Sigh, I am so sorry for not updating in like 3 days. I really have no excuse expcept that I'm a lazy ass. I also have been playing Spider-Man PS4. (Can't forget the hyphen between Spider and Man. Referenced it, hehe.) Anyway, this chapter is gonna be a turning point for Deku so, Enjoy!


I was alone in the now empty apartment. I was still calming down from the whole fiasco after school on my way here.

'Aw yeah, I need to clean the knife.'

"Tch."

I stand up and get my backpack reaching into a pocket and grab the handle of it and take it out. I look at it and see dried blood from Kacchan. He once again ruins my day. Not that it wasn't ruined before that. I walk over to the sink and turn the water on and start washing it with soap.

'Damn it... Why is Kacchan still doing this? Does he not care about someone's feelings or is he too ignorant to see them? And then All Might just basically told me to give up on being a hero... I guess I am useless...

No! I have to become a hero for my mom! I need to make her proud! Or else I'll truly become useless... I miss her so much... I need her...'

I tear up and let them trickle down my face for what felt like an hour. I finish up cleaning my knife to dry it up and put it away in my backpack. Then I feel a rumbling in my stomach.

'Crap, I'm hungry. What can I eat...?'

I walk over to my fridge and open it with nothing I could really eat except raw vegetables. I couldn't cook so they were useless to me. I closed the fridge.

'I'll need to throw those away later...'

I then open my freezer and see some frozen food that I could microwave.

"Eh."

I grab it and put it on a plate to plop into a microwave. I adjust the timer to a few minutes and wait. After the food was finished, I grabbed it out and carefully out it on my dinner table. Picking up my T.V. remote, I turn on the T.V.

"-nd as we can see here, the damage by what witnesses report as a huge slime monster holding a hostage in its grasp who was confirmed as Bakugo Kats-"

I turn off the T.V. as I sigh.

'Jeez, that was one of two things I didn't want to think about today.'

I get my chopsticks and start eating my food. It was not good compared to my mom's cooking but still tasted edible. I continue eating slowly until I finish and start washing my dish. After a few minutes, I put it in the dishwasher to dry up on its own. I go to the bathroom and brush my teeth for a bit. I started feeling tired and started to head to bed. As I lay on my bed, I almost instantly closed my eyes and started to drift off to relaxing sleep.

-The very next day, bum bum bum bum buh duh dum-

I wake up with my hair messier than normal and feeling groggy. I stare at the All Might poster in front of me. I didn't see a perfect, almost god-like figure and idol. I saw a fake. A mask trying to lighten situations with a dumb smile. I look at my digital clock. I become wide eyed. It was twenty minutes til' school started.

'Shit! I'm almost late!'

In a flash, I get up, having no time to fix my bed or eat breakfast. I figured that i could take a quick shower and brush my teeth. After putting my uniform on when I was out of the bathroom, I glance back at the clock. There's five minutes left! It was a good three minute walk to my school. That would leave me about two minutes to get to class once I'm inside. At least I didn't have to run. I quickly walk to my front door and close it upon exiting. I was walking past some buildings when I saw a part of my school's building. I pick up my pace and start walking a bit faster.

I felt like I was being watched from behind and turn around slightly. Like yesterday, I saw a very quick and small glimpse of yellow hair and blue eyes on a bony face disappearing into a corner. I was curious.

I shake my head, 'Not right now! I need to get to school!'

As I begin to walk again, I was pulled into an alleyway to the left of me and was pinned against the wall. I look up and see two guys in a black, sleeved uniform like mine. One had a big, beak-like nose and one with a very long neck. They were from my class!

"W-wha-"

"Deku! Thought you'd be at school right now, but guessing that you're here, you haven't made it yet! Imagine how troublesome it would be to our teacher if you were late!", the guy with the long nose teased and laughed. His friend laughed with him. I was on the verge of crying.

"Aww, is Deku going to cry? What a wimp!", the long neck guy laughed. "Y'know, we only stopped making fun of you because we felt bad. Can't believe you're so useless, you couldn't even save your mom.", he said with a smug smile on his face.

I widened my eyes, but quickly seethed with anger.

I was finally at my breaking point.

I pushed the guy back into his friend and took my backpack off me. I quickly reached for my knife and took it out.

