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Well this chapter does not have any flashback; however it is still very informative.
Please read FOF below.
Enjoy!
How I Met Her Mother
My Girl got a Girlfriend
*Ashley*
I remember hearing the saying 'The writings are on the wall' and never paying it much mind…until now. I come to realize what that saying really means, that we look for the answers everywhere else but where it is…in front of us. I sit my pen on my pad exhaling deeply as I look around the room.
I don't know how I got here. I been staring at this wall in hopes that maybe the writings are really there. Maybe the longer I stare the more likely the words would appear of what I should do about my relationship but no luck so far. I'm not going to find my answers outside of Spence and I, so why am I here? I roll my eyes as she takes me out my thoughts by blocking my view and finally approaches me. She places her hand faintly on my wrist before pulling it back after seeing the look on my face. She shakes her head, rolls her eyes, and then sucks her teeth.
"It's clear you don't want to be bothered, so why don't you just go home?"
I avert my eyes and stare at my hands. "It's not that." I let out a heavy sigh. "I just know that no matter how bad things are at home I should be there and not here." I look up to catch her soften a little before cautiously taking a seat next to me.
We sit in silence as she dusts off the invisible dirt from her pants. She clears her throat and rubs behind her neck.
I shake my head before standing up to turn around and leave. I am stopped by her hand on my arm. I look at the gesture before cutting my eyes at her. She quickly removes her hand.
"Sorry." She removes her hair tie from around her wrist using it to put her blonde hair up into a ponytail. "I'm just saying you came here for a reason, so why leave before that reason is met?"
"I shouldn't be here." I sit back down laying my head against my folded arms.
"But you are sooooo?"
"Seriously, what are we doing?" I jump up." I don't like you and you don't like me." I fold my arms across my chest.
"Sometimes the very person you don't like is the same person you need." She gives a weak smile. "I like you Ashley."
I look at her blonde hair and roll my eyes. "Why did you dye your hair blonde anyway?"
She smirks."I wanted to try something new. What, you don't like it?"
"Frankly, I don't." I scoff. "Did you think dying your hair would make you look more like Spencer and I would end up fucking you again?
"Ok." She jumps up shaking her head while waving her hands."I don't have to take this. Why are you here if you don't want to be?"
"Well you're not who I want, but since I can't have who I want I'm stuck with you." I spit.
"Girl, bye" She turns to walk away.
"Wait." I soften and she turns around expectantly.
"Ugh! Where is Chelse when I need her?" I huff sitting back on the stool.
Madison takes her seat next to me. "Chelse is with her mother as you kn-"
"I know but I don't like it." I cut her off.
"So how much longer?"
"How much longer for what?" I roll my eyes.
"Are you going to act funky with me before telling me what's wrong? I may not be Chelse or Spencer." She pauses and I wiggle in the seat suddenly uncomfortable by the mention of my girlfriend's name. "But I'm all you got."
"Fine." I say defeated. "I said I was going to start being nice to you and I want to, but old habits die hard."
"Mhm."
"I honestly didn't know you were going to be here. I never get into it with Spence and lately whenever I do I end up here, so here I am."
"Makes sense."
"Why are you here?" I raise a brow.
"Well this is the only lesbian café in WeHo and I like the vibe… plus it helps that I get free drinks whenever I come." As if on cue a server brings her an iced coffee.
"I am going to have to talk to my employees about that." I say jokingly and we both laugh.
She sips her drink and waits for me to express what I've been holding in.
"She asked him why he went into the guy's house and he said because she asked him to." I shake my head."
Madison stops sipping her drink. "She asked who?"
"Knowing it was wrong, knowing he could have gone to jail. But he did it because she asked."
"Whoa, whoa, who's going to jail?'
"See, blondes will always get you into trouble. Honestly, I liked her better as a brunette."
Madison squint hers eyes in confusion."Wait Spence was a brunette?" She leaves her mouth agape.
" Spence? What are you talking about?"
"What are you talking about?" She rolls her neck.
"Edward Scissorhands" I whine.
"The movie?" She stretches out the question.
"Yes. That movie was so sad. She didn't tell him she loved him until they couldn't have each other. Why?!" I lift my fist to the sky and shake it.
