Alexandria's POV

I shot up from where I was which I looked around the room and Jared is sleeping by me still on the window seat. I picked my phone up off the table which it said 9:00am. I was trying to breath but it was hard which I put the flannel back on just to get upstairs. As I got to my room throwing my dirty clothes in the hamper then jumped in the shower just trying to breath. I heard Jared coming upstairs which I was already done with my hair and body, I got out after wrapping a towel around me and my hair. As I got to my sink to brush my teeth which Jared was just getting ready to jump in the shower. "Are you okay honey?" Jared Asks me while he is by the shower door. "Yes I'm fine Love." I say as he just looks at me but he gets in the shower and I take my morning pills that I have been on for depression and I.E.D then put them back before he could see them. I walked into my closet got a Black Bra and Panties Set our Then my Black/Sliver Skinny Jean with my Sliver Long Sleeves Croptop with My Black and White Checkered Flannel over it so I wouldn't have to wear a hoodie, seeing my high tops that I got made with Winchester on the sides and I put them on.

It's about 5mins till we have to be at the airport to go back to Pennsylvania for the girls birthday party with my family, Jared,Tom,Shepherd, and Odette are coming with us since he is off for a week with Jensen directing a episode of supernatural and of course linkin is coming with mommy to see her grandparents. I have everything packed and in the suv getting ready to leave for the airport. "Does everyone have everything?" Jared asked all the kids and me which everyone is good. When we got to the airport and got on the private Jet that I ask Jensen if I could use it for the girls which he said yes.

(3hour plane ride over)

I finally pulled into my parents driveway SUV I rented. I parked the car which RainLynn and MaeLynn got out with Linkin and let her in the fence with Bella then came and help me with the kids while Jared got the bags. "Momma I missed you." I say giving my momma a hug with Jayda hugging my side. "Jayda I missed you too go hang out with RainLynn and MaeLynn." I say hugging Jayda then her running off. "Alexandria it's been to long why are there three more kids then there should be." Tina asked looking at me with a laugh. "Jared didn't want to miss the girls birthday party here since him and Gen are getting a Divorce, I guess she wants nothing to do with him or the kids which is sad." I say to mom as we walk into the house. I put odette down on the floor watching her crawling around. "Are you and dad taking the kids trick or treating?" I ask looking at mom when dad walks in with our bags with Jared behind him. "Yeah your mom is taking them because your sister is being evil and why do you always hide him away from all of us?"Bobby asked looking at me then Jared. I smiled at that being as my dad has hated Jared and Jensen he found out that they were Mae and Rain's fathers.

It midnight when I walk out on the porch in a hoodie and sweatpants just watching the land which for me thinking of how far my life has gone with getting a part on Supernatural to becoming a mother at a young age but still being able to be a teenager and a mom to my twin girls. "Hey what are you doing outside it's after Midnight Momma." RainLynn asked looking at me with MaeLynn and Jayda behind her. "Well I'm 24years old and the mother of you two, Wanna try that Again?" I say looking at them which caused us to laugh. "Really Alex why are you out here? Everyone is sleeping." Jayda says looking at me with a look that all of Adams girls have. "Because I wanna Think About everything and having Now That have a great Life, but that only means that I have my girls Now and Jared." I say looking at them which caused the twins to look at me werid along with Jayda. "Mom are you saying that you and DaddyJay were never together at all?" RainLynn says looking at me with a sad look. "Girls I had both of you at 15years old I was very young which is why I'm very close with you guys trying to be your best friend but Your Mother at the same time because I don't want you guys to have children at 15 like I did. I want you girls to go to college and be something I couldn't be." I say getting sad with tears in my eyes. "Mom what are you talking about? Your everything that I want to be,with being an actress just no kids till I'm 25 and married but Your My Momma and my Best Friend." MaeLynn says looking at me and they all came over and hugged me with a smile.

"Girls come on we are going to be late!" I say getting my car keys and purses. "Alex we are just going to pick up there ice cream cake." Christina says looking at me with a look that she used when I'm trying to get the girls to hurry up. "I know but they wanted to come with being as I have Jayda and mom helping watching odette because Jared is helping down put all the stuff up." I say getting upset looking at her. "Alex calm Down Please breath tell the girls to stay here and help mom, both you and I will go get there cake." Christina says looking at me and RainLynn And MaeLynn walk in the living room. "Okay RainLynn And MaeLynn both of you are staying here to help Yaya out with odette and your brothers too if they come in along with BayBay because she is playing with Tom and Shepherd." I say getting my keys which they got mad. "Mom you told us we could go." RainLynn says getting mad at me which i only had to do one thing. I walk out the door and looked around for Jared. "JARED COME GET YOU DAUGHTERS RIGHT NOW!" I yell for him which caused the girl to run out and try and stop me. "It's okay we will stay here love you momma." MaeLynn says hugging me with a smile along with RainLynn. "Good choice girls love you." I say getting in my truck with Christina and driving off.