After my dreaming, I woke with this fear.

Kagome watched as Sesshomaru slept. It was quite worrisome watching him. She knew he was dreaming and by the look on his face, it wasn't a good one. She touched her neck where he sucked her blood, it was still sore, but he was getting better. His cuts, for the most part, were gone.

Sesshomaru growled in his sleep, and Kagome scooted back a bit. She hoped he didn't wake up and go on a blind killing rampage.

Sesshomaru growled again, he was dreaming, and she was correct, it wasn't good.

In his dream, he was fighting and bleeding, but his father was there. His father was watching but not aiding. Then suddenly his dream changed to the night his father died. He could see what happened. His father human mate dying, the humans trying to keep his father back from reaching her. Her reaching out for him, to him, needing him. His father had reached her just in time to save her with the sword of heaven the one his brother now keeps.

He watched his father's fangs grow; his markings darken, his power explode. He saw him kill the man who dared to take his mate for him; then he watched his father die.

His dream changed and he saw the torment that Inuyasha endured without their father.

Then is changed again to the time he had saved his Rin and Kagome from the same man whom his father killed but that where his dream changed, he didn't save them.

Rin was dead, and Kagome was being held hostage, and Sesshomaru took the stance much as his father had.

"It is a shame Miko that the half breed chose the dead over the living isn't it" The undead man spoke his eyes going to Sesshomaru "And isn't in shame that he will bring forth a pup before you great Lord, further diluting your bloodline" He laughed "You will be the last of your kind, and I will see to your end!"

"You will die not I" Sesshomaru spoke,

"Foolish demon you are nothing like your father, not even close!" He yelled, then his put his mouth to Kagome's ear "And you dear girl who reminds me of the great dog demons mate, you will die this night too, I will put an end to your power as well."

Sesshomaru moved, and Kagome was pushed to the ground, and a sword came up and thrust deep into Sesshomaru's chest. "You will never be your father" He heard "And you will never have children of your own" Sesshomaru was shoved back and fell to his back as blood seeped out.

Kagome crawled to him "Sesshomaru!" She put her hands on his wound but it as no use. The man loomed over her bringing his sword down, Sesshomaru uses his last bit of strength to raise his and their sword clashes over her back.

But he was too weak.

"Give up young Lord; you have nothing to live for, nothing to protect, no one cares about you."

His father's last words dusted into his memory but it was too late. He watched disgust as the male stabbed her in the back. She fell over him, and they bled out together.

"Foolish girl" He managed to say before dropped his sword and laying his hand on her back.

They died that way.

Then his dreamed changed. This time it was all white, and he knew it was death or at least he thought it was.

"Father!" He heard a child voice "Father here I am!" It was a little girl.

"Father, have you found her yet?" This time it was a young boy's voice,

"Your sister?" Sesshomaru heard his own voice,

"Have you found mother yet, she needs you, the baby is coming soon" He heard another male voice, he sounded older.

"Father we are this way!" He heard the little girl again. Sesshomaru walked around but saw no one.

Then he started to see a figure, and she was indeed heavy with child.

"Here we are" He could hear her voice but couldn't make it out.

"Sesshomaru don't you see us?"

He looked all around, tossing and turning "Sesshomaru!" He voice was yelling.

"Daddy!" The little girl's voice,

Then everything turned dark, then hot, then fire.

He could hear screaming, and then he saw Takemaru again, and he was holding a womanly figure. It had to be his mate for he could make out that she was pregnant "You will never have children" The male stated, then he watched as Takemaru slashed the woman's belly and Sesshomaru watched in horror as a stillborn baby fell to the ground with a thud and then the woman fell back.

Then he was stabbed in the heart again. There was blood everywhere. Sesshomaru crawled to the unborn baby and made it just in time to fall into the pool of blood around it. His nose bumped the babies, but the baby wouldn't respond.

She was dead; his baby was dead. Sesshomaru wimped.

Sesshomaru shot up from his dream with a fierce growl. His eyes were red and his marking dark. He heard a gasp, and he turned his red-eye to her.

He calmed slightly.

"Sesshomaru, are you ok?"

He said nothing but watched as she pressed her back to the cave wall "It was a dream" She said quickly.

"No" He stated firmly. It was a nightmare.

His heart was pounding, and he looked at his hands "Could it be this feeling?"

He could not believe it "Could it be that I am afraid."

He looked at her, and he knew he was. For the first time in his life, he felt real fear.