This week, no Month has sucked, I haven't seen Peter since he came to visit and I lost my virginity. Needless to say I miss him like crazy, we have texted and facetime every night falling asleep to each others faces, we have even done a little bit of sexting but try not to do it too much because it only leaves the both of us frustrated, and the longing for each other unbearable.
Thanksgiving is next Thursday, most people get out of classes on Tuesday but not me I am actually lucky and all of my midterms are this week, meaning I am free this Friday, I am so excited to have a few extra days to spend with Peter. I haven't told my dad that my classes finish early so I am planning on taking a bus to UVA and spend the weekend with Peter.
Don't get me wrong I miss my family, but if they know I am home I will never get alone time with Peter, our relationship has never been just about the physical aspect, but now that it is a factor in our relationship I am constantly craving Peter and his steel hard shaft
ugh I need to see him soon before I literally combust out of frustration
Today is Wednesday and I just can't wait any longer so I start packing for the upcoming week, toiletries, shirts, pants, underwear, bras, my new lace corset, and of course Mr. Johnny
Who is , well he is my black vibrator, I never thought I would be the type of person to own and use a sex toy but it is needed.
I have felt so pent up ever since Peter introduced me to the pleasures of sex, I mean when we were exploring each other earlier this year I craved him, but now that I have experienced sex, extraordinary sex especially when it is with someone you love wholeheartedly I am craving him and a release like it is a lifeline. I tried using my fingers to pleasure myself but it just wasn't the same as his fingers and if I did finish the orgasm was weak and left me unfulfilled.
So when the other day I was walking around the town near campus and found a sex store I went in letting my curiosity take over. I originally went in to look and buy some lingerie but ended up buying a little more and that little more would be Mr. Johnny.
I have only used him twice, its still not the same as Peter but it gets me there.
Later that night...
Lying in bed watching Criminal Minds I am mentally exhausted, I have been studying for midterms like crazy and finally just finished my reviews and planned studying for the night. I am spacing out faintly understanding that the murderer on the screen in sewing peoples mouth shut for some reason that I do not know because I have not been paying close enough attention when my phone rings
ughhhhh
Its Peter! I ugh to soon
Scrambling out of my comforter I reach for my phone picking it up just before the call ends
"Hey Baby I was afraid you weren't going to answer" he says
"never, I miss you"
"I miss you so much, you have no idea, what time are you getting in on Tuesday? I want to see you as soon as I can"
I wasn't going to tell him about my plans cause I wanted to surprise him but hearing the hopefulness in his voice I just can't keep it to myself
"soooo..., I actually was going to surprise you and take the bus home and come to you on friday night"
I wait for his voice on the other side of the call
"no"
"wh-what?" he doesn't want to see me
"No you can't take the bus, especially at night, Ill come get you"
"don't, you have practice and I don't want you to drive all the way up here to then drive all the way back for me" I say exasperated by his idea
"yes I have practice, but, ok how about this... I drive up to you after practice, pick you up and we stop halfway back and spend the night at a hotel, then in the morning I can drive you home"
"no"
"no to which part?"
"Don't drop me off at home, my dad doesn't know I am coming back early he thinks I will be back on Tuesday night" I say with a smirk on my face and a slight blush
"REALLY!" he screeches "does that mean I have you all to myself for 3 days"
"yes that is if you want me, and if I can stay in your dorm room" I say chuckling at his obvious excitement
"yes, yes ,yes, yes, yes I love you... now where should we get that hotel room?"
Friday Night
I am nervously waiting for Peter to get here, his practice ended at 9Pm so he won't get here until after 12Am, its currently 11:45 and I am so ex cited my body is humming with nervous energy. My roomate Cassidy invited me to a party with her but I declined resigning myself to the horrible task of waiting.
I have already grabbed dinner but I can help but munching on anything that I can find in my room trying to pass the time
12:03 "Parking"
after seeing the text I literally squeal in excitement and rush to to grab all of my stuff
"meet you outside"
rushing out of the dorm I only make it halfway down the hallway before I see him, we both stride towards each other, I jump into his arms and attack his face with a million little kisses
He is chuckling at me and grabs my ass stabilizing me as I wrap my body around his torso.
After I kiss every inch of his face I finally kiss his lips, it was supposed to be chaste but both of us are to wound up for that right now.