"Girl I thought Spence got some poor guy arrested over ya L word drama." She rolls her eyes.
"Oh there goes the old Madison…I knew she was in there somewhere." I smack my teeth.
She shrugs."Old habits die hard." She says unsure. "Anyway what made you bring that movie up?"
"It came on four o'clock this morning."
"Dang girl, why were you up so late?"
"Just thinking" I look down at my fingers.
"Does Spencer even know that you're here?" I look up at her before shaking my head no.
"When I left this morning everyone was still asleep. I got up took a shower, threw on my little black Prada dress, pulled my hair into a tight bun, and slid into my red Prada pumps then was onautopilot until I ended up here.
"This morning? Girl how long have you been staring at this wall? I shrug and she looks at the time on her phone. "It's one o'clock!"
"Oh my God really? I wonder why Spence hasn't text me. I guess she's really is mad. "Madison, it's just Spence and I have always been so relaxed in our relationship and now it's like were on a rollercoaster. As soon as things start to feel settled a ball of stress comes flying at my face. It's like I never have a moment to catch my breath." I exhale.
"Girl you should be used to it by now." I cross my arms and raise a brow. "Wait before you get an attitude." She rolls her neck and eyes while rotating her finger. "I'm only saying that this is LA and you only have a moment to catch your breath before you have to go back into the madness."
"Not even LA could prepare me for this." I bite my lip nervously.
We sit in silence until I feel my phone buzz on my lap that's inside my purse. I take it out to look at it. I smile, text back, and sit it on the table. Madison glance at the name on the phone then glances back at me.
"Does Spencer know you're fucking this girl?"
"What?!" I shout in shock. "I'm no-, I would neve-, What the fuck!"
"I'm just saying?"
"You're just saying what? Because saying I'm just saying is not explaining anything and I am going to need you to explain this." I point my finger down.
"You over here smiling and texting some girl who's not Spencer and feeling good about it, so your virtually fucking her."
I tilt my head before shaking it. "That makes no sense."
"Let me ask you this. The whole time you been with Spencer until now have you held a conversation with another woman that wasn't business related?" She raises her brow.
I drop my shoulders. "No." I say softly.
"I don't know the whole story because this is the first time me and you actually spoken without flinging insult." She shrugs. "But I know since you and Spencer got together you have been the happiest I have ever seen you."
"Yeah." I say softly with a softer smile remembering the feeling.
"Remember what Kat from Grey use to say." I encourage her to continue. "Eventually love trumps fear. Every time"
I smile and nod in agreement."You're just full of good advice today huh?"
"Well consider me slowly making up for all the bad things I've said. Ash I'm really sorry for who I was back then."
"Don't worry about it, if you were never her you wouldn't be you now and the recent you is growing on me."
My phone buzzes again.
Spence Kitten: Hey…where are you?
I stopped by the café heading back now.
Spence Kitten: Okay :)
"I got to go." I hold up the phone for emphasis. She nods in understanding. I get up and start walking towards the door. I stop and turn to face her."Thank you." She gives me a small smile and I continue walking to my car.
I used to sing on the way home. Now I cry. I used to skip every other step rushing to the door to see her face. Now I drag my feet up each and every one. I used to put the wrong key into the keyhole at least three times from all the excitement. Now I get the key right every time.
I pull into the parking space and sigh before getting out. I make my way up the stairs and go to put my key in, but I jump back when the door flings open.
"Oh my God!" I try to catch my breath while holding my chest.
"I'm sorry Ashley I didn't see you there." The older blonde gives a faint smile. She closes the door and sidesteps me before leaving.
Wow did she really close the door like I wasn't coming in? I shake it off and go to turn the knob but it flies open before I can do so.
*Spence*
"What the f- freak." She corrects herself when she sees the look on my face.
"I'm sorry babe." I give a sweet smile. "I thought I heard your voice so I came to see if it was really you. And it is." Giving her wide smile while leaning against the door, she walks inside.
Ash makes her way to the couch and has a seat. I close the door and do the same thinking twice before finally taking the seat next to her.
She clears her throat looking around at everything and nothing all at the same time.
I place my hand on her arm a gesture that used to comfort her like honey sweetening tea. Now I'm not sure if it even makes her feel… let alone good. She looks at me softly and I give her an appreciative smile.
