Things were not looking good at the moment. No future was set in stone sure but I was trying to help my friend anyway I could. My friend meaning Bella. Though I know she wouldn't want much to do with me after she found out all I have been keeping from her.

And then there's Benjamin and Zafrina who has no idea what their past and future has in store for them. When i met Benjamin I was looking for Jasper. I had been having visions constantly. And every time I thought I go close to him. My vision would blur.

I ran into Benjamin as I making my way through the south. Zafrina has just saved him from Amun and Tia and they were nomads.

They were typical nomad. But we became closer over the time I traveled with them.

I spoke of their future mate and the life they would have once they were all mated. And they asked about my diet. I told them my visions of Carlisle and of course they knew of him and his lifestyle. Trying it out once. Though I knew they wouldn't be sold on it for long. (Yes I know that in the books Alice tells Jasper, but I figure she would have been traveling a long time before finding Jasper. Do I'm sure she's met vampires along the way. Please just go with it.)

I left them the promise that if the future were to change find any means possible to contact them. They wanted to help their future mate anyway they could.

I only did what I did because I was selfish and wanted a friend.

You see I knew my 'brother' wasn't mated to Bella. The first time I saw Bella i knew she was my friends mate. And I did contact a friend, Maggie, to let them know I had found their mate at last. But I hoped by meeting her we could be friends and she could help Edward. I knew that he would be a better person in the end. His brooding and emo stage would eventually leave and his future would become brighter.

He would finally have a mate to call his own. But Bella had to change that in him.

I did have a few visions of them together that played to my benefit. So it wasn't a total lie. But I knew that shit I'd be in deep if they caught on before time.

Then there was the vision I had when she first came over. We were friends and she was a vampire. And then I started getting upset at the idea that soon I'd have to let her go to her mates. I couldn't remember my human life fully and wanted a friend human or not. So I used my brother to get her around. And then I would make plans to keep her here with 'my family' and some were happy but mostly they ended up bad with my friends human and vampire alike suffering more.

When it was time I would let Edward know that she wasn't his mate and it would be better to leave her. But after I did that I had no idea what would happen because my own wants. First she was so attached to us that she was catatonic for months and Edward was altered as well. Though his mate was coming soon he would suffer still.

After we all left Bella, Jasper confronted my about some emotions he had feeling off of me for awhile. And decided that he wanted nothing to do with my plans. Though he loved me he would stand by and cause pain to others.

So he took an extended vacation to visit his friends. He's not my mate so I understand. And I started making plans to send Bella towards her future. And hopefully back to me.

I know what you think of me and no I'm not a cruel vampire. And no I'm not out to get anything or anyone. Like I've said I'm just selfish.

Anyway once plans were made I told Carlisle and Esme that I was off to do some shopping in London and maybe go see Jasper. It was a perfect alibi.

I headed off the Italy were I would go talk to Marcus about getting a meeting with my mate. And then from there it was supposed to be smooth sailing but nothing is ever smooth.

The Volturi has been watching Tia, a crazy vamp who was being used for power. Amun was treating the girl like a dog. Promising her a mate and all the power she could have.

But knowing what I knew Tia would only complicate things more.

And as it turned out. A few months back she was in the wrong place and the wrong time. And the Roman's didn't like her so they made a allies withheld Irish to capture her.

And she did escape for awhile. But she ran into Benjamin and Zafrina. And things went from bad to worse.

It was time to intervene. And I am hoping that we can make it on time.

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Hope you like my update. I've been trying to update my stories as much as possible. Sorry so short.

Thanks,

Your author Candi