won't see him till Saturday, before I hang up I tell him I'll call him when I get back and that I miss him "only 5 more days" he says "5 more days" I repeat with a sigh then we say our goodbyes "love you" I say "love you so much" he says before we hang up.
It is finally Friday, my classes have ended for the day so I head back to the dorm to get ready with Cassidy, I have a feeling she is going to change my entire appearance for the party tonight, when I walk into the room she is texting someone other phone, when she sees me she hides the phone so quickly, I bet she was sexting that guy she is "talking too" from three floors up. We talker a while, I watch some Netflix, then around 9pm we start to get ready, she forces me to wear one of her outfits saying mine are cute but that I need to look a little more slutty "Cassidy...really I don't need to dress "sluttier" I don't really want other guys looking at me anyways..." I say rather annoyed but she interrupts me "just trust me, and if guys look at you take it as a compliment, if they touch you, well I'll be there to beat the shit out of them" she says, thats the thing about Cassidy, she may be small but she is ripped and feisty, her personality reminds me of Kitty "okay fine" I sigh as she continues to dress me.
When we are both ready I look at myself in the mirror, I have tight black leggings that leave little to imagination, she forced me to wear my blue underwear set, and over the lacy bra is a loose fitting cropped Nirvana shirt, and although the outfit is very black, it looks amazing. I have some mascara on and that about it I don't wear a lot of makeup usually so it doesn't bother me to go to a party with an almost bare face.
We walk across campus towards greek row, along the way Cassidy is distracted by her phone most of the way texting someone, she is being very secretive and it is making suspicious, although we barely know each other this is odd behavior what is she up too? I think but get distracted by a text message from Peter... hey babe, just got done with practice, heading to the gym so I'll call you later, can't wait to see you tomorrow
He has practice in the morning and will be here after but I wish I could see him now, knowing I am going to see him soon has made my longing for him rise even further. We finally make it to the frat house, the music is blaring and there are lights flashing in various colors. Walking inside Cassidy pulls me by my elbow to the dance floor, its not really a dance floor it's just a crowded space where people are bumping and grinding into each other, as she drags me I accidentally run into a man who from behind is very similar to Peter, god I miss him it's so bad that I am seeing him in other people, but when I stop to apologize to the man I so rudely ran into, but when he turns around I gasp, it is Peter.
"eeeeeeekkkk" I scream uncontrollably as I jump onto him, wrapping my arms and legs around him. I must have taken him by surprise because he stumbles back a few steps, but he eventually wraps his strong arms around me pulling me close to him, I close my eyes burying my face into his neck I've missed his smell, the feel of his warm body against mine, hell I've just missed him. I don't know how long we have been standing here in the middle of a party but I eventually realize something, jerking my head up I look over at Cassidy with a death glare "you, did you know about this?" she just shrugs so I turn to Peter "what about you? why are you here early" but my glare fades as I look into his handsome face "hey" he says completely ignoring my questions "hi" I say smiling at him, he kisses me his lips barely brushing against mine then he sets me back on the ground, I pout but know that I can't be wrapped around Peter in the middle of someones house. Peter and I are still staring into each others eyes when we are interrupted by Cassidy "are we just going to stand here staring at each otheeeer, ooooooor are we going to dance?" I look at her and she rolls her eyes and walks further into the dance floor, when I look back at Peter he has stepped back a few steps but is holding his hand out to me "want to dance?" he asks with the sexiest of smiles on his face. I follow him onto the dance floor, there is not much room to dance so I end up very close to Peter, my face close to his chest. The music is blaring the beat shakes the house, I've never listened to music like this, I mean Iv'e heard music like this but not this loud, it makes my heart thump and my eyes dilate in excitement. People are bumping into me so I move closer to Peter, and we dance, but not like we did at prom we are moving our hips together swaying back and forth, he has his hands on my waist but i jump when he suddenly aggressively grabs my ass, he sees my body reactant lets go, he leans down to say "sorry, couldn't resist" but he looks very guilty, I decide to show him that it was okay, it's way to loud to reassure him with my words turning I place my ass to his front and begin to sway against him, he gets the message and places his hands back on my waist and grinds with me, I hear him grunt slightly and I realize he is starting to get hard I guess I should have seen that coming but he needs to suffer a little, I mean the surprise was great but still. I push myself further against him and make sure to listen to the sounds coming deep from his chest, his hands grab harder onto my hips, I can't tell if he wants me to stop, or go further, I don't think he know either, so I decide for him... I pull away from him and start to walk away through the crowd, but before I disappear into the abyss of people I look back ver my shoulder, trying to look as sexy as possible, and by the look on his face when I say this I think it worked "are you coming, ooor are you just going to stand there" I smirk again before turning back around and walking away. Once outside the cold air of the night refreshes my warm body, but I have a feeling I won't be able to cool down, he is here, really here, and all I can think about is jumping him, making him feel so good that he never wants to leave, I rationalize in my head that I'm thinking this way because I want to thank him for surprising me but I know It's because I am HORNY! I haven't seen him in 3 weeks, and I've been to busy at college to fix the problem myself if you know what I mean. Peter finally emerges from the house looking flustered when he spots me our eyes lock and he smiles but scowls at me, striding over to me he wraps his arms around my waist and leans back "you know your a tease" he says staring lovingly into my eyes "do you need to grab anything or can we go straight back to the dorm?" his eyes widen at my bluntness but honestly I don't really care, I'm not even blushing. He shakes his head and chuckles slightly "I'll get my stuff in the morning I guess, now where is this dorm of yours?"