"Spence I'm sorry I didn't tell you about your dad being sick." She takes a deep breath."Believe me there wasn't a day that went by that it didn't eat me alive because I couldn't. There were nights I lie awake because not telling you wouldn't let me sleep." I wipe the tears that are falling freely from her eyes. "I should have told you when he passed, but I knew it would hurt you and it was selfish of me to keep it hidden to avoid your anger. I promise you I never kept anything else from you and I never will again. I don't know if it helps but he knew about us and was happy for us."
I take her hand and kiss it softly. "I'm sorry for getting so upset at you last night I just felt so betrayed." She looks down at her shoes. "By him." She looks back up at me. "I've always been so close to my dad and trusted him, so I was hurt he didn't trust me enough to tell me." Now she's the one to wipe away my tears.
"It's ok Spence. I know he loved you and maybe that's why he couldn't bring himself to hurt you. He knew that kind of information would do just that."
"I guess I can't be mad at him keeping something so sad from me when I didn't trust him enough to tell him about the happiest thing in my life…You." I lick my lips. "I won't make that mistake again." She looks at me with bright eyes.
"You mean.-"She says softly.
"Yes." I match her tone. "I'm going to tell my mom…today." I say more firmly. "I woke up this morning and didn't see you on the couch and I was so scared that I lost you. And I can't." A single tear falls from her eye and I wipe it away."Baby, why are you crying?"
"For a minute there it felt like I was going to lose you before you told your mother the truth." She lies against my chest and I wrap her up in my arms.
"No baby, I would be a fool to let that happen." She looks up at me."I would of texted you sooner today but I thought it would be best for us both to have a moment to breathe." She leans in to give me a sweet kiss which becomes passionate and hungry.
She pushes me back and starts to straddle me. I lose myself in her kiss and I know this is the right decision.
She stops kissing me and I miss her lips already. She hovers over me looking into my eyes lovingly as she caresses my cheek with her knuckles. I haven't seen her look at me like this since mother came.
"I'm so glad were not bringing in the new year with all the lies, secrets, and heartbreak." She whispers the last part before continuing to slide her knuckle down my face.
"Me too." I smile at her brightly.
"Tomorrow is a whole new year filled with new beginning and promise." Another single tear escapes her eyes but this time it's a happy one.
I kiss her knuckles and she leans down to capture my lips again. She kisses the tip of my nose then both of my eyelids one at a time before kissing my lips again which I deepen. I pull her back on top of me and I feel her knee rubbing against my pussy lips that sets my whole body on fire. I unzip her dress scratching my nails up and down her back.
She starts to grind her knee harder into me and my juices start to run down her leg. Were both moaning into each other lips and I feel my body start to float.
"So you are still a dyke?" Ashley lifts off me and we both give Debbie a death glare.
"You can leave." Ashley says tightening her jaw.
"I'm too bored to stay in my room." She yawns.
"Why don't you entertain yourself by brushing your teeth?" Ash covers her nose with the back of her hand. Debbie's face turns red as she starts to breathe hard. "You're a nasty hoe." Ash looks at me and I smile letting her know I'll let it slide this time. "I mean who wakes up and instead of washing their face and ass they come blowing they funky ass breath in people's face.
"Whatever." Debbie huffs and turns to walk away.
"Excuse me." Ashley stands up and calls to her. "I said you can leave."
Debbie looks confused and for the first time vulnerable. "That's what I'm doing."
"No. I mean you can get leave California." Ashley grabs Debbie by the elbow and guides her out the front door.
*Ashley*
"Ashley." Spence's runs after me with eyes of worry. I give her a soft kiss on the lips. "I'm not going to hurt her I promise. I'm just going to talk to her."
"Ok." She says still unsure.
I close the door behind me pushing Debbie by her arm.
"If you kick me out I will have tell mommy dearest about her daughter and her dyke girlfriend." She stumbles back when I step towards her.
I smirk. "What's your problem? I saw you checking me out since you got here. Yeah, it was gross to be checked out by you, but the point is you did it. You like girls. You always liked girls Debbie and maybe if you weren't such a bitch girls would like you back."
