Bella's POV:

No one tells you growing up how to truly deal with life. Not how to love with your whole heart, not how to kills vampires and werewolves. Hell fairytale stories are more realistic than you real life ever was.

At least to me that happened. After Angela got better she faked her death and moved into the Cullen house. Which was the best decision she's ever made.

But I'm not really here to talk about Angela. Though I'll come back to her later.

First I wanna go back to meeting my mate. Felix. Big bear like vampire, that guards the rulers of the vampires. Italian scum if I do say do myself. Anyways, they day we meet I knew something was going to end up with me as the center of activity. Around vampires that's all I was for the most part. Well all over the other ones not Cullen.

Over the next few days when I brought the Volturi up someone would always frown. And I was fed up. I hated them sure but if Felix was going to be around I might as well find it in my heart to get to know him.

It took awhile let me tell you. And a lot of arguments between us. But we did finally come to some understanding.

One, the diet change. Although I understand that human blood is the natural thing, I could get over it. I mean it was like I was with people dying for my mate. And although no one really said anything I knew he only did it to be closer to me. And he suffered from it.

I didn't want to back down from it. So I gave him as blood from me to stop his pain.

Second, he was to leave the guard as soon as possible. That was a huge fight. Not just with him either. So I made a compromise. I would live with him and be changed and then we would live on our own. That way I would not have to be apart of their lifestyle.

I hear you I do. Demanding. I get it but I wanted to make sure that if this was the rest of my life, I was happy.

But I wasn't the only one with something to say in our relationship. Felix had his own ideas bout what he thought our relationship should be. Like how he didn't want me going anywhere where I wasn't protected by one of the guards or himself. Living with the Volturi made him leery of others.

The first few years were perfect. And we were doing our part to make it work. But then there was talk of an uprising. And Aro made it known that if Felix didn't do his part and protect that him and I would die.

Aro didn't scare me though. But Felix went anyway. And it turned out that the uprising was just some pissed off nomadic vampires who wanted to die.

When I found out I went off on Aro for trying to separate my mate and I. He acted all innocent.

It pissed me off and me and Felix took off back to my once 'veg vamp family'. Who were only to happy to have me back with them. Well Ang and Jazz that is.

We stayed about two weeks.

Felix's POV:

After spending time with the veggies, mine and Bella's relationship was strained. And with good reason. Though I did feel like she was overly emotional all the time. I mean she wasn't even a newborn anymore.

So I gave her time. And more time. And pretty soon I just left her like the coward I was. Writing a letter telling her I loved her but I was heading home to Volterra. And that if she wanted to be with me she could come back to our home.

She did come back five years later. The stubborn bitch she was. But I loved her. And still do. So we made up. And tried living as normal as we could.

That was her problem you see, she wanted a human life. Like the veggies. And she wanted to have a home that wasn't near death. Meaning I'm not living anywhere Aro or the others.

She told me she hated being a vampire. And we talked about everything. In the end we moved close to Angela Jasper and some friends of his.

Nothing was perfect but then again I never wanted perfect I just wanted Isabella.

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this chapter will change once i update the story. thanks, your author Candi.