Hey guys, please leave reviews or constructive criticism it help me and fuels me to write faster, also I am thinking of writing another story on the Divergent series and AU also M rated what do you guys think? should I? also if you have any ideas for future chapters let me know I love to hear your ideas too
Peter's POV (thought id change it up, tell me what you think)
I wake up to the overwhelming feeling of heat, and my nose tickles 'what the'
Once I open my eyes it takes me a minute to realize I'm not in my dorm or Lara Jeans, we are in a hotel room cuddled closely together naked
Memories of last night flood through my head and I look down at my cute as hell girlfriend, when she told me I get to spend a couple days with her no family interruptions I was ecstatic, not because of the sex, which is amazing, but because I love her and I miss her presence constantly some of my teammates tease me about how I'm whipped, but whats wrong with that, I'm in love
when I saw her in that hallway I realized how much I missed her, I realized how bad I have been sleeping without her next to me, without seeing that beautiful face of hers everyday, kissing those luscious lips, hearing her laughter, her moans, oh god her moans, I slowly turn my body to look at her sleeping her face that is resting on my chest
I can't believe she owns a sex toy, like did not see that coming then when she took control, being demanding as ever was such turn on, and then she let me watch, she let me watch her masturbate and I don't think I will ever get that image out of my head
When I arrived yesterday I was just happy to spend time with her but then we had rough passionate sex, not that I'm complaining cause I am defiantly not, but I don't want her to think I just want sex from her, I know we have been together for years but still
I feel her stir and I look down into her eyes, they open look around a little then look up at me and her face breaks out into a small smile
"morning" I say before giving her a chaste kiss
"Morning, how'd you sleep?"
"great you?"
"well someone wore me out last night so I slept like the dead" she says smirking before kissing my pec
ugh she is getting me hard, I feel my cock twitch and then my mind begins to focus on her skin pressed against me, her legs wrapped in between mine, and the way her nipples feel against my side
I slowly push her back against the bed and kiss her pouring all of the love I feel for her into the kiss
"I want to make love to you" I say looking into her eyes
"please" she moans as my lips begin to slow kiss there way down her neck, she tries to grind her body into mine, silently begging me to speed up and take her
"I want to go slow and show you how much I love you, I want to cherish your body"
"fine" she says with a pout but smiles as she rests her hand on my cheek and pulls my lips up to hers
I break away after my lungs beg for air and reach for a condom
I put it on but I don't push myself in yet, I reach down and slowly but firmly rub her clit, then down to check if she is wet for me, and of course she is, I love how wet she gets for me and it makes my dick twitch again against her thigh, I feel her smirk at the feeling
With my left hand and position myself at her entrance, leaning down I encompass her body with my own kissing her lips before I rest my forehead against hers and pushing myself in
God she is so tight, and wet, and hot, oh god don't come yet, I want to take this slow and worship her she deserves to be, she is my queen
Her legs wrap around my waist and I thrust slow but deeply into her tight depths, kissing any part of her face and neck that my lips can reach
I grab her legs and slowly move them up and over my shoulders, and lift her right hip up with my hand while the other supports my weight above her.
She is so flexible, I begin to think of other positions we could try...
This new position she must like because the sounds she was making become louder and her calfs stiffen around my neck, she try to quicken our pace by moving her hips more against me, but I grip them stilling her I know she is aching for release, so am I, but I keep it slow, needing this
I return my lips to hers and mate my tongue with hers just as slowly and sensually as my hips move inside her, with deep long strokes I feel her clench her walls around me
"oh" I groan at the wonderful sensation, and when she does it again alongside with a smirk I know she is playing with me, she likes it rough, thats what I have found out in the last couple of times we have had sex, and although we haven't really done anything that rough I saw the look of deep satisfaction when I took her fast and hard from behind
The memories of her ass in the air, with her wet pussy clenching around my cock shoot straight through me like white hot lightning
"ahhh, Peter so close, I love you so much, ahhh" she moans
I want to increase my pace but stop myself, I rub her clit in slow circles as my strokes seem to falter, I can't help it the base of my testicles is tingling and then she I feel her walls convulse around me telling me that she is cuming the tingling turns in to tightening then I am in sweet painful ecstasy as I release into the condom, I stroke aa couple more times trying to extend our orgasms but when my body can't take it any more I pull out then collapse on top of her face buried in between her breasts
She runs her fingers through my hair and it feels fantastic, it is soothing and comforting something someone who loves you does
"I love you" I mumble into her breasts nuzzling further into one of my favorite places on her body
"do you love me or my breasts" she asks giggling
leaning up on my chin, looking up at her from her chest "I love you, you are the best thing in my life and I have missed you terribly, but.." I say with a smirk "I love these" as I cup her breasts "these" as I run my finger across her lips "this" I say as I cup her ass lifting her hips into the air, I crawl down her body and say "And I especially love this" I say before kissing her still soaking wet mound
After eating out her delicious pussy I crawl back up and kiss her lips briefly before I plop down on my side of the bed, I look over at her and stare lovingly into her eyes as she looks back into mine with the same look of love "but I especially love this" I say pointing to her heart "it holds the love that you have for me, and I cherish its ability to love me as much as it does"
"I love you too so much, not just because of your looks cause I mean look at you, but because of you, your brain and heart are what I fell in love with not just your body even though that is a plus" she kisses me after her speech and it isn't like out previous ones of the day, it is so full of love I feel as tough I could burst, I mean all of our kisses are from love but this is a statement a show of out love for one another.