As soon as we walk though the door I am all over him, my hands wander all over his body, his abs, his muscular shoulders, his ass, I squeeze it slightly and pull him closer as we kiss, and not a sweet i love you kiss but a passionate I want to make you cum kiss, his lips move to my neck sucking and biting, I smile to myself as I think about sucking something of his... I giggle...oops... because Peter pulls away and asks me "what's so funny" he is smiling but panting slightly, I blush big I have just been caught thinking about dirty things "oh I see, and thats funny?" he asks, looking kinda hurt "I was just thinking about something of yours inside of me... and I giggled because I am nervous and excited..." but I am cut off by his ferocious lips crashing into mine. We hurriedly remove each other clothes sucking and kissing as we go until I am left in only my thong, and him in his boxers, he grips my ass and lifts me up, I wrap my legs around his and he slowly walks over to my bed, he must know it is mine by the pictures and things of mine, he lays me down onto the bed before climbing back up my body, he kisses my lips briefly before moving them along my neck, then my collar bones, then my...my breasts, pulling one of my nipples into his mouth "aaaahhhh" I moan, he bites the erect bud before moving down my body, his wet lips causing wonderful shivers. When he reaches the top of my panties he looks up at me for permission, when I nod, he slowly peels them down my legs, I love how slow he is going even, though he has seen me naked before, even though he has 'ate me out' before he is still asking for permission, still taking his time to make me feel comfortable, and I love him for that, but my little thoughts are interrupted by the feeling of his lips on my already wet folds, he kisses my clit lightly, its a whisper of a kiss, he then blows cools air onto me causing me to whimper loudly, I toss my head back into my pillows shutting my eyes trying to focus all of my thoughts and attention on the feeling of his mouth on me. He licks up the length my slit, pausing for a moment to pay extra attention to my now throbbing and I mean throbbing clit, his mouth start to pick up pace and his finger slowly pushes into my wet center, my back arches at the immense feeling of pleasure, I want him, now "Peter" I breath but he doesn't look up only hums "hmmm?" causing me further pressure, he then slips in another finger pumping it in and out of me, I happily sigh before barely breathing out "I'm ready... lets have sex... now... I want to feel you inside of me" this gets his attention, looking up at me he grins but his eyes show the love that he has for me, "soon, but I want to watch you cum first, and it might be your only chance, fuck it will probably hurt" he says looking off somewhere in the room at the thought of hurting me "Peter, look at me" I say leaning up and grasping his chin "yes it's going to hurt, but it won't be for that long, and I will enjoy it because it's with you" I pause and layback down trying teamster up a sexy grin " besides, we can just do it again and again all weekend" he practically dives his head back down to dripping center, his tongue tortures me as it moves at an achingly slow pace, licking me in all the right ways, I feel myself climbing the imaginary cliff that is my orgasm, but when he reinserts his to fingers I can't help but loudly cry out, he moves them slowly too, but turns them inside me rubbing and probing that spot "yes...rig...right...there" I pant, I try to keep still but my hips are moving on there own accord, he presses his free hand on the base of my stomach and holds me down, making me feel all of the pleasure he is causing and I fall, I fall spectacularly over the edge. I am lying in my bed panting trying to suck in much needed air, but I can't that orgasm was just on a whole other level, the slowness of his tongue and fingers made the build up last longer and climb higher. I am finally breathing okay now when I feel him climb backup my body, the light pressure of him presses into me, and I relish the feeling of his sculpted body against mine. He leans in closer "I love to watch you cum, if I had to do one thing for the rest of my life it would be that" he breaths, I gasp but grab his face to consume his lips with mine, our lips attacking each other, but all to soon he pulls away.