His lips move against mine, and as soon as our tongues meet I moan quietly into his mouth and he squeezes my ass in response. All of the sudden we hear a wolf whistle
Pulling my lips away from his I look around to find Cassidy standing with the most devious smirk I have ever seen anyone wear
"So this must be Peter, I am Cassidy Lara Jeans roomate" she says sticking her hand out
Peter looks from her hand to me, where his are currently still holding me up by my butt, he slowly set me down letting our bodies glide against each other in the process, he still hugs me to his body as he extends his arm out to her
"yes I am Peter, its nice to meet you" smiling, idk if its at her or because of the situation we just caught ourselves in but his smile is infectious leaving Cassidy and I grinning from ear to ear
"sooooooo... do you need me to leave the room for a couple of hours oooor..." she says grinning even further if that is possible
I blush hard at her words but before I can answer Peter does in his cool demeanor
"I actually came to pick her up we are heading home after this" he says lying trying to spare me and my blushing body
"oh sweet, can I borrow you for a minute" she responds pointing to me
I look up into Peters eyes asking for permission, I know I not need it but I like that we care about each others opinions, he gives me a slight nod and I head back towards the room while he takes my bag to his car. Once I step inside the room she squeals "you did not do him justice that boy is sexy as hell and completely and totally in love with you" I just smile android as she rambles on about he looks at me like I'm the sun and the moon and the stars, then all of the sudden she stops an looks at me with the wildest glint in her eyes "you totally fucked didn't you, you did look at your face, how was he, was it good, is he huge he looks like he would be huge, how many positions have you tried?" she finally shuts up when I grab her shoulders and shake her "yes, good, not telling you, 2, but I plan to try more this weekend" she screams then tells me to get my ass back to my man.
When we get to the hotel its almost 1Am and I am exhausted, the week of tests has worn me out but I also know my body is humming with want and excitement for Peter. We both look at each other and decide to start unpacking because we decided stay 2 night at the hotel then head back to Peters dorm Sunday, so he can go to practice and class on Monday and Tuesday. As I'm unpacking my vibrator falls out of the suitcase and onto he floor, scrambling to pick it up before Peter sees it, I flail across the floor but my efforts are all in vain, because when I look up at his face his eyes are almost bugging out of his head, my face is bright red, this is my worst nightmare
"I...I...I...can explain...ughhhh" I stutter
"can I?" he mumbles before pausing and saying "no never mind it was stupid anyways"
now I am curious, that was not the reaction I was expecting, idk what I was expecting possible anger, him not talking to me but not this, I see he eyes dilate and lust fills them. "no I want you to tell me, what were you going to ask? it can't be worse then what I just went through" I say using the hand that is holding the toy to emphasize my point.
"can I watch you? I want to see you pleasure yourself, thats what I was going to say" his eyes boar into mine showing the sincerity in his question. I jolt of electricity shoots through me at his words.
"yeah, you can watch" I say breathily
I see a chair in the corner and bring it over so that it is at the end of the bed, then I slowly take off , my clothes maintaining eye contact with him the entire time. I cross my arms in front of me ripping off my simple T-shirt, then I trail my fingers down from the base of my throat to the button of my jeans, I slowly pull my pants down being over while lifting my head to look into his beautiful eyes. I repeat the same with my panties then remove my bra. Standing before him naked I can see his hands twitch begging to touch me "no, no touching" I say as he takes step forward
"sit" I command pointing to the chair, he happily obliges, but not before taking off his shirt and pulling down his grey sweatpants, I can see his arousal and it only adds fuel to the fire.
I turn around and walk to the bed, crawling towards the center, exposing my ass, and vagina lips to my sexy as hell boyfriend.
Once I lay down I focus on my body, being fueled by the feeling of Peter watching me, and knowing he is going to touch himself to this, I so want to watch him but I need to focus on myself before I can watch him, i'll do that after I get started. I flick on rubbing the vibrations down from my collarbone, across each breast, avoiding my nipples just barely, teasing myself hoping of a bigger orgasm, although with Peter watching I'm sure this orgasm will be much greater than my previous endeavors with . After the ache in my breasts and in-between my thighs increases I finally let the vibrating tip rub against my perked nipples, shocks jolt down my body as I tease my breasts. I use my other hand to pinch and twist the nipple that is abandoned by my sex toy.
Once I feel myself starting to get wet, like really wet I trail the toy down my stomach, the vibrations sending shivers across my body, goosebumps arising along my skin.
