Jasper's pov:
A month later:
The last month with Bella has been the best of my existence. I love her with all my heart.
Over the last month we have experienced everything that a new mates couple should experience from the separation anxiety when we hunt separately to the sexual appetite of newborns.
Edward and Angela are in the same boat.
Peter and Charlotte left the house a few day going on a vacation.
Right now me and Bella were snuggling on the bed.
"You know I love you don't you?" Uh oh. Where was she going with this.
"Of course I do just as I love you." I kissed her.
"I know a lot as happened since that first day and I know that you miss everyone. Or at least who you guys used to be. I understand if you want to go back to them." She said with a small smile. I pulled her close to me.
"Bella listen to me please. There is no way in hell I'd go back to them do you understand. All lies. Edward and I made the right choice leaving. I will be ever so grateful to you for taking me away from them. In time I'm sure I'll see them but not on good terms. I love you and will not leave your side ever. Your mine."
She sighed but nodded into my chest.
"I love you Jasper." I leaned in and kissed her head.
"I love you too. Where all this come from? I thought you were happy."
"Oh jazz I am. Truly happy. I'm just. It sure what to do next.i mean it seems like we are stuck you know."
" I get it and I've been thinking, why don't we travel become nomads for awhile. And when you think your ready to settle down we will." She hugged me tightly.
"Jazz that sounds perfect." She became sad again. "I can't have children though. I wish I could give you a son or hell even a little girl." She sobbed by the end with tears that would never come.
"Oh my beautiful Bella. It's true that we can't have children. But that doesn't matter to me as much as it does to you. I'd rather have you forever then leave you because you can't have my children. True it would be nice to have a son that looks like me or a daughter as beautiful as you but your all I could ask for. And I promise that I'll try to show you that every day of forever."
She sniffled a bit more but stopped looking up into my eyes.
"I know you have never heard of it but maybe after my newborn year we could adopt."
Oh I wished we could but knew the Volturi would never let us. That thought upset me too. I may not agree with Carlisle I hated answering to other. Though it would be chaos if we didn't have the rules. I didn't want to tell her but I had to.
" I know that this is going to upset you but baby we can't. The Volturi would kill us for it. I would love thing more than that but if they found out the would kill us and the baby. I'm so sorry."
She was sad but agreed that she didn't want the baby or I to die. I prayed to god that there was a way for her to have that. Even if it was to a younger vampire.
We talked about a lot of things for the next couple hours. Every so often we even would stop for a round of love making.
By the time night had fallen the baby issue hadn't been mentioned again.
We eventually made our way out for a quick hunt. Soon I'd have to talk to her about changing diets. If we ever end to fight animal blood is not going to make us strong.
After the hunt we got in the shower and then resumed our spot on the bed. And me tell you what the rest of the night was a blissful one.
I loved my girl and couldn't wait to have forever with her.