The guys and I decided that the castle was the best place to live. And I bonded to most everyone there once they got to know me.

At first it was hard to stay there knowing that he couldn't really trust anyone but me and Peter. Though he love all his mates they had their work cut out for them.

After a few weeks and going on missions with everyone he relaxed and he has opened a lot.

Peter is peter. In love with everyone and happy as he can be. He's still Jasper's right hand man on missions. And at night getting fucked good. His word not mine.

Demetri and Alec were the ones who surprised me the most. They were first together but hardly have been alone since we moved in. And neither show how much it hurts them I know it does.

Demetri works for the Masters with little to no time off. And when he is Felix and Alec are gone. And either Jasper or peter are gone to. So I asked for time off for my mates and I so we could be together with out interruptions.

We all reconnected that weekend and things are getting better.

Of course as soon as good things come bad follows. And when I say bad I mean a huge fight like the Wars. And this time it was power not land. My mates were injured and so was I. Though over time I healed.

With loss around it was hard to see the good. And as peter predicted there was loss on both sides. Aro lost his wife and a few unnamed guards. And Jane lost her ability though deep down I was happy about that.

The saddest loss for me was Marcus. He was my father figure. But it was time for him to go be with his late wife.

But it was then that I found out that Marcus was researching legends and he found a vampire that could make me become pregnant. He was going to bring it to me after the fight.

And do with my mates I took off and searched for the vampire that could give me life again.

I took 30 years to find the vampire. And when we did. I pleaded with him to help. I wanted to mend my unbeaten heart. And he did only after I gave him a place on the guard.

I had got pregnant right away with Jasper. We had 4 children in total. Cara, Tyler, Jace, and baby Emma.

Cara looks like her father would if he was human. Curly blonde hair and blue eyes set to pale skin. So beautiful. And was vampire than human. But wants to change. She was married to her mate last year. And the boys were trouble to deal with.

Tyler had my chocolate brown hair with my eyes but with a bit of blue and gold in them. Has more human so he's got a little tan but not much. He loves us but doesn't want to change just yet. He hasn't found a mate yet. But he's not trying.

Jace is the most vampire and has the empathetic gift like his father. But is a good mix of us. From his golden brown hair to his brownish blue eyes.

Emma is a little over a year and is the human. She is going to be just like me or says Jasper. Her siblings all look after.

I had two children with Peter. Storie and Stone. Twins. I had then after Tyler. They have dirty blonde hair and grey eyes like their father once did. They too are more vampire and both have found their mate in a human. Though not married. They don't have gifts that we know of.

I had a child a piece with Demetri and Felix. Demetri junior was born after jace.

Dark hair crystal blue eyes like the ocean. He's a great tracker like like his father. And to the surprise of us was born the most vampire and changed at the age of 15. Is mated to Jane. I went ape shit.

Felix and I had Delilah Rose. She's the second oldest falling in behind Cara. She was more human too. And was twin. And was a shield. She changed a few months to be with her shape shifter. That no one saw coming.

And of course there is my and Alec's twin girls Lexi and Lucia. They are the last ones born. Brown hair and to everyone's surprise again was born with red eyes. Though power is know at this time. We assume that they will have some.

My children are the future. And looking forward to what is ahead.

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Your author Candi