Bart's POV:

I'd ran and ran, crying all the while, trying to out run my mistake, I couldn't stop. I just ran faster and faster, in anger, frustration, sadness, regret, guilt, all of these feelings tearing me apart and as fast as I was I couldn't out run the past, I couldn't out run my mistakes, the past is the one thing that will always catch up to you, no matter how fast or how far you go, it will always get you in the end.

I eventually stopped when I found a secluded spot at least half way around the world. I was sat sobbing underneath a tree on a cliff top overlooking the sea, It was slightly calming and soothing, but still I'd sat and looked over the edge, seeing the water crash into the jagged rocks below and just like the waves, the pain of losing Raven washed over me and tore my heart to shreds, I gave in holding back the tears and let them spill from my eyes again, I'd cried so much today I was surprised there were still tears to shed. My heart sank at the memory of her and I could see her wonderful, violet eyes staring at me in that kind, comforting way, her small face cracking a smile for me now and again, something that was secret, only for me to see and her beautiful, enchanting voice, as quickly as these images appeared they morphed into her eyes being wide in shock and confusion, then them stabbing through me with anger, her voice becoming firm and scary. I winced at the memory, and I fell to my knees and just let the memories of our good times, when we comforted each other, talked, related to each other, and I'd smile briefly before once again being reminded they were now gone, I'd never feel as happy as that ever again, I just let it all sink in and sobbed to myself.

I had cried over losing Raven for hours, which only made me sob even more over how pathetic I was. Why did I have to screw up and kiss her? What was I thinking? She has enough going on as it is being the daughter of a powerful demon and having to constantly control her emotions and I go and exacerbate that by kissing her. I should have just thought about what I was doing before I did it, but I never do, that is how I got my previous name after all. Impulse, I used to think it was cool and fun, act first, think later, but actions have consequences and now I have to deal with mine, not blub on a cliff top over them. But how? She probably hates me now, I bet she doesn't even want to see my face ever again, but we'll have to at some point, we're teammates, and I have to fix that so the chemistry of the team isn't screwed up over our personal problems and so both Raven and I have our heads in the game. I bet she'll kill me when I get there but, I have to just man up and face it, I don't know how. Maybe if I just be cool about it, act like it was nothing? No, that would just anger her more, I don't know what I can do. I wonder if I could run fast enough to turn back time? That would solve everything! No, that's a stupid idea; even if I could I'd have no idea of what consequences that would cause. Damn it! Why do I do this shit?

Raven's POV:

I'd meditated on top of the tower for some time now and finally I'd calmed a bit, the memory whilst still there had dulled and I'd brushed it aside, it was probably nothing, Bart's a kid, a 13 year old kid, it was just his hormones acting up, I can't blame him for that, I sighed. Who was I kidding I was still pissed, my first kiss was gone, he'd taken it, and it was something I could never have back, I suppose I'll have to get over it sometime. I teleported back to my room and put all my incense sticks and what not back in their places walked into the en-suite bath room. Despite years of mastering my chakra and all these meditation techniques sometimes you couldn't beat a nice hot shower. I used my powers to turn the shower on and as I waited for the water to heat up, I unclasped the hooded cape and hung it on the back of the door, as I turned I caught sight of myself in the mirror, I ran my fingers through my indigo hair, it was about shoulder length and in a bob cut, I didn't like it too long. Violet eyes staring back at me and a plain, pale face. I wasn't obviously beautiful and I wasn't as perfect as Starfire or Cassie, but I guess I wasn't too bad, I decided to focus on my attractive features, unique eyes, and full small lips, a nice curved face, I guess my hair was unique too, but I still didn't see what Bart saw in me though. Wait no, not him; I shouldn't think of him stupid Bart! Keeps invading my thoughts. I shook my head, and without much further thought I undid and stepped out of my leotard, kicked off my shoes and I then moved back in front of my mirror to look at my now nude body. I looked first at my breasts which were large, round and quite full, I noticed my dark looking areolas and nipples and thought they looked rather inviting, and then I also noticed I had fairly feminine thighs and wide hips, with a perfectly rounded bottom. My attention was then drawn to the triangle of thick hair between my thigh's. It was a slightly darker shade of indigo than my head hair, more like a midnight blue, I felt it looked rather luxurious and soft. I sighed and as I felt the temperature rise and steam fill the room that told me the shower was now heated up.

I stepped into the shower and inwardly moaned in pleasure as the water flowed over my body and warmed me up, allowing me to completely relax, I smiled and closed my eyes as I let the water continue to run over me. I soon opened my eyes again as I had to choose which scented shower gel I'd use today, I decided to choose lavender and as soon as I popped open the lid the lovely scent immediately hit me, and I smiled, inhaling deeply and beginning to enjoy this simple yet amazingly calming routine task. I squeezed the, suprise, suprise, lavender coloured gel into my hands and began rubbing it all over my body. As I was lathering up my chest I started to feel sensations of pleasure course through my body, normally I would ignore them and carry on showering but this time, even after the soap had completely washed away I continued to massage my breasts as quiet moans started to escape from my lips. I soon found myself leant against the shower wall as my fingers ran over my erect nipples and more audible moans started to fill the room.

