AN: Shh, it's a few minutes late for Katsuki's birthday
but have a birthday gift
Sorry it's so short, it's all I have without breaking into the stuff I'm currently writing
He groaned into the darkness, rolling his hips hopelessly against the raven's. Dabi knew when his heat was. It was sickening. This wasn't how it was supposed to work. He could hear his phone ringing, constantly. Eijiro. Eijiro. Eijiro. Deku. Eijiro. The ringtones soon just became background noise as he moaned.
Katsuki could feel himself drowning in the sex. It felt different than it did with Eijiro. And he hated that. He didn't want Dabi to be his mate.
He supposed that's why he really hated this part of himself. Hated being an omega, even if it meant he wouldn't have his kids. Heats were the worst. But his body really didn't care it. It felt so much better to do it with your mate. Even if there was no love. The male's scent excited and also calmed him. It was crazy.
The few days his heat lasted blurred together. He couldn't even remember what happened, but Katsuki found himself waking up to greet the ceiling of a hospital room, then his husband's face was invading his vision.
"Katsuki! I was so worried about you! What happened? Why didn't you pick up your phone?!"
The omega let out a groan and covered his eyes with his arm, "Moron." The scent alone should have been enough, but if Eijiro hadn't been the one to bring him to the hospital, he supposed that the thick layer of cleaning and medicinal supplies would block out everything.
"Moron? You're the one that never picked up. And the doctor said it was in your pocket when you came in."
He could feel the alpha's hand gently grasping onto his own. This was all so stupid. He was just a victim again. But, what could he say? Dabi's words rang clean in his mind.
"If you get rid of it, I might not limit myself to just you anymore. That husband of yours would probably look really good splattered across the pavement, don't you think?"
Katsuki could feel himself shiver at the thought. He was disappointed in how easily he could picture that happening, and it made him feel sick.
"Katsuki?"
"What?" He slowly withdrew his arm so that he could peek at the alpha.
There was a grim expression. One he didn't see often. It scared him what was going to come out of the male's mouth.
"It was him again, wasn't it?"
Crap. He quickly covered his eyes again. "So what if it was?" Nothing could be done about it now. It had already happened.
But he could feel the alpha's hand tightening around his own. And then hardening. "Because this shouldn't have happened. Not again. I should have been there. To help you.." Eijiro trailed off, voice obviously showing how agitated he really was.
Katsuki could hear the door opening though, and soon two little footsteps ran over to the other side of the bed.
"Mama! Daddy said he wasn't sure when you would wake up! But now you're up and.." Kazue's sweet, familiar voice was soon drowned out by his own thoughts.
Yeah, of course it wasn't supposed to happen like this. Nothing should ever happen like this, but it does. That was the cruel reality they lived in. Lives weren't always picture perfect; past or present. His eyes slowly looked down to his son. He had never seen him as a problem, of course not; he loved him. But staring at those blue eyes brought a horrible feeling coursing through his body. It was strange.
He reached a careful hand out to run through Kazue's hair, seemingly stopping him in his talking before Akiko suddenly butted in. "Me too! Me too!"
Katsuki gave a pained smile before carefully pushing himself to sit up, patting the bed beside him. "Get up here already. I'm so happy to see both of you."
Staring down at the pregnancy test, Katsuki's hand shook.
Positive. Again.
He wanted to cry. To say he didn't want this, but knowing that Dabi would be watching him, what could he do? It didn't matter how many patrols Eijiro went on, there was no sign of the raven haired alpha. But at this point, it was probably a good thing. He knew how Eijiro felt, how much hatred he had bottled up with nowhere to go.
What would he do when he told him this? Even if he did go to the doctor, there was the chance that Dabi would just find him again, and he hated this feeling.
He hated being scared. He was just Dabi's terrified victim, and he cursed himself for letting it happen. He also cursed the mark on his neck that kept him from doing anything to the male when he had the chance. That part of him loved Dabi, and he wanted to kill that part of himself, but he couldn't.
Slumping down to the floor, he buried his face into his hands after throwing away the test.
Things were already hard enough with Kazue. Sure the boy didn't know who his real father was, and he never wanted to tell him, or anyone else. There was nothing wrong with him. He was a perfectly normal kid, quirk and all.
He was 'the best big brother ever', according to Akiko. What more could he ask for? And Eijiro never treated him any different. He wasn't seen as 'the other child'. He was their first child, even if he wasn't Eijiro's own flesh and blood.
Katsuki let out a shaky breath as he heard the front door opening. The kids were home. Great.
Attempting to pull himself together, he pushed himself up off the floor and stepped out of the bathroom. He hadn't started crying, so that was a good thing. Easier to hide the fact he was upset. And children weren't as keen to the scent of distress like Eijiro would be when he came home. He had the time to calm himself though.