"Whatever." She crosses her arms over her chest and looks away from me."You don't know what I like."
"Yeah I do. That's why you hated Spencer because she always got the girl and you didn't."
"Whatever." She says with pain laced in her tone.
I step in her face."But seriously this shit you've been pulling threatening Spence with her sexuality to get her to give you her tickets, let you wear her favorite shirt, and sleep in the second room. Is all over, you hear me?" She swallows the lump in her throat. "I have seen things not even your worst nightmares consist of; I have done things that most can't stomach." I lick my lips before getting closer to her ear. "And now I have enough money to get rid of you and never see a day in jail, so you have ten minutes to grab your shit and leave. It's New Years Eve and I refuse to bring in the New Year… with you." I smirk. "I know you don't need time to brush your teeth with your nasty ass. I'll give you some money to be able to get on the next flight out." I turn around to walk away.
"Everyone thinks I'm the bad guy because I made Spencer do some shit she didn't want to. But honestly if she would have been herself I wouldn't have had any power. It's like she gave me the gun herself." She sucks her teeth.
"Spence is telling her mother today, so I suggest you keep your mouth shut because if you don't." I give a wicked smirk. "I'll make it that you'll never be able to tell another secret again."
"I wouldn't dream of telling mommy dearest. I never did. I knew it would be a relief if I did. Its hell hiding who she is and who she loves believe me I know. I'll never give her that peace. Ashley you better not get your hopes up too high or you're going to fall off of them because she'll never tell her mother about you." She laughs hysterically."She'll never tell her mother about anyone because she'll never tell her mother about her."
I narrow my eyes before opening the door never once taking my eyes off of her. She walks inside and grabs her bag. I grab my purse and hand her more than enough money for her to get a new flight.
"Bye Ashley. See you in Ohio Spence." She smirks at me before walking away.
I slam the door behind her and sit next to Spence replaying Debbie's words in my head.
Spence starts kissing me on my neck then nibbles on my ear. She notices I don't respond to the gesture and tilts her head to meet my eyes.
"Are you ok?" Spence asks me with a look of concern.
I slide both of my hands down my face. "Yeah." I clear my throat."Where did your mother go?"
"Oh, she went to her real Spa day."
"Oh." I say slowly looking off into the distance.
She places her hands on both sides of my face turning me to face her. "Baby...are you sure you're ok?"
"Yeah." I give her a weak smile."I just need some air.
"Okay." She says worry evident in her voice.
I kiss her palms of before rubbing my finger down her cheek."Don't worry, I'll be back." She mouths 'ok' and I give her a small peck on the lips before getting up to leave.
I make my way to the roof leaning over the edge letting my tears hit the street.
"What if Debbie's right and she doesn't tell her mother. I love Spence but I can't be her secret anymore. I also can't be without her." I start to pace back and forth. "Why would I think she'll come clean now?" I stop walking and tap my purse against my hip." She seems genuine when she said she would. I'm just tripping. Ugh! I don't know." Grabbing my head with my hands and I feel my phone vibrate in my purse. I put my hands down and answer the phone.
'Hello?"
"Hola Chica. I hope you don't mind but I got your number from Chelse."
"Oh." I say faintly.
"Don't worry. I don't think after one decent conversation that we're best friends or anything, but… I wanted to check on you.
"Ok." I choke out.
"Ashley, are you ok? You sound like you have been crying."
I close my eyes and try to fight back tears. "I kick that bitch Debbie out and that fucking bitch swears Spence is not going to tell her mom. Spence says she will and I believe her. I want to believe her. I got to believe her." I spit out without taking a breath.
"Whoa slow down. I thought only Latinas and black girls talked fast." We both giggle. "You're changing the game over there."
"Shut up." A giggle through tears.
"You might have kicked Debbie out of your house but you won't be rid of her if you allow her to keep space in your head."
"You're right. I'm go get some well deserved alone time with the babe."
"God speed chica."
I hang up the phone and sit on the bench letting the wind crash against my skin. I close my eyes breathing slowly in and out trying to clear my mind from everything good and bad. From whom Spence and I were to who we are now to who we might be. That's the part that scares me, I don't know if they'll be an us after today. It all depends on if Spence tells her mom or not.
