Chapter 6

I wake up to find another note on Tohrus pillow, and I began to wonder... was I loosing my touch? I giggle to my inner thoughts... only to Tohru I guess. I sat up and pushed back a strand of hair.

Hey Amara I beat you to breakfast, but your dad saw you two together last night, He didn't ask me about it, but he was really upset you didn't say anything to him... So what's really going on?

I sighed and threw my feet off one side of the bed. I set the note down and I looked up at Sora. I'm not exactly sure what happened either... it was really like a dream. I was swimming in dangerous waters. Thinking about it he wasn't apart of my world... he wasn't even real. I pushed back a strand of his hair looking at him more carefully. I couldn't stop myself from what I was really feeling...

I got up and headed for the bathroom when I noticed the present that Tohru got me for my birthday. My eyes widen at the sight... I didn't bring it with me... I was pretty sure that I left it at home. I touched it and I felt a spark... shocked I threw it and looked down at my fingertips. They were a bit red. I sucked on my first finger then looked down at the cover... No way.

The tears stung as I was trying to hold it back, and I could feel the fever rushing in my cheeks. What used to be just Sora and couple blanks spots on him now had been... me. He was holding me by the waist and I was standing in front of him with a smile. Was I proud of that? In some aspects of me that made my heart skip a beat, but I was replacing Kairi... I'm just as bad a Namine

"Hey why are you crying?" I looked back and noticed that the tears were now streaming down. I went to wipe it away.

"Nothing... but I can't do this to you." I sobbed. He looked at me confused. "Just look at this." He looked at my hands and noticed the case I was holding... he went to grab it out of my hands but flinched and shook his hands. "Did it shock you?"

"Yeah." He grabbed it and he studied it carefully. "So this is what's making you worry?" I nodded and he threw it on the bed. " What does this have to do with anything?"

"Don't be so clueless... I'm just as bad as namine... I'm replacing Kairi in your heart... don't deny it... you're falling in love with me aren't you." He was silent. "I... I..." I didn't know what else to say.

"You know whether or not... if I did fall in love with you was because I let it be my desicion... and it's not like I haven't forgotten Kairi..." I sobbed and quickly rolled away from him. "Will you please stop?"

"Stop what, from you doing something stupid? Or for me to even have these kinds of feelings for you?" He got to his feet and he went to grab my hands and I flinched away... he was now trying his best to get a hold of me, and I had fallen on the bed which he had me pinned down.

"Will you just listen?" I looked away my face becoming every shade of red. "I will let my heart feel what it wants, not what was written in a script. This feeling in my heart, the lump in my throat, are things about you... Because..."

"Because you love me?" I choked and he slowly leaned down to put his forehead against mine

"Because of exactly that... are you going to allow me to fall for you." I tried to pull away and he forced me to stare up into his royal blue eyes... god were they drawing me in... I sighed and was pleading with him to stop because this wasn't right at all when my phone rang. I went to reach for it but he stopped me.

"Sora..." I mumbled... I sighed again. "I've always been in love with you, ever since I've seen your character in a video game, I knew it wasn't real, but every day since I couldn't stop from what was happening.. and the week that I've gotten to know you... has made me realize just that. But not yet... you're still trying to sort things out between your friends, and you should worry about them, and not us."

"But you are one of my friends, and the girl I love. Of course I'm going to worry about you." He looked at me again and smiled. "For right now... can you please just let me." His fingers trailed up my arms leaving a little line of electricity flowing through me, my heart pulsing with every touch. He stroked a piece of my hair back, my cheeks under the palms of my hands. I watched as he leaned in closer he paused and I could feel the hot in his breath as it tickled against my skin. "Will you allow me to kiss you right now."

"Why are you asking permission?" I whispered back, my hands slowly getting loose under his grip my arms shaking as I drew them up around his neck. slowly his lips brushed against mine and I couldn't stop the force that came next.

Our lips crushed together and the heat rose from both of us. He reached around to the small of my back and pulled me up closer and more on the bed then on the edge. I propped up on my elbows to hold on to the kiss longer and he lay me back down he lets go and smiles at me. I return the gesture as I lean into kiss him again. His lips parting with mine. His hands roaming up and down my arms and waist. My hands freely flexing through his spikey brown hair.

He let go his breath drawing near my cheeks. I didn't mean to but a small moan popped out. I blushed and pulled him close into a hug. He chuckled and drew me close. He sat up still holding onto me, as I straddled him.

"Sora..." I say burying my face into his neck. "Can we wait on this?" He tried to look at me and I kept my face buried. " Don't get me wrong I love you so very much, but we need to find Donald and Goofy before things start getting to heavy for you to worry about. I know you want to worry about me too, but lets try and solve this problem first."

He nodded and kissed the crown of my head and rested his chin there. "I love you so much, like falling in love at first sight." He sighed and nodded. "Okay... I can agree to those terms crybaby."

"Shut up clueless." I giggled.