Author: Charlie M.

Inspiration: Supernatural

Summary: It's the summer of 2018 Sam, Dean, and John are going on a 2 week fishing trip with Bobby and Castiel.

Chapter 2: I'm Gay...

Dean woke up surprised to see a blanket over him. Not only a blanket but over him but an arm with a body attached to it next to him. He freaked out for a moment and started to realize what was going on. Cas had fallen asleep next to him. He didn't dare wake Castiel but when he realized that the sun was slowly rising he realized that his Dad would be in any moment. Dean carefully took the arm that was over him and made sure he didn't wake Cas.

Walking into the bathroom he took a shower feeling gross from such a long two days with not bathing. He let the water run and omce it was clean stepped in. It hit his body and the warmth surged through him. Washing his hair and body he sat there thinking about how he had woken up. Grabbing a towel and putting it around him he looked in the steam clouded mirror. Cas is straight and so are you. He probably was dreaming about a how girl and put his arm over you. That's it now quit being gay. Picking up his clothes and walking out the door in a towel.

As Dean turned the corner he ran right into Castiel. Deans towel dropped to the floor along with the clothes he was holding. Cas freaked out and picked up Dean's clothes then looked up. He saw quite a sight. Castiel blushed handing Dean his clothing and his towel.

"I am so sorry. Clumsy me. I can't believe I just did that!" Castiel said. Dean was putting his towel on blushing furiously.

"Just forget about it okay." Dean said looking down. He saw something thst surprised him. Cas had what looked like a boner... but Castiel isn't gay. Neither am I. Two straight male friends who don't like each other in any other way."I'm just going to go take a shower then i guess." Castiel said awkwardly as he was walking into the bathroom.

Dean sat on the bed for a moment before getting dressed. His head swimming in thought about Castiel having a boner after seeing him naked. Getting dressed Dean walked out into the kitchen. Bobby was sitting at the table drinking coffee while John was cooking pancakes and bacon at the stove.

"Dean go wake up Sam please." John said.

He walked into his brother's room and told him to wake up. Sam didn't want to move so Dean hit him with a pillow until he was awake. After he was finally out of bed Dean left to eat breakfast. Walking back in the kitchen seeing Cas made Dean blush. Regardless he sat down and ate.

When it was finally time to leave Sam wouldn't stop talking about how big of a fish he is going to catch. They got on the boat and put lifejackets on driving out to the center of the lake. Dean dropped his bated line in the water sitting on the opposite end of the boat from Castiel.

Cas got a bit the same time as Dean did. they reeled in the lines and ended up catching a salmon. Once everyone caught a fish they headed back to the cabin. It was around 2:30 by the time they got back.

"Hey dad, how about I take Cas and Sam up to that trail just up the road where they can swim? Then you and Bobby can have your own fun." Dean asked looking at his dad.

"Alright, just be back before sundown. Keep a close eye on your bother. You hear me?" John asked looking Dean directly in the eyes.

"Yes sir," Dean said looking back at his father.

"Why don't you go ahead and take that kayak with you. Wear a life jacket boys. I don't want you to end up drowning. Watch for bears, even if you have the slightest feeling something is off you come home." Bobby said looking at the three boys.

"Alright we will watch out." Castiel said.

They changed and headed off grabbing the kayak and life jackets. Dean saw what Cas looked like without his shirt. Damn that boy has a good body. I mean mine is okay but. Fuck that's gay. I mean he is good looking but we are straight.

They walked to the trail and soon ended up at place to swim. It was a good couple feet deep going up to about Dean's chest. Sammy had to wear a life jacket and wouldn't stop complaining about how they didn't need one why did he. Of course he was just ignored.

Sam got tired of swimming after a few hours and wanted to head back. Cas and Dean took Sam back to the cabin and decided to keep swimming.

"So how has life been? I haven't seen you all summer." Cas said. he was sitting in the kayak while Dean swam around.

"It's been okay I guess. How have you been?" Dean asked still swimming.

"I have been fine." Cas said.

The way the sun is hitting him holy fuck. Shit I'm gay oh no."I want to sit in the kayak let me pull it to land so i don't tip it." Dean said. Cas nodded. Dean got on the kayak and sat their letting the sun warm his body.

"Can I tell you something?" Cas asked, Dean nodded. "Promise me you won't tell anybody and you won't freak out."

"Go ahead and tell me not a single person will know." Dean looked at Castiels deep blue eyes listening carefully.

"I'm gay..." Castiel said he looked down when the words left his mouth. Blushing when he glimpsed at Dean's shocked face.

"Castiel so am I..." Dean said looking at the water. You could see the baby trout swimming around.

"Wait really!? I mean that is such a fucking shocker. You always seem so straight and into girls." Castiel was looking directly at Dean but her refused to make eye contact.

DID I JUST REALLY TELL CASTIEL I AM GAY?"That is a cover up. It makes my dad think I am the boy he has always wanted. The only person who I ever got to tell was my mom. She wasn't mad she was happy for me. I told my dad and he got upset saying it was a phase and i would get over it. Then she got sick and once she was gone I just acted straight for him. Because he doesn't need to deal with that." Dean said glancing up at Cas between words.

Dean was shaking and hadn't realized tears were coming down his face. Castiel grabbed his hand and put the other on the side of Dean's face wiping the tears away. Castiel leaned in and kissed Dean's lips.

Cas's hands were in Dean's hair and they were making out. Kissing a shirtless Cas made Dean hard. When they realized the sun was setting they decided to head home.

"So do you ever plan on coming out?" Dean asked.

"Yeah, I mean my dad he won't be mad. I know he is okay with those types of things. I am just scared on what other people will think." Cas said.

"But if you are happy and your family accepts you then why would you care what others think?" Dean asked.

Cas thought for a moment then spoke, "I don't know really. I don't see why i shouldn't just come out. I will on the last day of the fishing trip."

"Okay cool." Dean said.

They walked down to the cabin silent it was almost dark. Dean saw his dad watching the game and Bobby in the kitchen cooking up the fish. The boy's hadn't realized just how hungry they had become.

"Take a shower both of you so you don't get a rash. The hot water is almost gone because of Sam so you are going to have to share. So if you are shy I would get over it already and hurry up fish is about done and then it's campfire time." John said still looking at the game on the T.V. screen.

Walking into the bathroom the two boys stipped facing different directions. They both got in nervous at first and then they decided to get over it.

You know what screw it. Dean turned and faced Castiel eyeing him down. Then pinning Dean against the wall kissing him Castiel was going to take charge. Dean let Cas give him a blow job. Dean stood there bracing against the wall until he came. He had to contain his moans. When Cas stood up he had a dopey grin on his face. They finished showering and walked out of the bathroom into their room getting dressed in sweatshirts and jeans.

Walking into the kitchen right as the fish was placed infront of the two of them. Nobody said anything the entire meal. It was just awkward. They went outside and roasted smores until they were sick of food. Dean and Cas went to bed and woke up the next morning in each others arms.