I didn't even realise as my right hand began to descend over my body lower and lower, I slid my hand down over my belly, through my pubic hair until I felt a tingling sensation run through my entire body. As I ran my fingers down over the folds of my womanhood, the sensations became more intense and I started to pant as I rubbed myself. I shyly fondled the deeper layers of my flesh, running my fingers between my lips and starting to flick them up and down over my clitoris as wonderfully powerful, extreme sensations started tingling through my body and I felt my mouth open and my breathing deepen as I carried on rubbing myself, enjoying the feelings it was sending throughout my entire body. I stroked my pussy for a little while longer before tentatively moving my middle finger towards the smooth, soft opening and I carefully pushed the finger inside. It easily slid in and I was surprised as I expected more resistance. The further I pushed the more amazed I felt. The walls of my vagina were incredibly hot and wet, smooth and soft and the opening felt tight around my finger. A gasp and small moan escaped my lips as I pushed my finger all the way in, I then slowly started to move my finger in and out at a slow and steady pace. Almost involuntarily my other hand left my breasts and started manipulating my clit instead as I continued to slide my finger in and out. My legs spread as far as they could in the shower. After a few more minutes I started to up the pace of my finger and pumped it in and out more forcefully and as I did so I rubbed my clit faster, my breathing quickened even more and I felt absolutely amazing. Soon a quivering sigh came from my lips and I squealed softly as my orgasm came on. The image of Bart suddenly flashes into my head as I tremble, shaking violently, my legs spasm, I suddenly feel my vagina clench tightly around my finger, and my eyes snap open, amazed at the feelings of pleasure coursing through my body. With no rational thoughts in my head I brought the wet fingers that stimulated my clit up to my lips and I let the taste of my womanly juice seep onto my tongue, dancing over my taste buds, and I suck them hard as I feel wave after wave of pleasure wash over me and I drown in my feelings for one infinitely blissful moment. I sighed as the orgasm subsided and then slowly and reluctantly pulled my finger out of my vagina and idly ran it through my pubic hair, the scent of my juices from the fingers held just beneath my chin and the taste on my tongue a blissful reminder.

I soon managed to regain my strength and finished cleaning myself as normal and I turned off the shower, and with a gesture from my hand two neatly folded towels floated over to me, I quickly dried my hair, trying to ignore the fact Bart flashed into my head as I climaxed and then wrapped the towel around my head, before drying myself with the other one and wrapping that around my body as I picked up my dirty clothes. I re-entered my bed room, and threw them into the dirty laundry. I got out a hair dryer and dried my hair before I glancing over at the clock, it was now 9:14AM , I thought it would be later but the other titans would likely be having breakfast right about now. I finished drying my hair and after brushing it, that was the extent of my getting ready, a simple 10 minutes as opposed to Cassie and Starfire's hour or two of drying, brushing and styling their hair, plucking their eyebrows, plastering on makeup. I didn't see the point. I decided that I didn't feel like stepping into the same outfit I'd just had on even though I had at least 10 of the same hooded cape, leotard and boots, I wanted something more casual today. I pulled on a pair of dark blue, silk panties, a matching dark blue bra and then stepped into some black, ripped tights, and pulled on some knee high combat boots, a black ,slightly frilly skirt, a dark blue shirt and a black leather jacket.

I walked out into the hall way and into the kitchen to see Tim, Cassie, Garfield and Starfire, eating Waffles and pancakes as Cyborg was cooking up another batch, as they noticed me sit down they all smiled "Good morning Raven!" they all said enthusiastically and cheerfully "Morning." I replied in my normal monotone voice, and I watched their faces instantly drop as I killed the whole mood. "Hey, grumpy guts, want some?" Cyborg's booming, always cheery voice called out to me gesturing to the waffles and pancakes. I simply nodded and he piled way too much onto my plate before passing it to me, "Thanks." I replied "I can't tell if that was sarcasm or sincere." Cyborg replied, I sighed "It was sincere, honest." I replied but it still came out emotionlessly, Cyborg sighed this time "Whatever grumps." He replied. I knew he was just teasing me, but sometimes it still hurt. As I began to eat my breakfast Tim spoke up "So Raven, you seen Bart lately?" I almost choked on my food, I swallowed hard "No, how should I know where he is?" I said almost too quickly. "Uh, it's just you two seem to spend quite a bit of time together and he said he'd be back this weekend, he'd usually be here by now, just wondering if you've seen him." Tim explained, I secretly breathed a sigh of relief, I was afraid his detective skills had somehow picked up something. "I haven't." I lied, not wanting anyone to know what happened this morning or a few minutes prior and wanting to forget the whole experience myself as I could feel the conflicted emotions starting to make their way back up to the surface. "Hey Cyborg, could you make me a cup of herbal tea please?" I asked him and he grinned as he started to make me one. He passed it to me when it was done. "Thank you." I said just as emotionlessly as before yet Cyborg smiled "I believe that one." I sipped my tea, letting it calm me and dull the feelings that were making this day a difficult one. But I still had the feeling that one boy was going to zoom back in soon and I'd be right back at square one.