Nothing prepares you. The pain of the change is like nothing you will ever experience. You aren't ready. The burning is your personal hell on earth. The screaming and thrashing. It was all overwhelming. Today I was going to die.

Bella's pov:

Today was the day. I was going to join the undead. My family.

Of course no one prepares you for just how bad it gets.

I've only been changing for a few hours now, but I've begged for someone to kill me more than a thousand times. Jasper has been by my side trying to use his gift on me but I'm not letting him.

Okay hold on let me start off by saying when he first bite my neck and Peter bit my wrists it wasn't as bad and I could even keep my eyes open. But then minutes later and I'm feeling the burn. And let me tell you what even cooking yourself in a oven I'm sure would feel this bad. I mean omg I'm dying here. And the fire and burn only increases as time goes on.

I can still hear Jasper whispering in my ear to keep hold of my memories and to stay strong. He says he loves me and can't wait for me to open my eyes. I have to admit I wasn't sure I was to make it. I thought I was dying for sure.

But I do as he says. I think about my parents. Charlie and Renee. Charlie the quite yet caring man. I was going to miss him. We were similar in many ways. Renee with her carefree attitude towards anyone or anything. Even if I had to grow up more with her I still loved her. Then there's Phil, I didn't know him for long; but I knew he loved my mom and would take care of her.

Then the Cullens. Well I only knew a few of them really. But I did hope one day we could all be close.

Then there Peter. What can I say about him. He was everything that I could ever ask for in a brother. And I was so happy to finally get that chance. His mate Char was fan fucking tasic I mean I loved the shit outta that girl.

I could wait to get this done so I can be a kick ass vamp like my family and mate.

Angela's pov:

This was something I wanted from day one. Bella had made it seem like it was the only way to stay by Edwards side. And I have to admit I really wanted to become a vampire just so I could be considered strong. I would be able to be who I knew I should be.

After the night we both had me and Bella decided that it was about time to hit the sack. We didn't want to be sleep deprived going into the change.

Everything was going to plan until I heard her first screams.

Edward had tried consoling me but it was not going to work. But I knew if some one like Bella could do it so could I.

They bit me almost immediately after Bella started changing. And let me tell you what the pain in my chest and everywhere else was so bad. No wonder Bella was screaming. This was so excruciating and only got worse. I was burning alive.

I felt bad for everyone else in the house . They had to go through it with us. Edward and Jasper mainly though.

Time ceased to exist. Nothing but my own personal hell.

It was sometime later I heard voices. One voice in particular,Edward, kept reminding me to latch on to my memories of my mom, my dad, my younger brothers. And that's what did.

Jasper's pov:

This was one of the most crippling things to experience. My gift was on overload. But I was determined to stay by Bella's side the whole time.

She was my everything. Before her I was just living. Without truly living. She was the air that kept me breathing even though I did not really need it.

And I did try to use my gift to help calm her, but nothing was working so I tried hold her close to me. And when that didn't work anymore I just got on my knees beside her bed and prayed, well more like begged but anyways you get me.

-time skip-

It had been almost three full days of change when her and Angela's heart began to pick up and race. The change was coming to end. Soon we all would be a family. I would be whole.

Edward's pov:

The screams started to slow as the heart of Bella and my angel Angela stopped.

I wanted to hold on to her but I knew that newborns were very picky. I would have to give her space.

And then in an answered prayer she opened her eyes. Forever would be a happy place.