when I open my eyes to look at him he is searching for a condom, he sighs and I know he doesn't have one, so I stand up and walk over to my closet and grab three, I might be pushing it with three but two isn't that much is it?, he is still re checking his wallet and his pockets before turning to me "I, all my stuff is in my ca..." but he stops talking when I hold up he packets in my hand. I lay back down on the bed as I watch him remove his boxers and roll the condom on, I am so lucky this man that I love is not only sexy as hell, not only packing some heat down there, but he love me, me, plain old Laura Jean, but the way he looks at me like I'm the sexiest thing he has ever seen makes me start to believe that myself. He climbs back on top of me, trailing slow wet kisses up my body, each hip bone up my stomach pausing to dip his tongue inside my belly button, then up to each breast spending time on each, then up my throat, my chin and finally my lips,the kiss is not like the previous ones tonight, it is slow expressing the love that we have for one another, he pulls away slightly and looks into my eyes, he holds himself up with his right forearm while his left grasps my own, interlocking our fingers and holding it above my head "you ready?" he asks, no smirk evident, he looks a little nervous but I can see the lust and want in his eyes "yes, I want this" I say, looking into his beautiful eyes smiling uncontrollably at him, he smiles back then removes his hand briefly from mine to position himself at my opening, he grasp my hand back in his and slowly pushes the tip into me, I gasp at the feeling, it's kind of amazing, but as he pushes further in I feel him break my barrier and it hurts but not so bad that I want to stop but it hurts, it must show on my face because he stops moving, so I open my eyes to look at him, worry is evident on his face but I can also see that he is using all of his will power not to move "I'm okay, it's just new, go slow" I say cupping his face with my free hand, caressing the line of his jaw, he closes his eyes and leans into my touch before he leans down to peck my lips as he slowly thrusts into me, when he is fully inside of me its odd, it still hurts but not bad and there is some pleasure, but its odd he is huge so he is stretching me more than most would, but I crave more I want to watch him enjoy himself so I move my hips up to meet his causing him to go deeper, he slowly pulls out and thrusts back in just as slowly few times before I am starting to become inpatient the pain is gone and there is only pleasure "faster" I murmur and I hear a growl come from his chest before he starts to thrust into me quicker and quicker, the feeling of his shaft inside of me is new but amazing, and when he shifts his weight and begins to probe a new spot inside of me that I swear has me seeing stars "agghhh" I moan as I can't help the noises that are escaping my mouth, I can tell he is getting close because his strokes are ragged and his rhythm is faltering, he sees that I am not as close as he is because he lets my hand go and moves it between our thrusting bodies, his fingers reach down and begin to rub my clit in circles sending my sensations into over drive, the combination of his hand and his steel hard shaft thrusting inside of me I am sent over the edge yet again, my walls clench around him a shake as I ride out my orgasm, he continues to thrust into me seeking his own release. He cums only moments later sent over the edge by the clenches and shakes of the inside of me as I came, he thrusts into me one last time before he collapses on me, his head in the crook of my neck breathing his hot breath into my skin, I love the feel of all of his weight on me, its crushing but in a good way, I run my fingers through his hair while he breaths through his orgasm, when he lifts his head he looks me in the eyes, only love fills them he smiles then kisses me "you are amazing did you know that" he asks before he kisses me again and pulls out of me, I immediately miss the presence of his member, he stands up and heads to the bathroom before coming back to lay with me "you should try to pee" he says after a few moments of laying in each others arms "what" I ask surprised by his comment "you should try to pee, it helps prevent UTI's" he says looking at me in all seriousness, so I climb out of bed and try to pee, as I walk over my legs are a little shaky and I'm slightly sore from our activities but it doesn't bother me, I rather like it, it reminds me that he has been there, inside of me and I love it.
We make love one more time that night before we are both too tired to do any more, but I still have all of Saturday and most of Sunday to well, fuck, and I can't wait.