When I reach my clit I faintly press it to the bud before moving down to wet the toy in my flowing juices. I can't help the moan that escapes my lips, and I need more, I grab my boob with my other hand again squeezing not just the nipple but the whole breast, biting my lip out of habit of needing to keep quiet.
"don't" I hear Peter say, he sounds out of breath so I look up and see that he has cock in his hands slowly pumping up and down, his eyes pop up from my pussy connecting with my eyes "I want to hear you, your sounds turn me on" and I have to force my eyes away from him to stop myself from jumping him right there in the chair.
I start to move the tip into me, then pull it back out spreading it up to my throbbing clit, I finally add pressure pushing the toy down delicious hard to my clit, moving it in fast circles, clockwise at first then switching to up and down then to counter clockwise. I slowly push the dildo into myself and let the hand that was on my breast take over rubbing my clit, i pump the toy in and out delivering fast thrusts into my self, changing the angle at the last second before I cum screaming "Peter, oh...oh..oh...god YEEEEES" I moan. As I soar I faintly hear a grunt come from Peter, I remove the toy and look up through lust filled eyes at my man.
He is slumped slightly in the chair, his abs slightly rolled into small stomach rolls as he pants, and grabs his boxers to clean himself of his cum.
He looks up at me and smiles before his look changes into something feral
"Fuck that was hot, are you always thinking of me when you do that? cause damn that was the sexiest fucking thing I have ever seen" he says shaking his head as if he can't believe he just witnessed what he did
"yeah always you, but you make me cum sooooo much better, Mr. Johnny just does not do you justice" then I blush once I realize I told him the toys pet name
" huh?" he says smirking
"oh shut up! you up for round two or?"
"hell yeah!" he says as he practically launches himself in the air landing on top of me, kissing me with such passion that our teeth class for a moment, the kiss is intense and I can tell that in the morning my lips are going to be bruised, as he sucks and bates at my mouth, I can feel him hard again against my leg, and he gets up briefly to grab a condom
As he settles back on top of me I say "wait, I want to try something" he gives me the look like 'whatever you want' I think about this for a second more making sure this is what I want
"can you take me from behind?" and he just looks at me for a minute before sitting up to let me get up and turn around. On all fours I stick my ass in the air arching my back, looking back at him over my shoulder, he leans forward and kisses each cheek before looking at me with concern?
"if yo don't like it tell me and we can switch okay?" I can only nod
looking back a the head board I feel him rub the tip of his hard cock through my wet lips "ready" he asks and I just push back against him pulling some of him into my warm depths.
He slowly pushes into me and stills, it is much deeper at this angle and I fell complete, when he fills me I finally feel whole. He pulls back slowly and enters me just as slow
" please Peter"
" what do you want" ugh he is infuriating, he continues his slow pace and its sweet sweet agony, but I don't want slow I want fast and hard and dirty
"Fuck me hard peter, I can take it, I want you to pound into me until I can't walk"
he doesn't say anything and I'm about to turn and glare at him when he grasps my hips and being to thrust into hard, he pulls back slowly then slams back in hard and fast, soon his slow strokes turn into fast and hard ones. I am keening making deep squeaking noises with every thrust.
My orgasm is fast approaching, and I can hold my self up anymore, my arms fold and my head bury's into the pillow as I get pounded from behind, my face smashing into the bed over and over
I feel his body encompass me as he leans forward to play with my bouncing tits
I am so close and when I feel the sting of a large hand slapping down on my ass I cum, hard clenching around his poisoning shaft screaming incoherently into the bed. When I still feel him pounding into me as he grasps my hips lifting my up and pounding into my wet depths at an amazing new angle, My third orgasm is fast approaching, my clit swollen and throbbing uncontrollably from my two previous orgasms
Peters thrust become erratic and more shallow, he must sense I'm not quite there because he reaches forward again this time he plays with my clit rubbing it roughly before pinching it and I clamp down as we cum together. He grunts my name "fuck, Covey"
he collapses on me for the briefest second before pulling out and laying down next to me
I am suddenly too tired to move, I stay laying on my stomach face still buried in the pillow, sleep clouding my brain as I bask in my post orgasm bliss, and just before I drift off I feel him kiss my shoulder blade and murmur
"I love you baby, sleep well" and I'm out dreaming of Peter