Later we are sitting in the tub with her laying against my naked chest and her fingers absentmindedly drawing patterns into out joined hands
"what do you want to do over break, I know you are spending time with your family but maybe we could bring Kitty to the zoo One day then maybe on like Friday I take you to a small party, I think there is one with all of out old high school friends, or we could have a date night where I take you out to dinner, or a movie or both, what do you think?" I ask moving her hair to the side and kissing her neck, I see a little hickey I left so I try to ignore the way my body reacts to seeing it, it means she is mine and it reminds me of our night of passion, but I know she doesn't like hickeys where other people may see so I stay quiet and think about naked old men to calm my body
"I think Kitty would love to see you, even though she sees you more than I see her but for the weekend lets go to the party it would be fun to see some of our friends, I'm sure Greg will throw me in the air or something"
"okay great, but one thing"
"yeah" she says leaning her head back on my shoulder and looking up at me
"what if Gen shows up" I ask wearily, my ex is still a touchy subject and I understand why
"honestly I wouldn't really care I know we are strong and she isn't a threat, and if she acts mean or anything others will see so I don't really care, I'm there to have fun so yeah I don't think it will mater" and then she spaces out for a minute before gaining from ear to ear 'what the ell is she thinking about' then I see something change in her again her eyes turn darker and there is a devious twitch in the smirk she is holding
"do you remember the last time we were in a tub together" she says
"uhhhhmmm, no" I try to think but really I am confused
"It was at a ski lodge, you and I had a little fight I tried to break up with you, ring any bells" oh the hot tub, now I am grinning
"yeah and if I recall you came outside and I tried to ignore you, then you climbed in in your sexy as hell night gown that by the way was see through as hell, my mind was racing trying to figure out what you were doing and trying not to get hard fuck that was difficult, then you climbed in my lap, I was ecstatic and terrified at the same time, I had such a big crush on you and I thought you didn't see me that way, but I couldn't resist kissing you, and when you kissed me back damn my life was complete" As I say this she has turned around and is now straddling my lap
"I love you Lara Jean, you are my life and i can't wait until I can see you everyday, wake up to you, fall asleep to you, I love you" I finish before she crashes her lips to me, her hand touches my manhood and i jump at the sudden tough but relax then tense again as she pumps me vigorously 'god this woman'
I lose my eyes trying to make myself last longer, but when she suddenly stops I open my eyes
"sit" she commands pointing to the edge of the tub
It take me a second but once I do I realize what she is doing 'god yes' I sit on the edge legs spread as she kneels in front of me and grabs my throbbing man hood in her small hands and strokes me leisurely before licking the tip
"god baby" I grunt as she take just the head into her mouth sucking hard
she tilts her head to the side and smirks as she juts her tongue out to lick up and down my shaft, the way her her tongue feels on me is heavenly but the way she is teasing is painful, my shaft is hard as can be and aching for release
"please" I beg my hips thrusting forward slightly
It that she uses her free hand to push my hips back down as she engulfs me inside her wet mouth, aghhh that feels good
Her head bobs up and down twisting slightly at the top, I feel her hand do the same, she begins to move faster and my breathing is labored, I try to keep my eyes open loving how my cock disappears into her mouth but it becomes to much and my eyes shut trying to prolong the sensations that her mouth gives me and when she starts to play with my balls I feel myself tense ready to come at any moment, but the thing that sets me over is when she tugs lightly on my pubic hair and I cum hard
When I come out of my orgasmic bliss I suddenly feel ashamed
"babe I am so sorry I forgot to warn you" I say looking down
I feel her grasp my chin and kiss me chastely "its okay, I mean would I have liked a warning yeah, but its okay I could tell you were close so I was fine, plus..." she says blushing
"I like to taste you, it turns me on to give you head, and when you come I love to watch your face contour into sweet agony, so don't apologize or feel bad, just can you do something for me?" she asks
"yeah anything" because I would do anything for this woman
"can you fuck me already"