I open my eyes and I must have been up here for a while now because the cool breeze has become warm.
I walk down to the apartment and open my door to an angry Spencer.
"What's wrong babe?" I furrow my brows.
"Three almost four years I never thought I'd see the day." She's pacing now.
"See the day of what?"
"Of you cheating of me Ashley."
"Excuse me?"
"Who is Kelly?" She balls the napkin up and tosses it at me.
"You're going through my stuff?" Oh shit, I don't know why I said that?
"I was putting your things back in our room to show you I'm serious about telling my mom. I was all done with the other room and went to sit on the sofa where I noticed your clothes from last night. I picked them up to put them in the wash and that fell out your pants." She points to the napkin.
"I knew I should have thrown that away."
"What!?"
'"Wait, I didn't mean it like that."
"What did you mean Ashley?" She says my name with such disgust
"Spence babe, I was going to delete her number."
"Wait, delete her number? You saved it!" She screams leaving her mouth agape.
I squint one eye and twist my lips. "Yeah but after talking to Madison I realize I shouldn-"
"Wait, Madison the girl you don't like was the reason you were going to delete this girl's number. Nice to see your love for me wasn't reason enough not to take it."
"Spence I know I was wrong and I'm sorry. She just reminded me of the you I used to know and the more you were with your mother the less I saw that version of you."
"So I'm the reason you were cheating on me?"
"I'm not saying that and getting attention somewhere else was wrong, but I would never cheat on you."
She walks away from me shaking her head. "You told me you weren't going to keep anything else from me.
"Spence I promise I was going to tell you about her, but I was so happy when you decided to tell your mom I forgot about the girl. Babe you have to believe me when I say she has nothing on you."
She starts to cry and I try to reach for her but she pulls back.
"Don't touch me. Is that why you ran outside earlier…to talk to her?" her voice fails her.
"No babe of course not." I wave my hands 'no'.
My phone buzzes in my purse and my heart stops.
"Who is that?"
"Huh?"
" Is that her?"
"Ummm."
"You're a poet Ashley! Words are your life, so I can't believe you're at a loss for them right now."
She grabs my purse taking the phone out in the process. "Second set of blues." She looks at me and shakes her head."Really? So you're trying to replace me? I can't believe you." She clicks the text. "Hey, sexy just want you to know I've been thinking about you nonstop since yesterday." She finishes reading the text and tosses the phone at me.
"I know this looks bad but." Damn I got nothing.
"I can't believe I was going to tell my mom about us."
"Wait, wait, wait. Hold up?" I narrow my eyes and she turns to face me."What do you mean was?"
"I'm not going to risk losing my mother when I already lost you."
"You haven't los-"
"Ugh!" She throws her hands in the air. "I wouldn't even be going through this if it wasn't for loving you."
My eyes widen and I feel myself getting hot."Come again?"
"Every other girl was fine with being a secret but you had to be difficult."
I grab her by her arms making her stop pacing in order to face me."I been your secret for three almost four years because I love you and the love I have for you is the reason I can't continue to pretend like you're not mine.
"Your love is the reason this all is happening." She spits.
I let go of her arms and bite down on my lip violently."What?" I whisper shaking my head. "Are you saying my love is the problem?"
"Ashley I'm saying loving you is the problem." She screams.
"Fuck this shit!" I go to walk out until I hear her say.
"Profanity is an ignorant mind trying to express itself, so say what you mean and mean what you say."
"You can't be fucking serious?" I walk up to her until I am so close are nose are touching. "Some words are necessary to expresses how disgusting and broken you feel inside. This isn't bad, messed up, or terrible. No babe, this is shit! The way it rolls off your tongue as if it leaves a bad taste in your mouth kind of shit. The kind of shit that feels as if you stepped in it by just hearing it kind of shit." I shake my head. "You try so hard to cover up your fear of your mom behind you theories and books… well fuck that shit. You can have it and you don't have to worry about loving me." I turn around to walk to the door and fling it open.
"You are so envious of the relationship between me and my mom. Yeah, it may be messed up but at least there is one. Oh and you think your mother doesn't control you…please. Ashley you always talk about 'all she ever cared about were her things' well you're just like her. You feel like nothing more than the labels you wear." Her words shoot into my back like darts that tear into me.
