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Clarisse hates the word craziness, and all its synonyms: insane, madness; all and every single one of them.

(It's true, pure hatred.)

It makes her heart beat with anger, sending boiling blood through her veins. She just can't think clearly.

(But anger and hatred is only a part of it.)

What she hates more is the meaning of the word. And the memories, and the feelings of impotence and pain that just by listening, just by thinking of the meaning of the word, she feels.

(Make it stop, make it stop all of this.)

Nobody notices it.

(Never any does.)

In the first days after Chris was sane once again, everyone in the camp tried to avoid mentioning it whenever they were close, so it was easy not to deal with that.

(The calm before the storm.)

But when people relaxed again and began acting like themselves, the word was everywhere:

"Are you crazy, dude? Takin' that sword for capture the flag?"

(Stop using it, stop.)

"You must be insane, Andrew, saying all that about the Athena cabin in front of her!"

(Stop it, stop it.)

It made she freak out, but not for the first time she tried to comport herself. Ares' kids didn't freak out because of words.

Ares' kids were warriors and warriors didn't break down, and for sure they didn't fear words.

(Be brave, be reckless, be aggressive, be fearless.)

But Clarisse didn't just hate the word, she fears it.

When Silena was trying to refer to the time where Chris was back at the big house's basement she just couldn't put up with it and wanted to close her eyes, put her hands in her hears and shout to shut up her and stop her of saying it.

(Don't say it, don't say it, don't say it.)

But she didn't do anything but pretend that she didn't listen to her talking and talking. She was an Ares' daughter, after all.

(Be brave, be reckless, be aggressive, be fearless, don't let them take you down.)

She stopped using it as an insult. She knows what it really means, now.

(Horrible, scary things that she tries to forget.)

Hermes' children stop for a while, too, but they start saying it again. They don't understand, they weren't there.

And they'd never be if she can avoid it.

(They will never see what she saw, they will never hear what she heard, no if she can avoid it.)

Chris has marked her life in many ways, and not all are good.

(But neither are all bad.)

My computer broke out and I'm writing from my cel which is driving me crazy...so you for sure will found more mistake than usual (and I'm not that sure about updating more often, I'm writing another one just right now but I can't really figure out how my cel works so...)

This one was a random idea that it has been on my head for a while now, and I just wanted to get rid of it; hope you guys like it anyways