"W-whoa! Deku, we were joking! N-no need for that!", the guy with the big nose exclaimed. His friend nodded in agreement with fear in both their eyes.

"That's it."

I dash towards them and throw my backpack at the long neck guy. Once it hits him, I lunge at him, pinning him on the ground.

"Y'know, for someone who wants to be a hero, you're pretty cowardly. As for your quirk, it really is useless! I mean, you're only a bigger target, aren't you?!", I yell at him with pure anger. I grab him by the neck, which wasn't very hard and put my knife close to his neck. I hear foot steps behind me and I slash behind me when I turned around.

I made a huge cut from the left of the long nosed guy's chest all the way to his right shoulder. He almost screamed when I covered his mouth and held his nose.

"Shh, wouldn't want someone hearing useless Deku cutting you guys up. That wouldn't be very good for yourselves, huh? You would be known as a weakling who was beaten by a quirkless loser like myself. RIGHT?!"

I then stab him in the chest, four times, to be exact. I hold him, slowly watching as his breathing stops completely, dying. There were whimpers heard behind me.

"And you... shouldn't heroes help people when they're feeling hopeless and not insult them for it? Wouldn't that make you a villain? Hurting others would be what a villain does anyway. And don't start calling me a villain, I'm using self defense. I could charge you for assault if I let you live! But, that wouldn't be a good enough punishment!", I slightly say with a sadistic and angry tone, inching towards him. His whimpers become louder.

"W-with what y-you're doing right n-n-now, I'm glad your mom died!", he cries out.

Big mistake.

I instantly run towards him, blinded by rage with shaky vision and breathed inconsistently. He puts his arms up defensively in fear. I push him with all my strength and straddle him on the floor.

"AAAAARRRRGGGHH!"

I stab him in the neck and then stab into his chest, over and over. With every stab, I made a grunt with tears dripping. There was blood all over me. I didn't care. Like anyone would.

I pant and gasp for air. I stand up, knife in hand. After calming a bit, I counted the stab wounds. 24 on the giraffe guy and 4 on Big Bird.

'28 stab wounds! I didn't even give them a chance!'

I start chuckling and snickering at how scared they were once I became a threat to them. It stopped though once the ground shook violently for a second.

"Young man! Why did you do this?!", he yells annoyingly.

"Urgh, drop the act, All Might. Why'd you follow me? You're clearly pushing yourself.", I say pointing at the blood dripping at the corner of his mouth with one hand and the other covering my ear.

"No! I must stop you! Now, come with me, and I will take care of you or else you will be taken to jail.", he refused.

"Why do you care? It's not like you cared on that rooftop! You may have been trying to keep me safe from harm, but I still get harmed either way being quirkless. I only felt worse once you told me about having to have a quirk to be a hero. I looked up to you! You were my idol! And you just hurt me more than everyone else..."

I look down, my hair covering my eyes from All Might's sight.

He let out a big sigh,

"Look, I'm sorry, bu-"

He was interrupted when a purple portal opened up between my feet and pulled me into the floor. All Might gasps and dashes towards me trying to grab me, but I fall anyway. Once I was fully enveloped, I ended up in a dimly lit bar with a small group of people in the room. I see a guy with black hair similar to Kacchan's with stitches holding his purple skin on him and blue eyes. I look around to see a schoolgirl with light tan hair with two buns and yellow eyes holding a toothy and evil grin. She was also... blushing?

I was shaking at my new surroundings when my attention was turned towards the same portal that pulled me in. I see a figure with whitish blue hair covered in hands come out. I could see his red crimson eyes peeking between the fingers from the hand on his face. I also saw the corners of his mouth peeking out of the sides of his face hand. He looked like he was smiling wide. Behind him appeared a cloud of purple smoke with yellow, calm looking eyes in formal clothes.

'L-looks like he's the one who made the portals.'

"W-who are you guys...?", I ask, holding my bloody knife close to me while standing up. I hear giggling from the schoolgirl and caught some words of her whispering to herself along the lines of " he's so cute" and "looks good with blood".

I try to listen to her when the handy man cleared his throat, bringing silence.

"Hello, Midoriya! Welcome... to the League of Villains!"