I turn around to face her with so much range. "That's not true." My voice fails me as it cracks apart with every word.
She walks up to grabbing my phone from my hand."Really Ashley? You have a custom Prada 24 karat diamond encrusted phone case. You had Apple build it into the phone." She tosses it at me.
"You're just as messed up as I am." She walks away.
"I guess we're prefect for each other." I tighten my jaw.
She turns to face me."I guess we are." Her chest raises and falls.
I look her up and down."Then again…maybe were not." I turn around to walk out.
I look at the vase with Spencer daily Birds of Paradise on the kitchen table. I grab it and fling it at the top cabinet.
*Spencer*
I watch the water splash against the cabinet as the flowers and shattered pieces scatter on the floor. It's like watching me and Ashley scatter in front of me. I stood there after hearing the door slam thinking she'll come back. My heart starts to beat hard against my chest and my knees become weak. I knew this time it was different this time she's not coming back. I run out the door tripping over her heels on the way out. She must have thrown them off when she ran out. I continue to run down the stairs barefooted and out the gate in enough time to see her pulling away from the apartment.
"Ashley!" I scream her name with all the strength in me.
"Ashley!" My voice begins to crack from the strain.
"Ashley!" I start to cough from my now dry throat.
"Ashley." I cry out her name and fall to my knees on the curve at the side of the road. I lie there looking at the sun letting my tears mix with the ray of light. I feel my eyes begin to sting from the exposure but I don't dare look away because I feel I deserve it. I lay there crying out her name.
I never thought it would hurt this bad. I honestly never thought when it came to Ashley hurt would exist.
I don't know how long I've been laying here. My throat is so dry I cough every time I squeeze out Ashley's name. My skin feels so hot and everything is spinning.
"Oh my God Spencer!"
"Ashley?" I breathe out.
"We have to get you inside. How long have you been lying here?" She picks me up with ease carrying me into the apartment.
"Ashley?" I whisper.
She lays me on the sofa before feeling my forehead. "Spencer you're burning up. I'm going to get you some water."
"Ashley?" I cough out.
She lifts my head and lays it on her lap. "Here honeys drink this." She props me up a little to help me drink the water.
"Ashley?" I whimper.
She touches my face. "No honey, its mom. What happened with Ashley?"
"Ashley's gone." I start to cry hysterically.
"Shhh, shhh, it's ok Spence." She takes the water from my hand and places it on the table. She lets me cry into her lap as she rubs my hair.
I lift up from the sofa thinking it was all a dream. I clear my throat that has become really dry. I see the water on the table and drink it down.
"You're awake?" I look at my mother standing by the couch with her suitcase.
"Yeah." I furrow my brows. "What are you doing? You don't leave until tomorrow"
"I thought I'd pack our things since Ashley's is gone. I know you can't make ren-"
"What? Ashley's gone?"
"Yes honey, remember you told me she was gone before you cried yourself to sleep."
I tangle my fingers through my hair and shake my head. "No, no, that can't be. It wasn't a dream?" I whisper.
"I figure you were so upset about her leaving because you wouldn't be able to survive on your own."
"You're right I won't be able to survive without her. I'm not going back with you."
"But you just said.-"
"I won't be able to make it without Ashley but not financially…emotionally." I sit up.
"You have other friends such as Debbie." She takes the seat next to me.
"Debbie is not my friend mom! She never has been."
"Well you'll make new ones."
"Ashley is not just my friend mom."
"I know she's your roommate…excuse me, was your roommate. Sorry."
"No! You don't get it." I halfway scream. I pause and breathe before starting again. "Ashley isn't just my friend or my roommate. She's my lover, my life, my everything. I can't survive without her because I love her. But that doesn't matter because I might have ran her into the arms of another woman." I choke out the last part.
She goes to open her mouth but I cut her off to run to the restroom and throw up.
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Gina32: Thank you so much for reminding me to dismiss the heaters. You made me smile.
TheDwall: Thank you, Thank you:) glad you came back.
Lawsbian: Hey my friend! Glad you are enjoying my story as much as I'm enjoying yours.
Dav7788: Now you learned your lesson of drinking and reading my story. Hahaha. I laughed at your review thank you for that.